Grammy Night! Prt.1

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The paparazzi guy bumped Nicki in the side just a little bit but not to much. When he bumped her she fell into Safaree’s arm and looked up at him with concern in her eyes, she wrapped her arms around her tummy protectively. Safaree grew with rage as he looked at the guy who bumped her. It was almost impossible for them to move or even take a step because cameras were everywhere, but Safaree had a few words for them.

“Yo, you fucking idiot watch where the fuck your going!” he yelled to the paps.
Safaree looked back at Nicki and wrapped one of his arms around her trying to walk further but got cut off with a nasty yell from the dude who bumped Nicki.
“Oh shut you asshole! Your gonna be a dead beat anyway.”

Safaree stopped in his tracks and Nicki looked back, and she saw his eyes feel with rage she turned her head back around and took a really deep breath and prepared for the worst. She knew he was about to go off. before he walked away Nicki spoke.

“Safaree baby its not worth it.”

“Naw fuck that he shouldn’t have said it.”

Safaree walked over to the dude with the camera and got in his face with his index finger damn near touching his nose.

“Fuck you, you rat bastard! I should fuck you up right now, who the fuck do you think you are? And if you fuckin touch my wife again imam knock ya teeth crooked.”
The cameras went off like crazy all you heard was digital cameras and saw nothing but flashes. Of course the public stopped to see what was going on but they were blinded by light.

“Oh yeah! Fuck you, you porch monkey.” the dude said.

“What excuse me?” Safaree yelled.

Nicki did a half circle after she heard that comment come from the paparazzi’s mouth. She looked at Safaree with terror she just knew he was about to beat this mans ass.
“Who the fuck do you think you are, you fucking honkey, you crap ass piece of white trash, don’t you ever disrespect me or my wife.”
Nicki yelled.

“SAFAREE!”

He pointed back to her and yelled.

“Be quiet!”

She put her hands on her hips.

“Who the fuck you think you talkin to Safaree?”

“I’m talkin… to this piece of nothing standing in front of me.” he knew not to pop slick with her. For god sakes he just got back home.

“If you don’t get your black ass over here, and take me to get these tickets and go inside, its either that or you take me home right now.”

Safaree turned back to the dude.

“If I ever see you at another event its on site! I’m beaten yo ass.”

“Yeah right pussy ass.” the camera guy said.

“Safaree just fuck him and bring ya ass, don’t worry about what he’s saying.”

“Fuck you and all the muthafuckin cameras.” Safaree fixed his fitted cap and ran back to Nicki escorting her in.

Once they got in the manager shut the movies down and didn’t allow anymore access for the safety of Nicki. Once they were done with their movie they headed out one of the emergency exits to be clear of cameras. Nicki did enjoy the movie and the talks they had on the drive back, but not how the day first started.

“So much for a peaceful date.” Safaree said helping Nicki out of the car into the house.

“I expected that for the first night, but I still had fun.”

“That’s good baby… now lets go get you outta these clothes and shoes, so I can rub your feet.”

“Yeah lets do that, my ankles hurt.”

-2 weeks later… Grammys!!!

Nicki was under their white comforter while Safaree slept on top. The night before they had a sleep over with all of their friends pre-gaming for the Grammies. Nicki was extra excited for this date because this would be 6th Grammy if she won 1 or 10 if she won all 5. As she woke up and stretched she felt something heavy on her legs. After she dug herself out of the white covers she discovered it was her husband knocked out on her legs, still wearing the same clothes they fell asleep in. Nicki thought.

“He must have stayed up with the vaks til 5am he’s crazy. I cant believe I lasted til 2am, that was way passed me and this little girl bed time.” she flopped back down on the pillow. She lifted her head up and spoke

“Safaree!!! Safaree hunny get up! My leg is sleep your hurting me” Safaree jumped up when he heard the word hurt.

“HURT! Somebody call an ambulance!!” Safaree yelled while shooting open his blood shot eyes looking around.

“Safaree calm down, you just fell asleep on my leg, I’m not in labor or nothing goof. Go back to sleep ill give you another hour.” He looked at Nicki with confusion and flopped on his pillows that were on his side and continue to snore.

“Damn I gotta pee!” Nicki whispered to herself as she struggled to get out the bed. She started to scoot to the left while wiggling her little legs. She held her tummy with her right hand as her feet wiggled of the edge of the bed looking for the foot stool.

“Damn tall ass bed.” she looked back at Safaree and rolled her eyes because he chose it.

Once she got down from the bed she made her way over to the bathroom. She washed her hair, bathe herself and brushed her teeth which took over an hour. This gave Safaree a little more time to sleep, it was now 11 am and he needed to be ready by 5pm. It seems like a long time, but in celebrity life that time is little and shitty. It would take Nicki 2 hours alone on hair, 45 minutes to an hour on make up if she didn’t cry, she didn’t choose what she would be wearing until she walks out the door which always makes her an hour late, and phone calls to family and friends. Nicki always ran late but this year she wanted to be on time to show off her new and profound baby bump.

Nicki sat down at her vanity mirror and thought about how the barbs will cooe over her baby bum and how happy they were. They missed her and she missed them. She also thought about the hatred that will be thrown at her also for the simple fact that some people just couldn’t stand her. Nicki always looked at the worst side of things so when she only receives the good things, she is grateful about it. She started to brush her wet hair before she woke up the whole house. Last night Terrence, Day, Jessie, Martin, The vaks, and Lauren all stayed. So she was in for the cuss outs and hangovers they were about to have.

As she brushed her hair and giggled to herself about her friends a pair of strong hands held her shoulders. She looked up and saw her husband behind her with just his polo boxers, and morning wood of course.

“Good morning to you too Mr. Morning wood” Safaree looked down and blushed.

“Hold on.” he said while running to the bathroom to relieve himself and brush his teeth.

Safaree came back out and grabbed Nicki, she was light as a feather to him as he picked her up wedding style and carried her to the bed. He went to the left f the room to open the shades to let the sun in. the sun hit Nicki perfectly letting her brown eyes stand out more than they normally did. She just laid their in her bath robe until Safaree made it back to her. He climbed on top of her and undid her bath robe exposing her butter pecan tan skin and her black underwear.

“What are you doing?” she said while chuckling. Safaree sat up straight and watched her, he loved her smile.

“I love you” he said in a whisper.

“I love you more.” she said reaching up for his face. he came in contact with her hands and she pulled him down into a kiss. He was careful not to lean too far.
When they let go of their soft sensual kiss, Safaree rested his left hand on her 5 month baby bump and kissed her neck while whispering in her ear shortly after.

“Thank you.” he said in her ear with so much love and vulnerability. Nicki smiled, she knew exactly how he was feeling. Their little bundle of joy was his weak spot, and he would kill to protect her.

He sat up and pulled her up helping her to the edge of the bed and standing her up straight. He ran and put his bathrobe on.

“Babe could you go wake everybody up please and tell Terrence and day to bring they asses please.”

“The coonery I tell you! You finna make hell break loose.”

“that’s why I’m sendin yo black ass down there.”

“You betta be glad you carrying my daughter cause yo ass would be down there.” And with that he went down stairs. Nicki went to the closet and pulled out the 10 loose flowing dresses she had to choose from while he woke up the crew.

-

Safaree went down the stairs and didn’t see anything wrong with the house until he made it to the family room and game room. In the game room was the vaks.

“Yo, yo, yo! Wake yall drunk asses up! Clean this shit up before Onika comes down here cut throat!”

They moaned and groaned until someone spoke up. Safaree had been hitting them all with a family room couch pillow yellin in there ear.

“Wake yall over grown asses up and clean the fuck up.”

“What tip son?” Rex said holding his crotch stumbling trying to get up. He had to relieve himself.

“Soooooooorry!” Vincent said.

“Yeah man sorry guy.” Trey said rubbing his eyes still rolling around on his pillow.

“Pick this shit up, do yall need aspirin or anything so I can ask Nick where the bottle is?”

“Yeah man I do.” Trey said. All the guys laughed because he was the young one who couldn’t hold his liquor.

“Only yo scruntty ass would need it, hold on let me go get them” Safaree said while throwing the pillow at a still sleeping Cls fresh and lucky.

He walked out as they got up he went to the intercom to get Nicki.

“Nicki.”

“Yes babe.” she spoke thru the intercom.

“First what do you want to eat cause I know you haven’t ate and where is the aspirin?”

“Um I want , well we want a croissant with Nutella on it and grapes with pineapple orange juice. Look in that side cabinet by the sink, all the medication is in there.”

“Thanks babe ill be up with your food after I wake everybody up.”

“Ok see you then.”

Safaree went to the first cabinet and grabbed the garbage bags then 1 pill for Trey.

“Huh! Here go the garbage bags and here is yo aspirin.”

“Thanks man” trey said and all the boys gave him man daps for even tryna hang.

“No problem, but I’m finna go wake up the glam crew and cook Nicki food. If I get done in time to help yall clean this junk up ill be back.”

“Nigga don’t worry bout us, we got this shit.” Rex said.

“Hell yeah we finna play, clean up, clean up, everybody do ya share” lucky said doing the movements picking up a cup while demonstrating.

“That’s gay.” Safaree said laughing, they all joined in.

With that he turned out and went next door to the family room. He saw Lauren spread out on one end of the couch, Jessie sleep in the lazy boy reclined, and day on the other end of the couch. Terrence and martin slept on the floor with one of the couch pillows. When Safaree spoke he woke Jessie up first, she was a light sleeper.

“Hey y’all get up y’all gotta get Nicki ready, its about that time to start. I would leave y’all sleep if she knew how to do what y’all do. But nope she need y’all help so GET UP.” Safaree yelled while laughing

“UGH!!! Safaree shut up” Jessie said.

“Oh yeah! You the main one that needs to be up missy.”

“And why is that?”

“Cause you gotta call the Grammies and inform them of shit while its happening.”

“But I thought martin does that.”

“Nicki wants to see if you can handle the pressure today.”

“Oh shit, I’m being tested?”

“Don’t tell her I told you.”

“Thanks.” Jessie said while stretching. She got down on the ground and kissed her boyfriend and whispered in his ear.

“Guess whose taking your spot today as executive assistant?” Martin grabbed her face and kissed her.

“My baby, and I ain’t worried. I know you will do good. I’m right here just incase you need help.”

“Thanks.” she said while blushing.

“Stop being suck face and go upstairs she is up there waiting on y’all” Safaree said looking at Jessie and martin blankly.

“Oh so you the only one that can be suck face?” Martin said while stretching.

“Yeah nigga this my house.” Martin laughed it off and head up stairs but stopped at the bathroom to relieve himself, Jessie followed suit.

Lauren and day had gotten up as Safaree stood their trying to figure out how to wake Terrence up. Laruen and day made sure they picked up everything and straightened everything.

“Can you go tell your best friend to lotion her face. she knows I hate doing make up on a dry face” Day told Lauren.

“Sure can Ms. Day.” Lauren headed out the door while bumping Safaree playfully first to go kiss Vincent, and then went upstairs.

“Day help me wake him up!” Safaree went to go pick a still hard sleeping Terrence up off the floor.

“Yo man you gotta sober up, go get him a tall bottle of water Day.”

Safaree sat there slapping on Terrence, not hard saps but some to wake him up. He started to stir until he opened his eyes and Day walked back in with his water.

“Oh shit I gotta piss.” Terrence said while drinking the water.

“Well TT we gotta get Nicki dressed. And you have to start first so that I can start.” Day said sitting next to him.

“Ok let me go get my self together chile.”

“Good! Ok since all of y’all is woke, I can go fix my baby some food.” Safaree said walking out of the room.

10 minutes later he walked into the room, it smelled of fried hair from Terrence flat irons and Nickis hair, loud from Jessie screaming at the people on the phone, it also felt like everything was moving in fast forward because Lauren was trying to put Nicki’s out fit together going in and out of the closet with accessories and shoes to match each dress sitting on the bed. Day and Nicki just sat there talking until Terrence finished her hair so she could start on her face.

“Wooo, wooo, wooo it’s a lot going on in here. I think I’m getting my big ass dressed in a different room” Safaree yelled.

“Yeah I don’t want to see yo goodies.” Terrence said while spinning the curling irons in the air.

Safaree walked over to Nicki and gave her the plate and cup so she could start eating.

“Don’t eat to fast I don’t want another episode of last we sick session” Safaree said concerned.

“I wont babe thank you” Nicki said with a mouth full of croissant and grapes. She puckered her lips for a kiss and they kissed.

“Damn all I taste is Nutella ha” Nicki went to swing for his arm but he moved. She just giggled.

“ok I’m gonna get my suit and shit and get the fuck out y’all way.” Safaree said making his way to their walk in closet.

He grabbed all of his stuff and migrated to the other room, his man room to get dressed and his hair cut. He made all of his friend come sit and chat with him as the process took place.

-Back in Nicki Room…

“Nicki take the robe off hunny so I can oil you down with the gold body shimmer.” Lauren said.

“Ok hold on.” Day told Lauren as she tried to finish up her eye liner. Terrence stood on call as she got ready because he knew he was going to have to retouch everything on her head.

“Ok… there all done, now stand up before this girl has a heart attack” day said laughing at Nicki as she struggled to get up.

“Shut up this is not funny, when she comes out I’m kickin yo ass.” Nicki said while sliding left outta the seat trying to get up.

“Feisty huh!” Day said smiling lending her a hand.

Nicki stood up and let her robe fall to the floor. Lauren was relieved to see she had on boy shorts instead of thongs.

“Aww look at my niece, hi baby” Lauren said while rubbing Nickis bare belly.

“Say hi auntie Lauren.” Nicki said looking down at her tummy.

“Guess who else is here baby your uncle Terrence and auntie Day” everybody giggled.
They held small conversations as Lauren took her time oiling Nicki up.

-Jessie on the phone….

“Hello, yes may I speak to an assistant or something please to let them know Nicki will not be needing a seat filler. She is coming. Her and her husband.”

“What do you mean you cant direct me to the person, are you out of your mind. Do you know who I’m calling for? You must not know the queen of hip hop!”

“Yes Nicki Minaj!”

“I said Nicki, which should have been enough… you all have poor service, she shouldn’t even come.”

The whole crew looked back at Jessie who was trying so hard not to curse and they knew she was trying. They busted out laughing at her and she turned around from the window.

“These people are crazy.” She said while putting her hand over the mouth piece of her blackberry. Some body came back on the phone and she finished hollering at them.

-Safaree man room

“lUUUUUUUG!” the vaks yelled as Safaree put on his all white Christian Loubitin shoes to match his Armani white tux.

“Yeah! I know! Aye Vince pass me that small diamond chain.”

“Iight son” Vincent said back while reaching to get his chain.

“You ready man? For this new life with a baby and all dat. By the way Nicki looks nice” Cls fresh said.

“Thanks man and yeah I been ready” Safaree said smiling while fixing on his cuff links.

“Yo its gon be different with a shorty, let alone 2 shorties.” lucky said.

“ I know, I’m just manning up to my responsibilities imam love my children til my heart gives out. They are my life, especially my little girl, yall… I’ve been wanting her for a while, and now Nicki havin her. I got her name picked out and everything.”
“Aww look at the super dad on his daddy shit.” Vincent said. All the men started busting up.

“Whateva dude. You wouldn’t know the feeling unless you got a woman pregnant that you love.. and then have to wait on the blessing.”

“I’m glad you like that dude, cause I would be scared shitless.” Trey said.

“Of course I am, but I still have to learn and I still have to be a dad.”

“Well how are you gonna handle Monica?” Vincent asked.

“Well she already handle and that’s all I’m telling yall.”

“AWWWW MAN!” all the men yelled as Safaree snickered while still fixing himself.

-Back in Nicki’s room

“Ouch, aahhh! Ok I get it, I get it little girl ill sit down. Can I at least put the dress on with out you kicking me?” Nicki spoke to her tummy as her daughter kicked, Nicki raised her head up and rolled her eyes when her daughter stop moving to put her dress on.

“Awww hey baby me love you.” Day said talking to Nickis tummy.

“Day please don’t get her started again, I can see it now she is going to be friendly or she is going to be mean because she like responding to y’all.”

Lauren went to the side of the bed and circled the dresses as Nicki stood there pondering also. Terrence had done her hair in a fish tail braided bun off t the right with a white rose embedded in the middle of the bun. Day kept her makeup simple with only foundation and simple contouring that was well blended and glitter liner under her eyes. Lauren also oiled her down in gold shimmer which made her glowing skin stand out even more. She was beautiful with out clothes on.

“I swear you could walk down the red carpet like this and win best dressed chile” Terrence told her smiling. She looked over to Terrence and mouthed thank you as she continued to try and figure out which dress she wanted to put on. She looked down and the diamond incrusted crème flowing dress and chose that with her YSL flats that were silver.

“Lauren I like this one. What do y’all think?”

“That would look lovely on.” Day said smiling.

“Yes boss lady that’s the dress.” Jessie said taking the phone from her ear.

“You sure Jessie? Miss fashionista!”

“Yes my dear that one is the one.” Jessie said giggling.

Nicki looked up at Lauren and shook her head yes signaling for Lauren to put It on her. Once it was on Lauren zipped it up and admired the scene.

“So how do I look loves” Nicki said while smiling and holding her baby bump.

Everybody eyes were big and Lauren was crying, she always saw Nicki as beautiful but pregnancy fitted her.

“Chile you are drop dead gorgeous literally.” Terrence said with his mouth half way open.

“Agree.” the rest of them said while starring in awe.

“Okay somebody spray me” Nicki twirled in a slow circle as Lauren sprayed the main parts. Her neck wrist and the middle of her arms and one spray over the front of the dress so when she passed by you her smell lingered.

“Awe Nicki your so darling and little.” Jessie said smiling at her.

“Thank you, and do they know I’m coming?”

“Yes they do you are set HB.”

Nicki walked away from the group into the corner where the full body mirror stood. When she saw her self she smiled and almost cried. She examined herself very close, her nails were pearl white, her hair had a white rose in it, her dress had a diamond incrusted neck and hugged under her breast to insinuate her baby bump, and her all silver YSL flats. She loved her motherly look, she was so ready for her daughter but tonight was when she showed her off to the world with style.

-Safaree Man room

“You want a beer?” Rx asked while gulping his down.

“Naw man I’ good” Safaree said while sitting down in his seat care not to mess up his suit.

DING DONG

“I’ll get that.” Martin jogged out of the room to get the door.

-Nicki’s room

“Your phone is ringing doll.” Day said.

“Thanks.” Nicki walked over to her night stand to retrieve her phone.

“Me and T are about to go down stairs yell if you want anything Nicki.”

“Okay I will and could you please tell who is that at the door, that might be my Hinckley water people, they need to fix the damn machine cause Faree broke it.”

“Okay we will.” Terrence and day said as they exited the room.

Nicki picked up the phone and her mother was on the other end.

“Hello?”

“Hey baby are you ready for your big night?”

“Yes momma I miss you, you all need to come out here.”

“Nicki we miss you too but I told you I want you and Safaree to bond and we are giving you time to do that. I will be out there 2 weeks before the baby is born.”

“I know ma!” Nicki whined.

“Don’t you dare whine your way into me flying out there.”

“I’m not but I just really want you and my brothers here.”

“I know but just live while I’m not there because you know its going to be lock down when I get there.”

“I know ma!” Nicki said doing the SB face.

“How is my grand daughter, how much has she been kicking? Aw I cant wait to hold her.”

“Ma! When I tell you your grand daughter has been kicking my butt, she is non stop moving especially when I’m standing for a little while or when I’m laying down. Even when I’m sleep. Safaree just plays with her and talk to her a lot and she responds. I think they are bonding pretty good. Daddy’s girl already!”

“Awww that’s great to hear baby. Make sure you know the times that she kicks and stuff just incase things get unusual ok.”

“I will.”

“And eat fresh veggies and make her listen to Beethoven classical music it will make her smarter.”

“I never heard of that ma!” Nicki giggled to herself.

“I’m telling you it’s the truth look it up.”

“Ok I will I…” Nick was cut off by a girl yelling Safaree’s name. she looked over to Lauren and Jessie and they looked at her. They all shrugged, they didn’t recognized the voice.

“Ok ma I have to go its getting closer to the time.”

“knock them dead baby, and when all 5 awards.”

“I will ma.”

“I’m praying for you baby.”

“Thank you momma, love you bye.”

“Love you more bye hunny! Call me after every win.”

“Of course I will ma!”

Nicki hung up the phone and headed down stairs as Jessie and Lauren stayed in their seats. Nicki walked to the top of the stairs as she got sick to her stomach hearing her husband yell.

-Down stairs

“Who is it.” Martin said before opening the door.

“Monica who are you?” Monica said looking in the clear glass door that was slightly blurry.

“What?” Martin couldn’t believe what he was hearing so he opened the door.

“Hey is Safaree home?” she said trying to look over his shoulders.

“I don’t think this is a good time, he is getting dressed for an event ma’ma, I suggest you call him if you would like to see him and don’t come back here.”

“I come where I please and plus this is his daddies house” Monica said pointing to her stomach.

“Can you just leave you are not wanted here ma‘ma.” Terrence and Day walked up and saw who it was.

“Who is this?” Day asked with a slight frown.

“Bitch who are you?” Monica said.

“Look hoe don’t get froggy with me I will beat yo pregnant ass.” Terrence pushed Day back so she wouldn’t do nothing stupid.

“look I ain’t got time for this I just want my money from Safaree” she tried to step in but martin closed the door some more.

“No you stay right there I’ll get him.” Martin said with a stern look.
Martin yelled up the stairs to Safaree.

“Yo Safaree dude bring ya ass down here the door for you.”

“For me? Who the hell is it?”

“Just come see for yourself.”

Safaree got up and walked to the stairs to see who it was. He wasn’t for sure who would be visiting hi or Nicki at this time of day so he was kind of concerned. Everybody looked back up the stairs at Safaree while he tried to peep around the door to see who it was.

“Who is it man?”

“Just come down here stop making so much noise before Nicki hears you.” Martin said.
“Oh that stank famous wife of his?” Monica said.

“Look don’t call Nicki stank, you the one who stank. Being pregnant by a married man. Ugly ass.” Terrence said to her.

“Ugly??? Never that!”

“I don’t know who told yo ass you was pretty cause baby you far from it” day said popping her neck at her with a finger pointing at Monica.
“You know what, SAFAREE!!!!” Monica yelled.

“Shut up!” Martin told Monica “and bring your ass down stairs dude.” he looked up to Safaree.

Safaree stormed down the stairs and reached for the door pulling it open with the craziest look on his face. If looks could kill that would have been one dead bitch.

“What the fuck are you doing here?”

“Well baby I haven’t heard from you in 2 weeks and you haven’t sent me any money and I needed so I figured since you were at home that I could stop by and get some money and come and see you. Your son misses you.” She places Safaree’s hand on her baby bump and he felt the baby kick. He quickly removed his hand and spoke.

“Who ever told you it was ok to come here, wait… who told where I live?”

“Does that even matter Safaree?”

“Yes it does. This is not only my house, this is where my wife stays, this is where she lays HER head, your being disrespectful and you know she don’t like you. She damn near left my ass because of you.”

“Well that’s not my problem, my problem is I need money Safaree. Remember you paid me to keep my mouth closed to save your little Barbie from the media and to feed me?”

“Don’t you ever bring up my wife, don’t think of her, don’t speak about her, don’t reference to her, go away your NOT wanted here.”

“Oh oh! I’m not wanted here? So you don’t want your son?”

“You know good and damn well I didn’t say that, I said YOU are not wanted here, so take your ass back home and ill send you your bullshit ass piece of money, which we both know damn well I’m paying you to much.”

Nicki walked to the top of the stairs listening to all of the commotion. Martin spotted her and ran to her because he knew she was about to do something. She shook her hand signaling to him that she wasn’t going to do anything. Day and Terrence stood there frozen because they knew something was about to happen. She held on to her baby bump rubbing it unconsciously as she looked into the face of the bitch who was carrying Safaree’s son. The son she was suppose to have 2 years later, this made her sick to her stomach almost. Nicki examined her to see that she was almost her size or a little bigger because she was carrying a boy. This hurt Nicki period to see the girl in real life, it just put everything into perspective for her, that she was going to be somebody’s step mother and Safaree was going to be a father to 2 new borns in a with span of months. Nicki’s blood started to boil as she stood there listening to them go back and forth.

“Whatever Safaree just pay me my money. An as the looks of it you ain’t paying me enough. Just wait till he’s born I’m hittin that ass with child support. Its all good.” Monica said with a long nail in her face

“Get your trifling of my front porch, before my wife sees you, like I told you she don’t like you and I will pay you your money. As you can see I got somewhere to be.”
Nicki rocked side to side trying to control her emotions.

“Aw so the Grammies is more important than your son? So your wife is more than your son? Your first born” Nicki started to pace after she heard Monica say this. She was about 2 seconds away from choke slamming this bitch.

“You bitch, stop trying to twist my words around, you know that’s not what I meant, I meant my wife is more important than what your talkin about… again you need…” he got cut off by Nicki standing at the top of the stairs red in the face.

“First of all bitch that’s not his first born, second get the FUCK out my house, and third take his trifling black ass with you.”

Safaree turned around and his eyes widen as he saw his wife standing there. He looked down to Terrence and day with a questionable look as to why they didn’t warn him that she was standing right there. Then he looked back up to her with pleading eyes and back to Monica who was standing in the door way just as shock. Monica was shock because this was her second time seeing Nicki except for more famous, and that she was pregnant and visibly further along than her. She felt stupid, but stood her ground, she didn’t have anything to say.

“You heard her Safaree pay her, her money. And yeah you right Monica. His son does mean more than me, so please do me the honors and take him. I will make it to the Grammies on my own. I promised my barbs any way. And don’t worry martin will be my escort.”

“Leave Monica” Safaree yelled. He turned back up to his wife who looked beautifully in her gown she chosen to wear. Nicki caressed her belly trying to stay calm but she was turning red already holding back tears. She just let them go, Safaree tried to climb up the stairs to her but she made martin stop him.

“Martin do not let him come up here.” Nicki said through sobs. Monica stood at the door as she watch Safaree’s marriage dangle by a string.

“But Nicki i…”

“I don’t want to here it Safaree, you brought my drama to my door step, I don’t even want to hear it.” Nicki said while sticking her index finger towards him.

“Nicki sweetheart I don’t even know how she got here.”

Safaree felt defeated because he knew how the situation made her feel. They had totally forgotten about it so they could move on, but now Nicki saw her… the woman who messed up their marriage.

“Well she said you ain’t pay her, her money. And I think she is feeling a little neglected so I think you should leave and make sure she gets home.”

“I’m not going no where Nicki, baby please….”

He knew Nicki was really upset because her hands started to shake as they rested on her tummy.

“This is too much right now. I’m not going to the Grammies.” Nicki looked down at her baby bump as she rubbed down her dress to see where she was walking. She jogged to her room and closed the door and locked it with Lauren and Jessie still inside. Nicki slid down the door in her beautiful dress and cried.

*HAPPY NEW YEAR BARBS! and i hope yall enjoyed this post! its 2 parts to it. thats what took me so long. but I love yall and have a safe NEW YEARS! WE MADE IT BARBS!!!! now its time for us and NICKI to show 2012 WHOSE BOSS!!!! *will sb and nicki make up?* you have to wait to next post! lolz COMMENT! LOVE @TrebbleBarbie!

1st Day Home

*Hey Yall, as yall know i just got out of school, I had a birthday, and a Birthday part and i was in the hospital. so you know i have been kinda busy lolz. but i am sorry for holding yall story up. im on break now and everything is back to normal. BTW i got a 3.54 GPA 2 B's and 3 A's so finals went EXTREMELY well. HB is killin the game right now!! im excited! But i hope yall like this short chapter. this is just to get back into the writing groove. enjoy LOVE @Trebblebarbie


The next morning Safaree woke up to an empty bed. He saw that the shades were left open and it was a rainy morning. Safaree hated rainy days because they made him feel heavier than what he was, and it made the day drag. He wondered where his wife went to, so he lifted himself on his arms wiping the sleep out of his eyes and looked left and looked right. So he guessed she was down stairs keeping herself busy. He got up and walked to the bathroom to relieve himself and brush his teeth. As he stood there in the mirror he realized how much better he looked and it had only been one night back home. He and Nicki slept the whole night which was the first time for both of them in a long time. He left out the bathroom and started down the stairs dragging but he stopped mid way because he heard Nicki singing Brandy “sittin up in my room”. He laughed but not too loud because he wanted to walk in on her.

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Nicki was in the kitchen cooking breakfast which consisted of scrambled eggs with cheese, apple cinnamon oatmeal, sliced fruit, toast, turkey bacon, and orange juice and apple juice for Safaree. She had been up since 7 am cleaning before she cooked. She wanted to make her husband breakfast since it was the first time they had been back together under one roof. Things were so right, Nicki hit a high note but it cracked and she started to laugh while she finished scrambling the eggs. She planned on waking Safaree up at 9:30 am and it was already 9 am. She kept singing Brandy in her own little world swaying her hips and snapping her fingers.

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Safaree made it down the stairs and tried not to make any noise, he slowly but surely made it to the kitchen and watch his pregnant wife sing her little heart out as she glowed. When he looked at her completely, she shimmered like she had on baby oil but she didn’t have on anything. Her skin was flawless and a rich butter pecan, her nails were long and filed, her hair was in a crazy messy bun while a few strands fell down to her shoulders, she had on a black tank top that didn’t fit, showing her baby bump slightly, some black lace boy shorts and her hot pink plush sock. He watched her as she swayed side to side snapping her finger putting the eggs on their plates. He slowly walked up behind her and placed his hands on her hips. It didn’t scare her at all but she did stop singing and leaned back.

“Good morning” Nicki said looking down while cutting the stove off. Safaree hadn’t let go of her hips

“Good morning sweetheart” Safaree said placing his chin on the top of her head.

“I love it when you call me that” Nicki smirked and turned around in his arms and Safaree looked down at her and kissed her, he tried to get a little closer but Nicki’s belly was in the way.
“I see you’ve gotten bigger” Safaree said with a smirk on his face placing a hand on Nicki’s tummy.

“Are you fucking kidding me right now Safaree?” she turned around to grabbed the plates and take them to the table but he stopped her in the process. He laughed in his mind at how serious she got. Those hormones derived her up the wall.

“ I… I…. was just kidding babe, your still sexy… your still cute” Safaree tried to kiss her again. Nicki held her hand up to his lips pushing him away.

“No, I don’t want your kisses now.” Nicki folded her arms over her belly and Safaree just giggled at her.

“Well I know somebody who does want my kisses” Safaree kneeled down and lifted Nicki’s tank top all the way. Nicki put her arms out to the side of her as Safaree grabbed her hips and pressed his lips on her tummy then spoke.

“Good morning my beautiful baby girl, I hope you slept well even though your mommy was snoring very loud.” Nicki looked at him upside his head and he looked up feeling a whole being burned into his skull.

“I don’t snore!” Nicki said quickly while smirking.

“We know the truth don’t we baby mmmhhhmm.” Safaree kissed her belly again.

“Shut up, and get yo big wet lips off of me and I don’t snore.” Nicki said laughing.

Safaree stood up pulling her shirt down and they eyed each other while grabbing their plates of food and headed towards the dinning room table. They sat down side by side at the huge white marble table that held 12 chairs, facing towards the window looking at the rain. Safaree didn’t say a word, missing his wife cooking until he looked up and saw Nicki staring at him.

“Fat ass.” she said laughing

“Look whose talking!” Safaree said trying to hold a straight face. Nicki punched him the arm and he laughed holding the napkin up to his mouth.

“Damn babe you know im playing, but you do know I wanted to do this for you, I just couldn’t get up in enough time.” Nicki went back to eating her food.

“I can tell you now, you will not be able to get up before me, your child has me up at all hours of the night and she’s not even here yet.”

“Aye don’t blame her cause you got water works coming from all angles.” Safaree laughed.

“shut up Safaree” Nicki giggled until she felt slight movement, but she ignored it, she just thought it was food digesting. She hadn’t felt the baby kick yet so that would be a total surprise.

“But Nicki you do know I don’t want you doing a lot. Ill do it for you just ask, okay?” Safaree said looking at his wife who looked in shock.

“Nicki?” he thought something was wrong.

“OMG it feel so much more real now.” she said rubbing her tummy in small circles

“What are you talkin about Nick?”

Nicki giggled as she grabbed her husband’s hand and placed it on her tummy. He didn’t feel anything.

“Oh yeah, ever since yesterday it became real to me.” Safaree said smiling being clueless to what Nicki was talking about. Until he felt a small thump against his hand.

“No not that silly, THAT!” she loudly when their daughter kicked again.

“Omg, stand up Nick.” he said while helping her out of her seat. He got on his knees.

“Can you do that for me again baby?” Safaree asked and waited a good 30 seconds before he receive another kick where his left hand was.

“That felt so weird, you don’t understand." Nicki said placing her hand over his

“I love you baby." Safaree kissed her tummy and stood up and kissed Nicki.

"Yo I have to tell the barbs they are going to freak!” Nicki ran back in the kitchen in search for her phone.

"Well after you tell them that meet me upstairs for a bath and we are going
out. A little retail therapy for our little girl and maybe a movie” Nicki just shook her head ok as she tweeted from Ubersocial to the barbs the big
news

10 minutes later…

Nicki climbed up the stairs back to her room and ran into a sound of constant water running.

“Safaree?” she said his name out loud looking for him. She knew that he told her to meet him in the tub but she thought he was going to wait for her. Nicki took her hair out of the messy bun while walking towards the bathroom door. She pushed the door open to a semi-foggy bathroom but no Safaree.

“Where the hell is his black ass” she whispered to herself.

Safaree walked up behind her and placed his arms around her and he spoke in her ear.

“Right here” They rocked left and right while Safaree held her.

“Oh I thought you didn’t wait for me” she turned her face sideways and Safaree kissed her cheek

“What made you think that, I always use to wait for you when I was here, nothing has changed?”

“Well I just heard the water running and I assumed you jumped yo chocolate ass in there” she looked down

“Not without helping you in first” Safaree said kissing her neck
Nicki was a little shy about getting in the tub with Safaree because he hasn’t seen her naked in a while, especially pregnant. So she just stood there as Safaree stripped and stepped in the warm water, it wasn’t too hot, Safaree knew the rules to pregnant women. He looked up at her puzzled because she wasn’t undressed by the time he turned around and held out his hand to help her in.

“What’s the problem sweetheart?” Safaree said concerned

She hesitated before speaking.

“Well, um!”

“What Nicki?”

“Well you haven’t seen me naked in a long time and im kind of conscious about my pregnant body. I don’t look the same as I use to Safaree. Like my shape is gone, im just stomach, boobs and ass, no sexy.” Nicki looked at the floor as she told him.

Safaree stepped out of the water comfortable in his nakedness. Nicki missed his naked body, she missed him period. Now Safaree’s body was more defined. His chest was bigger; he was bigger from workin out. His arms were bigger, his v-cut was way more defined, and damn even his dick look like it got a workout. His abs was rippled, and his skin was smooth as a baby’s bottom. Looking at him made her not want to take a bath anymore with him.

Nicki hated feeling like this, but she was just like every woman, being conscious about her weight. She knew that she couldn’t help it, but it was just her hormones and she knew it.

Safaree stood behind her again receiving goose bumps on his body from the cool air touching his wet warm skin. Nicki wrapped her arms around herself and looked up at him over her left shoulder. Safaree spoke with his eyes and his actions more than he did with words. The only thing he said was

“Don’t” He moved her arms to her sides. Nicki closed her eyes and let a tear escape her eyelids, it was a silent cry. Safaree should have been there from the beginning coaching her on, and letting her know how beautiful she was, but good thing he was there now.

Safaree pulled down her black lace boy shorts first making her step out of them, he slowly moved his hands up her bare legs and thighs until he reached her sides and pulled her tank top over her head making her hair cascade over her shoulders. He saw her tears and kissed her cheeks. She opened her eyes to see his, and she read them. He still looked at her the same way; the same way he looked when he made love to her was the same way he stared at her. He broke the kiss and ran his hands back down nicki’s body that was fuller than it was before they got into their argument. It was all new to him and he loved it.

Nicki shivered to his touch as he slowly ran his hands down her body embracing her fullness. He ran his hand over her full but swollen breasts that were tender but somehow he knew that and was gentle. He ran his hands down her sides and wrapped his hands around her belly. He let go after a minute or so and step into the tub first then helped Nicki in. He slid down first and put his back against the cold tub then Nicki sat in between his legs and put her back against his chest. They were up to their chest in warm water.

Safaree sat there for a second while Nicki closed her eyes in full relaxation on his chest. She was fully submerged underwater except for her head and the top of her tummy. He whispered

“I love you, I made you this way. Don’t ever think you are ugly or unattractive, that’s uncaused for.”

He knew she heard him by the smirk on her face. So he started to wash her. When their skin was prune they got out the water and headed to the room.

“Nicki I want to lotion you up, so lay down on the bed”

“You sure? Because I oil my tummy with liquid Shea butter to keep stretch marks away. I mean I can do it on my own.”

“Stop being stubborn and just let me do it woman”

“Pauz, but whatever. Like I said before I’ve been doing it myself, I can still do it now” Nicki giggled and walked over to the bed

“Yeah, yeah, but daddy’s back home and I want to help”

Nicki gave Safaree a crazy look before she laid the towel across the bed and laid her naked body down.

“Where is the oil nick?”

“Go in the bathroom and look on your side of the vanity mirror it’s there”

“Cool” Safaree ran and got the oil and came back quickly. He began with her feet, Nicki closed her eyes as he massaged between her toes on her swollen feet and ankles. He moved in circles all the way up her legs and places in between cause her to moan a little.

“Stop teasing Safaree, just lotion me up” she smiled without opening her eyes

“Mmmhhmm” was all he said.

He skipped her baby bump and went to her chest and arms all the way to her finger tips. He bent over her with her eyes still closed. Her tummy touched his as he kissed her. He pushed himself up and fixed his towel again so it wouldn’t fall. And pulled Nicki up on her feet.

“Why am I standing Faree, I felt comfortable that way and you forgot to oil the main thing” she said pointing to her baby bump. Safaree smiled and walked her to the corner of their room where the full mirror stood.

“Stay right there Nicki” he said while crawling over the bed to get the oil. Once he got the oil her stood behind Nicki and pours the Shea butter into his hands and rubbed them together.

He started in big circular motions rubbing her tummy, Nicki sunk into his chest as he did this.

“Wax on, wax off”

“Nigga I aint no floor”

“But you shining like one”

“Shut up Safaree” Safaree stood there resting his hands under Nickis belly as if he were cradling it.

“Oh my god I can’t wait till she gets here”

“Me either, im ready to hold her” at that moment their daughter moved about in Nicki's tummy making her resents be known. Safaree and Nicki just watched and giggled.

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After they got dressed they headed towards the door.

“Safaree which car are we taking? My legs hurt tryna ride in your Ferrari”

“We can take the Porsche truck then”

“Ok sounds better”

They made it to the car garage and got in and headed towards the movies. Once they got there the Miami paparazzi swarmed them trying to get to them but one got a little bit too close.

*lolz i know it was short but its just for me to get back in the groove. i will be posting every other day while we are on break!!! tell me what yall think!!! lolz they cute right??? anyways Comment LOVE @TrebbleBarbie

Interlude

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Safaree sat there with Nicki in his arms. They held each other like they would never see each other again. Safaree eventually stopped his tears because he knew that Nickis tears would keep going as long as she’s looking at him. He turned Nicki off of her side and pulled her up, she still cried.

“Shhhh baby shhhh I'm right here” Safaree said holding both sides of her face staring her straight into her bloodshot red eyes.

“Don’t leave me Safaree stay home, I'm sorry baby I'm so tired of fighting WE need you… please baby..” he cut her off

“I'm not leaving you I'm here to stay. We’re gonna work this out and we will be fine.” He rubbed her hair; she ceased some of her crying

“There’s nothing to work out, you’ve explained yourself enough baby, I'm just so tired of that shit.” she slouched in his arm looking down letting her last few tears run.

“I'm happy to hear that. Now we can move forward as a family.” he looked at her an smirked she gave a shy grin too.

“Let's go to our bed I missed it.” he stood up and scooped Nicki in his arms. Nicki missed being in his arms the way he carried her. Safaree had gained so much muscle since they were separated due to him doing a lot of push up and eating his moms cooking. Nicki leaned her head back and closed her eyes making her body dead weight in his hands. He held his wife and his child secure until they made it to the bed. With her still in his arms he pulled back the huge comforter and sheets and slid her under.

He kicked off his shoes as Nicki lay towards the window not looking back. She had her eyes closed thanking God she had the strength to really forgive him. She was just ready for her husband to hold her again. Safaree slid under the covers and pulled them up. He scooted close to her and adjusted himself on his elbow looking at her. He missed her like this, he missed all of her, he just wanted to kiss her and express his love for her.

“Hold me Safaree!” Nicki opened her eyes but they were blurred by tears. Safaree scooted even closer and pulled her too him. He laid his head in the crook of her neck and kissed it a couple of times before he laid still. Their legs bent at the same angle, one of Safarees muscular arms wrapped around Nickis shoulders. He pulled up her shirt above her baby bump and unbuttoned her jeans with his right hand. He caressed her tummy as they laid there; he took a long sniff of her hair and exhaled heavily. Nicki place her hand on top of his and smirked.

“I've missed this”

“You missed what?”

“I missed holding you, I miss taking in your presence, I missed your scent, I just missed you.”

“I'm glad you made it home, I missed you more though. My hormones had me crying every day because I missed your face.” she laughed and he joined.

“Well my hormone's must have been fucked up too because I was crying every single day because I missed your presence… straight thug tears.”

“Why they have to be thug tears bay? Why can't they just be tears?”

“Because I'm a thug!”

“Oh… okay.. Anything you say… go for it.. If that’s what you feel.” she turned on her back and tapped his face twice smiling. He got on his hands and place one on each side of her. She turned and laid flat on her back looking up at him.

“So I ain't a thug? So I'm not a thug?” he kissed her and they took in each other lips but he quickly let go.

“So I'm still not a thug?” he kissed her again

He went to speak again but she cut him off.

“Shut up and just kiss me damn” while they kissed Nicki pulled him down by his neck. They stopped and Nicki sat up against the headboard while Safaree lay on her lap with his arms wrapped around her waist. Nicki rubbed his head while he just laid there; she knew he was taking in the scene. Nickis shirt had come down some over her baby bump but it didn’t cover it all. Safaree raised her shirt and placed his face on her tummy.

“I told you daddy would be home soon.” he kissed her belly for the first time taking in her smell as he breathed in. He kept placing numerous kisses on her tummy until Nicki started laughing.

“You're such a corn ball with your daughter.”

“I know… just let me have my moment. I’ve wanted this for too long. I still can’t believe this shit, I'm still trying wrap my head around this, that two days ago I knew nothing about her. It just makes me appreciate her more. God knows why.”

“You are going to spoil her rotten aren’t you?”

“Of course, she gone come out saying da da!”

“Loser!”

“Don’t be mad 'cause she gone love me more, ain't that right baby?” her rubbed her nose on her belly laughing.

“Whatever.”

Safaree raised his head up level with Nicki’s and kissed her. When they let go she giggled on the side of his face giving him pecks on the cheek. She missed her husband and the bond they were having was priceless. So much time to make up for but she was willing to do it all.

“So when did u want to tell the coons and coonistas about my baby?” Safaree asked looking at her blushed face.

“You know what… we can do that right now but I want to put on jogging pants.” Safaree got up.

“Where are they?”

“They are in the third drawer on the left.” Safaree pulled out her charcoal PINK jogging pants and went to the bed and helped her up. He pulled down her pants and placed the other ones on her. She kept on her Tiffany's blue tee shirt and kept her hair down.

“I’ll be right back… where did u put the apple?”

“It’s on the living room table… I'm about to tweet the barbs.”

“Okay.” Safaree ran down the stairs and retrieved the laptop. As he walked back to the room he tucked the apple under his arm and pulled out his iPhone and tweeted.

@SCAFFBEEZY: Get ready for greatness coons! Y'all ain't ready for this. Tears will be shed, and hearts will be filled with joy. BE PREPARED for this announcement.

The barbs went crazy speaking gibberish and different tongues and languages. Nicki tweeted right behind him as he walked into the room. She was pondering on what she wanted to tweet. She was nervous and happy at the same time. She knows she would lose a few fans, gain a few, keep hold to the barbs who stay forever, and harsh comments from blogger's and CF’s that hated her. She was trying to prepare herself mentally. So she tweeted as Safaree sat on the edge of the bed and opened the apple to set it up.

@NICKIMINAJ: Barbs just promise me you will be here forever. I need y'all support through this whole thing OK. Soon you will know. Get ready for ustream in 5 minute. I promise. No black people time.

Nicki took a deep breath as she sat in the middle of the bed. She became extremely anxious as she watched the barbs cry and get sad because they thought something was wrong with her. Then some was saying that they didn’t know how to feel because of what SB tweeted. But they were all waiting in ustream. Safaree looked up at her.

“Get rid of all your jitters babe, there your barbs, you'll be fine. Besides they were going to find out anyways because they nosey look at that belly.” he smiled

“Well there going to be more than just my barbs in there Safaree.”

“Don’t worry about them… babies are blessings from God… your barbs will chew them to pieces. Just relax babe.”

“Thank you baby that made me feel more comfortable, now let’s make these barbs scry! Hahaha! They are going to be a hot mess… look even ‘I'm scared Nicki’ is trending. I'm looking for like 4 more Trending Topics after I tell them.” Safaree chuckled at his wife.

Safaree got in the bed and scooted next to her before he pressed broadcast. He held her hand and he kissed her and fixed her hair out of her face and tucked one side behind her ear.

“You ready?” Nicki said nothing but squeezed his hand and shook her head yes." he pressed broadcast.

The barbs were spazzing because they hadn’t seen the queen in a couple months. Nicki had been hiding out and she felt bad. Safaree laughed at all the comments in the chat box as they sat there. They overheard Nicki giggling as she was out of sight. She spoke but didn’t get on cam.

“Hi barbs.” she knew if they see her face they would automatically know what was going on because she gained a lot of weight in her cheeks.

“Y'all coons are lunatics. What's up Chrissy?”

“Hi Chrissy baby I love you. Shout out to all my barbs.”

Nicki got out the bed and stood by their dresser, Safaree told them to get ready because the surprise was going to blow them away but first he explained how much he loved the surprise.

“*Blows air* Do y'all got y'all tissues because y'all ain't gone be able to handle this. *blows air* Y'all niggas ain't ready when I tell y'all history is being made at this moment, it's being made, like y'all don’t know, like HISTORY, like this shit is epic, like nobody is gonna do this better, nobody can top this, this is big shit, I don’t think y'all deserve to know what’s going down, I should stop this ustream cause y'all not worthy of knowing, this shit is Monumental, this shit is cinematic popcorn, zoovie all dat!" Nicki giggles in the back ground.

“What do y'all think it is barbs?” she yelled from across the room.

The barbs guessed from action movies, to Nicki cutting her hair, to a real radio show, another album, and a book.

“Safaree was dying laughing and telling Nicki what they were writing.

“Nope all y'all coons wrong… this shit bigga than Bey and Jay” Nicki cut him off really quick.

“Safaree….” She dragged his name signaling him to shut up.

“On the real what's about to happen is real close to my heart. I'm gonna cherish this y'all seriously, what's about to happen is changing lives, its about to change my life, it's gonna change TM life.” He looked to Nicki

“You ready baby”

“As ready as I’ll ever be!!!”

Safaree smiled at his wife then looked back at the camera and started a count down. Breathe in and out before she said surprise to her barbs.

“Coons count down! 10, 9 , 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, … 1 cry me a river hahaha” Safaree turned the camera to Nicki who was standing across the room. She had her hands on her knees to disguise her tummy

“Hi Barbs, just to let you know I'm crying with you too. But this is my surprise.” she stood up straight and her belly showed through her tee shirt perfect and round. She turned to the side for a side view.

“I'm pregnant! Can y'all believe it? ZOOK!” she raised her shirt up and poked her belly

“It’s real barbs, it's real!” Nicki said with excitement

“I know I gained a whole lot of weight and a person… literally a damn person.” she laughed while wiping her tears.

“Awww barbs thank you for the love and yes I will set up a p.o box so y'all can send cute stuff but don’t send too much OK!” she said getting closer to the camera in the bed so she could read.

Safaree pulled Nicki to him and sat her on his lap. He readjusted the camera and spoke. He reached through Nickis arms and placed his hands on Nicki belly

“I told y'all this was gonna be some monumental shit! I know y'all got y'all tissues.” he kissed Nickis cheek and she blushed

“This was a fuckin big deal” Nicki said in her voice she used wit Tim Westwood.

“Get y'all screen caps now, I'm finna get up and pose hahaha, but before I do that, barbs don’t be sad that I'm having my own baby, you all are still my babies, I love y'all no matter what and I want y'all to be there for me and Safaree. This is our first time and you all know we will be ranting on twitter. I will continue to spoil y'all at concerts or whenever I see y'all OK? I love y'all!”

Nicki got up and posed with her belly

“Oh barbs… it’s a ladybug and cf’s don’t know what that is so don’t decipher it OK oh yeah I'm 4 ½ months.” she stuck her tongue out at the screen as the barbs spazzed in the chat box and twitter.

Safaree got up and got on his knees and kissed her belly for the screen caps. For some reason their ustream was acting just fine and their picture showed up very clear. They bought the camera back to them and Nicki spoke.

“OK Barbs and cf’s that was my announcement I'm pregnant, but y'all better believe this won't stop me. Female Mogul remember dat! I love y'all. Now meet me on twitter muah!” Nicki pressed the button to stop the broadcast and gave Safaree a hug.

“We did it Safaree, I feel so relieved, I feel so alive. I feel back to myself.”

“I'm happy you do baby, I told you wasn’t anything bad going to happen…now let’s get you something to eat.”

“I love you.” she said

“I love you too.” he responded.

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Daddy surprise

*hey yall!!!! i missed yall! ok so this week i have been hospitalized for some heart problems but im fine yall. i was determined to get this done for yall. i love yall and COMMENT and Enjoy!!!! p.s. i need for yall to sign http://www.change.org/petitions/lashonda-jones-support-my-change-in-healthcare-support-the-cause-not-only-for-me-but-others-in-the-same-situation for Lashonda Jones aka @Nickiscarebear! Teamminaj and everybody else she needs this help! so please help us get to her ideal number. Change is good! LOVE @TrebbleBarbie*

-Next morning…

Nicki slept well the whole night after her and Safaree had their text session. Even though she didn’t call him she still contacted him so she felt a little accomplished. Safaree also slept good, he went to sleep thinking about his wife and his baby and how so much just happened in one day. He still couldn’t believe Nicki was pregnant and that she didn’t tell him, but he also felt guilty for his actions that prevented her from telling him.
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Nicki opened her eyes and looked towards the window, it was clear skies and the sun was shining. She sat up in the bed and stretched her arms towards the ceiling, then flopped her arms on the big comforter that she was sleeping under and looked left and right. Once again she had awaken alone in her bed that was made for her and her husband. She didn’t ponder on the thought to long because today was a big day for her and her baby. Today she would be finding out what she has been carrying for the past 4 ½ months. But also her husband would be there and it made her smile. She scooted out of bed and jogged to the bathroom to relieve herself and take her shower.

Nicki got out the shower and stood in the full body mirror examining herself.

“Wow I look so damn different” Nicki whispered to herself running her hands down her body and over her baby bump.

She saw how far her hips had spread, and how thick she had gotten.

“I pray this is water weight lord so it can leave fast just the way it came”

She looked down at her swollen hands and feet and her Carmel skin, then looked at her swollen tummy last and placed a smirk on her face thinking about her child. Nobody messed with her this morning or woke her up so she was at ease and worked at her own pace. But of course martin called its his job to.

“Hello”

“Hey Nick you outta bed?”

“Yes hunny.”

“Good. Remember your doctors appointment is at 1pm. I told Safaree that you would be driving there also and he freaked out so he’s on his way over to pick you up! OK bye.” Martin spoke really fast almost like her was Chinese so Nicki wouldn’t kill him but he hung up before she could ring his neck.

“Bye to you too” Nicki smacked her lips and looked at the phone and threw it down on the bed cussing under her breath
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It was around 11:30 am when Nicki was fully dressed and ready to go. She was very hesitant about calling Safaree because she wasn’t all the way good with him yet. They had just started to communicate. She thought of every other possible way to leave him hanging and just let him come to the doctors instead of picking her up. Nicki was really cute today, she had on some Versace jeans that were tailored to fit her pregnant body with the body band so she could wear them with ease, her all silver LV shoes and a Tiffany’s blue tee shirt. She threw her hair in a very long pony tail, and her baby hairs laid slick by themselves. She tried to wear her wedding ring but her hands were too swollen so she put them on her silver necklace with her engagement rings and put it on. And she wore her studs Safaree had bought her for her birthday. Her baby bump showed perfectly through her tee shirt, and her v-neck exposed her boobs just enough.

“OK let me spray some perfume on and I'm ready, but I gotta wait on this crazy man grrrr! Like seriously I think I'm going to just drive myself and allow his ass to come in a empty house.” Nicki spoke to herself. But little did she know Safaree had came up the stairs waiting on her. He had arrived early because he didn’t know exactly which way to take and he knew his wife would be on some slick stuff. He stood at the door leaning against the door frame listening to her talk to her self

“Oh is that so?”

Nicki jumped from the baritone in his voice coming from across the room. Safaree smiled still leaning against the door frame as Nicki turned around slowly looking across the large room. Nicki grabbed her belly and looked at him wide eyed.

“When did you get in here, you just scared the shit outta me! My heart beating fast and shit.” Nicki said trying to contain herself

“Wait you OK, and I got here like 5 minutes ago. I kinda figured you would be still dressing but I wanted to come early so you wouldn’t drive yourself… And look what your talkin about to yourself.” he started to walk towards her to check on her but she was being stubborn and stopped him in his tracks and said

“Yeah, yeah I'm OK give me a second I gotta catch my breath.”

“Well if you weren't over here plotting against me you wouldn’t be so scared, and why were you trying to drive yourself anyways? What! What you don’t wanna see me?” Safaree said in a goofy tone.

“Because I can do it myself, and I mean… if I didn’t see you I wouldn’t be fucked up about it… I've been doing it for the past 4 ½ months alone, whats another day?” Nicki said in a nonchalant tone, but deep down inside she couldn’t wait tot get to that doctors appointment to see him.

“You know what I'm not even trying to go there with you today, you and them damn hormones!”

“What the fuck you know about my hormones, you’e been back all of 2 seconds and then again you really ain't back.” she said it with a playful attitude

“Why you tryna play the kid dang! I'm starting to think that you don’t want me around” he said catching her playful nonchalant vibe

“Maybe I do, maybe I don’t!” she lifted one eyebrow doing her *idontgiveafuck* smirk

“Man whateva you ready?”

“Yes sir! Let me grab my purse and we are ready. I know I have more paper work to fill out when I get there so bare with me.” she started to move around the room as Safaree stood there watching her. She pasted him and a waft of her Chanel perfume past his nose.

He smiled

“That’s fine Nicki you’re my wife… no need to explain… just hurry I wanna see, and hear my baby.” Nicki smirked but kept moving.

When she gathered everything they headed towards the door and down the steps but before she could make it down the steps Safaree instinctively reached out his hand to grab hers and she almost unconsciously placed her hand in his but she didn’t, she caught her self and held on to the railings.

“Why you pull your hand away?” he said furrowing his brow

“I can do it myself.”

“And…. Why cant I help you?”

“I've gotten use to doing it myself over the past couple of months… I got it, its OK.”

“OK, but just let me help you.”

“No I don’t need your help.” she put her loose hand on her belly. Safarees eyes followed her actions. He couldn’t wait to touch her again, and for it to be normal again

“I know you don’t need it, but just let me help.” he really got frustrated. He wanted to be there but Nicki wasn’t showing any emotions in her face.

“But I don’t want it.” she looked away whining, and he got even more frustrated.

“Fine… whatever do what you want..” he looked down at her belly and then turned and walked down the stairs and waited for her at the car door. He watched her take her time as she waddled down the stairs being careful. He laughed at the site.

Nicki got in the car and he closed her door and walked around to his side and got in. Nicki tried to strap herself in twisting and turning in her seat, but it wouldn’t work. She got mad and just let the seat belt go. She looked up to see Safaree clicking him self in with ease, she through her back against the seat and folded her arms mad because she was big.

“This is so not fare!”

Safaree giggled without saying a word and reached over her to strap her in. His arm brushed across her tummy as he pulled away to grab the steering wheel. Nicki looked down at her hands and then back at him and mumbled.

“Thanks.”

“Mmhhmm. I thought you ain't need my help?”

“Shut up Safaree”

“I mean… I'm just sayin… I mean you said you ain't need my help, then it took you 5 minutes to get down the stairs and all dat.. I mean if you woulda let me help you down the stairs it would took you 2 seconds but you wanted to be on yo Destiny’s Child shit and be miss independent woman and all dat..” Safaree went on a low rant under his breath.

She side eyed him.

“Really Safaree, really? Is that how you personally feel about it? I thought I was suppose to be the one with the hormones, you in ya feelings over there and shit.” she said looking out the window as he started to car and took off. He had some Mary J. Blige bumping low in the car. Nicki got excited when she heard it.

“You know this my jam, and is this where my CD went?” she started to snap her fingers and roll her head with her eyes closed.

“Yeah you left it in here.”

“But I coulda sworn I asked for it back and you said you didn’t have it” she kept enjoying the music.

Safarees phone ring and the ringtone was himself sayin “and all the hoes love me they want my semen.” on repeat. Nicki looked at the phone, then looked at him. At that very moment shit got awkward. Nicki sat back and folded her arms because she knew exactly who it was. Safaree grabbed the phone before it went to voice mail still paying attention the road.

“Talk to me.” he said answering the phone

“Hey how you been? I haven't heard from you in 2 days and I was just checking on you. But I also heard that you were out my way in Florida, what you doing here?”

“I been busy… and you might have heard correctly.” he gave her the cold shoulder.

“Oh so you are here, why didn't you come see me? Your son misses you, you should stop by before you go back to New York. You know we won't see you for another month.” Safarees phone volume was loud and Nicki heard every word. He looked towards Nickis way to see her giving the window the death glare.

“I'll see what I can do, but like I said I'm not here for you.”

“Okay…. But…” but then she got cut off by Nicki talking to Safaree.

“Baby… baby… Safaree! I know you hear me talking to you Baby.” she giggled in her mind but kept a straight face. He looked confused and didn’t answer on time because he wasn’t use to her calling him that anymore. Monica spoke in his ear.

“Who is that?” Monica said with an attitude. Safaree went to answer Nicki but accidentally spoke making it sound like he was answering Monica too.

“huh?”

“I said who the fuck is that?” Monica said with an attitude. But Safaree looked towards Nicki. She heard what Monica said and smirked and said.

“Never mind.” with a grin on her face. She knew exactly what she was doing. He resumed the conversation with Monica.

“Now what did you say?”

“It doesn’t matter.” Monica said. Nicki overheard yet again and played along and said.

“Oh word…. Safaree… daddy?” Monica heard her and asked Safaree again.

“Who is that?” in a nonchalant tone

“Don’t worry about that.” Nicki looked towards him and then sat back and said.

“Yeah don't worry about who I am.” Nicki giggled but in the inside she was hurt. She placed her hands on her belly and looked down caressing it in slow circles trying not to get mad anymore. Today she was going to be happy.

“Oh you go visit her, but you wont come check on your son to see if he’s OK?”

“Let me tell you something… that’s my wife! And you… are my baby’s mama, and you are perfectly fine… I talked to you 2 days ago and with that…” he hung up the phone and put it down and looked Nickis way to see her rubbing her tummy in slow circles. She was now looking out the window with her head leaned against the Ferrari door.

“Why did you do that?” he asked her. She never took her eyes off the window but answered.

“Why did you answer the phone?” everything got quiet. He knew she was pissed off, so
he said nothing else. They drove the rest of the way quiet listening to Mary J. Blige lowly playing in the speakers.

They pulled up to the doctors office and parked the car. Safaree got out and helped Nicki out of the car. They got on the elevator heading to the 10th floor of doctor smiths office, Nicki fixed her t-shirt over her baby bump and made sure her ponytail was neat, Safaree just watched. There were 3 patients in front of them so they had a little bit of a wait. Safaree and Nicki sat down for about 3 minutes until a nurse called Nicki to the desk to fill out some paper work.

“Mrs. Samuels.”

“Yes, hello barb.”

“Hi HB I need for you to fill out this information because today we want to give you the sugar test to see if you have gestational diabetes.”

“Okay babe.” the nurse handed Nicki the papers and she began to fill them out while standing up. Safaree looked to his right watching her every move and watching their surroundings. He became very overprotective at that point because he knew they were in a public environment. He was very low key with some Grey sweat pants and a diamond rosary on and some all white air force ones and a black and white Phillys fitted cap and a white v neck and Gucci cologne. He watched Nicki switch her hips to make herself more comfortable while standing. But he also saw her getting frustrated because she didn’t know something on the papers.

“What the fuck do they mean they want my previous address and my birth certificate number and social too. I don’t remember that shit right now ugh!” Nicki huffed and puffed.

Safaree saw this and got up and walked behind her. When Nicki lifted off of her elbows to stand up straight she felt Safaree behind her. He took the pen out of her hand and reached over her to fill out the rest of the paper work. He put his left arm across her shoulders holding her as he wrote. She took in his cologne missing his smell and strong grip. He looked at her in her eyes and she looked at him and they smirked. He finished up and allowed Nicki to lead the way back to their seats after the nurse told them they will be called really soon.

Nicki sat down and slouched in her seat and closed her eyes and leaned her head back. Safaree watched her breathe and her tummy go up and down in the quiet waiting area, it was only them for the moment. She still hadn’t said anything to him so he figured she was still mad.

There were no bars between them in the seats they sat in. So he zoned out of everything around them and forgot about what went on just a couple minutes before. He placed his hand on Nickis belly and took in the sight. That was everything he wanted, he was so overwhelmed with happiness and satisfaction. Nicki opened her eyes to see Safaree doing this gesture but said nothing. It felt so right to her, and it felt so right to them. They were suppose to be a happy family and not going through the things they were facing.

Safaree rubbed her tummy in slow circles, it felt so good to him he could do that all day if he wanted to. Her belly was firm to his touch, very warm and round, and smooth… that belly was his and he missed his wife so much. As he sat there enjoying himself he smirked and took in a deep breath as his whole hand covered her tummy. Nicki spoke.

“You cute.” he pulled away and smiled at her.

“Why you pull your hand away?”

“Well, I got lost in my thoughts and I just started thinking about our life ad I forgot you
were mad at me. And I thought you were being sarcastic when you said I was cute.” he shoulder shrugged and leaned back in his seat looking away from her.

“No I wasn’t being sarcastic… what? You’ve been away from me that long that you cant decipher when I'm being sarcastic and when I'm not?” she gave him a look, and he looked out of the corner of his eye at her. He looked up to the ceiling readying himself to explain.

“No I…” she cut him off and reached over him, grabbed his hand and placed his hand back on her belly. She kept her hand on top of his as he moved his hand in slow motion across her belly.

Safaree leaned over and placed his head on her tummy as if her were listening. Nicki started to rub his head and smiled while looking at him have his daddy moment. He got butterflies when he did this and listened closely to catch his baby fast heart beat, when he did catch it he spoke.

“Daddy will be home soon. Daddy will be there to take care of you and mommy. I love you both so much and I cant wait to see you and I cant wait for you to get here. I know your going to bring so much joy to me and mommys life. Your one of the greatest blessings that I ever received and I cant wait to treat you like the princess you are. I know you’re a girl, mommy is in denial. I know your going to be just as beautiful as your mother. And you better not give me a hard time, and don’t bring the little boys around either” Nicki laughed at his last comment and Safaree lifted his head.

“Not you threatening the little boys already.”

“Cause daddy don’t play dat shit.” Nicki pops him upside the head

“Don’t be cussing at my daughter.”

“Oh so you claiming it? You claiming it?” Safaree had the biggest grin on his face looking up at Nicki, his hand still remained on her belly unconsciously.

“Shut up Safaree.”

Nicki and Safaree sat there and stared at each other for 2 seconds but it felt like an eternity. They were interrupted by a guy and his pregnant wife walking in the area to take a seat. The guy spoke to Safaree when they made eye contact.

“So I'm guessing this is your first.” Safaree looked up from rubbing Nickis belly in small circles then looked back at it and smiled.

“Something like that man.”

“What?” Nicki said with an attitude. She smacked him upside the head

“Now what you do that for?”

“For being a dumb ass buffoon and yes mister this is his first baby.” Safaree took off his cap and rubbed his head

“You better get use to that, because their hormones get outrageous.” The mans wife smacks him upside the head.

“Who asked you? Nobody hit your fuckin buzzer! Now why you get some shit started between him and his wife, you are rude.” The strangers wife said they had no clue who Nicki was without make up and costumes.

“DAMN!” SB started to laugh, the man spoke again.

“I'm used to it, this is my 3rd one” Safaree shook his head likewise and he looked back at Nicki to see her staring at the people crazy and giggling, when she noticed him looking she stopped giggling.

Before he could say anything Dr. smith walked in and greeted them.

“Hey Ncki and Mr. Samuels”

“You can call me Safaree.”

“Well Safaree it is, and I'm glad to see you join us finally, maybe we can take some of that stress off of her and the baby.” Safaree looked at Nicki with concern in his eyes. He now knew the problem was affecting his child and she lied about being OK.

“Nicki you are really glowing but hurry along I need to see this butterball” the 2 ladies giggled.

Safaree stood up first turning around to see if Nicki needed help. Nicki scooted to the edge of the seat and tried to rock her way up. Safaree chuckled at her trying to get up but she didn’t find it funny.

“Just help me up meany.”

“Alright come on… daddy ready to see his little girl.”

Dr. smith over heard and spoke up

“Oh so you believe it’s a girl?”

“Yes I do!”

“Well lets go see.”

They made it to the examination room and Safaree picked Nicki up with ease and place her on the examination table. The nurse came in and gave Nicki this orange sugary drink that tasted pathetic. She gagged at first while it was going down, but Safaree was right there helping her through it and coaching her until the drink was gone. Inside Nicki was so happy because he should have been coming to the doctor’s with her and being her mental coach. But all that mattered was that he was there now and he was playing his role well.

Dr. Smith walked in on the couple joking…

“OK so lets get everything started but before I start since this is Safaree first time here, do you have any questions for me sir?” Safaree slid stood up and stood next to Nicki.

“Nope lets get started. The faster we move the faster we will know the sex of the baby”

“Chill out hancho!” Nicki said playfully.

“Well OK since there are no questions Nicki you know the drill” Dr. smith checked Nickis breathing

“Breathe in for me Nicki.” Nicki took a deep breath and Safaree did it with her. Nicki
wanted to laugh so hard but she kept her composer.

“OK now breathe out for me Nicki” Dr. Smith looked at her watch as Nicki tried to breathe out but ended up laughing at Safaree because he was doing the technique with her.

“You are so corny.”

“So! I'm trying to help you out” Nicki and Safaree laughed with each other.

“OK Nicki, your breathing is fine now I'm going to need for you to lay back and pull the top of your jeans down and pull your shirt up. I need your measurements, check the babies position and heart beat and ultra sound.”

Safaree helped Nicki lay back on the table and Nicki raised her shirt and pulled her pants down from over her belly exposing her bare Carmel tummy. Safaree remained standing by Nickis side as she did all of this and savored the site, he was almost in shock. After Nicki got settled and ready to start she laid her head back and looked at Safarees face, and to her surprise he met her eyes.

“Wow your big Nick” Safaree rubbed the top of Nickis hand he was held it. Nicki gave him the *wtf* look.

“Well I am almost 5 months pregnant” Nicki rolled her eyes, Safaree stared back at her belly.

“But your big Nick!”

“Oh well that’s great for my self esteem Safaree” Nicki said sarcastically.

“But you still look good Nick” he tried to cover up what he was saying because he saw her getting mad.

“Whatever Safaree shut up” Nicki tried to snatch her hand but Safaree didn’t let it go. He wanted to kiss her so bad but he knew that would be taking it to far. He went to speak again but Dr. Smith cut them off

“Awlrighty then! Onika! This is the husbands first day back and he’s acting up hahaha! But um let me get this belly measurement” Dr. Smith pulled out her measuring tape and measured Nickis belly from two angles. Safaree watched everything intently as Dr. Smith worked and Nicki answered regular questions. Dr. Smith spoke again.

“Well Nicki and Safaree, butterball’s growth is right on track and Nicki is the right weight. Now the hard part comes. Safaree I'm going to need for you to hold Nicki hand because now I have to apply pressure to her abdomen to check the babys position.”

“OK” Safaree said looking at Nicki in her eyes. He saw how scared she was and spoke to her to soothe her.

“It's OK babe I'm here with you” he kissed her for head.

“Okay” Nicki said while looking at him directly. Then she looked back to Dr. Smith

“Okay I'm ready.”

“OK lets go.” Dr. Smith said with excitement.

Dr. Smith moved quickly as she could finding the position of Nicki and Safarees little baby. Dr. Smith repositioned the baby to where it wasn’t sitting on Nickis bladder anymore.

“OK Nicki I repositioned the baby so now you can sleep a little longer, but that little baby is long.” Dr. Smith smiled looking at her belly while reaching to get hand sanitizer.

“I know it, gets it from Safaree long self.” she looked up at him then back at Dr. Smith.

“I see, and um Safaree do you want to sit down? We are moving into the heart beat, I'm going grab my handy dandy baby Doppler so we can hear this strong heart bea.t”

“No I'm OK, I'm want to remain standing.”

“OK its on you.” Dr. Smith said while grabbing her Doppler.

Dr. smith, squeezed the cool jelly on to Nicki’s tummy and placed the Doppler in the gel to find a heart beat. Once she found the heart beat, it was strong and loud. Nicki looked down at her belly then looked up to Safaree to see him watery eyed and smiling from ear to ear. Safaree looked down at Nicki.

“Wow! That our baby.”

“Yeah I know right.”

“Nicki, Safaree the babys heart rate is 180 bpm which is fantastic, I'm so proud of you Nicki for getting your heath in order. This baby will be fine. Are you two ready to meet your boy or girl?”

“Yes I'm ready” Nicki said taking a deep breath then sighing

“Been ready for the past year.” Safaree said rubbing his chest

Dr. smith giggled at the two as they said their comments and went to go get the ultra sound machine. Dr. smith set up everything and spread the gel over Nickis tummy yet again. As she did this Nicki looked back up at her husband who was already paying attention to her.

“I hope you get your girl.” Nicki’s eyes watered.

“I hope I do too, but even if it’s a boy I'm going to love it just the same, I'm glad I'm having this baby with you, this is what I've been waiting for and I know we are going to be great parents together.” Safaree saw the tears slipping from Nicki’s face and wiped her tears then turned to Dr. Smith and nodded his head for her to proceed.

It took 20 minutes for doctor smith to find their child's private parts because the baby
was hiding. But eventually Dr. Smith found what she was searching for… the answer. She smiled and Nicki and Safaree looked at her. Both of their hearts started to flutter as they await what they’ve been wanting to know since they wanted children together…

“OK Onika and Safaree you too have a… Girl.”

“Woooooow I told you.” Safaree threw both of his hands up in a touchdown stance jumping up and down on his toes. Nicki giggled through her tears.

“Thank you so much Dr. Smith.”

“OK Onika continue to take your vitamins and get plenty of rest and eat correctly. We
want this little girl strong as possible. You're on time and a little big, but that’s fine. And let your husband take care of you. Be good you two and congrats on your baby girl.” she walked out the door.

“A girl! My girl.” Nicki said trying to sit up. Safaree helped her up by pulling on both of her arms and pulled her shirt down over her belly.

“Our girl Nicki.” he saw the joy in her face as she sent out a universal text to all friends and family about the baby. She looked up from her phone.

“Yes your girl.” Nicki looked down at her baby bump and rubbed it.

“No our girl Nicki, our girl… remember we made her together. We are a family.” Nicki looked away sniffling really hard because she knew that was a lie. They were separated, him in New York; and her in Florida.

“We aren’t a family Safaree, we aren’t even living with each other.” Nicki scooted to the edge of the table and tried to get down, Safaree put her feet on the floor with ease.

“We are together Nicki, we are a family, we are just going through some things right now. Just say the words and I will be home, I want to be home.” he zeroed in on her eyes and they stared at each other.

“I don’t know if I can get over this Safaree. I'm not only protecting me but her heart too. She doesn't need a daddy in a different place when she wants him right then and there. Its not fair.” Nicki grabbed her purse not wanting to say more and started to walk to the door. Safaree felt guilty and thought about what she said

“Nicki you have to let me come home, we cant work this out if I am in new York.. I need to be here with you, we need to be able to talk this out. We need to keep this face to face. I need to be here” Nicki looked over her shoulder at him.

“I don’t know…” she shook her head holing the bottom of her baby bump

“I need to be in your space and you need to be in mine. When we arguing it needs to not be over the phone but in each others presence where we can see each others raw emotions” Safaree slowly started to walk up

“I cant do it Safaree I'm sorry” Nicki broke down in front of him and walked over to the door.

“All of this pretending stuff is not fucking working” she said through sobs. She leaned against the door with her head on her forearm and one hand on her belly looking down at the floor letting the tears escape.

“Who the fuck is pretending Nicki? I love you, I love my baby, I'm trying to make this work… so can you please tell me whose pretending because it damn sure ain't me” Safaree got angry and raised his voice, he was fed up.

Nicki stood up straight from the door and turned around fuming. He saw the rage in her eyes. She spoke.

“You!!! Is the fuck who is pretending. You acting like that baby is OK. That’s not OK! I'm not OK with that. That bitch is somewhere right now carrying apart of you that I suppose to have! ME! Safaree ME! That baby is a big fucking deal! You tryna make me not care that its coming and that everything will be normal! Well guess the fuck what Safaree IT WONT! You know what, this is not good for me all this arguing and screaming so I'm going to call Jessie and leave, you can catch your private jet back to New York I don’t care. Me and this baby will be fine, I'm good over here! Go take care of your baby momma and son. They need you more anyways. Oh and I will send those papers your way.”

Nicki wiped her tears and fixed her clothes. She cleared her throat and began to open the door. Safaree was heated or you can say beyond heated. He was furious at his wife for what she just said. He couldn’t believe it. He reached over her and pushed the door shut and Nicki turned her head about to yell when he got really close in her face backing her into the door. She breathed hard as they stared at each other eye to eye completely livid at each other. They had never been that mad. Safaree began to speak stern, and his words flowed like hot lava.

“You know what Nicki! You are not being rational. You know damn well I never wanted this, you weren’t the one in the hotel room, you weren’t the one who was basically raped.
And the consequence was you having a baby by a bitch you can give a fuck about. YOU
so fuckin selfish! Have you ever thought to think about how I think about this situation and what I'm going through? I really doubt you have! And what you talkin about divorce papers? Naw! You ain't going no muthafuckin where, that ain't even going down, and what the fuck you mean I ain't going to be there for my daughter? When she wants me imma be there cause imma be at home, with my wife and daughter. That divorce shit you talkin bout ain't going down. Yo ass ain't going no where. You know what I'm not gon talk about this shit here, what we gon do is get in this fuckin car and go HOME! And we are going to finish this conversation there.”

Nicki stood there with her hands folded not budging at all, rolling her eyes and red in the face. Safaree knew he had to take control over his house hold again and if it took him to be mean to Nicki then that’s what he had to do.

“Oh so you don’t hear good? I said LETS GO.” he said loud and sternly.

Safaree reached past her and opened the door.

“I said lets go, get the steppin.”

Nicki twisted around really fast and stormed out. Safaree walked right behind her and everybody was looking at them when they came out. He ignored it and watched Nicki move fast. Nicki and Safaree walked to the car, and Nicki was thinking the whole time while walking. These were her thoughts.

“What the hell? Who does he think he is talking to me like that? Taking control? Me and my little girl will be fine without him and his baggage. Its like I'm mad but I'm happy that he’s here. I don’t know why I hate him but I love him. I just want to love him, I cant even be fully happy about my daughter ugh. Why me lord why me?”

Nicki hurried and took back the question that she asked the lord. She knew to never question Gods doing because her mother taught her and the church and she would tell er daughter the same. Everything happens for a reason and we just have to live with what happens.

She opened the door and got in and tried to lock her seat belt in, but failed again. Safaree took the initiative and reached over her and locked her in. she fixed herself in her seat while her arms remained folded over her belly and looked out the window.

Safaree looked towards her while driving on the highway and spoke but before he could get any words out she spoke.

“Don’t fuckin talk to me, stupid ass nigga, I cant stand you.”

She spat her words at him and began to take her curly hair out of the neat ponytail it was in and ran her fingers through her hair trying to calm herself. She ran her hands down her belly then repeated the gesture once more. Safaree knew this wasn’t good for their child but they needed to talk so he spoke.

“So you gave up? Your done with me well you know what, fuck a damn divorce, I'm going to remain loyal to my wife Onika Tanya Samuels, the one I married. I know she loves me.”

“I hate you.” her words spit like venom in his ear. Safaree gripped the steering wheel and his jaw bone pulsated on the side of his face.

“Why did you make me stay only to tell me you want to divorce me?" His tear ran down his face.

“I wasn’t planning on divorcing you, and I offered you to come to this doctors appointment because I don’t need you, this little girl does, but mommy will take care of her. We will survive” hearing Nicki talk like this hurt Safaree. He thought everything would be fine that day but in reality it wasn’t.

“Shut the fuck up Onika talking like I'm not going to be there, when I am. I refuse to leave like this and leave my family that we just started. I want this , I want her.” Safaree put his right hand on her belly and let it rest there. He felt Nicki breathing hard. Nicki looked down at his strong hand protectively covering their child. She closed her eyes at the site and tears escaped her landing on Safarees hand.

They pulled up to their home. Nicki looked at him with tears built up again ready to spill over her eye lids. She opened the door and got out and went into the house and slammed the door shut.

She slid down the door crying holding her chain with her wedding ring around her neck. She knew she needed him.

Safaree sat in the car in front of the door beating the steering wheel out of anger and allowed himself the cry hard. Instead of holding in his sobs he let them go. His sobs could have made anybody cry if they heard them.

Nicki knew she could trust him, and she knew he wanted their baby. She was scared, frightened, and terrified. But she had to do it for her family, but most importantly herself. Her body longed for Safaree, that was her other half. She didn’t want a divorce, she just wanted to say something to hurt him.

Nicki got the strength to get on her knees and pull the door open. When she pulled the door open she fell on her hands which left her on all fours. She screamed towards Safaree’s car that still set in the drive way.

“Safaree!!!, Safaree!!!” he heard her loud screams through his widows and jumped to the sound of her voice. He turned the car off and hopped out of the Ferrari and ran to the door getting on his knees to get Nicki. He pulled her up off of her arms and placed her on his chest and rubbed her hair.

She saw that he was crying to and admittedly spoke while looking in his eyes.

“Come home! Baby just come, I'm tired… I'm tired of fighting… we need you.”

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