I Vow to you...

*Hey yall I know yall been waiting on this chapter so here it goes love @TrebbleBarbie*

-Wednesday 3 days before the wedding…

Monday and Tuesday Nicki had been calling all of her crew making sure everybody’s flights were in order. Her 2 assistants Yesenia and Martin, Terrence and Day her Glam crew, and her wedding planner Jennifer, and the Christian priest father Mike who was coming Friday. The two assistants got there first along with the wedding planner, they had landed in Fiji early Wednesday morning and now everybody had paper work all over the clear glass table.

Nicki and SB woke up that morning made breakfast and eat and got dressed before everybody got to the Fiji mansion. Nicki look very pure in an all-white cotton dress with a sweetheart neck line and strapless with some wooden ,gold ,and coral bangles, teardrop earrings, and green Fendi heels that fitted her size 5 ½ foot just right.

SB wore a green shirt to match Nicki’s heels perfectly and some khaki shorts. He also had on his Sb chain and his watch Nicki got him for his birthday and some all-white high top air force ones. He was also making calls to his Barber Chris and a few others like the vakies.

Jessie was a butter pecan mixed Puerto Rican 26 year old woman. She had long brown locks all the way to her butt, long tan legs, almond shaped brown eyes and a coke bottle shape. She had flawless skin, perky boobs, and she spoke 3 languages and she had degrees. Nicki loved this girl ever since she met her. Jessie was a part of teamminaj so she knew she could trust her. Just had on blue jean shorts and a tribal tank top with a swing Carmel colored Chanel purse and flip flops.

Martin was just regular martin with some jogging pants and a white V-neck tee shirt on. Martin had sexy chocolate skin and he was built with big arms, but he was an average size guy. He worked for Nicki her whole career in main stream.

“Jessie can you pass me that yellow notepad I gotta write this number down or you take it down in your Barbie berry would you please?” Nicki had nick named Yesenia, Jessie because she couldn’t say her name correct for nothing in the world.

“Sure HB” Jessie said

“Jess babe you gon have to stop calling me HB, your still teamminaj but girl, we work together!” Nicki said smiling at Jessie tilting her head

“Ok Mrs. Samuels” Jessie said smiling and snickering

“Ok imma let you slide with that one, such the white chick I love you, that’s why I hired you.”

“Thanks nick, but what’s the number before the guy hangs up the phone on you”

“Oh! Um hi yes you can give me the number, jess its 1-755-043-0954, you got it jess”

“Yes ma’am” Jessie said in her southern Florida accent. Nicki laughed

“I gotta get use to that.”

“Martin!!!” Nicki practically screamed his name and he was right behind her with a cringed face. SB laughed at his face while he was on his blackberry.

“Yes nick, im right behind yo ass”

“Well bring YO ASS here in front of me” Nicki smiled

“Well I need for you to contact this number for my dress to see if the Chinese man altered it the correct way. These are my measurement in Jessie phone; call these two numbers for the private jets to make sure they are on time for Father Mike and Terrence and Day. I want them here a day early on Friday, and also call my Mother and see when she wants to fly in because I can schedule her flight now.”

“Ok nick anything else” Martin said picking up papers from the table

“Nope you good”

“Alright I’ll be back in like 45 minutes once I make these calls” Nicki looked at him and nodded her head

“Sighamese twins” Nicki said as she put her head on the table.

“Ok Jessie it’s your turn, I gave martin all of the hard shit, since you still getting use to us, talking at 10 miles an hour. Safaree is gonna give you some instructions also because we just have a heavy load.”

“Ok Nicki!”

“Word you called me Nicki? I’m proud! You grew some balls, about time. Now imam need for you so put some bass in that voice and get a little more hood” Jessie and Nicki laughed. Nicki always messed with Jessie about her white girl voice.

“ok what I need for you to do is to call the lingerie people to see if they have my things that I ordered, call all of the barbs and contact them thru Twitter and make sure they have everything they need. Tell them to tell you if they can’t get something and I will get it for them. Make sure their flights are set, and here is the numbers. You have all of their numbers in your phone; call the warehouse to see if they have all of my bride’s mate’s gowns together, and my mother suit and my father’s suit. And I think that’s it for me. Ill text you if I want anything else go check with SB.”

“Ok Girl is right back in an hour or 2” they Barbie chuckled. Jessie then walked over to SB who was talking to a friend on the phone”

“Breezy, you want me to do anything for you before I sit my ass down with all these papers and stuff?”

“Uh yeah! call Terrence for me and tell him to pick up the rings. He already should know where to get them from”

“Ok, that’s all”

“Yep”

Jessie left out of the room and left Safaree and Nicki with the wedding planner. Nicki still had her head on the table. She had the anxious feeling of a bride to be and she didn’t want to turn into bridezilla so she tried to relax herself as much as possible. Safaree saw this going on and he would rub her face and hair in between call and tell her

“It’s ok, everything will be perfect”

“But what if we forget something?”

“We won’t trust me”

“Okay I trust you”

Jennifer jumped into the convo and sat her briefcase on the table. She pulled out all of the paperwork that was needed to be signed.

“Ok Nicki and Safaree, you all have to initial on all of these papers and I’m going to send them out over night to the people with all of the pre written checks.”

“Okay, no call has to be made?” Safaree said confused

“No sir, all of the entertainment, catering, flowering, decorations, and area business is done.”

“OMG, thank you lord, ok just give us these papers” Nicki took the papers from Jennifer and she split them in have and when they both got done with their pile they switched piles and gave it back to Jennifer.

“Thank you Nicki and Safaree for letting me plan your wedding. This was a really big opportunity for me and I’m glad I got to do this with you two. “

“You’re welcome” Nicki and Safaree said in unison

“Ok I will ship these out tonight and I will see you the night before the wedding when everybody else is here for rehearsal dinner”

“Ok thank you Jennifer” Nicki hugged her and she left for her hotel a couple of miles from their Fiji mansion

Nicki had been wondering for a couple of months if she and Safaree would write out their own vows or would they stick to the regular ones. SB saw that Nicki was in deep thought an broke it by walking behind her and kissing her neck and saying

“What’s wrong? Didn’t I tell you not to worry” Nicki turned to face him while still sitting down and looked up at Safaree

“Yes, but let me ask you this. If you had 500+ guest at your wedding in Fiji  and they all had to get here safe, the ones in the wedding had to get their hair and makeup done on time, decorations and other stuff had to be done on time, my dress has to fit, and…” Safaree cut her off by kissing her and pulling her up to walk out to the patio. Nicki grabbed two note books and pens on their way out.

“Just relax sweetheart, it will go just fine and all 500+ guest will enjoy themselves. They wouldn’t even know if something was wrong.”

“Your right” Nicki took a deep breath

“Oh yeah, I bought these notepads out here because I wanted to ask you if you wanted to write our vows or were we going to say the originals from the church?”

“Baby we are gonna say what’s from our hearts, so yes let’s write them out. I needed you here with me so that I can stare at you while I write”

“Shut up you is so corny”

“Nick you know I hate that C word”

“But it’s true”

“Oh is it?” Sb stood up and walked over to Nicki who was sitting in the straw beach chair with her legs crossed. He grabbed her hand, the left hand with the engagement ring on it and kissed it. He helped her up and they walked back into the dining area with the clear table and sat across from each other.

“Ok I needed a table so let’s write, but we are not reading them out loud till our wedding day ok”

“Okay Faree” Nicki said slightly smiling as they begin to write.

As they wrote they thought back on where they had started and where they had been in life. They also thought about the bad times and arguments they had. They thought about the times when one person was sick and how the next day the other one would be sick too. They were 1 person not 2, because they had always been together every step of the way even if they didn’t express their love for each other.  They thought about the fans they had together, the obstacles they faced, and trials and tribulations they faced and how they helped each other thru those. They thought about how they learned from each other, they taught each other how to love again and to always remain themselves. Nicki cried as she wrote.

*Nicki’s vows*

I can tell that you love me

You gave me life when all I saw was death in front of me

I know you will protect me, my honor, and my pride

You’re my rock when no one else is by my side

You stuck it out with me because you believed in me

You trusted me, you still trust me

I couldn’t ask for a better man

You were heaven sent to me because god knew I needed you

I know we will have fun times, good times, and bad times

I willing to risk my heart and give it all up for you

I stand before god and confess my love to you

Because I believe you will be there every step of the way

 I can’t wait to have your children

I can’t wait to travel the world with you

I can’t wait to show the world we are a dynamic couple to be reckoned with

I promise to be your wife and only your wife

I promise to be by your side in every decision

But wait! Your butt can’t be making buffoonery decisions

I love you for your crazy ways

 You match me, you’re here for me, and I trust you

I couldn’t ask for more in my husband

 You make me smile when the clouds are grey

 You are the wind beneath my wings

We praise god together so I know you were made for me

 I thank god that he sent me a God fearing man, because to fear god means you have faith

You surround me with positivity

I love you, and I’m ready to be your crazy, loud, spontaneous wife

Because I know you can handle me.

You love me for who I AM, and not what the world see me as

Thank you I will gladly be your wife now

-she giggled in between tears

 Sb looked up at her as she wrote and he could feel his tears too. He thought to him how he was a man and a man don’t suppose to cry. But she was the blessing god sent him. She was heaven sent to him and he was forever grateful. Nicki looked up at Sb whose eyes were watery and she grabbed his face. He took her hand and kissed her palm

*SB’s Vows*

You introduce me to life, that I've never known

When I'm by your side that's when I'm feeling home

And my only attempt is to make you smile, I promise

So believe what I say when I say I'm real

Cuz there aint no mistake in the way I feel

Baby open your heart and accept this love, I give you

Over the others, over my pride,

Over the falls I have in my life

I choose you, baby I choose you

Over the others, over my pride

Cuz you're the best thing, in my life

 I knew it was right, so I took the chance

Disregarded the challenge of the circumstance

Now you’re too big a part of me to let you go, I promise

So despite the way that I make mistakes

And despite the direction this love may take

You can always be sure of me just have faith,

Got you, this what is true.

That is why I will forever love you

I can’t wait till we grow old together

I can’t wait till you bare my children

They gon have some big heads

I can’t wait till we grow old together and be wrinkled

I love you, every imperfection, and every thing that right

I promise to be here thru every fight make up and split

When you get sick, I promise to take care of you

I promise, I’ll only have eyes for you, I choose you. I love you

-Sb looked up at Nicki once again

 “I love you forever”

“I love you more than life itself; I couldn’t have beaten my trials without you”

They sat there for 2 minutes in silence and just thought to themselves. They started back to writing and Nicki finished first and then Safaree finished 10 minutes later. He looked up and said

“My vows are better than yours”

“I bet them vows so rude”

“No they not nick I bet you, I was being sentimental and shit so this should be good”

“Oh really? I can’t wait to hear yo ass”

“I can’t wait to hear this” Sb stood up and said

“By the power invested in me, I now pronounce you husband and wife; you may now kiss the bride”

“You better not kiss me all deep in front of my family that’s just awkward” Nicki said making a face

“No its not we are confessing our love to god and the world by dong that, awe yeah don’t fall when we jump the broom”

Nicki threw a pen a Sb

“Ouch that pen was metal why you do that”

“Cause you know I’m clumsy and you would say that shit to jinx me.”

“I’m just saying though”

“Just saying my ass!” Nicki said with some bass in her voice rubbing on her curly natural hair.

Jessie and Martin walked back in cracking jokes and laughing.

“Oh nick everything is taken care of! So can we eat now?”

“Yeah we can eat, what yall want”

“Nick you know I’m a southern girl so anything Cajon or seafood is fine”

“Seafood it is” Nicki said while looking at sb.

Sb looked at his phone to see Vincent calling him back he picked up and stepped away from the group on to the patio.

“What’s good nigga?”

“Yo! Son! Why is your ex trying to get in contact with me to get your number?”

“FELICIA???”

“Hell yeah nigga, I heard thru the grape vine she tryna come to the wedding”

“What the fuck nigga, hell naw if Nicki finds out about this she gon split a bitch wig”

“I know that’s why I had to call yo ass. Has she sent you anything?”

“Naw she don’t got my number”

“Ok cool, I will update you with the rest as soon as I hear anything son”

“Thanks son, BC-1 out”

“BC-2 rrrraaaawwwrrrr (cat sounds)”

They hung up

Sb walked back in the kitchen and joined the conversation with everyone else.

“Who was that” Nicki asked since she seen tension in SB face

“Just Vince nothing major” Nicki knew something was wrong but didn’t ask anything else

They went out to dinner all four of them and had martini’s and sea food, SB tweeted some crazy things that night and Nicki was tipsy drinking. They all enjoyed their night, and went back into the mansion. Jessie and martin went to their separate guest rooms and Nicki and Sb went to their room and closed the door. Before Sb went to sleep he tweeted

*@Scaffbeezy: somebody is ZANY tonight*

*LONG AS HELL RIGHT but their vows are what this chapter is about. The dress rehearsal is next so stay tuned for that lolz. COMMENT please! On here or on twitter… love @TrebbleBarbie*  p.s TM should know what ZANY mean… -__-

Interlude

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-Monday… 6 days before the wedding

“Pass me my damn purse”

“Ok! Ma!” the 8 year old said

“I’ll be back before 12 yall”

Felicia, said to her 12 year old daughter, 8 year old son, and 6 year old son

“Don’t touch the stove, and take yall asses to bed or I’m beaten yall butt when I get back”

“Ok mommy” the snotty nose 6 year old boy said, recovering from a summer cold.

“Bye” she closed the door behind her.

Felicia was Safaree’s ex-girlfriend that broke his heart. She was a redbone with a coke bottle shape. Her hair was shoulder length and she had hazel eyes. Safaree always had a good taste in woman but he always choose the bad apples. Felicia was now separated from her baby daddy, whom she left Safaree for back in the day. Since Safaree and Felicia broke up in Brooklyn, Felicia has been staying in the hood with 3 children on section aide, and receiving stamps. But she always seems to have the money to go out and party at nice clubs with celebrities.

Lately, every time she heard the vakies or Safaree was in town alone she would try and slide thru Flatbush and all the clubs in Brooklyn. She wanted Safaree back not because she loved him but because she hated Nicki and she knew Nicki aint like her and Safaree now had money, which is what she needed. As a gold digger, she was planning to be a home wrecker but most of all she was planning to ruin the wedding of the century.

Felicia drove to her friend Sheena house to use the internet since she didn’t have it at her house. Sheena’s house was brown and black bricked on the outside with a white screen door and a big wooden security door behind it. The yard was small and the grass was ate up and brown with four stairs at the front. Sheena came to the door

“Hey sheen sheen!”

“Hey licia”

“Ok, so you know by this weekend I need for you to watch my kids. I will give you my stamps for their food and all dat.”

“Right, so you finna by the ticket? You saved up the money?”

“I didn’t save it I asked one of my niggas who I be fuckin wit to give me the money and I would make it up to him if you catch my sway”

“Girl!!! You so nasty” they laughed and slapped five. They logged on to Sheena’s dell laptop and went under internet explorer.

“Ok so what’s the plan to get Safaree back since he was so crazy over you? Do you think he will come home with you after this?”

“Girl I know he is, and if that ditzy ass Barbie gon try and stop him it ON! I don’t care if they getting married or not he’s mine and always has been”

“But you killed his baby though and had 3 kids by that fool down the street at David house.”

“Oh really he at David house? He owes me child support but ima handle that later. But I have to buy this 3,000$ ticket for Fiji.”

“OH girl you aint been out the hood this is gonna be a new experience for you and it’s gonna be so pretty there.”

“I know, but I’m on a mission to snatch up Safaree” they went on expedia.com to buy her ticket. She booked her flight to leave on Thursday at 8 pm and she would arrive in Fiji at 11pm Friday night.

“Damn this is a long as flight!”

“Yes it is what are you gonna do? Do you even have outfits?”

“Yes my little dip, the same one who gave me the money is taking care of that”

“Awe ok that means we need to go shopping like tomorrow”

“Sure do. Girl you know I gotta look betta than Miss Barbie and all dat”

“Now I don’t know if you can top Nicki”

“Shut up bitch you aint no good” they laughed. Felicia turned around and gat up from the lap top. She turned around and got her belongings.

“Anyway thank you for letting me use your lap top, I gotta stop this wedding before I lose a good man with money.”

“You better gon and get Safaree back girl” Sheena said real loud.

“You know I will see you tomorrow”

“Bye”

“Bye girl”

Felicia went home and woke up the next day and shopped for her departure outfit, her arrivals outfit, and the wedding cocktail dress. She boarded the flight and got ready to get her man back. She had been trying to get in contact with @youngvak via twitter to try and get Safaree’s number but she had no luck. She was planning to send Safaree naked pictures and tell him how she felt, hoping that somehow Nicki would stumble over them in his phone and cancel everything. Better yet did she know, what was in store for her at this wedding… A very RUDE awakening

*hehehehe yes I hate this bitch too but she won’t be here for long. But she is trying to ruin the wedding yall! What yall think is going to happen to her??? Yall need to stay tuned to the next few chapters. 2 more chapters till the wedding get pumped! Love @TrebbleBarbie*

Love ME when it Hurts...

*Warning: Yall are going to cry, if not you might get teary eyed… ics at the bottom ENJOY p.s DONT KILL ME.. THIS IS NOT REAL ALL FICTION*

-3 Days Later… Saturday… Exactly a week from the wedding…

Sb had planned the whole weekend for him and his fiancé Nicki. He wanted them to go on a tour of Fiji before they got married there.  He planned for them to have dinner on a boat in the clear waters, walk the trail in the jungle to see the waterfall, and go tree lining. He woke up first and ran Nicki’s bath water so she could soak. He was just going to take a shower and move a little quicker than her because he needed to make a few calls. Nicki had no clue what was going on today, she just knew Safaree planned it. After Safaree ran her bath water he went to her side of the bed and whispered in her ear

“Mrs. Samuels imam need for you to wake up you have a big day” Nicki was a light sleeper so she automatically wrapped her arms around his neck and he pulled her from out of the bed. He kissed her cheek as he carried her to the bathroom and sat her on the sink.

“Good morning beautiful” he said to Nicki while still standing in between her legs. Nicki tried to open her eyes but in the sun was really bright in the bathroom.

“Morning babe” Nicki said taking one of her arms from around his neck to wipe her eyes.

“I ran your bath water, I set your pink towel over there on the rack hanging over the tub, and i want you to soak and scrub and pick out something cute for our outing once you get outta here sweetheart”

“I love when you call me that” Nicki said with her eyes half open hugging Safaree around his neck

“Well somebody need to brush they teeth and get ready” Sb said while pulling her off of the sink tapping her ass

“Shut up” she said before she turned to the sink to pull out her Colgate tooth paste for her Colgate smile. Safaree left out and left the door cracked.

Within 2 hours both of them were dressed. Nicki’s hair was so curly, big, and browns she just threw it in a messy bun right on top of her head and let a few curly strands hang so she could look exotic with her butter pecan tan. She wore the Tom Ford oversized glasses, a gold Vintage Chanel necklace, Erickson Beamon custom made gold bracelet, beige Giuseppe Zanotti flat leather sandals, sheer cheetah print throw with a hint of blue in it, and a Navy blue Adriana Degreas swimsuit. She sprayed on some Chloe perfume and sprayed it in the air and ran thru it. Safaree laughed at her

“What? You know I gotta smell like I stepped out of the bottle”

“Naw what’s funny is your crazy ass leaping in the air to catch the perfume, little ass” Sb laughed some more.

SB looked nice today. He had on his chain that look like ball diamonds with the bracelet to match, Black shades, Black Armani Men’s stretch cotton V-neck tee shirt, dark blue PRPS straight leg jeans, Armani Black watch, red black and white 45 Jordan’s, and he sprayed on some Lacoste cologne, and a black checkered LV duffle bag.

“You ready now baby?”

“Yes, I’m ready to see the ignorant shit you got planned for today”

“LUUUG! Let’s go”

They stepped outside to a driving service. It was an island man who could barely speak English picked them up and drove them on a large go cart to their first destination. The first place was the trail walk thru the jungle.

“Safaree why are we in the jungle and I can he snakes and shit hell! Naw!”

“Don’t be scared babe nothing is going to happen”

“I’m black as hell I’m not finna walk thru that shit”

“Come on nick it’s not gonna be that bad promise”

“Aint it like anacondas and shit out there?”

“No” Safaree said looking at the dude to make sure it wasn’t.

“Ok only if I can piggy back ride you I don’t wanna walk”

“You are a grown ass woman and you want me to carry you?”

“Yes, please” Nicki said looking at Safaree thru her shades

“Ugh come on nick”

They made it thru the trail. But while they were in the trial Nicki gave Safaree hell. She was screaming at every little bug or lizard she saw. She hated creepy crawlies and anything that crawled period.

“Ugh get me outta here” Nicki said.

The man took them to their next two locations. They kissed at the water fall because the island man said it brings good luck to any couple. The water fall was the thing that Nicki enjoyed the most. The air was misty and the water fall water was warm because it was right over a volcano. She loved the steam she got from there, and it made her hair a little curlier. The next stop was the tree lining.

“Ok so you know the things that the ski people use to get at the top of the mountain nick?”

“Uh yeah they stand up and let the seat scoop them right, and it takes them in the air and stuff?”

“Yeah, well we are finna get on one of those”

“You tryna kill me”

“Nooooo I just want us to see how pretty the island is from up above”

“Naw I think you tryna kill my ass”

“Why would I want to do that Nicki I love you” Sb said while holding her hips

“I don’t know. I love trying adventurous stuff but I don’t wanna try some shit and end up dead before the wedding”

“You are funny nick, come on” Nicki automatically grabbed Sb hand while they stood for the seat to scoop them and take them into the air with all of the trees.

“1...2...3...” Sb said as they flopped down on the seat

They went up into the air

“Omg Faree looks at the ocean I can see straight to the bottom, dang that water so clear”

“Yeah don’t they get that FIJI water from here?”

“Yeah I think so”

Nicki saw banana colored snakes, other reptiles, and the people of the island. They waved and she waved back at them

“Baby I thought I was gonna be scared but I’m actually enjoying this.” She said to SB while he was looking off to the other side.

“Yes, I’m glad you like it. It makes me very relaxed to be up in the air almost like I’m flying or some shit”

30 minutes into the ride the ride stops. They are stuck 200 feet in the air. Nicki asked

“What’s going on what’s happening? Omg we gon die, we gon die,” the Barbie started to scream

“Calm down Nicki” SB was a little frightened himself but he knew they couldn’t wiggle a lot so he tried to calm the Barbie down.

“I’m sure the people are coming” as soon as he said that the little man drove under them with the go cart

“Aye we stuck up here can we get this thing to move or can yall come get us?”

“We are working on it sir it’s gonna take us a few hours” the island man said

“a few motherfuckin hours, what the fuck , no you people better get me down from here I’m not fuckin playing I will sue all of you hoes” Nicki said.

“Chill Nicki they doing the best they can”

“I don’t give two shits they better get me down” Nicki started to cry

“Awe babe don’t do that”

“I’m trying not to but it seems like every time I am relaxed or doing something I like it gets disturbed”

“I know but I promise you, wont nothing else go wrong” Sb said while holding her too his chest while looking down watching their feet dangle.

They sat there in silence for about 30 minutes. Until Nicki broke the silence

“Safaree even though I acted a fool today I love you for making the effort and for doing a good job on making me feel good. I love you so much that’s why I’m marrying you. Wouldn’t anybody else know what to do with me when I go to act crazy? You know me like the back of your hand.”

“That’s what I’m here for babe to remind you that you still have a life outside of work. I’m here to hold you at night when you feel like you’re alone in your head and there is no one to rescue you. I’m here.”

“Thank you babe, I love you” they kissed and Nicki let a tear roll down her cheek and Safaree wiped it with his right hand because nick was on the left of him. Nicki spoke again

“Safaree you have been here since day one. You were here when we both struggled to make it to the top thru hood stars.” They giggled

“I have to tell you something before we get married. Baby I love you so much because you loved me even when it hurt you. You see me date Camyrn and you remained my friend. I knew there was always something between us ever since that night in Flatbush when you kissed me and tried to make Camyrn jealous for me because he broke up with me, but yet I went right back to him.”

“Yeah that was funny as hell, that nigga was a goofy”

“You were there with me along with Candice and Lauren and Tyesha when he got shot in July. I told him to come home that night thru a text message but he blew it off I guess”

“Nick you can’t blame yourself for that still”

“I know but it’s like I begged for him to get off the streets and he promised me. I just thought he was going out with the guys for that night then comes home. Not come home to me in a body bag. I never thought I would love again until I found it in you Faree. I found it in you because you knew everything a male friend should know”

“And I am never leaving, so don’t think like that, don’t look back”

“Faree I have too I have to get this off my chest before I say I do. It eats at me all the time because I felt like I could have stopped him from getting shot in flat bush. I was sitting in our apartment which we just moved into when Candice called me screaming and crying telling me to get to flat bush Camyrn been shot. Safaree I was pregnant! only if he could have waited until September we could have had more memories, I just wished it had never happened.”

“Me too, I wished the nigga was still living. Life is precious.”

“It is… very... precious” Nicki started to cry and Safaree took her by the hand because he knew she hated pity. He sat there and listened to her.

“I lost my baby that night Safaree; if god let me meet my baby again I will be satisfied. The things that I would give to hold my child, to kiss its hand, to rub its curly hair I would give it all up Faree.”

She cried even harder...

“Nicki I promise you that I will make life worth living for. You just have to let go and let God handle our future.”

“I’m letting go now by telling you these things. I can’t have these burdens on my shoulders making vows. Before I met you remember how I told you Shonda use to move things on the grey hounds?”

“Yeah and you said something about her having money on her head and she got kilt”

“Yeah, some niggas from the Bronx snatched her up, but I use to make moves with her too. You know I use to move on the grey hound too. All I needed was the paper and all them niggas needed was a girl and a big purse you could carry on with you.”

“And you stopped out of the blue?”

“Yeah that nigga layquon tried to rap me it wasn’t going down. I was gonna date him. He had nice things like a new range and he up an bought me one too, he bought me Kawasaki leather jackets and shit. I was living high! But I let that shit go. He put money on my head when I gave it up. But later he got shot up so I’m good.”

“Nicki, babe you been thru so much. I just want to protect you even more now. We don’t Neva have to go back to queens if you don’t want to.”

“Yes I do! Like I said I’m good! All my people stay over there I can’t just not come over there no more. I can take my wig off over there and chill. That’s like a safe haven for me when I go to Tyesha and Mike’s house.”

“Yeah them is some funny ass niggas over there in queens”

“Yeah so I’m gonna keep going over there. And I fuckin hate fendi dirty ass how could he betray me. I never betrayed him. I made smart moves and I paid him off he so fuckin rude. “

“I don’t know why you hanged with that fat black nigga any ways”

“I was getting money and my momma needed it, my dad was constantly taking from us so I had to do something. And plus he gave me the light I needed to be seen by Wayne, now it’s YMCMB till the death of me. I love my fuckin team. “

It was getting late and the man had drove under them again he yelled

“We will have yall down in like 30 minutes”

“Ok thank you sir”

“Thanks” Nicki yelled

“I happy you forgave your father for doing all of that shit while yall was growing up.”

“Yes but it took me so long to forgive and since I had the money I just went and got him help. He is still working on his drinking habits but he is better. I talk to him when you give me the phone when he calls but other than that I don’t call him. But I love him, he is the father God gave me, and I forgive him because my momma told me to and I needed to for my own heart to be at ease and sleep at night”

“Yes true because you would have been still tossing and turning in your sleep if you hadn’t forgave him”

“I was doing all of that screaming and crying while sleeping cause he was in my dream yelling and throwing shit and I couldn’t protect my mommy I was to small” a tear came out of her eyes from speaking on it

“I never thought I would love him again after he burned down the house. We had NOTHING Safaree when I say NOTHING I mean NOTHING we had to start from scratch. I never want to go back to those feeling and the feelings of having nothing. It was also hard for me to love a man because it was looking like I was only looking for the bad niggas and all about money instead of the good ones who approached me. I always looked for someone opposite of my father but that never worked. If I did that I would end up with a dope dealer which I did, and it broke me down in the end because look where he is now. 6 feet under.”

“That’s like my Ex girl. I loved her Nicki and you know this. But she didn’t like me. You had told me to leave her alone and I was too sweet for her but I just didn’t listen. Nicki I dint tell you she got an abortion. She killed my baby G and I was willing to take care of it. I had all women in my house so you know I was gentle with her. I would never have hit her like her father did or cuss her out. She just didn’t want a good man or a good man’s baby. But I told her she would go to hell for what she did. That was my last straw. A nigga was TIGHT! But Nicki know that I will never betray you or do you wrong”

Sb started coughing and tried to hold in his tears. But nick held his shoulder and said

“Let it out babe we really needed this. I never thought in a million years that the bitch you were in love with hurt you like that. I thought the hoe just broke up with you but look at the bright side she aint seeing you now, she aint reaching you, SWORSH! “They both laughed and wiped tears.

“But one thing is for sure I’m glad God put you in my life. You loved me when it hurt to love me. You were there for me even when my main bitches weren’t there for me. You were there when that bitch tried to stab me.”

“Oh Kim ass? It’s always something with you and these bitches with the name Kim”

“Yah that Chicken noodle head bitch” Nicki said rolling her eyes

“I will forever protect you nick. I promise I won’t be like those niggas who left you and who told you, you wasn’t going to be nothing. I always believed in you since the day I laid eyes on you. I knew I was going to marry you I just didn’t know how with all the devil men in the way. It was fait for us to be together. I will always treat you like m queen because that’s what you are Nicki. When the haters come and tell you one thing I will be there to tell you the truth. I won’t be a yes man, I will be a both man. And if its days I need to be a yes man to make you feel good I will be that yes man.”

She laid her head on his chest and listened to Safaree’s heart beat and placed her hand over hers. She saw that the rhythms were at the same pace.

“Safaree I know this is love when our hearts beat on one accord. Baby I’m sorry for all of the wrong I’ve done to you. I’m sorry for letting you see me go down in flames when you told me what was up and I dint listen. I’m glad you are going to be my husband and every fight we’ve had and will have is all worth it. I never thought I was pretty, I never thought I would make it in the game, but you did. You saw something in me that I didn’t see. But yet all you want is Onika and only her. And you are willing to play behind the box when I’m in the spot light. You are a humble and crazy man that match my spontaneous and crazy ass”

Sb kissed her… the man came back and said

“We are sending the crane here now to take you all down from up there”

“Okay thanks” Sb said

“You were the woman of my dreams. And my fairy tale is coming true. If I wouldn’t have gotten you, I would have been a lonely soul. You know the love that you love so bad it hurts but in a good way? That’s what I have for you. I will support you in any decision you make. But if I disagree I will let you know. But I’m here for you Onika I’m here to be the man you never had. I’m the best you never had and it’s so much more I have to offer for the rest of our lives”

“I love you Safaree, I love you, and I now vow with just us that we will forget everything of the past and make our own past present and future.”

They locked fingers and pecked each other on the lips

“Agree”

“Agreed”

After they had made their vows. They heard all of the insects of the night in the sky. They saw teepees and fires burning from the island people. They heard them sing their ritual songs and dance in circles until the people came with the crane and took them down. They rode back to their place in the go cart and Safaree carried Nicki to their bed. He placed her on the bed and took off her sheer cheetah print throw to expose her bare back. Her swim suit connected by the neck and he unbuckled it to rub Nicki’s back with carol’s daughter body oil. It smelled of vanilla beans as he rubbed her back and started her bath water. When he was done rubbing her back he took her to the hot Jacuzzi tub where they both undressed and got in. they laughed and splashed water and washed each other until they got out. Nicki threw on Safaree’s XL regular tee shirt and went to bed and Safaree went to bed in black polo boxers.

They had the best convo of their whole relationship as best friends and man and wife tonight. They drifted off into dream land till the next day.

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I Choose You

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After Nicki kissed Sb on the cheek and stared at him, she fixed herself to get out of bed and go to the dresser. She chose some yellow thongs she held up in front of her. She didn’t know Safaree had gotten out of bed and walked up behind her until he reach out in front of her and snatched her panties and said in her ear

“I like you in blue” Sb said in his baritone morning voice. Now he was holding Nicki by the hips

“You scared me”

“I’m sorry, I just hate when you leave me in bed like that you know I can’t sleep without your body heat”

Nicki turned to face him in his arms and put her arms around his neck

“I love you” she kissed him

“I love you more sweetheart” Nicki loved when he called her sweetheart. He had been calling her that ever since they spoke their love for each other.

“Ok since you love me more can you let me get in the shower, and shout out to morning wood ha!” Nicki looked down and Safaree look to the ceiling

“Sorry I can’t help it”

“Oh!” Nicki laughed and Safaree smirked

“It’s not my fault my wife looks good in the morning with tan skin and thick thighs and ass” Sb said while kissing Nicki’s neck

“Get off of me perv”

“So now I’m a perv expressing myself” Nicki laughed at him

“No! I just didn’t know what else to say”

“Go get yo ass in the shower, I’m gonna get in the tub I wanna soak”

“Oh really?” Nicki said seductively playing with Safaree rubbing his chest

“Yes really” SB said walking away to the other bathroom. Nicki turned to walk towards the shower leaving the dresser also. Before Sb left the room Nicki turned around and said

“Babe, I like the way you said wife” they both smirked

-9:05 am

Nicki and Sb where in the kitchen trying to make breakfast. Powder was everywhere along with powder sugar, apple peels, squeezed oranges, strawberry tops and whip cream. Sb was still working on the pancakes while Nicki was working on the waffles.

“Babe is you almost done making my buttermilk pancakes?” Nicki ask Sb

“Yes I’m working on the 4^th one”

“Cool I’m done with your Belgian waffles now”

“Ok I’m finishing up”

Nicki set out the plates so they could add the food to the plates. The china was clear and the forks, spoons and knives were silver. Nicki poured her fresh squeezed orange juice and she pulled a Snapple out of the fridge for Safaree.

Sb came over with her hot pancakes and placed them on the clear china. She grabbed his jumbo Belgian waffles and placed them on his plate. Safaree went to the cabinet and grabbed the strawberry and maple syrup. They also had turkey sausage, turkey bacon, scrambled egg whites, oatmeal with sliced apples and cinnamon, and grits with powder sugar.

They both switched plates and finished their plates. Safaree added the whip cream and strawberries and strawberry syrup to his waffles. Nicki added just maple syrup. They both took their plates to the table and said grace

“Amen”

“Amen, let’s eat” Sb said

“You so greedy”

“Greedy for you” Sb said while taking a whole big bite of waffles and eggs

“You so silly”

“So what are we doing today?” Sb asked while chewing

“I want to have a picnic dinner but other than that we can chill and talk to the barbs”

“That sounds cool, I haven’t heard from my BC’s all this week other than the day before yesterday”

“I know my barbs miss me and I know they are still Pissin as IBB say all the time” they both laughed

“That IBB is crazy about me I can’t wait to see her ass next week at this wedding”

“I know right I love my barbs”

They both got done with their plates and scrapped everything in the garbage that was left over and placed the dishes in the dishwasher. Nicki went and threw on her Nicki socks and pulled all her curly hair into a messy bun. Sb flopped down on the bed and grabbed the Apple lap top. They both had their Barbie berry and coon berry by their sides and they both tweeted at the same time. Nicki tweeted

“@nickiminaj SHOUT OUT TO MORNING WOOD”

“@Scaffbeezy Exhausted”

The barbs went crazy! They started going on rampages and battles with the other teams like team dricki and team tunenicki

“Look Faree they screamin ONIKAFAREE again! They mean that shit!”

“Look babe this girl said “fucks the rest fuck dricki it’s ONIKAFAREE BITCHES” ha! They already know though so why are they still battling?” Sb said

“They like drama! They are girls and remember some of these girls are ladybugs so they don’t know betta when to stop”

“True but let’s tweet something else”

“Okay”

“@Nickiminaj Shifting papers at desk and fixes skirt now on the morning news”

“@Scaffbeezy love”

Nicki and Sb did this for like an hour until they called on a 3 hour Ustream to pass time until their romantic picnic.

Nicki had on a white tank top and grey pun pun shorts that were loose but very short and white Nike ankle socks. Sb had on a semi- tight V-neck tee shirt and grey jogging pants and a brown wood rosary and some regular Nike socks.

“Nicki got up to put on some lip gloss while Sb stayed in the king size bed and tweeted the link to the Ustream from his page. He did that so only teamminaj could see them and not the common folks.

“Safaree how many are in there” Nicki said while applying her lip gloss in the huge mirror after 10 minutes of waiting

“728 people” Sb said looking to the side and slightly biting his bottom lip

“Ok here I come hi barbs” Nicki said before she got to the screen

Nicki sat down next to Safaree and Sb scooted over for her. They set the computer between both of them while they both climbed under the huge fluffy comforter. They both got comfortable and looked at each other and smiled

“Hey barbs, let’s see who do I see, look Safaree they askin why are you so quiet”

“I’m not quiet I’m just still waking up after eating breakfast ya retards”

“Safaree….” Nicki said while dragging his name, and he shut up

“Ok! Hey TrebbleBarbie, Nickiscarebear, Pinkmunybarbie, Jessie_barbie, Ibodyybitches, cashleynika, VVSminaj, Candiqueen who else do I see TylerSoepic, Barndon_Minaj, XoRomanslover, ChicagoMinaj, pinkfridayken, dani, chrissy,  Islayyourfav, pastryomgminaj girl you crazy!, BossBarb, who else? Barbs where are you? Oh! NessZolanski, GoGettaminaj, Coupleboobs I love your name .com, Minajtrinirican ok!”

“Aye what up fam! Scaffbeezybro, scaffbeezyson, scaffbeezywife” Nicki gave him the death glare after the last name

Safaree looked up at Nicki and grinned really hard

“Broke cock”

“Dora Doll”

“So” Nicki said

Nicki smacked him with a pillow and he grabbed the reading pillow and they had a mini pillow fight! The barbs loved it

“Anyways” Nicki said fixing her hair

“First things first, the wedding is in a week! I can’t wait to see the few I invited, you all its gonna be spectacular and epic”

The barbs flooded the twitter timeline and the stream timeline.

“You want us to kiss??? Is this benefitting you in some type of way” Nicki said while folding her arms to the camera

“Aye we aint pornstars you pervs” Sb said while raising up off of his elbows

“You are so extra Sb”

“I’m extra?”

“Yeah yo ass extra you heard me the first time”

Sb grabbed Nicki by the shoulders and pulled her down on her back and started tickling her on camera. The barbs were laughing along with it and screaming OnikaFaree and putting hearts down the time line and how much they loved them to together, and also congratulations everywhere, and #Nicki&SBwedding was trending number 1 worldwide.

“Stop Safaree I can’t breathe” she coughed and laughed her crazy laugh

“Tell them you love me and you sorry”

“Nope I won’t give in”

The barbs tweeted things like “HB and SB are the best she so strong” and “HB don’t give in to the BC’s the BD’s rule this”

Sb looked at the stream and said

“BIG DAWG WONT GIVE IN, I’m finna get her feet”

The timeline was  screaming yesses

“Safaree… if you do my feet it’s on!”

“Ok bring it!”

Safaree and nick played and kissed and hugged the whole time on screen and the barbs told them how much they loved them.

“Show them the ring you have now, then we will show yall the wedding ring later after next week of course”

“look barbs” Nicki held it up to the screen so they could get good screen captures of Sb and Nicki smiling and her holding up her ring one last time.

“This nigga Scaffbeezybro said coonserely yours, lolz new word but SHUT UP NIGGA, let me text rex on yo ass ha! Coonserely”

Nicki smiled at the camera

“Barbs I will be keeping you guys posted along with the rest of the crew because they can’t hold water”

“Yeah especially BC nothing”

“Martin is gonna get a new phone because we still owe yall those calls after he lost the phone and had phone sex with yall” Nicki said sarcastically and Sb laughed hysterically

“Yo nick yo funny”

“Shut up” Nicki said giggling

“And yes he did lose the phone to answer yall question now hit him up on twitter and bash him”

“Bay you so wrong” Nicki said kissing his cheek, he fixed her curly hair out of her face

“Okay yall we gotta go” Sb said

“No we don’t “Nicki said in a stern voice bucking her eyes at Safaree

“Yes we do” Sb grabbed Nicki by her side and pulled her close and kissed her neck

“ On that note barbs I gotta go” Nicki said blinking slow and turning her head to face Safaree. They kissed

“By coons and coonistas, head coon gotta handle some business” when Sb said that he pulled Nicki under the cover and closed out the Ustream

“Nice ending” Nicki said

“Ha! I always wanted to do that shit! That felt good!”

“Why cause they think you getting some buffoon?”

“Yep!”

“Shut up pussyhole” Nicki said in her Jamaican accent

Sb loved when she did that

Nicki and Safaree watched 2 movies. My big fat Greek wedding and Transformers. Nicki loved those chick flicks and had popcorn Doritos and juice in big bowls and large cups. She turned her body to the left and told Sb

“Its 7 o’clock now let’s get dressed for our date on the beach”

“Iight” Sb said while stretching slowly sling out of the tall king sized bed

Nicki went down stairs while Sb was getting dressed and pulled out the picnic basket. She put her brown blanket in the basket first along with, frozen strawberries dipped in chocolate, wine, and 2 glasses, small sandwiches with the crust cut off, 4 candles, and chocolate syrup and whip cream. Nicki went upstairs and got dressed. SB was done by the time she was done packing up her basket

“Ugh now it’s gonna take you a million and 1 hours to get dressed.”

“Don’t try me! It’s not gonna take that long”

“So you say…. I’ll wait! Hurry yo ass up”

“LOOK! Don’t go there”

Sb turned to avoid any more arguing and Nicki went upstairs to get dressed. SB was laid back with some tan cargo shorts and a fresh white V-neck tee shirt with a black rosary and some fresh white ones. He put on one of his vvs studs and Gucci cologne, he grabbed the present he had Terrence go get for him. He turned around to the stairs to see a pretty Nicki coming out. Nicki had on cranberry purple and white. She had on a white corset top that gave you only a peek of her belly and some cranberry purple shorts and some geceppi wedge heels that were the same color as the shorts to match and a tear drop necklace that had white stones and silver bracelets and she smelled of Chloe’ perfume.

“You look nice”

“So do you Safaree” Nicki said looking up running her fingers thru her moose curly hair

“Could you grab the basket”

Sb grabbed the basket and they walked out the back of the Fiji beach home into the sunset and beach. They found them a spot they like close and went into the basket and pulled out the brown blanket and spread it out. They set down and Safaree poured two glasses of wine and set out the food.

“Look at the sun” Nicki said relaxed. Safaree didn’t look. He only looked at how luminescent her skin glowed in the sunset.

“Mmmhmmm it looks nice”

“Safaree you’re staring at me”

“I can’t help it you look beautiful babe, I love that I have you”

“I love that you want me, I just hope after we are married you keep that same look” she said rubbing his face

Sb took a strawberry and added more chocolate syrup to it and whip cream and placed it by Nicki’s mouth as he took a sip of wine. Nicki bit into the strawberry and chocolate dripped on the corner of her mouth and the top of her right breast. Safaree moved fast and reached across the blanket. Her licks the corner of her mouth and kissed her. Their sweet kissed lasted for about 2 minutes of nonstop tongue. Then he made a trail with his tongue down to the top of her breast and licked what else was left. After he did that Nicki pushed him away. She had made a promise before they left that she wasn’t going to do anything a week before the wedding. But she fed him the small sandwiches in return and he licked her fingers and kissed the top of her hands.

“This some shit like in the movies”

“You always gotta break the silence I enjoy”

“Yeah”

Nicki rolled her eyes but as soon as she did that Safaree reached for his present and pulled out a medium box with fendi bow wrapping on it.

“Is that for me”

“It is pink!” Safaree said sarcastically

“Give it here” Nicki said excited. She opened up the gift with care careful not to rip the wrapping

“Give it here you gon take all day, what are you going to do with this wrapping”

“Its fendi! I dont know really” they both laughed and he handed her the unwrapped gift . It was a black box and she was confused

“Open it crazy”

“Oh” Nicki opened up the box to see a double hearted Tiffany’s Pendant necklace. She squealed and cried.

“Thank you baby, I’m sorry I don’t have yo a gift” Nicki said, Sb came to her side and put the necklace on her

“I don’t need a gift but there’s plenty more surprises where that came from” Sb said smiling at the Barbie

“I love yo Safaree”

“I love when you say it” he giggled

“Take off those heels” he said while taking off his sneakers

“Why Faree” she looked confused

“Just do it please” Sb said

They both took off their shoes and SB scooped Nicki in his arms. He took her out into the water while she held on to his neck very tightly. Her slowly spoon her around in the water and gazed into her eyes.

“I can’t wait till we start a family, cook in a real home that we can say is OURS, and make love all day and night”

Nicki stroked his head with her hand

“And I can’t wait to scream at you, laugh at you, and boss you”

“What”

“I’m just kidding, but this is very relaxing, these shorts cost a fortune”

“We can always buy more nick”

“I know”

They both watched as the sun slowly disappeared into the orange lit sky. When it got dark they went in the house and showered and got ready for bed.

*Sorry I know it was extra-long but tell me what colors yall want to see Nicki and SB in so I can make their outfits and tell me how you liked this chapter! Oh! And by the way YALL KNOW! The story is not going to be smooth all the way thru. When the wedding gets here the drama will begin lolz, interlude soon Love @TrebbleBarbie*