Surprise Birthday

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It had been over 12 weeks since safaree seen his wife in person. He missed her touch, her smell, the life she gives him. Safaree was emotionally drained, but he kept working in New York. Safaree had been blowing steam by working out a lot and he started back eating again, which resulted into muscle growth. His back was more muscular than before. His chest sat up without him poking it out, and he was more bulky. His V-cut was super deep and his abdominal muscles were amazing. He was spotted a couple of times without nicki and she was spotted a lot without him by the media. Of course they raised hell about them being separated for over a month. Even though it was true neither one of them nor the barbs paid attention to them. Nicki’s birthday was here and safaree had been making plans thru Martin. He didn’t want to get Jessie involved because he knew she would slip up and tell nicki. He was going to still surprise the love of his life even if they were in hot water and turmoil.

Martin had made arrangements for safaree to have the most fresh Gardenia flowers and Red and pink roses sent to her home. Safaree also went to his New York jeweler and got nicki some chocolate diamonds. The diamonds are very rare and very expensive. He got her small tennis bracelet made and a platinum chain made with the infinity sign as the charm made out of chocolate diamonds to put on it. He got her some custom Onezie’s made by Betsey Johnson with hearts and skulls as the design. He knew she would love them. He got corny and wrote her a letter and bought her a 5 dollar card and put 2 full out spa day’s gift cards in the card. He also ordered her a 4 layered Red velvet circle cake with vanilla bean frosting and sparkle candles. He wanted to do it big this year since they were home, but the bad thing about this birthday was he wasn’t there.

Safaree had beaten himself up for weeks about not having the guts to just go home and take control of his home. But he knew nicki was crazy and he had the craziest wife on earth. He prayed everyday that God would fix them and that he would be forgiven for all of his sins. He would call everyday to martin’s phone since nicki changed her whole phone company, and ask how she was doing and if she smiled any. This ate him alive and depression is the hardest thing to get out of. The only thing that could cure him on the spot is if nicki took the time out to listen to him and take him back. He called everyday just too show he wasn’t giving up, and he would never give up. He was ready to fix them but she was still hurt.

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*December 8! Nicki’s Birthday*

Nicki slept on her most comfortable side which was her left side. She had little tummy pains here and there but that was just from her womb growing. Today was her big day and she was going to smile today. Her mother and father went back home after thanksgiving, but would call on her periodically to see if she was doing better. Ms. Day had been keeping a close eye on her too, they would pray every night over the phone or if nicki needed guidance they would just talk. She had reevaluated everything and turned it over to God. She knew one day the problem would be solved and it was going to be up to her to step forward first. Nicki wasn’t ready for all of that yet and she still wasn’t ready to tell sb about their baby. When she’s ready she would call him; or Jessie rather.

Nicki had now gotten a little chubbier in the face and the barbs recognized every little thing. It bugged her how they knew her so well. She wouldn’t have been surprised if they knew what her body measurements were. She had been tweeting the barbs every day keeping them in the loop of all her appearances and radio interviews. Nicki also started a new line of shoes called Bankable Woman that the barbs could buy from out of the major department stores and online for the exclusives. Life was good with her Nicki Minaj life but Onika Samuels was not happy. She promised herself that she wouldn’t tell the barbs about the baby until she was back with safaree, but she was so tempted to tell them everything. She loved those barbs and they loved her back.

Nicki was sleep on her left side when she cracked her eyes at 7 am on her birthday. She was happy and stretched still with her eyes shut. She reopened her eyes when she spotted white Gardenias and red and pink roses in vases across her room. It just looked like a sea of beautiful flowers and the smell reeked of sweet nectar. She rubbed her hair and fixed her tank top. She pulled the covers from over her blanket and wiped her eye balls until she could see without blur.  She saw something sparkling out the corner of her eyes and it was her red velvet cake that said happy birthday to my queen. Right then and there she knew exactly who it was from. She blew out the candles and smiled at the fact that he was still going out of his way to please her. She knew he had been calling and leaving messages but she still was ready to face him. She spotted the two black boxes and white envelope that martin also set up while she was sleep and grabbed them. She scooted herself back into the bed and sat Indian style opening the first box which was her bracelet.

“OH. MY. GOD” she said putting her hand over her mouth as she ran her thumb across the VVS tennis bracelet made out of chocolate diamonds. She never seen something in it rare form like that. She opened the second box and gasped.

“He remembered” she said out loud as she took the necklace out of the box. She put it around her neck and looked at the symbolism.

“Infinity: forever, ongoing, never ending, endless love” she lowered her head and let out a tear and did a few sniffles.

Nicki sat down all the way putting her legs straight out in front of her and climbed out of the bed. She had to pee so she ran straight to the bath room and relieved herself and brushed her teeth. When she opened the door to walk out of the bathroom, Martin and nicki were there to greet her with breakfast in bed and her apple Mac book open to the Barbs videos and internet card.

“Good morning Birthday mommy” Jessie said cheesing.

“Good morning queen” martin said smiling holding her laptop

“Good morning yall, one question though how did all of this...” martin cut her off

“Don’t worry about all of that. Just know that sb took care of you today.”

Martin looked back at her cake and card then looked back at Nicki’s neck.

“I see you got your gift! Why didn’t you put the bracelet on?”

“I will later on today”

“Oh ok! And make sure you open up your card it’s something in there that safaree really wants you to read.”

“Okay I will, but that apple oatmeal looks fire and that orange juice with my pineapples and peanut butter on the side. Thank you guys” she hugged them

“No problem boss lady, feed that greedy baby” jess said smiling, nicki smiled back.

Nicki climbed into the bed and Jessie sat the breakfast over her. It was room on the platter for her laptop so martin put it on the platter in arms reach for her to tweet. She decided to tweet the barbs but she recognized the timeline was already going crazy because safaree tweeted.

@scaffbeezy: Today is my wife’s birthday! I love the best rapper in the world.

@scaffbeezy: I hope you love all the ignant jewels I bought you #VVS…

@scaffbeezy: RT @JadaPinkettSmith happy birthday to the lady that made my baby single goes platinum! Love your role model J

@scaffbeezy: aint nobody touchin my wife’s sexy! LADIES preserve the sexy!

Nicki giggled at the crazy stuff sb tweeted. But she decided to tweet!

@NICKIMINAJ: rise and grind my beautiful go getting barbs! The world awaits you and your knowledge. P.s. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! She took a picture with no makeup on and her real hair sprawled out taking a sip of orange juice with her square black Prada glasses on.

She loved all of the videos that the barbs sent her and she also loved the letters she received in DM. her team was there for her a full 100%, she didn’t mind giving them the time of day. She heard a knock on the door about an hour in a half later. It was Martin

“Hey beautiful! You caught up with everything, all of your birthday wishes? I like this birthday the best because we can’t drink ha-ha! But I gotta get you somewhere before 1pm”

“Hey martin! And where am I suppose to be going, I’ve been feeling drained lately.”

“You have a doctor’s appointment today, so chop chop outta the bed ok.”

“Grrrrr! Okay and why didn’t you let me know before?”

“Because I didn’t want you to cancel. I need for you to go to the doctor even if he isn’t here” martin was trying to talk about sb without saying his name

“Thank you for caring so much and besides today is my birthday, I wouldn’t mind seeing this little person I love” martin smiled at her smile even though it was weak and her face looked drained.

“No problem”

Martine left out of the room to allow herself to get dressed. She tweeted one more time before she started her process.

@NICKIMINAJ: finna put on my birthday suit barbs *get your minds outta the gutter* no pauz needed.

She laughed a little with all of the comments before she got dressed and headed to Dr. Smith’s office.

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Safaree lay in bed on his apple notebook looking at all of the tweets that were retweeting her. She had blocked him so that was the only way he could see what she was talking about. He had been to the doctor himself because his mother insisted on him going. The doctor told him that he was in a semi mild case of depression, and that whatever cause the depression comes back, he should be cured. Safaree was an exercise fanatic and he gained muscle mass fast, too fast for his mother’s eyes. She knew he was depressed but she knew there was nothing she could do about it but pray.

He had been making reservations for weeks for Nicki’s birthday and prayed that they went thru. Martin still hadn’t called him yet with the news so he waited patiently by his phone. Mean while he had been talking to Monica also keeping up with her. He knew that it was a possibility that, that could be his baby, but he was also knowledgeable that the baby probably wasn’t his neither. But he took all precautions, and took responsibility. If that was his baby he was going to be there for it. He set Monica up with a doctor his family knew that delivered his nieces. He felt so bad that he wasn’t doing this with nicki, and nicki wasn’t the one pregnant. That ate at his mind most of the time he worked out; because that was the most painful part he had to endure other than not seeing nicki in the flesh.

He planned to call Nicki and try and talk to her but he knows that the likely hood of him talking to her on her birthday was slim to none. He even thought about not calling her just so she wouldn’t think an=bout him and get upset and cry likes she’s been doing every day. Martin kept safaree in tuned with everything nicki did except for the pregnancy. But he waited on that phone call from martin.

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Safaree flew Monica on a commercial flight from Florida to New York and had her taken straight to the doctor. When they seen each other she held her head down and safaree didn’t say a word. She tried to hold conversation

“Safaree um thank you for this”

“Whatever, this is for my child if that’s my child”

“I hope it is”

“Hmph”

She got uncomfortable after his little statement and didn’t say anything else. She felt like shit at that point and didn’t look his way. The doctor walked in and was surprised to see a different woman on the table.

“Hey Mr. Samuels! I guess we ready for you! Your sister gave me a call and told me”

“Yeah I guess so” safaree said shaking the doctor’s hand. When the doctor shook his hand he gave safaree a look that made safaree be alert of what he was thinking.

“Long story doc” safaree held his hand down

“Ok then, well um may I ask this young lady her name?”

“Hi I’m Monica”

“Hi Monica, well I wasn’t expecting you here” the doctor thru low blows

“Well I’m here and we came to get a checkup” she said with an attitude

“Kind of feisty but that’s ok, it’s expected. Anyways how is Onika safaree?” this made safaree kind of mad being asked about his wife in the situation but he answered the question anyways. The doctor put on her gloves and got the heart Doppler and gel ready.

“She’s find I think”

“You think safaree?”

“I don’t know, we have been having some problems that I don’t want to talk about”

“That’s understandable. Well about this baby, let’s check on it” safaree sat back in his seat as the doctor did her procedure. She got all the test ran on her, an ultra sound, and etc. then they headed out.

“Ok well I guess I will see you the next check up safaree”

“Mmhhhmm” safaree put on his sunglasses and hoodie over his fitted Yankees cap before anybody saw him.

“Thanks for the flight”

“Yep” safaree got in his car and drove off while the driver took Monica back to the airport.

-

Safaree wasn’t proud of himself but he knew he couldn’t be selfish because of his actions. He cried that night and held his pillow very tight. He kept thinking about what if that was nicki, and how happy they would have been. How if nothing never happened he could be at home with his wife celebrating her birthday and cracking jokes at everybody. Taking pictures that would save memories for a life time. His heart was just crushed, and his mind was out of whack.

-

“Hello Mrs. Samuels”

“Hey Doctor Smith, didn’t I tell you to just call me nicki like everyone else”

“Oh yeah. Well it has been 12 weeks since I last seen you. What took you so long missy?”

“Well I and my husband aren’t talking at the moment because he wanted to be stupid and fucked up completely. I was trying to see if we would…” nicki looked down holding back tears from thinking they would have made up by then.

“It’s ok. I understand. Couples fight, and out of respect you wanted to wait on him so you too could do this together. But Nicki babies can’t wait and we need to get you started on everything. First your weight, and you know you gotta draw blood. Ha-ha! I’m surprised you didn’t bring you assistant to torture her”

“No I let her stay. I wanted to do this on my own. I’m strong.”

“And that you are.” The doctor scooted over to nicki in her stool and made nicki lay back on the examination bed with her legs straight out. She raised up the bottom of the hospital gown nicki had on to examine her. Nicki felt weird alone but she knew she could get thru it.

“Ok I see you have gained a little weight which is expected at 12 weeks but not too much.”

“Good”

“Ok I’m about to get the gel and the heart Doppler so we can hear the heart beat. You ready”

“I guess I got to be” in nicki minds she was panicking and wishing safaree was there but she wasn’t ready to forgive him.

“Ok here we go” dr. smith squeezed some cold gel onto nickis tummy and placed the Doppler on her tummy. She swirled the Doppler around until she heard a very strong heart beat. Nicki closed her eyes and listened to the beat that soothe her heart.

“Good 160 beats per minute. Are you nervous?”

“How do you know?” nicki giggled and open her eyes

“Your baby. Your baby feels everything you do. That’s why you can’t stress yourself out. It messes with their personality once they are out.”

“Omg really?”

“Yes so you have to take good care of yourself”

“Okay I will”

“Now here comes the weird feeling part. We have to do ultra sound. I’m going to record it so your husband can see when you forgive him ok”

“Ok”

“I have to stick my fingers up there again and check your cervix. Then do the ultra sound.”

“Omg no! Ugh I hate this”

“It will be worth it in the end when you hold that little bundle of joy”

“I know. I know”

“Well let’s get started” dr. smith checked nickis cervix. Then she did the ultra sound.

“Dr.Smith does my baby have a huge head like that?”

“Because its body has to catch up. Your head and skull is the first distinguished things on a fetus, because it’s the first to develop. Think about it, the baby head has to grow first to hold the most vital organ. The brain”

“Oooooo okay” nicki giggle

“Ok, let me clean you up. I’m going have the nurse draw your blood and give you your prenatal pills and vitamins. They will make you feel nauseous but fruit juice takes the sensation away. I want you to drink a lot of milk and a lot of orange juice and a lot of fluids period. You have to stay hydrated; also 8 glasses of water a day, your skin will stay flawless. I’m going to have the nurse give you this paper of a healthy food diet I want you on. I’m going to take good care of you and that baby nicki; you just have to follow thru with everything. As for you being cold all the time from your anemia, I will give you a lower dosage of iron.” Nicki took all of this in and took a deep breath. She knew if safaree was there he would have loved everything.

“Doctor, one more question, well two. Can I sing and jump and do all that stiff as I grow and get bigger, and I have been constipated can I push when I’m trying to pass something?”

“Yes and yes but not too hard on the pushing. And you can even run while pregnant just don’t do hard jumping. But the embryonic sack protects the baby, and singing yes but you can hit really high notes which I’m not worried about. You’re a rapper” they both laughed

“Thank you so much doctor”

“No problem and by the way, happy birthday” dr. smith smiled and nicki smiled back and she handed nicki her ultra sound pictures and recording of the ultra sound.

“Thank you” they went their separate ways and nicki got everything finished and headed back home.

Meanwhile…

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“Mrs. Lauren is you here?”

“Yes Jessie, I’m in the car with Lawrence” the driver

“Ok good. I want you to get back before nicki gets here. You’re my present to her. She needs you right now, and I know this will make her smile”

“You are the sweetest jess”

“Ms. Lauren”

“Yes”

“Can you ask Lawrence how far you are all from here?”

“He said another 10 to 15 minutes”

“Ok cool”

“See you then”

“Likewise” Jessie said hanging up

-

“Yo yo”

“What’s up man” safaree said to martin

“Everything, first she woke up with the biggest smile on her face and she loved everything you got her. She loved my breakfast in bed present. And jess is going to surprise her with Lauren as her gift”

“Okay I see yall doing it all up”

“Yep. She talked to her parents and brothers and nieces this morning also. She got on twitter and tweeted, and …” martin caught himself before he said check up

“And what lil nigga” safaree said smiling from hearing that she had a good day

“And she loved the jewelry you bought her she has on the one piece. The necklace.”

“Yeah, I figured she would where that first because that bracelet is a bit much and she favorite symbol is on the necklace”

“Yeah, she has just been in a great mood today… so...um when you plan on coming back, we miss you on this side.”

“I don’t know man. Whenever she feels ready. She will call or text when she’s ready”

“I know. She’s just stubborn. But trust me she misses you as much as you miss her. All of those award shows and photo shoots, and appearances she’s doing without you hurt her too. But she has to find it in herself to forgive you and not hate you. Cause right now she hates you”

“Thanks for the kind words” safaree said sarcastically

“I’m just telling you the truth man”

“I know and thanks for everything son, like for real though. I couldn’t have gotten any of that done without your help my dude”

“No problem anytime. That’s me and Jessie job.”

“Oh yeah how is that going”

“We are great, shit more than great”

“Oh snaps, BC nothing got him some cookie? Proud of you son”

“Yeah, yeah… and we have been excellent every since then. But life is good. We are just trying to get yall in order.”

“We will be fixed son, I know we will. And I will wait”

“Alright. But I gotta go hit me up later if you want to try and talk to her”

“Naw man I been contemplating in my mind to call her all day, if I should or if I shouldn’t. She seems happy today and I want to leave it that way” safaree looked down to the ground

“Ok, talk to you later”

“Alright”

“Bye”

Safaree hung up the phone and rubbed his smooth face.  He laid back on the bed in deep thought about nicki. He looked up to the white ceiling picturing him and nicki together. It felt like his heart was squeezing and being ripped apart. He rubbed his hands down his face still facing the ceiling and sobbed into his hands.

-

“Ok Lauren, she’s getting out the car” Jessie said while looking thru the clear glass window by the door

“Okay come on jess” Jessie ran over to Lauren and Lauren gave her confetti. Lauren held two spoons and a gallon of butter pecan ice cream; she changed into her pajamas, and made her hair all messy into a messy bun. Martin stood to the side to take pictures and post them on twitter and to capture the moment.

Lauren had planned on trying to talk some since into her best friend about forgiving and letting go. She knew she might get screamed at but she was going to play her best friend role. She wouldn’t have missed her bestfrineds birthday for nothing and she knew Candice would have been there too. Lauren had spoken with Candice and safaree on a weekly basis checking up on them. Candice was better than safaree but lonelier than ever, because she uses to tell nicki everything. And she knew about Monica going to the doctor and safaree took her. She also knew safaree was wallowing in depression and him and nicki needed to see each other fast. She planned on bringing up everything in their girls night, but also have fun for her birthday.

“Okay martin you ready?”

“Yep”

“Hear she comes” Lauren squealed.

Nicki opened the door looking down to take her key out the door smiling.

“SURPRISE”

Nicki jumped then cried. She was happy for the first time in a long time.

“OMG WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE LAUREN!!! HOW DID YOU KNW I NEEDED YOU” nicki said crying walking towards Lauren. Lauren ran towards her and hugged her

“Jessie got me here” nicki looked over Lauren shoulder and mouthed thank you to Jessie

Martin had gotten everything on camera and walked went the other way to the computer, Jessie went with him. Lauren reached over nicki and closed the door. Nicki wiped her tears and smiled when she saw that Lauren was in her onezie and had ice cream

“This is the best birthday ever laur! I love you.”

“I love you too babe”

“Oh! Is that ice cream for me?”

“Nope it’s for my niece” Lauren reached down and rubbed Nicki’s tummy

“Hey pooh pooh, tee tee loves you a lot. I got you ice cream; you’re going to love it ok.”

“Lauren you a fool”

“Shut up! Go get changed into your onezie so it can be like old times and we watch Love don’t cost a thing, waiting to exhale, belly, Friday the 13^th, and baby boy”

“Yay! Girls night in. and I get to eat as much as I want without worrying about weight”

“Not everything. I know you on some type of pregnancy diet”

Nicki gave Lauren the eye and Lauren knew she was right and started laughing. Nicki went up stairs and put on her new onezie safaree got her and kept her necklace on. She pulled her wig off and pulled up her natural curly hair into a crazy bun. She took off her make up and went back down stairs. Martin brought her a really big Dora blanket and they sat in the movie theater.

-

“Nick not you crying because they shot snoop! Girl!”

“But I love snoop” nicki cried

“As many times as we saw dis shit you wanna cry today, your hormones is off the chain”

“I know right”

“So you know we have to have a talk”

“About what?” nicki blew her nose in to tissue

“You Candice and safaree”

“What about them” nicki looked away from her looking at the movie screen stick the spoon in her mouth

“You know Candice wants to be here with us right now, so yall can argue like old times. She misses you. She takes full blame even though she shouldn’t take blame at all. You know that girl has no say so over what that other bitch did.”

“Lauren… I just don’t want to talk to anyone that was involved right now” she ate some more ice cream

“Look at me… you have been crying for day upon days. Yes I call and talk to Jessie and check on your state of being. Yes I’m the best in the world but there are 2 other people that want to be here for you.”

“Mmhhhmm”

“Look nicki I know your being stubborn, but let Candice back into your life I know you miss her crazy ass too. Even tyesha has been calling me checking on you because you changed your number on her. You gotta text her.”

“I sure do. Thank you for reminding me”

“But if you don’t forgive Candice, at least forgive your husband. For the baby. He has the right to know about that baby, he wasn’t just a sperm donor nick” nicki sat there taking it all in but her leg started to shake and Lauren knew it wasn’t long for her outburst

“Well that’s what the fuck it feels like”

“That’s because you are blowing it out of portion baby. Your hormones are everywhere and yo are already stubborn.”

“Wait pauz. Let me go get some pineapples and peanut butter”

“Eww what? That shit sound fuckin sweet as hell and disgusting as fuck” nicki got up and went to the kitchen and came back for the rest of Laurens lecture.

“Anyways, I know that I am stubborn, but safaree lied, and he knows I hate liars. I and he had an agreement you all don’t know about and he broke it. I’m not even mad he got another bitch pregnant and all dat…” nicki sounded sarcastic but shut up and looked down in her lap.

“Nicki I’m sorry baby but you have to learn to forgive. You can’t be mad at that baby. And I’m not saying you have to accept it. But you’re in a marital bond with safaree, you can’t just belly up and leave the whole relationship or avoid him for months on in. you have to work for what is your. And besides it’s a 50 percent chance that baby is not his.”

“I know, but his decision making scares me. If he can’t be away from for 2 weeks without making a bad decision that’s a problem for me and that’s a problem for this person too. I’m responsible for this person and so is he but if he acts like that I can’t trust him. I believe that’s what’s wrong with me. Since he was violated, I can’t trust, for right now I can’t forgive, and I can’t forget the moment he told me. It just keeps playing in my mind. It’s like an ongoing cycle of hurt. My mind heart, my soul hurt, my body hurt, my spirit hurts, emotionally I’m beat, and I can’t be this way any longer because I have to take care of myself. I’m just ready to hand it over to god all the way. Maybe one day I will grow the guts to talk to him. But right now I can’t forgive him and I vomit every time I think of that ratchet hoe touching my Faree.”

“Oh one more thing, he took her to the doctors and the doctor was confused. He didn’t want to explain it so he just shut up.”

“Oh so he took that hoe to the doctor” nickis eyes swelled with tears

“Yes” Lauren knew she had to tell her everything.

“Lauren as much as I hate him I love him, I can’t see myself without him. These 2 and half months have been hell for me. He still calls martin everyday to talk to me but I decline, I miss his touch, the smell of his cologne, his body, his soul being mines.”

“And it’s still yours nicki. Do you know that grown ass man cries in his mother’s arms all the time now? He went to the doctor and he has depression and his only cure is to love you.” Nicki was now leaning up against Laurens chest as Lauren rubbed her hair talking to her.

“I wish I could see that, my mind tells me one thing and my heart tells me another. I never go with what my heart says anymore because I got hurt like that. FUCK LOVE. That’s the worst shit you can feel”

“Its not. You just have to forgive”

“Lauren… my husband supposes to know about this baby. He supposes to be at the doctor with me, not her… he doesn’t know because he told me what dumb shit he did and how he broke my heart. I can’t get over that… I just can’t”

“You will make it thru, sssshhhh stop all that crying”

Nicki sniffled and they continued to watch movies until nicki fell into a deep slumber. Martin carried her to the bed and Lauren climbed on the other side and drifted off into her sleep. Nicki woke back up at 2 am because she had to pee; she tweeted before dozing back off.

@NICKIMINAJ: Girls night in with Lovelace, it was completely amazing. I love my big sis and thank you all for my Birthday wishes! Dang I’m getting old lol GN/GM!

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-3 weeks earlier…

Jessie and Martin was watching movies and doing their paper work for nicki. They called all of nickis clients and agreed on photo shoots and a new deal that she would later have to come in a do paper work for. Jessie was tired around 7 pm, and she wasn’t really a home person. She and Nicki’s relationship had grown over the past year and 10 months. When nicki couldn’t talk to Lauren or Candice about anything she would ask Jessie because Jessie came from a different upbringing and understood things a little more clear. Martin looked over to his exhausted girlfriend who was sitting Indian style in front of him.

Jessie had on black Victoria secrets PINK yoga pants with pink ankle Nike socks and a Nike black work out tank top. She dressed like that because she was tired from the whole week setting up the surprise with nicki and she had a day off because nicki was going to get safaree. She sat across from martin on their cherry hard wood floors with papers spread apart with 2 black berries each. Martin had on no shirt and some black Nike basket ball shorts with some calf high Nike basket ball sock and polo white boxers. They were on chill mode but they were going to check up on boss lady to see if she arrived with safaree back home safe and congratulate him on his bundle of joy.

“You think they made it home now bay?” Jessie asked grabbing her white blackberry looking thru bbm to see if nicki wrote her. She leaned back on the floor and raised her feet to the ceiling looking at the phone pulling up Nicki’s number

“Yeah they should be… call”

“Ok but you know how she is! They might be doing the nasty or something”

“Jess just calls because she will be mad if we didn’t check on her. Imma call Young f1.”

“okay.” Jessie dialed the number and nicki let the phone ring once. She was taken aback by nickis sobs and screams.

“Hello? NICKI!”

“Jess he cheated on me, he ruined everything”

“Wait what nicki! He did what?”

“He cheated!!! He fuckin cheated “nicki screamed back at Jessie

“Omg nicki I’m on my way over right now stop all of that crying. Talk to me when I get there” Jessie hung up the phone and ran to the door throwing on her black shell toe pumas.

“Bay what happen?”

“Nothing just call the good for nothing son of a bitch”

“You tallkin about safaree”

“Who else the fuck I would be talkin about call his stank ass”

“Wait what he do”

“Nigga just called I’m pissed. I’m at the highest PISSIVITY there could possibly be. Wait is that even a fuckin word? You know what just call him before I leave I got some words for him”

“You aint told me shit what was going on”

“He cheated on Onika ok!”

“He did what!” martin said with a screech saying the last word looking dumb founded.

“Yes, you heard what the fuck I said”

“Iight hold on” martin grabbed his black blackberry off the floor while he watched Jessie talk to herself swinging at the air turning red.  He never seen her this damn mad. He called safaree’s number and safaree picked up on the last ring. He put it on speaker.

“Hello” safaree said sniffling

“Yeah nigga what the fuck happened?” martin asked

“It’s a long story”

“We got all fuckin day, because need to know why your wife is over there crying. I can’t believe you cheated.” Jessie said

“It’s not even like that jess” safaree said

“Man just tell us so we won’t be in the fuckin dark tryna make her forgive yo ass, and get everything back to normal”

“It’s none of yall business. Yall there to work for nicki and nothing more.”

“What in the living fuck? Safaree! I’m the one who has to deal with her ass until her mom or somebody else close gets here. You better tell me something!” Jessie said screaming in the phone

“I aint telling you shit! I got a fuckin plane to catch” safaree was going to hang up but martin stopped him.

“Man, just tell her cause she on her way to go to Onika because she’s sobbing.”

“Alright man, I’m talkin to you and only you. Get ya light bright together”

“He don’t fuckin run me safaree watch ya damn mouth”

Safaree ignored Jessie and began to tell the story. Jessie calmed down by hearing the story and saw why nicki was really mad. He didn’t cheat and she knew that much so she left out the door doing 80 mph on the express way to Nicki’s home. Martin continued to talk to safaree; safaree cried a little more without letting it be known in his voice and then hung up with martin. Martin rubbed his head in his hands and exhaled long. He thought to call Jessie but he knew he would get yelled at, so he hopped in their bed and drifted off into a peaceful slumber until he receives any notification.

-

Jessie got to the house and knocked hard and rung the door bell and dint receive no answers. So she went under the lion by the front door and retrieved the silver key to open up the glass and security doors. She finally made it in and saw nicki passed out in the long hallway on the white marble floors. She knew she had been crying her heart out. Thank god Jessie was certified with a lot of medical stuff because she knew exactly what to do. When a person cries too much they don’t receive enough oxygen to their brains. That’s why people throw up or turn blue in the face when they cry too much.

Jessie ran to get water and a very cold towel. Nicki’s skin was so red and hot to the touch. Jessie checked her pulse and breathing. Her heart was still racing so she must have just fainted when Jessie had got there, trying to walk to the door. Jessie snatched nickis shirt off and poured the first bottle of water over her torso to awaken her. Jessie was so scared for hb and scared for the tiny life growing inside of her. Nicki’s body shook at the cold water, and she started to open her red eyes. But they were so puffy that she could only crack them. Jessie spoke

“Onika how dare you allow yourself to get this way, you could have fell the wrong way and really hurt yourself and that precious baby.”

“I know” nicki started to cry again

“Stop crying. Stop all of that right now Onika. That’s why you are on the floor passed out. You don’t have enough oxygen. You gotta breathe.”

“Thank you jess for finding me”

“No problem hb. I was going to run to you regardless”

“I know”

“Oh but I talk to him and I know what happened. Did you tell him about the baby?” nicki looked up at Jessie while her head still rested on her thigh and her eyes started to water. Jessie reached down and pulled hb close

“It’s ok. Maybe this wasn’t the best time to tell him.”

“No it wasn’t… I wanted this to be a happy moment. The biggest time of our life. A lifetime memory. It’s ruined”

“Okay come on we need to get you upstairs so you can change your bra. I had to wake you up some kind of way. And here drink this water you need it” jess helped hb to her feet and they headed their way up stairs but continues talking. They made it to the room and Jessie sat on the chase with her back facing nicki talking.

“Thanks jess.”

“Ok so I heard what he had to say. I cussed him out and sorry in advance, I hope that doesn’t put a strike on me. And you know he didn’t cheat on you, you know it wasn’t his fault.” Jess told nicki in her casual voice. Nicki was changing her bra; after she put it on she walked over to Jessie and sat next to her.

“Jess it’s just as much of his fault as the tramp. Like he didn’t have to drink that much or try lean. He could a killed himself drinking so much until he passed out. I fuckin hate him! He told me that he would never drink that hard again, because it’s unnecessary and he almost became an alcoholic. It just scares me and it makes me so made because we are responsible for this life.”

“Don’t say that! You don’t hate him and you’re just mad because he lied. You’re not mad at him because he cheated you know he didn’t cheat he was basically raped so don’t blame him for that action that took place while he was blacked out. He can’t even remember shit hardly. I pray that everything gets better between yall before this baby comes and you still need to tell him. I can’t even believe I’m taking up for his crazy ass after he treated me.”

“I will tell him when I feel he deserve to know.”

“What nicki! You have to tell him! Remember he wanted that little baby.”

“But daddies don’t go out cheating and acting stupid and lying to mommy.”

“He told you everything nicki don’t block out everything. But I know you’re mad and I’m not going to fight against a biased, closed mind.”

“I’m mad at the fucking world right now. I just want to be alone.” Nicki started to sniffle again.

“One of these days you will open your eyes and see. But I want you to know that marriages are 50/50 and what you put in is what you get out. He’s willing to work; you should be willing to work too. If one of people doesn’t want to work on it, the plan fails. So figure it out. But in the mean time, I know you’re in your feeling and I’m going to leave you alone, call me if you need me.” Nicki started to climb in the king sized bed.

“Jess thank you! I heard everything you said, but really I don’t want to hear it. I’m just going to lie hear and figure shit out and call Lauren.”

“Oh yeah I heard about Candice too. Don’t hate your best friend...” nicki cut Jessie off

“That bitch aint no best friend fucks her. I’m so threw with her. I asked her a favor and she failed miserably.” Nicki crossed her arms now heated all over again

“Ok. I’m not going to fight that one but I will be checking up on you hourly. I will call your mom and tell her what happened and get her a flight right over. Try and forgive and learn from what’s going on. You and safaree can build. Don’t let this crazy, twisted, nasty, fucked up situation ruin what you two love birds had.” Nicki laid her head down on the jumbo pillow and closed her eyes as she sunk in. she put her hand on her bare tummy.

“It already has. It ruined the 3 of us”

Nicki sighed hard. Jessie left and called her mother on the ride back to her home. She also called martin and told him everything and told him to set up a flight for the Maraj ASAP.

-

*3 weeks later*

Jessie had been keeping close eye on nicki a lot and she had been receiving daily calls from Lauren checking up on her. Also she had been getting calls from sb, but she didn’t tell him much. He begged to talk to her but nicki wouldn’t budge to grab the phone so she would tell him no. Mrs. Carol and her brother and father had been there staying in the spare rooms to watch over her. They were leaving after thanks giving but Mrs. Carol wanted to make sure her daughter was ok. Mrs. Carol cooked every night and cleaned but also talked to her daughter about forgiveness and prayed with her every night. Nicki hadn’t told day yet but she did tell Terrence. She said that one of these days she was going to tell day and she knew that she will be relieved from the words that she would say.

Jessie had walked into Nicki’s room where she was laying down in her American eagle royal blue jumpsuit eating on pineapples in a princess tiana bowl from Disney. Nicki was watching TV with her tissue box behind her. She had been crying everyday nonstop. It was so emotionally draining seeing her hurt for Jessie, Jessie was fed up with her crying.

“How are you?”

“I’m fine, I m loving these pinapples.ive been eating them everyday all day and my peanut butter.”

“Eww! Your cravings is mad sweet and disgusting”

“I know!” nicki just recognized that she had cravings and smiled while looking down at the bed before she looked back at Jessie.

“You cute, it’s been a long time since I seen those pearly whites. We need to do that more often; anyway though I just came to stop by and give you a hug, I’m on my way back home”

“Ok thanks jess come give me a hug I need it”

“Ok hb” Jessie hugged nicki tight and let go 3 minutes later

“You will be fine, just no more crying please! It’s not good for that greedy baby” Jessie said smiling pointing to her tummy

“Shut up my baby is not greedy”

“Your cheeks getting fat already! You’re cute”

“Are they? Oh well that’s what happens anyway” nicki shrugged her shoulders and continued her movie.

Jessie said her goodbyes to the family and headed back home to where martin was. She needed to let out her frustrations about nicki so she called TrebbleBarbie, pinkmunybarbie, nickiscarebear, and candiqueen.

*hello?* Jessie said thru the chaos over the phone

“Hello they all screamed back”

“Now what’s wrong?” muny said curious

“Well I gotta tell yall something but yall hoes can’t say shit”

“Okay” they all said

“Zilch”

“Okay hoe!!!” shonda said giggling

“Nada”

“I no speak spaneesh hoe!!!” treble said getting angry

“Nothing ok Trebble!”

“Bitch doesn’t try me, just tell us crazy girl” treble said already mad

“HB pregnant” the was a long silence after like 10 gasps and 40 omg’s

“You lying right, hahahaha why she always playing with us” candiqueen said

“Naw I don’t think this bitch lying.” muny

“Man I’m pissin!!! I’m living!!! I’m dying!!! I’m trying to survive!!! What the fuck is air?” treble said outta breath crying and screaming

“I’m not lying I’m dead ass serious and she has been crying for a week because safaree fucked up, and it’s another bitch involved and I want to check the hoe. That’s why I called yall I need yall help. The bitch claiming she pregnant with safaree’s child. The good thing is it might not be his, most likely it’s not because she has a boyfriend.” Jessie said kind of sad

“Wait what in the actual fuck? Bring that shit back” muny

“Yeah you heard me”

“Aw hell naw give me full details before I kill this hoes” candiqueen

“Ok but don’t tweet about it.”

“Oh so that’s why she unfollowed him?” shonda said concerned

“Yeah and she got her number changed. He has been begging and pleading. It’s so hard to be in between this shit and seeing it happen”

“Omg what’s going to happen to the baby?” muny

“What do you mean? She keeping it crazy that’s her baby. Her and her husband made that outta love, she not losing that baby.”

“I know but I’m thinking about if they don’t make up” muny

“Oh! They will make up. Let me tell yall the story”

“Yes because I’m slicing bitches in this camp” candiqueen

Jessie went about telling them the full out story she had just heard 2 hours before she called them. They were all heated and ready to attack Monica at this point.

“Can I kill her? Somebody hand me the fuckin knife please” shonda

“Are you fucking serious I hate this bitch fuckin up a happy home” Trebble said screaming

“Well I want to know does safaree know about his baby” shonda

“The answer is nope”

“Are you fuckin serious? And I bet she was going to tell him but couldn’t because she was caught up in her feelings at the moment” muny

“I swear we know HB like the back of our hands because you’re so right”

“Omg” candiqueen

“Yes lord please fix this” shonda

“Naw see yall this is my plan. Imma fly one of yall hoes up here so we can go to Monica house. She lives in Fort Lauderdale Florida. I need yall to come up here with me to do this mission.”

“Well you know I can’t come I’m in medical school” trebble said

“I can’t come I’m working and getting ready for this hair battle with Terrence” muny said

“And I can’t come because this engineer class is killing me” shonda said

“You already know I’m packing real shit” everybody laughed at candiqueen but she was serious

“Are you serious candiqueen?”

“Yep serious as a muthafuckin heart attack” candiqueen said seriously

“Okay good so at least one of yall is coming with me. I want to do this at night so we can just walk up in our hoodies and threaten her to never bring her dirty triphalin ass around hb”

“Good, and make sure you scare the shit outta her. She betta be fuckin glad she pregnant because I would stop that ratchet bitch” Trebble said heated

“Yes she would get the mutchafuckin free99 kick box combo and some!” muny said

“Hell yeah, yall better pray I don’t ring this nappy headed hoe by her muthafuckin tracks when I see her greedy ass” candiqueen said throwing underwear in her suitcase

“All the hoes love me they want my semen” nickiscarebear sung

“Bitch shut up, everybody fuckin mad and you singin my watch” muny said giggling

“Hey it fit the fuckin description” shonda

“Thanks candiqueen for coming out here with me to do my dirty work. I did some runs on this bitch. I got all her paper work and what the fuck she doing, I even got this bitch social! I got her records, and her home address, credit report too. I will fuck this bitch up”

“Yes, she betta praise Jesus that I think of nicki before I do any actions, cause I woulda beat that bitch to DEATH literally death.” candiqueen

“Yeah but we are just going to scare her scrawny ass then leave”

“Iight just send my plane ticket I want to be outta here in the next few hours so we can do this shit” candiqueen

“I’m already on it, I’m finna tell martin”

Jessie parked her car and walked thru the door racing to the computer to get on expedia.com. She hadn’t said a word to martin while she was on the phone with the girls still. He just looked up side her head like she had a raccoons nest sitting on it until she noticed him and hung up the phone and spoke.

“okay babe I just made reservations for candiqueen from queens new York, which is one of nickis barbs to come up here and help me with a mission” Jessie tweeted from her black berry

@Jessie_barbie Mission in progress

And candiqueen tweeted also

@candiqueen Mission in progress… top flight security bitches. Don’t know bitch fuck with OTS!

Jess looked back up to see martin looking at her crazy still.

“What do you mean mission? This aint mission impossible!”

“Well baby I came up with the idea to go scare the living fucking day lights out of Monica, but not hurt her.  And warn that bitch to stay in her own town and don’t come our way. Nicki is so out of it right now and its fucking with me. I can’t take her tears anymore, I need her and safaree to be healed and bought back together. I will try and fix them if it’s the last thing I do.” Jess looked in to his eyes and he saw that she was serious.

“Jessie you can’t go over there fuckin with that woman she’s pregnant too. And what if she sees you and knows who you are. You are going right to jail”

“Don’t worry about that! We not finna touch her and we not finna get caught. We will be in sweats and we will approach this home wrecking bitch.”

“Jess I don’t…” she cut him off because she knew he wasn’t going to agree. She kissed him. They haven’t had sex yet but tonight Jessie wanted to blow steam, she was heated and irritated, and both of them needed it. She thought about it on the drive there while the girls cracked jokes on the phone. She knew they had been together almost a year and they still hadn’t done anything. Since everybody was still heated she wanted to bring it down a notch and he deserved it.

Jessie kissed him deeply sucking on his big luscious lips. She had her arms around his neck and he gripped her ass thru her yoga pants. Martin stopped because he didn’t want to be teased.

“Don’t tease me jess” his voice was full of sex and her eyes was full of lust.

“Who said I was teasing you” she pulled her tank top over her head and he stood there motionless. He couldn’t believe that he would have his girl for the first time tonight. He sure as hell deserved it but he didn’t think the day would come.

He started to walk back towards her and pushed her on the bed while kissing her. Jessie closed her eyes and inhaled and exhaled deeply as martin handled her. He stood in between her legs and pulled her up by her arms and snatched her ponytail holder out of her hair. Her volumous locks fell on both of her shoulders complementing her butter pecan skin and hazel eyes. He leaned in to kiss her again and pulled her sports bra over her head. He stopped kissing her to look at her beautiful top half, brown areolas on her breast and perky nipples. He kissed her neck and pushed her down back on the bed. Jessie held her hands over her head and enjoyed watching her man love every inch of her.

Martin moved slowly. He moved from her neck kissing and sucking at the same time making the kiss noise. He left his passion marks on the left side of her neck before he moved to her full breast. He gripped both of her breasts and flicked his tongue across both of her nipples lookin up at her. Jessie arched her back and bit her bottom lip without saying a word. He took one nipple into his mouth one at a time sucking like a new born baby that was hungry. He could read Jessie’s body movements as she squirmed from the sensations under him. He let her breast go and slowly kissed to the middle of her body and made a trail of kisses to her navel. He kissed below her navel and her body was very sensitive. Her tummy muscles jumped as he hovered over her smooth skin slightly touching her rubbing his lips across.

He started to take off her pants and shoes and socks. He stood up and pulled off his basket ball shorts and socks leaving him in his boxers. He started from her feet sucking her toes and licking up her calves. Jessie opened her eyes and looked down at him.

“I love you”

“You don’t know how much more I love you” martin said in his baritone voice

He did this for both legs than licked up her thighs. Jessie placed her hand on his head as he sucked and bit her inner thighs. He sucked her right inner thigh until he left a big red passion mark to mark his territory.

“Martin you must like leaving marks on me because I can feel them already. I’m whooping your ass when we done”

“Mmhhhmm” was all he said before he spread his tongue and licked between her folds.

Jessie caught the chills and he giggled at her trembles as he took soft licks at her center.

“Omg baby that feels so good”

“Moan for me”

“Martin no! I don’t make noise”

“You will before the end of this night is over” Jessie sat up on her elbows looking down at martin

“Whatever”

“Watch”

“Well show me”

Martin climbed on to the bed and dragged Jessie to the middle which sprawled her hair all over the place. She giggled from him swiftly moving her. He got on his stomach and put her thighs on his shoulder. He parted her extra pair of lips and started to suck, lick, nibble, and poke with his tongue. Jessie was practically running away from his soft lips and tongue but couldn’t get away.

“What’s my name Jessie” he kept licking at a rapid pace.

“Mmmmm” was all she said. He stiffened his tongue and pushed in her warm juicy center as deep as he could. She rubbed the back of his head as she arched her back to meet his tongue.

“I didn’t hear you baby”

“Martin” she said in a whisper

“What you say baby” he stuck one finger into her tightness and flicked his tongue over her clit.

“Martin baby martin… babe I feel like I gotta pee stop”

“Mmmmm that’s not pee, cum for me let me taste you”

“Martin stop please this sensation is getting stronger”

“Good, give it to me” martin started to feel her walls tighten and release on his finger with every breath she took. He knew it wasn’t long. He removed his finger and just went to work on her pussy. He hummed over her clit sending vibrations and more shivers thru her body. Martin took another lick and this time she cummed in his mouth.

“Martin omg I love you PUSSY monster” martin still wasn’t done licking on her center. He didn’t want to lose a drop. Jessie sucked in air from feeling his soft lips and tongue licking her center still. When he was done licking the plate clean ne kissed her center with his big lips and wiped his upper lip.

“Was it good pappy?” Jessie said in her native accent

“Oh shit keep talkin to me like that, and yes you were beyond delicious. I made you say my name but I guarantee you will scream it by tonight” he said while kissing up her body kissing her neck. He ran his hands up her arched back as he kissed her neck until he reached the back of her hair and gripped all of it.

“You so fuckin sexy” he said looking into her eyes. Jessie stuck her tongue out at him and he took it and sucked on it allowing them to kiss again.

“Damn you freaky, I’m ready for him now” Jessie said while rubbing his dick thru his boxers. Martin looked down at his erection and looked back up to a smiling Jessie. While he was still in between her legs she pulled down his boxers and looked at him the whole time biting her bottom lip and smiling.

“Humph so you want huh?”

“Didn’t I just say that?”

Jessie gripped his dick in her hands and started to jerk it up and down so he could be super hard. She loved her dick long and mean and deep.

“Mmm you like that?”

“Yes oooooo baby, damn I need to be inside of you”

“I want you there”

Jessie scooted under him more until her wetness came in contact with his.

“Wait what about a condom”

“Sssshhhh” she told him

“But wai...” she cut him off by putting her index finger on his lips. She positioned him at the opening of her center and lifted her legs around his waist and pulled him in with her strong leg muscles. He entered her slow and she looked at him in his eyes as he did. He looked down at his dick entirely engulfed by her pussy and took a deep breath.

"im on birth control"

“Damn I love you” he said before slowly pulling in and out. Jessie arched her back after she caught his rhythm.  He rotated his hips in circular motions while Jessie sucked in deep breaths with her eyes clothes. He saw that she kept biting her lips and licking them so he leaned down and kissed her. He wanted to surprise her with a deep stroke so he went on a couple more times with his in and out motions and rotation of his hips.

Jessie grabbed his face looking at him in his eyes. She saw nothing but love in his eyes, and she knew he was enjoying her. While they stared at each other he grabbed the back of her knees and pushed himself deeper into her core she let out a screech and a sexy laugh afterwards.

“Do that again baby?”

Martin took no time deep stroking her with everything he had. She tapped his shoulder so he could flip over on his back. He took her with him never leaving her center. Jessie wanted to show how much she loved him to. She sat in squat position on his dick with her feet flat on the bed. This way he could see his dick inside her as she moved back and forth on it. Jess rocked herself forward taking in most of him and then leaned back to let him slide out and repeated this. Martin was amazed by her skills. She still sat in squat position and started to bounce up and down letting her pussy devour him.

“Shit baby shit you got me gone. I’m pussy whipped I swear I am”

“Oh! Whose dick is this”

“Yours jess” Jessie legs were strong so she did a couple more bounces before she had to come from out of the squat position.

Jessie then spun around on his mocha dick which made him roll his eyes at the back of his head. She giggled, and when she giggled she tightened around him. he squeezed her plump as she leaned forward grabbing his ankles bouncing her as only on his dick. This drove martin insane. He was in need of this and this took all the stress way. Jessie sat up letting her hair pour down her back. She leaned back with one hand on his chest and began to bounce up and down on his shaft.

“Damn bay yo dick big”

“Yo pussy tight! I tryin to hold on for as long as I can. Baby you good I swear you are.” With that she turned around again on his dick and just let him sit inside her as she rocked her hips, no bouncing, and no up and down motion, just rolling her hips. He felt all inside of her. She felt like he was in her stomach and she knew she was gon be sore. He grabbed her breast as she did this, and he loved the scene. Martin flipped her over one more time and put his hands behind her knees and positioned himself as if he was doing pushups. He pumped in and out of her coming to his climax; jess was going to reach her second one.

“Damn baby I love you”

“I love you more aaaahhhh! Shit MARTIN oooooo MARTIN baby you are hittin my spot dead on, baby that feeling coming back” Jessie cummed all over him and he kept moving until he pulled out and cummed on her stomach. He bent down in between her legs and kissed her center.

“damn so you did make me scream at the end. That shit was intense, I never felt no shit like that in my life” she rubbed his face as he looked down at her trying to catch his breath

“I love you, and this just made me feel even more close to you, I don’t know what to say. I never been so in love, damn I love you more than my own life”

Jessie rubbed his sweaty head as they both looked at each other sweaty bodies.

“Let’s get in the shower”

Martin climb from over her and she scooted to the end of the bed and stood up and feel.

“Ouch, my legs gave out and my pussy sore” she giggled. Martin ran to her side and scooped her up

“Maybe we should take a bath” martin laughed and kissed Jessie.

“I blame you” she pointed him in his chest as he cradled her and carried her to the bathroom

“Don’t blame me because the dick was good and the pussy was wet.”

“You are crazy Marty”

“You love it”

“Sure in the fuck do” Jessie said in her white girl voice.

They ran the water and got in and bathe. They got out and prepared their apartment for candiqueen arrival. Jessie was ready to see this bitch Monica and set her straight.

*OK crazy right! And awww Jessie and martin had sex for the first time. They cute. But we gotta see what’s going happen when they go see Monica. Lmfao Jessie ass is crazy but she the best fuckin assistant I swear she is. I just want to say one thing: Sisters ride or die for each other no matter what, it may take us screamin at each other to get our points across, or sugar coating the main point, but it’s all outta love. Thanks for reading yall!! The next chapter is coming tomorrow COMMENT Love @TrebbleBarbie*

Safaree's Interlude

*This is only Safaree I will zoom in on his life more without Nicki LOVE @TrebbleBarbie*

It had been going on 3 weeks since he seen or touched his wife and the day before thanks giving. Safaree was restless and miserable the whole 3 weeks. He had been calling Nicki none stop until she got her number changed; she actually went back to T-mobile because she knew he had access to the account to see the new number. He would call Martin everyday to try and speak but he would hear nicki in the back ground say little to nothing and Martin would tell him she didn’t want to speak. He technically counts this as not seeing his wife for 5 weeks because he only saw her for 1 hour 22 minutes and she was out the door after the argument.

Safaree’s days had been sad but his worst day was when Candi called him and told him that Monica was pregnant. Safaree cried in his mother’s house and even went crying to her. She just let him lay in her lap as he let out heart throbbing sobs of sadness, she was sad for him. Mrs. Samuels knew about the whole situation and she knew it wasn’t his fault. She even tried talking to nicki hinting on everything but nicki would just cut the conversation they were having short. Of course Nicki’s mother tried to talk to her, being that both of the mothers spoke to each other and knew of the split. But nicki still wouldn’t listen. At that moment nicki was living in her head, she would listen to music to blast out reality and the world awry.

Safaree started to lose weight from not eating. He would eat like a bird and not eat anymore. But he began to do pushups to blow off steam. When he would work out he would work out past the burn of his muscles. The lactic acid buildup in his arms was like a pain killer to his heart, it was numbing to the body. He worked out so hard one time he fainted, but that didn’t stop him from working out more. As he worked out he began to eat more. But the pain from working out didn’t match the pain that was running thru his veins. He was hurt because he hurt his wife, he didn’t even know if she was going to be his wife after she finds out about Monica’s baby.

Monica called Candi and told her a couple of days before that she was pregnant but she didn’t know whose baby it was. It was between safaree and her boyfriend and she was banking on safaree. The bitch was blood thirsty and she wanted him all to herself. She thought she beat nicki at something when really she was 10 steps behind. Nicki was 5 weeks pregnant and she didn’t know that. Monica asked Candi to give safaree her number so he could call her and she did. As soon as she got off the phone with her she called safaree and after that she called nicki. Candi gave her the whole run down about how it may not be his baby but nicki knew for sure it was so she was still pissed and even considered sending the papers to New York.

Safaree prayed every night and kept a smile on his face whenever he was around his family and now all of his family was coming in from Jamaica for the thanks giving celebration. They were really looking forward to seeing nicki but nicki had no intentions about being with him. Instead she flew her family to Florida to enjoy their feast.

Although he tried to hide his pain, his 2 sisters saw it the most. They could see right thru him and they knew he was depressed. Shanequa especially knew that he was holding back a lot just to look strong in appearance. When she came in that night she went to have a talk to safaree in his room.

“Come in” safaree said after he heard the knocking

“Hey bro”

“Hey baby sis”

“How have you been?”

“Making it I guess.”

“That’s what I wanted to talk to you about” Shanequa walked in and closed the door behind her. Safaree had been laying on the bed in just some grey sweats and socks, no tee shirt and no hat. Shanequa sat on the edge of the bed and leaned back on one arm to look over her shoulder at safaree in his face

“What’s up sis?”

“Have you talked to you wife?” safaree looked down at her and looked back up at the ceiling. She could tell he didn’t want to be reminded. He just shook his head no.

“Have you tried to call” she asked in a concerned tone

“Everyday sis”

“Safaree she’s going to forgive you. Even though you might have an addition to your family she is going to always love you. Love is unconditional and the love she had for you is unbearable.”

“She hates me”

“She’s saying that now. I mean if I was in her predicament I would be mad too that my husband went against his word. I’m sure she doesn’t give two shits about the bitch who practically raped you. She just mad you lied and did what you said you would do anymore and you have to pay the consequences of getting another bitch knocked up”

“See sis she will never forgive me because if this child is mine she won’t have my first born. My wife supposes to have my first born, not some bitch from the trap tryna tied me down with a baby so she can forever get my money.”

“Yeah but I’m sure she wouldn’t take it out on the baby. It’s not the baby’s fault but the two who made it. So yes she is mad at you but forgiveness will come. I’ve been praying on it too bro”

“I’ve been pleading on it what seems like forever, I just think she’s going to leave me. I’m done.im threw!” safaree sat up and scooted to the edge of the bed where his sister was and let his feet touch the ground in his white Hanes sock with the grey tips. He put his elbows to his knees and put his head in his hands and rubbed his face and head twice before looking at his sis in her eyes”

“God will work it out. And I don’t think that’s your baby. Aint no telling how many other dudes have fucked her. On that note have you gotten checked?”

“Yeah I did that when I got here; I made my appointment and got every test possible. I’m good she was clean but I was still prescribes with antibiotics just in case some other shit tried to sneak up on me”

“Ok good. And I’m guessing she is not coming up here for thanks giving?”

“Nope.”

Shanequa looked over at her brother who had his hands cross sitting in between his legs as his elbows rested on his thighs. He started to sniff a little and she knew he was going to cry. Safaree tried not to cry in front of his sisters for as long as he could remember. When his dad left them he promised he would be their rock, but today he was weak, his heart was weak, and his soul cried out for forgiveness from his wife.

“I know how love is safaree” she reached over and rubbed his left shoulder looking down at his platinum band that constantly reminded him why he still wanted to breathe. Safaree got up and put his crossed hands on his head and walked around the bed as he spoke to Shanequa not looking at her in her eyes. He was crying… ashamed

“Sis it’s like no matter how much I try, shit seems like its getting worst. My heart hates me; my mind tries to kill me. But I know if I kill myself nicki would hate me more. Sometimes I feel like God doesn’t hear my prayers. I prayed for daddy to comeback but he never did, I’m praying for my wife to come back but all I’m receiving is bad news… I can’t take this shit! Yeah I’m tough... but when it comes to nicki...” he looked down to the floor still crying and sucking up his tears. His nose ran his eyes were blood shot, and he looked like he hasn’t had sleep in decades. He looked horrible.

“Brother, never lose faith in God remember he was the one who gave her to you 11 years ago. He gave you life. Something’s that are happening are probably happening for a reason. God always has his reasons. He may never answer every prayer quick but best believe he will answer it when the time is right.”

“Thanks sis but, I call martin and I check up on her everyday”

“And what does he tell you?”

“He tells me that she is acting very hard and cold hearted. She cries herself to sleep. I feel so bad to be the cause of her heart ache when I promised I would be the last person or the person to never do that. I’ve failed her. Fuck it! I failed at life” his eyes were puffy but his tears were drying because he knew crying wasn’t going to get him anywhere.

“She’s being how you are. You two act exactly alike. You know that’s your wife when you two are separated and yall act completely the same. She isolates herself, cries, eats, sleeps from depression, cries some more and sleep. You isolate yourself and do the same except you don’t sleep and you work out instead of eat. But I will tell you this, me and her have been talking lately on Skype and I told her I would Skype her in a few. My lap top is down stairs” safaree flopped down on the bed and looked over to his sister

“You would do that for me sis. You are going to Skype her so I can see her?

“If you want me too”

“Of course I do”

“Ok hold on while I go get my Mac. Oh but there is one condition.”

“What?”’

“You can’t show your face or she won’t Skype.”

“Ok cool. I just want to see her Shanequa that’s all. I miss my wife, I want to hug her. I owe her so much. I just feel so dumb and stupid for the whole situation. My wife suppose to be carrying my child not this goofball” safaree looked away pissed off again. Their mother came towards the room.

“Is everything alright in here?” Mrs. Samuels asked looking at safaree fresh raw red face from crying

“Yes ma! Everything good. We just had a heart to heart”

“Awe ok, we’ll just to let yall know yall cousins will be here from Jamaica in a few like 6 hours from now”

“Ok ma!” safaree said. Mrs. Samuels walked out the room and headed back down stairs with Shanequa on her heels to go get her Mac book. She came back up stairs and plugged the charger into the wall and waited on the computer to boot. Safaree was all smiles now and you could see the life in him again for once in 3 weeks.

Inside safaree was nervous but excited to see his wife face. Safaree sat on the floor on the wall next to his full sized bed. Shanequa sat on the edge with one leg hanging off the bed so he could see the screen clear but nicki couldn’t see him. Shanequa saw she was on line and looked back at a smirking safaree.

“Ok I’m finna call her. Don’t say shit”

“Just call her dammit!”

“Alright! Alright already”

Shanequa pressed Video call on nickis profile. Nicki spoke as the video loaded, then the video popped on and safaree’s eyes lit up. Shanequa looked back at him and smiled.

“Hey nee nee” nicki said'

“Hey nicki nac”

“Hey how have you been this week?”

“I’ve been great chillen with the family. You know the family is flying up here!”

“Yes my mom told me.”

“Well how you been?” Shanequa asked concerned. Safaree looked at nicki without blinking. He paid attention to every aspect of her. He could tell she wasn’t doing well. She didn’t have on any makeup and under her eyes were dark from broken blood vessels in her bags from crying so much. Her cheeks were somewhat chubbier, her hair was in a messy bun, her lips were pink, and her nose was red from crying before. She had on a white beeda with no bra and some grey American eagle jogging pants. He just wanted to jump thru the screen and hold her and apologize for eternity, because he fucked up their ideal life style.

“I’ve been… I’ve been horrible nee nee. I sleep a lot because of depression. I don’t suppose to be depressed right now. And I’m eating a lot, just eating my life away. I talk to my barbs on twitter, and it usually cheers me up but that’s not working. My life without him is worthless but I can’t have a lying, cheating husband who has a child on the way by somebody else” safaree swallowed hard when he heard her say that out of her won mouth. He shifted in a different position how he was sitting but didn’t make too much noise.

“But you do understand it wasn’t his fault what happened. I mean... yes to some extent it was but not the baby and cheating. He didn’t mean to do that” nicki cried and pulled on her puffs plus lotion tissues that were on her bed and blew her nose.

“I know sis I’m just frustrated and mad. It’s best if we stayed apart.” Nicki looked down in her hands and fixed her tissues so she could dig in her nose. this frustrated safaree

“One day everything will come around”

“It will but it’s going to take me a while to get over the baby. What if it is his baby Shanequa? I don’t want him choosing me over the baby that not right. Every child deserves a father. I wouldn’t dare try to hurt an innocent child” Shanequa looked back and nodded her head at safaree saying I told you so with her face gestures

“You all will get thru it. That’s what will happen”

“Nee nee I can’t even talk to my best friends about this. So I’m grateful I have you here. It’s a surprise I gotta tell you but I will tell you later. I’m still trying to get over the fact that he won’t be here for our first Thanks giving dinner at our house. Ugh! I hate him but I love him. Fuck love! It’s always fuckin up people’s lives… sex too.” nicki giggle between sniffles and rolled her eyes at the last two comments she made

“It doesn’t have to be that way, call him and tell him to come home”

“Shit aint that easy nee nee. I need my space. If I see him I would fight him.”

“Okay I’m not pushing you but stop crying and stuff.  Go try and get some proper rest not tossing and turning.”

“Ok sis I will try.”

“My brother says he loves you and he says it every night to god. He’s been trying to call you”

“I know I changed my number.”

“Did you want me to relay a message or something?”

“Nope”

“Well okay I’m finna go help mama in the kitchen with all our curry chicken, jerk chicken, fresh white bread, rice and beans, corn, and so much more. Girl you missing out!” they laughed

“I know but…” nicki cut she short and just laid on the bed looking at the camera while they sat there silent waiting on nicki to finish her won sentence. Mrs. Carol called for her.

“Well I hear carol calling for you. You should go”

“Yeah sis I will call you next week, thanks for the therapy session again and relaying his message love you bye.” Nicki said waving

“Love you bye!”

Shanequa closed the Mac book and turned her body where she was facing her brother. Safaree sat there in a daze not blinking once. She could tell he was thinking, she could tell his heart was hurting, she could tell he wanted to be on the other side of that screen holding her… but he wasn’t. He asked himself in his head over and over again…

“Could this be life? This can’t be real; I’m living in a bad dream”

His mind and heart was racing at milliseconds. Shanequa got down on the floor and hugged him as he sat in that daze.

The next day was thanks giving and safaree was being occupied with his family. He tried not to think about nicki but he still called martin to see if she would speak but he was with his family and Jessie was with her family so it was no use to calling. He still enjoyed his family presence speaking in their native language. They danced sings, played games, caught up and exchanged pictures and made new memories with new picture. But it still wasn’t right because safaree was missing something, a big chunk of his heart, back at home… nowhere near him… but he kept smiling thru the questions and dinner.

*this is so emotionally draining! But I want yall to stick it out with me. As yall can see it’s a lil twist with this baby. So stay tuned and see what happens. and yes Safaree has a  soft spot and that Nicki, every man has one and every man hurt. Another interlude is next. LOVE @TrebbleBarbie*