Missing You

*hey yall I’m back! I hope yall like this chapter because shit finna get interesting like NOW anyways enjoy! LOVE @TrebbleBarbie*

It’s been 2 and a half weeks since Safaree and Nicki been back. Nicki has spoken with her publisher to make the Tour diaries a hard cover book. Also her and safaree have been trying to get pregnant and doing things every day. Nicki has just been enjoying herself at home and doing extra things and catching up on twitter with all the stuff she missed. She also went thru all of her dm and told people happy birthday and I love you and things of that nature. Safaree has been trying to get his Jean line started since VSClarity tee shirt was doing fantastic.

Safaree had bought him a new toy his new cherry red bike customized and fitted to his tallness. He loved that his wife was home with him and that they could at like normal people for once. But they always get stopped by a barb when they go shopping so he didn’t mind that because he knew it was going to happen regardless. He really wanted nicki pregnant and having sex everyday with her was amazing. They tried all type of stuff. He even told nicki to stand on her head so she would get pregnant faster. She cussed him out so bad but he just took it as a funny time in their sex lives.

It was the beginning of November and nicki was use to snow. They both were use to the snow because they stayed in New York but now they have 70 degree weather. Everything was nice, just a lot of rain and very gloomy but nicki didn’t mind. She was in her dream home fit for her and her husband. Nicki called her mom and talked to her everyday around 6 pm and safaree did the same with his family. They were planning on flying out the whole family on one commercial flight and have like a big family reunion at the mansion. Nicki was even talking to her cousins and aunts in Trinidad about it.

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Nicki had been off her birth control for a while and she hadn’t had a peps mere neither in a while. She was ready for her doctor’s appointment so she could tell her doctor what she was trying to do and maybe get some tips. She called Jessie up and told her to come over.

“Boss lady I’m here” Jessie yelled to the top of the stairs

“What’s up light bright”

“Nothing much boss what’s up”

“Well I wanted to go to the obgynocologist today and get a check up and get tested and the whole 9 yards I haven’t did it in a year and I haven’t had my birth control shot”

“I thought you were trying to get pregnant hb?”

“There you go back into TM mode and yes I am jess. I’m just seeing what else I need to do. I’m not going to get a birth control shot”

“I was going to say, you would be really selfish if you would had done that behind safaree’s back”

“Shut up I wasn’t even thinking that. But can you make an appointment with Dr. Smith please and tell her that I want to do it as soon as possible. Please”

“Yes maam” Jessie said in her southern Florida accent nicki was still getting use to.

Jessie called the doctor and made Nicki’s appointment that same day since Nicki’s schedule was free and she didn’t have any interview until tomorrow with 103.5 in Miami.

Nicki started walking towards the living room where nicki was looking at some outtakes from her previous photo shoot.

“ok so boss lady Dr.Smith said she can take you within the next 3 hours so go get dressed and tell safaree we are about to leave”

“Okie dokee! Thank you sweetie pie”

-

“Babe I got a doctor’s appointment today I’m finna go get checked out. You know the thing that women do when the doctor sticks plastic up your cooch and spread your vagina ten miles wide”

“What in thee fuck eww? You know what baby just go I don’t need any more description”

“Well I’m just letting you know what we go thru”

“Well thank god we got Jessie I would be able to take it.”

“Shit! I can barely take that shit myself. Those doctors are ratchet. Dr.Smith is the only one that has tried to do me right pauz”

“yeah pauz that shit”

“Shut up safaree”

Nicki still sat on the edge of the bed and looked thru the sky blue comforter at her husband who was under the sheets and cover. Safaree peeped his head over the covers again because he felt nicki still lurking.

“Yes baby”

“Well you know we have been together for a whole year and you haven’t hung with your boys in a while I think you should go back to New York and chill”

“Yeah, but them coons good without me. We just will fly them in when you fly Candi and her kids, and Lauren in because Vincent not gon leaves his fiancé’”

“True but baby you have been cooped in this house and sleeping and working go take a 2 week vacation. Jessie and martin are here to watch me so don’t be scared and we can have dream move in for extra protection”

“You sure babe because I don’t trust every muthafuckin body with you”

“Yes I’m sure go have fun go blow a couple stack and show them nigga how it’s really done when young f1 come to town”

“Babe they been shootin niggas up I told them that I wasn’t comin back till that shit settle”

“Yeah and for some time now we aint heard shit so go home. Go see your nieces and your sisters, half brother, and god son and most importantly your mother. You know her knee’s been hurting her”

“Yeah it’s that arthritis. I hate that shit. Imma hire somebody to take care of my mother”

“She’s not cripple safaree”

“Shit she damn near is and plus I don’t want her to do shit else. But that woman doesn’t listen. She just want to do everything her way”

“Yep like somebody I know”

Safaree slapped nicki with a pillow and she fell down on the bed.

“Ouch you jerk”

“Come here”

Safaree reached out of his covers and grabbed nicki by her side and pulled her close to him.

“Eww you have morning breath”

“So you love this morning breath”

“Shut up” nicki giggled

“Anyway you sure you want me to go. I will only stay a week and that’s it”

“No stay 2 weeks, because that’s a lot of people to spend time with and have fun. You can always call me and Skype me.”

“I know but...”

“But what bay? We have our whole lives together. Go see your family”

“Do you have like some type of surprise or some shit?”

“No! I’m finna chill and I think we need our time apart. We’ve been together in each other’s presence to long. We gotta miss each other sometime”

“Yeah you right, I don’t want us getting into fights soon. I like this lovey dovey shit, even though you tried me on that Tour bus”

“Oh yeah our first fight as a couple. Terrence and day was cracking up at our asses. I was so heated I was ready to slice a bitch”

“Damn imam bitch now”

“At the time you was lolz”

“Oh ok I see how you are... phony”

“Phony... boy shut the hell up. How I’m gon be funny with my husband”

Safaree had fixed his lips to answer her question but she stopped him in advance

“Don’t even answer dat shit nigga! Yo ass is crazy boy”

He laughed.

“Well imma start packing and be ready to leave around the time you get home. I want you to drive me and pick me up from the airport ok. And I’m finna call the fam and friends and let them know I’m on my way. But what the hell! They gon be askin me about you, that’s gon make me miss you even more. I miss you right now”

“You cute!” nicki laid his head on her boobs that were exposed thru her fitted whit tee shirt”

“whateva, I’m just gon feel outta place”

“Why safaree?”

“Because you know I have a permanent position between yo legs”

Nicki started cracking up and hitting him on the arm

“Boy get away from me. I gotta take my shower and head to the doctor”

“Boss Lady is you getting dressed?”

“Yes jess.  See safaree imam be late already.”

“That aint my fault. You came a talked to me. My coon ass was sleep.”

Safaree sat up and got out the bed heading to the bathroom. He stretched to the ceiling when he got on his feet.

“Shout out to morning wood”

“Yeah shout out to it! You want it”

“Naw I’m good” nicki said while getting out of the bed grabbing a hold to his man hood kissing him

“That’s not fair” safaree said while she walked away and turned on the shower.

Safaree followed right behind her and relieved himself. And brushed his teeth. Nicki left out the bathroom to grab her underwear and came back in to a steaming shower. Safaree had got in, so she joined him.

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“Okay Jessie I’m ready is Lawrence outside? Yes he is he’s been ready to drop us off.”

“Awe ok.”

Nicki turned around to a bare chest safaree and kissed him.

“I will see you later Faree”

“Have fun with doctor smith”

“That just didn’t sound right” they laughed

“She’s a woman Faree”

“Well you know how Lewinski is… keep her under control”

“Well if she a bad bitch, booty big and tiny waist then I don’t know. I probably won’t keep my hands off of her”

Safaree pulled nicki into his arms. And grabbed her ass with both hands, and put his head in her neck and spoke while kissing it.

“Well I can’t keep my hands off you neither.”

“Mmmm don’t do that you jerk I have to go”

“You don’t have to reschedule”

“Sorry safaree I scheduled for today and she’s booked all the other days. So let her ass go literally” Jessie said looking up yelling at them smiling

“Cock blocker” safaree yelled at Jessie

“Whatever bum”

They all laughed.

“Well go have fun with the doctor I will be at the door waiting on you so you can take me to the airport”

“Ok hunny” nicki said while walking down the stairs

Nicki had on a linen black jumpsuit with gold accessories. The middle part of the jumpsuit was completely open exposing her cleavage. She had to wear tape instead of the bra so the bra wouldn’t show. She also had her black Marc Jacobs’s bag and YSL black heels on.

“Well aren’t you cute”

“Thanks boo”

They walked out the door. And safaree watch them leave.

-

They made it to the private doctor’s office where Dr. Smith held her checkups. It looked like a brand new building made out of fresh brown bricks and two big palm trees on each side. Nicki loved that about Florida, it gave her a since that she was in the tropics but really only in Miami, it was relaxing for her. When she walked in it didn’t smell like a usual doctor’s office. It smelled like the candles they were burning which was cherry blossom, very sweet and intriguing.

Nicki sat down and filled out her paper work and waited for the medical assistant to call her name.

“Jessie you have to go in there with me I’m scared”

“Ok nicki I will”

“No like you don’t understand, I hate pepsmeres, they have to jab you with that damn white thing and open my pussy up that shit hurt. I want you to hold my hand while she does that shit”

Jessie looked terrified

“What in the hell did I sign myself up for, and ok I will hold your hand boss lady. This is going to be a ride”

“Sure in the fuck is, that shit hurt”

“Well I just had mines done. It took my doctor no time”

Well today is my day and I’m sensitive, so I need you”

“Ok”

“Onika Maraj” she heard the nurse call her

“Yes that me”

“Come this way”

Her and Jessie got up and went towards the back into this room that had white walls and all the doctors’ needs for checkups. On the right side held the cabinets which the nurse went into and the ear and mouth magnified glass with the light that’s always on the wall with caps.

“Mrs. Maraj, I mean Mrs. Samuels, sorry about that in the system we still have you as Onika Maraj and not Samuels. Congratulations my name is Hanna by the way”

“Thank you Hanna Banana and that’s ok, I haven’t made it around to change everything anyways.”

“Oh ok. Well take off all your clothes including underwear and put this on. Dr. Smith likes to do a full check on her patients, she’s great.” Hanna laughed

“Ok thank you. I will check on you in 10 minutes”

Jessie and the nurse walked out and laughed at what nick name nicki just gave her. After five minutes Jessie went back in and sat down on the extra roll chair that was in the room while nicki lay on the bed, Jessie could tell nicki was nervous. 5 minutes after that Hanna walked back in with nickis charts

“Ok so I have to asked you a few questions” nicki shook her head

“Okay so first off Mrs. Samuels do you have any allergies?”

“Nope”

“Any surgeries?”

“Yes two, Lasik for my eyes, and one when I was 4 to take out my appendix”

“Ok do you take medication?”

“I should”

They all laughed

“I’m taking that as a no and do you have any STD’s? Or have had any?”

“Nope, not in this camp” Jessie looked at nicki and laughed

“Are you pregnant?”

“I’m trying”

“Awww keep trying you and your husband will be bless with a little life soon I’m sure”

“Thank you”

“No problem and the doctor will be right in to see you”

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“You ready boss lady”

“Hell naw”

Dr. Smith walked in the door and nicki sat up to shake her hand. Jessie also stood up to greet her.

“Hi I’m Dr. Smith and I will be running your test Mrs. Samuels.”

“You’re hot Dr. Smith”

“Thank you Mrs. Samuels”

She laughed. Dr. Smith resembled Nia long. Her eyes were green and her hair was a #2 very honey brown. Her skin was mocha brown and no blemish in sight. She was small enough in the waist where you could see her shape. She was shaped like a coke bottle, and she had a nice shaped ass. She had on her white coat that had DR. Smith in purple with her pink steticscope around her neck. She had on a Gold guess watch that had 2 hands so she could check blood pressure and her wedding ring.

She sat down in her chair and scooted over to nick looking into her charts reading everything.

“So I see your trying to get pregnant’

“Yes for the past two weeks. I didn’t know this was such hard work, because last ti…” she cut her self off and looked away

“Onika you were speaking on a last time. Please tell me what happened so I can assist you”

She was hesitant because Jessie was in there and she never told TM what happened within her lives and barely her work partners. Only Terrence and day knew. She cleared her throat and looked down at Dr. Smith trying to avoid Jessie’s lost stare

“Well when I was pregnant before it just happened without me trying but I lost that pregnancy. He came too early. I was stressed out in the heat of the moment. My fiancé had got shot and killed.”

“I’m sorry about that Onika. Well since I’m a new doctor to you I will know what I’m in for when I go down there ok”

“Ok” nicki said very low and then she looked over to Jessie who was now red in the face ready to cry

“Don’t do it Jessie I’m fine”

“But... but... hb”

“Its okay barb.” She took Jessie into her arms because she knew Jessie went back and thought about a whole bunch of songs and went back into her TM mode.

“It’s not fair...well we gotta get you preggo quick boss lady” Jessie wiped her tears and cheered back up and nicki wiped her one tear. They looked back to a smiling Dr. Smith.

“Well we will get this show on the road. And since you have been trying with your husband, I would like to perform a pregnancy test on you, draw blood, of course the peps mere so I can get your hpv test, hiv/aids test, clamida, herpes, and syphilis. All of these results will in by tomorrow with my lab. So I will just call you with the number you provided.”

“Okay. So let’s get the little thing out the way. I need for you to go pee in this cup”

Nicki took the cup and went to go pee in it. She came back and sat on the bed.

“Ok now let’s get this peps mere going so I can draw your blood after.”

“Omg I hate these”

“Its ok I will be gentle as possible like before. You were in such a rush last time I’m still practically new to you”

“I know and I’m sorry”

Nicki put her legs in the silver stirrups and lid down. Jessie scooted towards nicki on her side and grabbed her hand as Dr. Smith put on her gloves and grabbed her material. Dr. Smith spread Nicki’s legs getting a good view.

“Ok Mrs. Samuels I’m finna get started. Relax your booty and all the muscles in this area.”

Nicki did as she was told as Dr. Smith slid the plastic clamp in.

“Ok now I’m finna do the next part. You might get stinging, pressure or just plain period. I’m going to try and make this as fast as I can. I have 4 cotton swabs so this should be really quick.

“Ok doc this is what I have Jessie here with me for. She going to get all the pain”

“Oh lord” Jessie said a small prayer in Spanish and nicki laughed

“You so extra jess”

“Naw but I got this bad feeling you finna crush my fingers yo”

“Hahahaha okay I ready Dr. Smith”

Dr. Smith opens the clamp and nicki made a soft gasp and squeezed Jessie’s hand. It took her 3 minutes to swab nicki entirely and close the clamp.

“See it wasn’t that bad”

“Yeah it wasn’t, was it jess?”

Nicki looked over to Jessie smiling and laughing because she was red

“Naw boss lady” she said with a small attitude

“Ok I’m going to send you over for your blood drawn and I will talk to you tomorrow”

“Thank you doctor smith”

“Okay and one more thing. After we get your results back I will let you know some plans to get pregnant and ovulation techniques”

“Okay thank you so much Doctor”

“No problem”

Nicki put back on her clothes and headed for the blood bank. They took her blood and she left. She made it back at home in time to take safaree to the private jet.

-

“Safaree where are you are you? I’m down stairs. And why do you have like 10 million suit cases. Most of the time yall niggas only pack draws and tee shirts and tank tops.”

“Ok, I just had to grab my cologne. But I’m ready” he said walking down the stairs and unzipping his carry on and putting the cologne in the bag. He lifted his head and kissed nicki who was looking at him like he was crazy

“What now nick?”

“Why the fuck you gotta smell good, I’m not there?” she said rolling her eyes and crossing her arms in a playful manner

“Because I don’t want to smell like whatever the fuck. That’s why”

“You are crazy!”

Safaree grabbed Nicki’s hips and pushed her against the glass door.

“Trust me. I is a married man now” he said mimicking Sealy off of color purple. Nicki cried laughing

“Yeah your are aren’t you.” She said holding up his hand with his wedding band. He kissed her.

“Damn you just can’t seem to keep your mouth and hands off of me” safaree was too busy kissing down her neck trailing to her chest, squeezing her breast. He made his way back to her ear

“Do you wanna try one more time before I leave babe?”

“Nope. You gotta flight to catch”

“You act like I can’t postpone the flight, that’s our jet you know!” he said in a sarcastic tone

“Whateva boy, just get ya bags in the car”

“That ass is mine when I get back”

Nicki started to walk away but then she felt safaree’s hands pulling on her thong

“Let go safaree!” she said laughing putting her head in his chest

“That’s hard when your wife is unresistable”

Nicki looked up at him and stuck her tongue out; safaree took it into his mouth and started another French kissing session. After they got done with that. They stop playing and loaded up Nicki’s porche truck and headed to the airport.

-

“I’m going to miss you these 2 weeks”

“I’m going to miss you to, but I’m going to do these few interviews, relax and enjoy myself for a moment”

“We are going to meet on Skype at 9 pm everyday bay”

“Ok safaree”

“And relax and call me and tell me what the doctor tells you tomorrow”

“I will safaree. Dang you act like you leaving forever.”

“Shit it feels like it. We never been away from each other more than a week”

“I know but it’s worth it. Tell all of the Brooklyn family I said hello and I love them all”

“Okay”

Safaree kissed nicki one more time before stepping on the plane. She knew she was going to miss his presence but he can’t be under her all of the time, he has to live too. She knows that most of his time is surrounded by nicki minaj stuff so she wanted him to go have fun and get away with the people he know and love. Every man needs man times and conversations. So nicki walked away confident knowing her man will come back refreshed and more manly than before and tell her all about the trip. But one thing she didn’t know was that this flight and him being in new your will change their marriage for a while….

*OMG shit finna get real…. I fuckin love writing this story and aren’t they cute. Yall better suck this shit up! Like yo I love them. Anyway though if yall have any suggestions or anything for the story comment, also tell me what you liked and stuff. So Comment I hope yall like it LOVE @TrebbleBarbie*

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