Safaree's Interlude

*This is only Safaree I will zoom in on his life more without Nicki LOVE @TrebbleBarbie*

It had been going on 3 weeks since he seen or touched his wife and the day before thanks giving. Safaree was restless and miserable the whole 3 weeks. He had been calling Nicki none stop until she got her number changed; she actually went back to T-mobile because she knew he had access to the account to see the new number. He would call Martin everyday to try and speak but he would hear nicki in the back ground say little to nothing and Martin would tell him she didn’t want to speak. He technically counts this as not seeing his wife for 5 weeks because he only saw her for 1 hour 22 minutes and she was out the door after the argument.

Safaree’s days had been sad but his worst day was when Candi called him and told him that Monica was pregnant. Safaree cried in his mother’s house and even went crying to her. She just let him lay in her lap as he let out heart throbbing sobs of sadness, she was sad for him. Mrs. Samuels knew about the whole situation and she knew it wasn’t his fault. She even tried talking to nicki hinting on everything but nicki would just cut the conversation they were having short. Of course Nicki’s mother tried to talk to her, being that both of the mothers spoke to each other and knew of the split. But nicki still wouldn’t listen. At that moment nicki was living in her head, she would listen to music to blast out reality and the world awry.

Safaree started to lose weight from not eating. He would eat like a bird and not eat anymore. But he began to do pushups to blow off steam. When he would work out he would work out past the burn of his muscles. The lactic acid buildup in his arms was like a pain killer to his heart, it was numbing to the body. He worked out so hard one time he fainted, but that didn’t stop him from working out more. As he worked out he began to eat more. But the pain from working out didn’t match the pain that was running thru his veins. He was hurt because he hurt his wife, he didn’t even know if she was going to be his wife after she finds out about Monica’s baby.

Monica called Candi and told her a couple of days before that she was pregnant but she didn’t know whose baby it was. It was between safaree and her boyfriend and she was banking on safaree. The bitch was blood thirsty and she wanted him all to herself. She thought she beat nicki at something when really she was 10 steps behind. Nicki was 5 weeks pregnant and she didn’t know that. Monica asked Candi to give safaree her number so he could call her and she did. As soon as she got off the phone with her she called safaree and after that she called nicki. Candi gave her the whole run down about how it may not be his baby but nicki knew for sure it was so she was still pissed and even considered sending the papers to New York.

Safaree prayed every night and kept a smile on his face whenever he was around his family and now all of his family was coming in from Jamaica for the thanks giving celebration. They were really looking forward to seeing nicki but nicki had no intentions about being with him. Instead she flew her family to Florida to enjoy their feast.

Although he tried to hide his pain, his 2 sisters saw it the most. They could see right thru him and they knew he was depressed. Shanequa especially knew that he was holding back a lot just to look strong in appearance. When she came in that night she went to have a talk to safaree in his room.

“Come in” safaree said after he heard the knocking

“Hey bro”

“Hey baby sis”

“How have you been?”

“Making it I guess.”

“That’s what I wanted to talk to you about” Shanequa walked in and closed the door behind her. Safaree had been laying on the bed in just some grey sweats and socks, no tee shirt and no hat. Shanequa sat on the edge of the bed and leaned back on one arm to look over her shoulder at safaree in his face

“What’s up sis?”

“Have you talked to you wife?” safaree looked down at her and looked back up at the ceiling. She could tell he didn’t want to be reminded. He just shook his head no.

“Have you tried to call” she asked in a concerned tone

“Everyday sis”

“Safaree she’s going to forgive you. Even though you might have an addition to your family she is going to always love you. Love is unconditional and the love she had for you is unbearable.”

“She hates me”

“She’s saying that now. I mean if I was in her predicament I would be mad too that my husband went against his word. I’m sure she doesn’t give two shits about the bitch who practically raped you. She just mad you lied and did what you said you would do anymore and you have to pay the consequences of getting another bitch knocked up”

“See sis she will never forgive me because if this child is mine she won’t have my first born. My wife supposes to have my first born, not some bitch from the trap tryna tied me down with a baby so she can forever get my money.”

“Yeah but I’m sure she wouldn’t take it out on the baby. It’s not the baby’s fault but the two who made it. So yes she is mad at you but forgiveness will come. I’ve been praying on it too bro”

“I’ve been pleading on it what seems like forever, I just think she’s going to leave me. I’m done.im threw!” safaree sat up and scooted to the edge of the bed where his sister was and let his feet touch the ground in his white Hanes sock with the grey tips. He put his elbows to his knees and put his head in his hands and rubbed his face and head twice before looking at his sis in her eyes”

“God will work it out. And I don’t think that’s your baby. Aint no telling how many other dudes have fucked her. On that note have you gotten checked?”

“Yeah I did that when I got here; I made my appointment and got every test possible. I’m good she was clean but I was still prescribes with antibiotics just in case some other shit tried to sneak up on me”

“Ok good. And I’m guessing she is not coming up here for thanks giving?”

“Nope.”

Shanequa looked over at her brother who had his hands cross sitting in between his legs as his elbows rested on his thighs. He started to sniff a little and she knew he was going to cry. Safaree tried not to cry in front of his sisters for as long as he could remember. When his dad left them he promised he would be their rock, but today he was weak, his heart was weak, and his soul cried out for forgiveness from his wife.

“I know how love is safaree” she reached over and rubbed his left shoulder looking down at his platinum band that constantly reminded him why he still wanted to breathe. Safaree got up and put his crossed hands on his head and walked around the bed as he spoke to Shanequa not looking at her in her eyes. He was crying… ashamed

“Sis it’s like no matter how much I try, shit seems like its getting worst. My heart hates me; my mind tries to kill me. But I know if I kill myself nicki would hate me more. Sometimes I feel like God doesn’t hear my prayers. I prayed for daddy to comeback but he never did, I’m praying for my wife to come back but all I’m receiving is bad news… I can’t take this shit! Yeah I’m tough... but when it comes to nicki...” he looked down to the floor still crying and sucking up his tears. His nose ran his eyes were blood shot, and he looked like he hasn’t had sleep in decades. He looked horrible.

“Brother, never lose faith in God remember he was the one who gave her to you 11 years ago. He gave you life. Something’s that are happening are probably happening for a reason. God always has his reasons. He may never answer every prayer quick but best believe he will answer it when the time is right.”

“Thanks sis but, I call martin and I check up on her everyday”

“And what does he tell you?”

“He tells me that she is acting very hard and cold hearted. She cries herself to sleep. I feel so bad to be the cause of her heart ache when I promised I would be the last person or the person to never do that. I’ve failed her. Fuck it! I failed at life” his eyes were puffy but his tears were drying because he knew crying wasn’t going to get him anywhere.

“She’s being how you are. You two act exactly alike. You know that’s your wife when you two are separated and yall act completely the same. She isolates herself, cries, eats, sleeps from depression, cries some more and sleep. You isolate yourself and do the same except you don’t sleep and you work out instead of eat. But I will tell you this, me and her have been talking lately on Skype and I told her I would Skype her in a few. My lap top is down stairs” safaree flopped down on the bed and looked over to his sister

“You would do that for me sis. You are going to Skype her so I can see her?

“If you want me too”

“Of course I do”

“Ok hold on while I go get my Mac. Oh but there is one condition.”

“What?”’

“You can’t show your face or she won’t Skype.”

“Ok cool. I just want to see her Shanequa that’s all. I miss my wife, I want to hug her. I owe her so much. I just feel so dumb and stupid for the whole situation. My wife suppose to be carrying my child not this goofball” safaree looked away pissed off again. Their mother came towards the room.

“Is everything alright in here?” Mrs. Samuels asked looking at safaree fresh raw red face from crying

“Yes ma! Everything good. We just had a heart to heart”

“Awe ok, we’ll just to let yall know yall cousins will be here from Jamaica in a few like 6 hours from now”

“Ok ma!” safaree said. Mrs. Samuels walked out the room and headed back down stairs with Shanequa on her heels to go get her Mac book. She came back up stairs and plugged the charger into the wall and waited on the computer to boot. Safaree was all smiles now and you could see the life in him again for once in 3 weeks.

Inside safaree was nervous but excited to see his wife face. Safaree sat on the floor on the wall next to his full sized bed. Shanequa sat on the edge with one leg hanging off the bed so he could see the screen clear but nicki couldn’t see him. Shanequa saw she was on line and looked back at a smirking safaree.

“Ok I’m finna call her. Don’t say shit”

“Just call her dammit!”

“Alright! Alright already”

Shanequa pressed Video call on nickis profile. Nicki spoke as the video loaded, then the video popped on and safaree’s eyes lit up. Shanequa looked back at him and smiled.

“Hey nee nee” nicki said'

“Hey nicki nac”

“Hey how have you been this week?”

“I’ve been great chillen with the family. You know the family is flying up here!”

“Yes my mom told me.”

“Well how you been?” Shanequa asked concerned. Safaree looked at nicki without blinking. He paid attention to every aspect of her. He could tell she wasn’t doing well. She didn’t have on any makeup and under her eyes were dark from broken blood vessels in her bags from crying so much. Her cheeks were somewhat chubbier, her hair was in a messy bun, her lips were pink, and her nose was red from crying before. She had on a white beeda with no bra and some grey American eagle jogging pants. He just wanted to jump thru the screen and hold her and apologize for eternity, because he fucked up their ideal life style.

“I’ve been… I’ve been horrible nee nee. I sleep a lot because of depression. I don’t suppose to be depressed right now. And I’m eating a lot, just eating my life away. I talk to my barbs on twitter, and it usually cheers me up but that’s not working. My life without him is worthless but I can’t have a lying, cheating husband who has a child on the way by somebody else” safaree swallowed hard when he heard her say that out of her won mouth. He shifted in a different position how he was sitting but didn’t make too much noise.

“But you do understand it wasn’t his fault what happened. I mean... yes to some extent it was but not the baby and cheating. He didn’t mean to do that” nicki cried and pulled on her puffs plus lotion tissues that were on her bed and blew her nose.

“I know sis I’m just frustrated and mad. It’s best if we stayed apart.” Nicki looked down in her hands and fixed her tissues so she could dig in her nose. this frustrated safaree

“One day everything will come around”

“It will but it’s going to take me a while to get over the baby. What if it is his baby Shanequa? I don’t want him choosing me over the baby that not right. Every child deserves a father. I wouldn’t dare try to hurt an innocent child” Shanequa looked back and nodded her head at safaree saying I told you so with her face gestures

“You all will get thru it. That’s what will happen”

“Nee nee I can’t even talk to my best friends about this. So I’m grateful I have you here. It’s a surprise I gotta tell you but I will tell you later. I’m still trying to get over the fact that he won’t be here for our first Thanks giving dinner at our house. Ugh! I hate him but I love him. Fuck love! It’s always fuckin up people’s lives… sex too.” nicki giggle between sniffles and rolled her eyes at the last two comments she made

“It doesn’t have to be that way, call him and tell him to come home”

“Shit aint that easy nee nee. I need my space. If I see him I would fight him.”

“Okay I’m not pushing you but stop crying and stuff.  Go try and get some proper rest not tossing and turning.”

“Ok sis I will try.”

“My brother says he loves you and he says it every night to god. He’s been trying to call you”

“I know I changed my number.”

“Did you want me to relay a message or something?”

“Nope”

“Well okay I’m finna go help mama in the kitchen with all our curry chicken, jerk chicken, fresh white bread, rice and beans, corn, and so much more. Girl you missing out!” they laughed

“I know but…” nicki cut she short and just laid on the bed looking at the camera while they sat there silent waiting on nicki to finish her won sentence. Mrs. Carol called for her.

“Well I hear carol calling for you. You should go”

“Yeah sis I will call you next week, thanks for the therapy session again and relaying his message love you bye.” Nicki said waving

“Love you bye!”

Shanequa closed the Mac book and turned her body where she was facing her brother. Safaree sat there in a daze not blinking once. She could tell he was thinking, she could tell his heart was hurting, she could tell he wanted to be on the other side of that screen holding her… but he wasn’t. He asked himself in his head over and over again…

“Could this be life? This can’t be real; I’m living in a bad dream”

His mind and heart was racing at milliseconds. Shanequa got down on the floor and hugged him as he sat in that daze.

The next day was thanks giving and safaree was being occupied with his family. He tried not to think about nicki but he still called martin to see if she would speak but he was with his family and Jessie was with her family so it was no use to calling. He still enjoyed his family presence speaking in their native language. They danced sings, played games, caught up and exchanged pictures and made new memories with new picture. But it still wasn’t right because safaree was missing something, a big chunk of his heart, back at home… nowhere near him… but he kept smiling thru the questions and dinner.

*this is so emotionally draining! But I want yall to stick it out with me. As yall can see it’s a lil twist with this baby. So stay tuned and see what happens. and yes Safaree has a  soft spot and that Nicki, every man has one and every man hurt. Another interlude is next. LOVE @TrebbleBarbie*

Thin Line between Love and HATE!

*yall I’m sorry…DON’T beat me... that is all... enjoy! LOVE @TrebbleBarbie*

Safaree arrived back in Florida around 7:02 pm. The sun was still shining but it was a bright orange and golden color. It was around 70 degrees in Miami so safaree was dressed perfectly for the weather. On the plane ride over safaree prayed to the lord that somehow or someway that nicki could forgive him. He knew how his wife was and he knew he was not about to get off that easy. Before the door let down of the private jet safaree took a deep breath and readied himself for what was about to come. He was ready to see his wife in person and kiss her and hold her, but he was afraid of what was to come later. Safaree even thought about holding it in, but he knew it would eat him alive trying to keep something away from nick.

Nicki had been there for 2 hours already anxious to see safaree. She was so happy! She glowed with every step she took. She couldn’t wait to tell him about their newest addition so he can piss and call up his family. The time was so right and the day was perfect. Usually it rains in Florida everyday and never really gets to cold, just a spring breeze, but today it didn’t rain and the sun stayed shining. Nicki was on the runway in her porche truck waiting on safaree to walk down the private jet stairs.

Safaree took a step down the stairs of the private jet and saw nicki leaning against the truck. Safaree’s mind went blank of all the worry when he saw his wife. He grabbed tight to his LV duffle bag and ran down the stairs. When he got close to the car nicki stood up straight and walked towards him. She didn’t want to run because of her little bun in the oven. Safaree scooped nicki up and they kissed to what felt like eternity. Everything felt so right to him but so wrong because he knew he had to tell her.

“Hey big daddy! I see you missed mama!”

“You know I missed mama” he kissed her again. They pulled back from each other and smiled.

“I missed you more Faree” safaree slid her down his body slowly and hugged her tight. He put his nose to her hair and took a deep breath

“I missed your scent sweetheart, the whole family missed you, and they were wondering why you didn’t come and why you just sent me. But momma understood and she said she was grateful for you doing that because things like that make marriages last” safaree felt horrible telling her his mother said

“I’m glad I did too. It just makes us want each other more. My break was good and I hope you enjoyed your.” Safaree said nothing but picked up his duffle and threw it in the truck. He helped nicki into the passenger side and he drove home.

-

*back in New York*

“Hello Candi?”

“Yeah laur!”

“Now hwy in the hell you hang up on me? Something is wrong with you child”

“Because I did something stupid”

“What did you do? And you not happy for nicki?”

“I’m way more than happy but I gotta tell you something”

“What is it Candi?”

“Well don’t you know Monica the one that you didn’t get a good vibe from?”

“Yeah what about her?”

“Well she was the one to take safaree back and...”

“And what? Candi!”

“And… you can say she practically rape safaree. She had sex with him without a condom while he was passed out”

“Bitch what?”

“Yes Lauren! Omg I don’t know what to do. I feel so bad for bringing her around safaree. She said she did not know who he was. I don’t understand why she would go for him though and I told her he was my brother”

“Because that’s what nasty gold diggin bitches like herself do. When they see a nigga with money they gon try and bag his ass with a child or anything. And I believe that’s exactly what she was thinking.”

“I feel so bad. Nicki is going to hate me”

“You should! And she might not even talk to your ass anymore. I told you I didn’t have a good vibe from that ugly nerd bitch! I knew she was up to something”

“I kicked her out of my house after we got off the phone I told her I would talk to her later. I can’t believe that she would do that and then she had the nerve to say he kept saying nicki name but she aint know who it was, and she saw his tattoo but she still didn’t know who she was. I don’t get it. I’m just frustrated. But laur! I don’t want to lose my bestest friend over a friend I talk to every two years. It’s unethical and unreal like I can’t believe this shit. I know nicki is going to hate me.”

“Well, after SB tells her we will see. Did he say when he was going to tell her? You know he don’t know anything about the baby right?!!! And she was going to surprise him. Omg this will be a horrible day if he tells her now”

“Well newsflash he said he’s telling her today and I hate myself and I’m about to lose my best friend of 22 years! Shout out to that shit. Lauren I have to get away! I will call you when I can. I love you bye.”

“But can...” 

the phone cut Lauren off before she could say anything else. She was worried for both of her best friends and safaree. Life just wasn’t right. Lauren sighed and waited by the phone until she got the dreadful call from Onika because she knew it was coming, her throat was in her gut, she no longer was happy.

-

“Baby why you haven’t said anything the whole ride home” nicki said to safaree. He was thinking the whole time about how he would come out and say it.

Nicki was excited about what was at home and ready to tell him.

“Baby, nothing is wrong with me I’m just thinking.” They pulled up to the house and got out the car. Safaree got out first and helped nicki out the car and stood there staring at her bright cool-aid smile. He knew some way that he wasn’t going to see it for a while so he sucked it all in. he kissed her like he would never kiss her again and let her go.

“Dang baby what was that for? I was finna rip my clothes off right here that was so good”

“I love you” was all he could say.

“Aren’t you getting your bags out the car?”

“In a second”

“Oh okay. Baby I have a surprise for you and I want you to play this little ga...” he cut her off. He grabbed her by her waist and turned her around to speak to her

“Before we go in Onika I have to tell you something, it not the best thing, so hold out on the surprise baby because this is very important. I said I would never lie to you and love you unconditionally and the best time to tell you are now… I mean I was going to tell you anyways… baby just promise me you will continue loving me, please don’t hate me.” Nicki was messing with the keys to open the door.

“Safaree, just tell me safaree, I could never hate you, just tell me, just come out and say it your scarring me.” Nicki said while opening the door and letting them in. as soon as they step foot in the door safaree closed it and pressed his back to it with his head down.

“Well, when I was in New York you know I visited all my family and stuff, but I also hung with the guys a lot. We caught up on a lot of things and had fun. But last night before I came in today, I went to club hush, I got Candi and Lauren and their friends a stretch porche so they can ride up in style and them bottles of rose so everybody was free getting in. then I got the hotel so I wouldn’t disturb my mother coming home at 5 or 6 in the morning. I called you and told you that. But then before I started drinking I promised the guys I would get pissy drunk with them since we haven’t did it in almost 2 years. But instead of just drink regular drinks they made me try Lean and I was not use to it. My body was complete numb to it. I couldn’t feel anything and I don’t remember shit that happened. I was high off the lean and passed out. But before I passed out I know Candice introduced me to her friend named Monica and she tried to shake my hand but I didn’t shake it. I told Lauren to drive my car back to the hotel when I was pissy drunk but everybody got slapped so that didn’t help.  But I guess Candi friend Monica drove me back and helped me to the room. I blacked out literally after that, I remember calling your name but no response. I woke up and I was naked only with jewelry and socks on. My wallet was empty of the stack that I put in it. I knew something had gone down. So I looked up at the bathroom door to see Candi friend Monica. She practically told me she had sex with me while I was under the influence. Okay there you go I said it” he took a deep breath but prepared himself for the worst. But all he knew was that he got it off of his chest and maybe they could move forward from there.

“So you had sex with her? So you fucked her?” nicki was stunned at what she just heard coming from her own husbands mouth. She placed her hands on her hips and started to pace the white marble beneath her waiting on a response from her husband. She was flustered and outraged; this really defeated her and knocked everything about the surprise out the water. Aint no way in hell she was telling him about the baby now.

“Dats…Dats not what I’m saying baby she…” he stumbled over his words and she cut him off

“No! That is what you’re saying; you’re saying you cheated on me.” Nicki said pacing the floor giving him side eyes every time she walked past.

“Baby it was a mistake.”

“No, no safaree why would you go out and drink, when you haven’t drink heavy in a whole year and some change? Why would you start now?”

“Sweetheart! You told me to go have fun with the guys…”

“No! I said to have fun with your friends! Not get drunk and fuck another plain Jane bitch”

“Baby I tried lean with the Vaks and I wasn’t use to it, my body reacted poorly to it so I didn’t know what was going on.”

“What made it right in your mind to try lean? Then go out? Especially when you haven’t tried it before. Do you know you could have overdosed on that shit, its cough syrup! You aint got no muthafuckin cold! You out there tryna keep up with your stupid ass friend, that’s why I don’t like those ol’ crusty muthafuckas…”

“But you know them my friends though; you the one who sent me out there for 2 weeks… and if you didn’t like them why did you send me out there?”

“Because they yo dusty ass friends and I knew it would have made you happy but I never thought sending you out there would ruin our marriage and be the biggest mistake of my life.” Nicki pushed his chest but kept pacing the white marble.

“Baby I wasn’t lucid I was passed the fuck out. I promise I didn’t mean too…”

“I don’t want to hear your fucking excuses...”

“Baby it’s not an excuse it’s the truth”

“Safaree I don’t know what the fuck is the truth anymore! You promised me you wouldn’t drink that heavy anymore, and at one point in time you were becoming an alcoholic. That’s a problem for me. And then you did the dummy out of all things and tried lean? I can’t believe you”

“But…. But”

“But the fuck nothing! You cheated plain and simple.”

“Baby it was done unconsciously I dint mean too” safaree said trying to stare her in the eyes as she kept pacing very fast. He wanted to read her expressions but couldn’t.

“But you did, unconscious or conscious you did it.”

“Baby listen to me…”

“Listen my ass” she stopped and stared him in the face

“I’m sorry baby, I’m sorry, I just… I just… I fucked up. You right there is no excuse for my actions.”

“Yeah! You did fuck up; you fucked up bad, why would you do this to me? Why would you do this to us?

“I don’t know, it’s like one minute I was drinking and the next minute I woke up  and I was naked and she was standing in the bathroom door way”

“Well did you like the view?” nicki said with an attitude sarcastically.

“Dammit nicki stop! I dint mean too! You know I only have eyes for you”

“Coulda fooled me!” nicki said in a cold giggle looking at safaree with tears in her eyes while her mascara ran.

“Are you fucking kidding me right now nicki? I worship the fucking ground you walk on! For god sakes I didn’t even want to leave! You made me!”

“Don’t give me that sentimental bull shit!” Nicki’s heart froze over again.

“Baby please just forgives me! I made a fucked up decision to drink”

“You got that right. Forgiveness is probably the furthest thing from my mind right now because you and Candi are not on my good side! Better yet yall two niggas on my shit list.”

“Love is many things but never unsure. We can work on this Onika this is what the hard times are about. The trials we go thru together helps us build our strength in marriage.

“You don’t know what the fuck a marriage is. If you did this wouldn’t have never happened. You let this happened… you let this happen to us.” Nick broke down and cried holding her head to the ceiling

“I chose to drink but I did not blatantly choose to leave with Monica. I even left it up to Lauren to drive the care home. I dint plan this, I dint want this, just try and hear me out Onika.”

“Don’t say that bitch name in my house… I heard you out and I heard what the fuck you had to say. All it sounds like is I CHEATED candy coated” she spat the words in his face. He closed his eyes and squeezed them tight at the words she said. It hurt him more than it hurt her because he knew that wasn’t his intention and he knew his life was in turmoil.

“I’m sorry baby” safaree dropped to his knees in tears.

“I’m sorry my ass. Don’t I’m sorry me. Fuck you and Candi too for bringing that bitch. All this shit is weak as fuck.”

“Please don’t do this nicki” he reached out and grabbed nickis waist while he was still on his knees and put his face in her tummy. He didn’t know at the moment his baby was there.

“Don’t please nicki me, I didn’t ruin our marriage YOU DID! You went to New York, you got high off lean, YOU left the club with that sack of what the fuck, and I’m guessing she got to drive your car! I didn’t even get to drive your car, and I bought the shit! I’m so done with you, I’m over you, and I’m over the situation. I can’t stress myself out”

“I dint let her drive my shit my keys were in my pocket, but like I said I don’t know what happened that night I’m sorry! I really am.”

“Well do you know if she used a condom safaree?” nicki crossed her arms and looked down at safaree still on his knees. He stood up and looked her dead in the eyes. She read the guilt on his face and automatically knew the answer before he spoke.

“I checked, and I didn’t see anything, no wrappings no nothing. I promise you I didn’t mean to Onika please don’t leave me.”

“Ha! She aint use one? Are you fucking kidding me! So you telling me this bitch might be pregnant with your child, and you may have caught something?” this struck nicki the most because she remembered at that moment she was pregnant herself. She went into a gaze as he spoke.

“Baby I don’t know she could be lying”

“Naw she aint lying! Because if a bitch sees a nigga with money they are going to try and trap yo ass!”

“I know and I feel stupid about it but baby don’t leave me, let’s work on us, let’s work this out” all safaree thought about was his life becoming depressing and not being with the love of his life.

“You don’t get it, it’s not us anymore. She took you from me. You were the only thing I could call mines that nobody had.” Nicki sat down on the stairs and waited on him to respond. Both of their faces were red and puffy from crying.

“And I’m still yours till the death of me” he put his hand to his heart.

“You don’t get it baby. Somebody else had you, contaminated you, touched you”

“Baby…”

“No just stop! I’ve lost a best friend because of this and I lost my biggest fan, my husband, my lover, my knight, my male bestest friend, my ride or die. I can’t trust you anymore. And when I sent you up there it was to prove to myself, that I trusted you with all my heart.”

“And you still can trust me” safaree said holding his hands on each side of him.

“I can’t safaree, I can’t, I let you go for 2 weeks and you come back and this is what you tell me. This was only 2 weeks! What happens when or if I had to be away from you for 2 months or more? You know out of all people I can’t trust after you lose it”

“But you are my wife and I am your husband, give me a chance. I will never leave your side ever. I don’t know what to do Onika; I don’t know how to live without you. I made you my life, I can’t be without you.”

“And I can’t be without you but this is something I can’t bare.” Nicki stood up and walked to the door walking passed him. He rushed behind her and grabbed her hips being a natural response when they are arguing.

“I refuse to be without you”

“Let me go safaree”

“No!”

“Let me go safaree, just let me go!” she tried to fight him off but he didn’t prevail

“No I will never let you go”

“Let me go now, I tried talking to you. I can’t get over this that quick, this isn’t a quick fix.”

“I’m not trying to make it a quick fix, but don’t shut me out.”

“No! You don’t get to say that!” nicki put her index finger in his face as best she could because he was so tall.

“What do you mean” safaree had a pleading look on his face

“You don’t get to try and fix it right now. Its non fixable right now. The more I talk at you right now, the more I hate you. The more look at you the more disgusted I become.”

“Don’t say that! You don’t hate me. You love me, you’re just upset.”

“No! don’t tell me what I am, this is not the safaree I married, the safaree I married was suppose to protect me and all the things that were ours, the safaree I married was suppose to protect my heart from the stab wounds, not let the groupies win. The safaree that’s standing in front of me has shattered and broken my heart…” she coughed out her cry before it became the wrenching sobs.

“Let me piece it back together I know it will take time, a and time heals all. Please don’t hate me, please don’t leave me. It was a dumb, selfish mistake. We can build from this Onika. We can grow. Trials and tribulations may come, but just don’t abandon us. I know you in and out and I feel as though you are going to leave. I’m willing to work on us and you should be too. We’ve been together for too long. Don’t end our marriage over one dumb mistake I wasn’t even aware of.” Safaree cried every last word out pleading to a crying nicki. Suspense filled his heart waiting on her next answer.

“I don’t want to end us, I don’t want to abandon us, but I need time, I need time for me, and I need time to think so I believe it’s best if you leave.”

“But if I leave I know you will never let me back in. your too stubborn to call, or text so I don’t want too.”

“What do you mean safaree?”

“You won’t let me back into your heart if I won’t stay in your sight. It’s easier for you to forget about me if I’m not there” he read her like a book because that was her plan.

“Well that’s not your decision, you lost decision making when you lost control last night. I need space, I need time.”

“So you’re not willing to work? You’re giving up?”

“This is working on us. I will send you papers when or if I make a different decision.”

“Don’t say that. Yo son! We will be together until we die and I mean that.”

“And a day ago I would have agreed, but it’s not that clear anymore”

“Baby please”

“No you have to go” nicki opened up the front door

“But…”

“Just go!”

“Nicki…” safaree hung his head. He was defeated by this whole argument he just had with his wife.

“I’m leaving, when I get back here in an hour I expect you to be gone.” Nicki walked out the door

“Nicki but I love you I don’t want to leave” she closed the door in his face before he could finish his sentence.

 Safaree fell to his knees and cried like a baby. He was losing his most prized possession, but he would do anything to get her back… anything. Nicki got in her truck and started it up and took off. She cried so hard for two miles she had to pull over to finish crying. She laid her red face on the steering wheel and balled her eyes out. She took her hot pink black berry from the cup holder and texted Lauren.

Nicki: hey! The worst shit just happened. My marriage is over.

Lauren: omg I’m so sorry baby I just found out 2 hours ago from Candi what happened. We will get thru this

Nicki: I officially hate that bitch and I’m going to call her and tell her. And I will have a search crew looking for that bitch Monica having sex with my mutha fuckin man. I can’t take this. If anybody calls you tell them I’m at the beach. I need to go clear my mind love you!

Lauren: somehow you will forgive your husband. We will talk more later. And ok I will let martin know. And don’t kill anybody! I need you to still be nicki minaj lol! Love you more talk to you real soon. Go and clear your mind and don’t stress my niece out ;)

Nicki: that’s why I’m going to relax. It’s not the baby fault and all this stress on my body is taking it out on the baby. So I’m tryna chill. But I’m off to the beach. P.s: I’m finna cuss the shit out of Candi! NOW CALLING! Pray for her ears!

Lauren: omg!

Nicki pulled back on to the road making it to Miami Beach around sunset. Before she got out the care. She called Candice.

“Hello?” nicki said

“Hello nick?”

“What the fuck is up with your friend?”

“What do you mean nick? What friend are you talking about?”

“bitch don’t play me for boo boo the fool, you know what friend I’m talking about, the one safaree met at the club and took his ol’ dumbass back to the hotel. Yeah who is dat bitch… oh waiting…? I know it aint that nerdy bitch you introduced me and Lauren too in high school! Then she left.”

“Omg nicki I’m so sorry”

“Oh I thought you aint know what friend I was talking about?”

“Nicki I can explain”

“How the fuck you gon explain? You knew what type of bitch she was, why did you bring her around my husband?”

“First of all yes that’s her; second of all she came up to New York from Florida by surprise, and third of all stops calling me out my name, I’m your friend”

“Fuck a friend! That bitch live in Florida for real? Oh okay. And friends don’t bring their gold digging friends around their real best friend’s rich husband, and also a friend who is always there! How could you?”

“Nicki I didn’t know she would come after him. Safaree didn’t even shake her hand when I introduced them and he had on his wedding ring. I bought her just to have fun, but I never meant to hurt you. And I just found out about the baby.”

“You were supposed to be watching him, and you didn’t do that. You let that stank rough pussy hoe come in and ruin what I and safaree built.”

“I promise you nicki I didn’t mean to… I didn’t think she would go for him.”

“But you weren’t 100% sure so you have stuck with her throughout the night.”

“But nicki safaree bought us 5 bottles of rose. We were all drunk to the point where we aint understand shit. So I couldn’t watch him or her.”

“But I don’t give a fuck! Point blank is, I hate you, I’m done with you, and I’m over this! But wait… what did she say when you talked to ha?”

“She just said he kept saying your name and she saw the tattoo on his chest. She didn’t know who you were till I spoke with her. She said she didn’t know that you were that nicki… nicki minaj.”

“Wait, wait, and wait! She doesn’t know who the fuck nicki minaj is? Who is she? WHORU? That bitch know who the fuck I am, she know who the fuck safaree is, because his ass is with me every fuckin where I go. And you dumber than a box of rocks if you seriously believed that chicken noodle bitch”

“I believed her because she say she don’t listen to you.”

“BITCH! She heard pink Friday! Everybody got pinkfriday! She heard did it on em, that’s why she went for my husband.”

“I meant for none of this to happen. Please don’t treat me like this. I didn’t fuck him! She did! She just happened to be my friend.”

“Fuck you right about now”

“We aint got to take it that far nicki!”

“Yes the fuck we do! Bitch I’m pregnant, my husband’s a cheater because he cheated on me with YOUR friend. I can’t stand you so just take responsibility for it. You bought her there so claim that shit, if yo dude was here I would watch his punk ass like a hawk.”

“And I know you would, and that’s why I’m so sorry. I hope you can forgive me for bringing that hoe around him.”

“Naw bitch I will think about it. You need to use your mind more.”

“Well just to let you know I’m not friends with her no more. I choose you over her anyway. I can’t afford to lose you and safaree. I would do anything to fix yall relationship.”

“Naw! You still her friend Candice! You want to know why?”

“What why? I don’t want to be friends with someone like dat “

“Um! You need to keep me in the loop with her. I hate you right now, but I love you, but I hate the stupid ass decisions yo cock-a-tu face ass make”

“And I love you too nicki, and I’m sorry. But just know it wasn’t safaree’s fault.”

“Just know sorry not making my heart heals faster. When we speak now it’s only on updates until I can get over you and you’re fucked up ways. You owe me. I’m done”

Nicki hung up the phone and laid her head against the head rest of her seat and exhale hard. She was so mad at the world right now she didn’t know what to do. Since she was pregnant she couldn’t go drink it off of lash out at the world. She would simply call Lauren and call her mother that night and try to make since of what she was just told.

Nicki got out of her truck and switched out of her addias sneakers into her Gucci white flip flops. She looked out into the beach as she closed her door. It wasn’t a lot of people there because it was early November but it was still nice out. People were leaving gathering their kids because they had school the next day and it was 8:05pm already. The sunset was pink and orange and nicki loved it. As she walked towards the water, she took deep breaths to relieve the tension in her chest.

She spread her purple towel on the sand and kicked off her flip flops. She rolled up her burnt orange velour jogging suit pants and walked towards the water. The waves and tides were high because of the warm wind. The wind hit nicki on her right side blowing all of her hair to the left. She put on her hood and stuck her feet in the water and looked out into the sun set and prayed. She let all her worries go and left them to god.

She began to talk to herself to understand why man did what they do. Words became a poem, and the poem became a tune, and the tune became a song as she stood there dropping all of her worries in the water. Water was a symbol of pureness to her and cleansing so the beach was perfect for that night.

-

Safaree went upstairs and packed all that he could and filled his army duffle bag, and 6 other suit cases. He was going to stay back in New York with his mom and he would call her on the way there. He really needed to talk to her; she was the only person other than nicki who could calm him down. Safaree called their driver Lawrence to pick him up and take him back to the airport.

As safaree was about to get in the car he took one last look at the place he once called home and sighed deeply and put his ray bans on. One tear slid from under the glasses and he got in the car and he headed for the airport.

*rough right! I cried twice writing this! This shit is crazy! She kicked his ass out! lolz she only cool with Candice right now just to see if that bitch got pregnant by her man or if she try and pull some more shit. Nicki love the word bitch right? lmfao. Do yall think she should forgive Candice? I don’t but she does! But the moral of the story is everybody makes mistakes. Comment Love @TrebbleBarbie*

Boy Night Out

*DO NOT KILL ME!!!! I repeat: DO NOT KILL ME #thatisall @TrebbleBarbie Yall might wanna grab tissue just saying*

Safaree had been counting down the days till he could go home. He was already tired of the Vaks and Candi slapping him upside the head with magazines for letting the Vaks smoke loud in her home. He was ready to lie up again and smell Nicki’s sweet Chloe scent. But it was now 2 days before he went home and he wanted to get the last few days of fun in. he was going to celebrate like it was some body’s birthday. He stayed with his mother the whole time he had been out there because she didn’t let him go to a hotel. So he slept in his full size bed that he use to have as a teen. He had seen Lauren, she was acting funny towards him, all bubbly and shit but he didn’t know why. He just brushed it off and kept going.

Safaree went to his BBM Network group and messaged everybody. He messaged all the dj’s, radio shows, clubs, and told them that he would be at club HYPE tonight. All bottles on him and make the ladies free. Tonight is his last niggas night out and he is going to make the best of it. Later on that day he told his mother and sisters and stuff good bye after he took them on shopping spree’s and fed them. His mother cried in his arms because she wouldn’t be seeing him for another 2 months.

Safaree got his luggage and headed down to New York, New York. He was staying at the Hyatt hotel in the suit #1208. It contained white carpet, marble granite top island in the kitchen, a Jacuzzi, shower, 2 toilets that’s safaree didn’t know nothing about, and a king sized bed. He called up nicki and told her about it, but she was in the middle of photo shoots and radio interviews and doing commercials for the new granola bar she got a deal for. Nicki blew it off and she didn’t mind because she knew that the Vaks would be there with him. He called them and told them to come and they bought music, liquor, loud and the ingredients to make lean.

He knew this night was going to be crazy and he prepared himself for the worst because he promised Vincent he would drink with them. Safaree hadn’t drunk heavy in almost 2 years because he promised nicki he wouldn’t drink hard anymore. But this is the last time he would see his boys for a while, he wanted to it with a bang. Cause the next day at 4pm he’s flying out and nicki is coming to pick him up from the air port

-

“Candice which dress should I wear?”

“I don’t know girl you have tried on 7 got damn dresses” they laughed

“You know how I am girl”

“Yeah I know”

“But you said we are going to be in VIP tonight at the HYPE club, do you know that’s the most talked about club and we will be VIP with all the sexy niggas and ballas and celebs”

“Yeah, I know! Why you think I’m tryna gets sexified!”

“Ha! We are going to be two bad bitches”

“Sure is” Candi said shaking her head

“Oh yeah my brother sent me a stretch porche so we can ride up in style there and I told him I’m bringing more than 10 people... hold on” Candice phone rang

“Hello?”

“Hey Candi”

“Hey laur! What are you doing I hope getting dressed because yo crazy ass take longer than short stuff in Florida”

“I know, yeah I’m doing my weave right now, you know I gotta be boss from head to toe, I’m that man eater.”

“Girl you engaged cut it out”

“Whatever I’m still killing the land”

“Blah blah blah” Candi said sarcastically.

“Yeah but what you say about safaree earlier I couldn’t read it I was under the dry tryna dry dis shit”

“Oh I said he got us a stretch porche so all of us can go.”

“Oh um! Is that girl still going?”

“Which girl laur?”

“The one who came up here from Florida, your friend that I haven’t liked since I saw her back in the day”

“You know, you should really drop that Lauren, we are grown now, and plus she aint do nothing to you or nicki so what’s the problem”

“Girl I don’t get a good feeling about her, her vibe aint right”

“Girl she cool trust me I got her”

“Alright but I’m keeping my eye on her, after I get my ROSE I won’t be thinking about her” Lauren laughed at her self

“We are crazy but love you be ready at like 7 we will make it to Brooklyn around that time.”

“Iight lil mama”

“Don’t call me that ugly dog lookin bitch”

“Don’t make me cry Lauren ha!” they both cracked up laughing

“You know what good bye girl” they both hung up

“Candice” Monica said

“WATS up moni?”

“Um can you flat iron my hair for me? Our hair is going to take 2 hours alone”

“Hell to you! Not mine I almost aint got no hair on my head. You should cut yours you would look cute with short hair”

“I don’t know Candi, but everybody keep telling me”

“You should”

“We will see… oh yeah I gotta find my digital camera cause we finna be cute tonight and I have to make sure I get these pictures and make the hoes jealous”

“You know it” they hi 5’d each other as Candi got the comb out and parted Monica’s hair into sections

-

*back at home*

“Jessie can you get me some water I’m kind of dizzy”

“Sure boss lady just sit down right here” jess helped nicki sit on the white marble floor as she ran to get cold water and a bananas for her potassium.

Nicki had been working on safaree’s baby surprise for the past week but now she is starting to put it together but wearing herself out.

“Didn’t I tell you to take a chill pill woman?”

“Yeah but we gotta get this shit done, he thinks I’m doing photo shoot ha!”

“You’re such a bad girl hb”

Nicki phone vibrated. It was safaree tweeting

@scaffbeezy: COON”S NIGHT OUT EPICNESS!!!!!

“Is that what he said jess?”

“Yep”

“Tweet this for me”

@Nickiminaj: Buffoons… was that #nesscry

Jessie laughed tweeting it. The barbs eat it up and everybody was dying and kicking and screaming virtually

“Candice tweeted and said SIS U BETTER SAY DAT SHIT, and Lauren said EXACTLY THEY ARE EPICFAILS!”

“Ha! I love my sisters”

“They are hilarious” Jessie said

“Come help me up I’m ready to finish”

“Okay”

Nicki and Jessie had been setting up the little game nicki wanted safaree to play as soon as he step foot on the property. There would be 7 cards and the 7 cards have clues on them. The clues aren’t easy neither so he wouldn’t get it right away. The letters are mixed up too, but he has to solve the rhyme to figure out where the next card and letter is. The letters spelt out HI DADDY! Jessie made them out of news paper and magazines making them look like a ransom letter. At the end of the game, nicki is the one with the last letter to game and she will hold the Y to daddy and hold up green 0 month onezie. She just knew safaree would be up to this crazy shit and cuss her out along the way because he hated problem solving.

-

“Yall coons ready?”

“hell yeah” everybody screamed”

Safaree had on a red v neck tee from YSL, his cahmbella balls around his neck and left wrist, on his right wrist was his famous watch, Armani dark blue jeans, red and grey Yankees fitted cap, his wedding band, and some red custom leather air force ones he picked up from Leaders earlier in the week. He hopped in the matching Ferrari and pulled off fast. The guys were behind him on their bikes headed towards the city.

-

*honk*

“Oh shit the stretch is out there” Candi yelled out

Monica came running out in a cute number combing her hair sown from putting on her makeup. She kept it simple but sexy just a little lip gloss and natural foundation and some sheer. She had on this blue jean bodycon dress that hugged her curves, a two finger silver rhinestone ring, stud silver earrings, and link chains that were silver and purplish pumps.

Candi was cute too. She had on an all leopard jumpsuit with YSL red pumps on and a Dior red clutch. Her Mohawk was done to perfection; she added a piece of red hair to her Mohawk and curled it to the funky style needed to match her classy but very sexy swag for the night. She had on all gold accessories and added 2 red bangles to her gold ones. She had on long gold chandelier earrings that spiced up everything and Candi looked like a Barbie looking for her ken.

“You got all your shit” Candi asked

“Yep let’s go! Girl’s night out! White girl waited BITCH!!!!”

They slapped five and hopped in the stretch and drove off to go pick up the rest of the females. They made it to Lauren’s house and got her. Lauren decided to wear Green and gold. Lauren had on some red bottom gold strassed pumps, gold Jewelry, hair crimped, green eye shadow but not too much, skinny leg jeans, and her sheer green top. She smelled of Jessica Simpson perfume looked very hot!

“Hey ladies” Lauren said to the 9 girls in the car already

“Heyyyyyyy“everybody said

“Look who’s sexy”

“Look whose talking” Lauren turned around and said to Candi

“Thank you” Lauren said

“Hi Lauren I’m Monica”

“I know, and how are you” Lauren said acting corrigible

“I’m fine I’m ready to PARTAY!” Monica said like a white girl and everybody got quiet and looked at her. Candi snickered and Lauren gave her this funny wtf look.

“Just don’t say anything else before they heat your proper ass” Candi said whispering to her. Everybody busted out laughing

“Well let’s have fun ladies, we are on our way bachelors”

“Lauren shut up you aint single”

“Bitch woo tonight I am”

“With an engagement ring on?”

Lauren looked down and smiled

“Oh you right! But I’m still finna shake my ass and sip rose for free bitches” the bus got loud and started dancing in their seats to the music on the way to the club.

-

Safaree and the guys had been there for a while living it up drinking Ace of spades, ROSE, NUVEO, Svedka (all kinds), and lean. Some had dark liquor and most drunk light liquor, a few of the guys was even drinking wine. But safaree was drinking all light and lean for the first time getting slapped. They were hyping the crowd up and the DJ’s shouting him out. Safaree packed HYPE to its limit and it was starting to overflow.

“YO YO YO, ya boy safaree is in the building, all bottles on him and all ladies are free. He not free though so don’t touch him ha! He said enjoy yall selves”

Safaree held up his two white cups and took a gulp of lean. He was already feeling the Svedka kicking in and now the lean which had him semi high. The girls arrived and safaree was excited to see his sisters.

“Hey Faree” Candi gave him a hug

“Hey sis”

“Wait is you drinking?”

“Yep, just for this night”

“You already drunk don’t do too much alright”

“Man I got this”

“Alright man, stay cool”

“I’m good, but who all you bought with you. You know the guys want to get acquainted”

“Well this is my friend Monica, and Monica this is my brother safaree”

“Hey how are you” Monica held out her hand, but safaree didn’t take it. Instead he took a sip out of his cup

“I’m Beezy”

Candice didn’t go into detail that safaree was. She just automatically assumed that she knew who he was. In reality she didn’t know who he was and all she knew was that he had money and he was sexy as fuck. Where ever he was going afterwards she wanted to make sure she went too, so she made a promise to herself not to get to drunk but still party hard.

“Lauren”

“Beezy corn ball”

“Hey sis” he gave Lauren a hug

“Hey”

“You know your future over there smoking right”

“You such a trick” Lauren hit him in the side playfully

“I know, but I’m slapped”

“Well do nicki know your drinking?”

“No but she told me to have fun and this is what I’m doing on my last day here”

“Awe ok imma let you slide G”

“Ha! Thanks in advance. If I get to slapped and pissy drunk drive my baby back to my mommas, I’ll catch a cab or somewhat”

“Ok bro”

“Iight go have fun”

“Oh yeah where my 5 bottles of ROSE?”

“They should be over there for you and Candi, that pink spot over there”

“Cool”

Safaree went back to the guts and sipped his drink. He never did the smoking thing the last time he smoked he thought he was walking on air and he said never again will he do that. So he kept drinking. He didn’t drink because he was sad this time, he didn’t drink because he was stressed out, he didn’t drink because he was having relationship problems, but he drunk to celebrate life and friendship, he was in a happy place.

Ass remix came on and Candi and Lauren and a few other girls got crazy!

“My bitch on this song” Candi yelled out. She stank walked to Monica and grabbed her to dance and they dance and twerked until they got tired with their drinks in their hand.

“Oh shit girl I’m tired” Lauren said yelling over to Lauren

Candi held her drank up still bouncing to the beat but tired as hell

“Shit me too, I need to sit my blackass down somewhere but I can’t”

“Bitch you slapped already” the girls laughed as they friend Kim said that

“Girl yo ugly ass is too” the girl exchanged laughs

Tatted up by FABO came on and the club went wild! Safaree and his friends was pouring vodka down on the girls in the crowd and Candi and Lauren was dancing up on each other. They wish nicki was there because she would have been doing her 1 arm dance pointing to her tattoo. The girls missed their sister but they knew they would see her soon.

Monica sat down by one of the girls that road in with them and held a small conversation. Everybody around her was drunk and they had been there for some hours. It was going on 1 and they got there at 9pm. The club was still going strong though. Monica had her eye on one dude and that was safaree.

Safaree felt like he was on cloud 9. He was so high from the lean he didn’t know what to do. His body wasn’t use to it but he wanted to try it. Everything moved slowly and everything sounded mashed together but he was still having fun with the guys who were know stupid high and drunk. You could tell they were all gone because they were quiet and lay back on the couches with their eyes closed.

While Candice and Lauren and them were pissy drunk dancing and laughing not paying attention to her she slipped away and got close to safaree.

“Hey hunny” she said in his ear. She knew he was high from lean because she saw the purple in his white cup. She was ready to take advantage of this. This was her opportunity and she wanted him.

“Hey” safaree said barely opening his eyes lost and high and pissy drunk

“Did you need someone to take you back to your place?”

“Yeah, but I’m good lil mama”

She giggled

“Ill take you back, I’m Candice friend I’m sure she doesn’t mind”

Safaree being high and drunk allowed her to have access to his pocket to get his keys. She helped him up but he stumbled, she helped him walk but some of the Vaks stopped her.

“Where you going with safaree miss” trey asked her

“I’m Candice friend and she wanted me to help him”

“Awe ok” she giggled to herself how all the drunken niggas fell for her scheme. She was going to get this nigga.

Safaree and she made their way out the back entrance where nobody could see them. She unlocked his care and helped him into the passenger side. She hopped in the driver’s side and started the engine.

“Nicki be careful with my care” he blurted out. Monica giggled again

“Baby who is nicki, I’m Monica remember, and trust me I will be very careful. Where are you staying?” she said licking her lip and looking safaree up and down as if he looked like something to eat. She grabbed his leg

“Um at the hy…”

“What?” she said confused at his slurring of words

“The Hyatt”

“Awe ok we will be there in 15 minutes.

-

Back in the club Candi and Lauren was still enjoying them and talking to all the ladies. Everybody was getting approached by men but Candi recognized that Monica wasn’t there.

“Lauren you seen Monica?”

“Nope”

“She musta found ha ass a man” she said slurred

“Probably”

They kept drinking until about 5 am and the stretched took them home.

Candice fell out as soon as she got in the door and was too drunk to recognize that Monica was not there.

Lauren was too drunk to remember that safaree told her to take the Ferrari home with her because he knew she could drive intoxicated. But she was pissy drunk and threw up over Vincent once she made it thru the door. She passed out soon after that in the bed after she stripped to her underwear.

-

They made it to the hotel and Monica helped safaree out the car and told valet to park his car. They made it to the elevator and she started feeling on him. Safaree’s eyes were rolling to the back of his head and he couldn’t quite get what was going on. After she explored his body with her hands she reached in his pocket and grabbed the room key. The elevator made it to the 12^th floor where the suites were and she read the card number to know which room he were staying in.

“1208 huh mister” she said seductively in his face. 

She could practically kiss him if she really wanted to but she wanted to save that for later.

She helped him off the elevator and made it to the room. She stuck the key in the door and turned around until she heard the door pop. She told safaree

“I hope you can handle this Scorpio big daddy”

Safaree mumbled but it was nothing. He walked in and fell on the bed.

“Damn you ready for me already” she said stepping out of her heels heading towards the king sized bed covered in Egyptian sheets.

Safaree’s phone had been on silent so he couldn’t hear it, but she took it out of his pocket ad turned it off. She took his wallet out of his pocket and helped herself to th3 $1000 pocket change he had. She straddled him with her dress still on and pulled his red tee shot over his head. She read the tattoo over his chest and it said NICKI. She still didn’t know who this nicki girl was, but she didn’t care. He was hers for the night. Safaree jumped from the cold sheet and moved his head left to right really slow trying to open his eyes.

“Nicki” he said slurring her name

“Naw its Monica”

Safaree gave up speaking and passed out from the liquor and lean. Monica felt something cold against her thigh and it was his watch and wedding band on his hand.

“Oh so you married playa? Not no more” she said getting in his face kissing him

She pulled down his pants and his air force ones and exposed his black polo boxers. She rubbed up and down his man hood wanting to feel it inside her.

“Damn baby you big, long dick ass. Whoever your so called wife is, is luck as fuck”

-

“Alright jess see you later”

Nicki closed the door after letting Jessie out. She took a shower and put on one of safaree shirts that he wore before he left. She was ready to see her husband tomorrow and surprise him with his gift. The gift he made. The gift their love made.

“Thank you lord for my many of blessings especially this one” she rubbed her flat tummy that will soon grow with time.

She rolled over on her side of the bed and turned off the light and went to sleep automatically. She didn’t know that tomorrow would be the worst day of her life instead of the best.

-

Monica stood up off of safaree taking of her jean dress and stood their naked. She grabbed his hands and put them on her bare breast. She rubbed his hand all over her body. She went down to his boxers and slid them down exposing his limp but long man hood.

She knew he was passed out not dead. So he could still get hard. She began to suck his man hood until it got rock solid.

“Oh shit, how it is gon fit. I feel bad for fuckin my best friend brother but baby you fine as hell”

She straddled him with no condom and slowly slid down on his dick holding it in place. She had her way with him until she came and still didn’t stop until safaree stirred in his sleep and cummed too.

“Damn daddy you wore me out” she kissed him

“Better say goodbye to that wife of yours NICKI or whoever she is. Your mine now”

She rolled over and went to sleep covering her and safaree naked body’s in the sheets.

-

It was 8 am and safaree woke up and threw up on the side of the bed. He didn’t worry about it because he knew room service would clean it up. He felt weird for a second, and soon he recognized he aint have no clothes on and his clothes was on the floor. He only remained in his jewelry.

“What in the hell happened last night and why in the fuck am I naked. Where the fuck my phone at?” he said talking out loud to himself.

He soon discovered a dress and some thongs on the floor and looked up to the bathroom door way to see Monica walking out. He panicked quickly

“Who in the fuck are you and why don’t you have clothes on and why am I naked”

“What you mean baby you don’t remember last night?”

“Omg please tell me I didn’t fuck you”

“We made it up here and you lay out on the bed and I just handled the rest” she started walked towards him as he sat there confused in the sheets rubbing his head. He tried to wrap his head around everything from last night.

He looked up at her in disbelief

“Baby don’t look at me like that”

“BABY? Bitch get the fuck out my face do you know I have a wife. Do you know who my wife is? Obviously it’s on my chest and wrist”

“Oh that nicki chick”

“Get the fuck out bitch! Who the fuck is you”

“Don’t talk to me like that Faree”

“What in the fuck did you just call me? Aw hell naw only my wife call me that shit”

“Oh that nicki bitch” Monica got mad because she really liked him and he was treating her like shit. She was delusional.

“Are you crazy hoe? Get your nasty pussy ass out my suite before I call the muthafuckin police”

“It wasn’t that nasty when I was riding dat dick nice last night, and I felt your warm cream”

“What we didn’t use a condom” safaree fell to the floor.

“Get out, get the fuck out” he stood up and threw her shit put and slammed the door.

She scrambled trying to put her clothes on before anybody saw her naked.

Safaree got up shaking and heated. He felt dirty and nasty and sinful. He broke his vows without being conscious. He didn’t want to cheat on nicki. He cried in the shower lost and his heart heavy. He had to tell her right away because if he didn’t it would eat him alive. She got out the shower and wrapped the towel around his waist and went to go look for his phone. He checked his wallet.

“Damn that nasty bitch got me” 

he threw it down on the night stand where he picked it up from.

He sat down on the bed and tried to retrace his night. He ran across his phone and wondered why it was turned off. He turned it on to see 6 missed called 4 from Candice and 2 from Lauren.

Then he remembered he told Lauren to drive his car home so he called her first.

“Hello?”

“Hello safaree?”

“Yeah man, you got my car?”

“Naw it with you”

“It is? I thought I told you to drive it home”

“Yeah but I got to drunk I passed out as soon as I got in the house, Candice too. I just got off the phone with her.”

“I need to talk to her”

“Did you get to the hotel?”

“Yep” but he didn’t take the conversation further because he knew that the Monica chick was Candice friend

“But I will talk to you later sis”

“Alright thanks for the fun night”

“No problem and one more thing where is Vincent tell him to call me it’s urgent”

“Alright”

“Iight”

He hung up with her and dialed Candice number.

-

“Hello”

“Hello bitch I have been calling you all fucking morning its 9:45 am I thought you were kidnapped of killed or some shit.” Candice said livid

“Naw I’m good”

“Where the fuck you been at, who you fuckin?”

“Well imma tell you that when I get there”

“Why you sound like you crying”

“Long story I will tell you when I get back”

“Okay. You’re alright right?”

“Yep”

 “Okay sees you when you get here”

Candice hung up with her and her phone automatically rung and it was safaree.

“Hello”

“Yeah Candice”

“Why you sound pissed what’s with everybody this morning? We all had a good time, and aint nobody gets killed at HYPE last night. Life is good” Candice said popping an aspirin

“I need to tell you something”

“What is it?”

“Its about your friend Candice” as soon as he said that Candice knew what she done. Candice spoke up first

“Omg I’m so sorry safaree, what did she do to you?” Candice started to panic and cry

“Man she ruined my relationship with my wife. She made me cheat and I wasn’t even conscious or aware. I passed out and she got me.” Safaree cried and so did Candice.

Candice was scared for her relationship with nicki and scared for safaree. She knew nicki wouldn’t be able to handle the news

“I’m telling her as soon as we get home. So I might be back in new York getting ready to get a divorce thanks to you and your friend you bought”

“Safaree I’m so sor…” safaree cut her off

“Man saves that shit Candice if you knew she was that type of chick to manipulate then why bring her. She didn’t even know who my wife was.”

“Safaree please...”

“Naw I don’t wanna hear that shit, I’m done with you, and I’m done with that bitch who just took my life away from me, she didn’t even use a condom Candice, she might be pregnant. I’m so done.”
 Safaree was distraught

“Safaree” she said. But he hung up before she could say anything else.

Lauren called Candice back to give her the news since safaree was going home today.

“Hey”

“Yeah I meant to tell you something that nicki told me but it’s a secret and what’s wrong why are you crying”

“Nothing it’s a hangover headache. And what did she say?”

“She’s pregnant”

“Omg” 

Candice said while crying even more she hung up her phone and held down the button to cut it off. She cried and prayed to the lord that something could be worked out.

-

Monica made it to Candice house and Candice opened the door with poufy eyes that were bloody red and snot and tears everywhere. Monica stepped in and reached her arms out to Candice.

“Bitch don’t touch me, you ruined my fuckin life.”

“How did I ruin your life Candice” Monica got an attitude

“My muthafcukin brother called me and told me you slept with him while he was under the influence and passed out I thought you were better than that”

“I can explain”

“Bitch don’t explain shit, then he said you didn’t use a condom, is that true”

“Yes, but that was because I didn’t see any around”

“Are you fucking serious… if you are pregnant you do not deserve that baby. Do you know who fucking husband that is? Do you know why I call him my brother?”

“No, I thought yall just grew up together”

“Hell naw, that’s Nicki’s husband! Remember Nickiminaj the rapper”

“Omg! That’s her! He kept saying her name before he passed”

“Bitch your fucking sick. It’s just time for you to go until I can speak to you again. I need my space. Pack up and leave. I can’t fuckin believe you”

Monica packed up her shit and she tried talking to Candice a couple of times but no response. But not once was she guilty about anything. She didn’t feel any guilty she felt accomplished and happy. She bagged nicki minaj’s husband. She caught a cab to the airport and left back to Florida.

-

Safaree sat by the window in the chair and cried until his heart couldn’t produce anymore tears. He didn’t know back at home was the best present he would receive in his life was waiting for him. He thought about different solutions, taking the screams and the cries and the I hate you’s from nicki. It ate him alive until Vincent called

“Nigga I thought yall had my back”

“Whoa nigga are you crying what’s wrong? Is nicki ok”

“She fine dude, but some bitch named Monica bought me back here last night and I passed out and she fucked me with no condom dawg”

“What G! Are you serious? We were all gone last night we all got pissy drunk and high. Man I always got your back but I’m sorry”

“Name man you suppose to have had my back last night. You knew I wasn’t used to that lean shit tryna hang with yall niggas.”

“Son I’m sorry, how are you gonna tell nicki?

“I’m telling her right away and I know I just got a gut feeling imma have a fuckin divorce after one year because of Candice friend”

“Oh that Monica bitch?! Lauren told me ahead of time she aint like that bitch and stay away”

“Yeah so I’m a dead man, a man with no home and no wife, I fucking loves my wife I would lay down my life for her to live. I would never cheat but it was forced upon me. Then get this, she aint use protection so the bitch might have got my seed late night”

“Omg son man I’m hear for you…” safaree cut him off

“Naw man you should have been here last night when I asked you to be. You suppose to be by best friend.”

“I am nigga! Imma hang up because I don’t want to say no shit and I don’t want you to say no shit that we regret”

Vincent hung up and safaree was furious. He yelled and punched holes in the wall. 4 o’clock came and it was time for him to go. He threw on his ray bans after putting a hot towel to his eyes and headed out of the door to the driver to take him back to the airport. He decided he would tell his mother after he told nicki so he can just come home and cry on her shoulders.

Safaree made it to the airport in his all grey and red YMCMB sweat suit and hopped on the private jet and left. He text nicki he was on his way and he loved her with all of his heart. He was going home but did know if he could call that home for long…

*DON’T KILL ME, but I’m ready for the blows Comment and tell me what yall think. Trust me I fuckin cried when I wrote this shit out. I cried so fuckin hard because I love the lovey dovey safaree and nicki but now it’s DRAMA. Anyways tell me what yall think LOVE @TrebbleBarbie p.s. what yall think is gonna happen next after he tells her! Let me know!*

Away from Home

*Aye yall go check out my sister Onikafaree fiction >> Somethinglikeonikafaree.blogspot.com <<LOVE @TrebbleBarbie… imma try and post the next chapter tonight also*

It was the next day at 10 am when Dr. Smith called nicki.

“Boss lady, Dr. Smith wants to speak with you” Jessie came running to the stairs to meet nicki coming down. She handed the phone to nicki. She didn’t really expect anything but all negatives so she was confident in speaking with the doctor.

“Hello?”

“Is this Mrs. Samuels?”

“Yes it is”

“Hello, Mrs. Samuels its Dr. smith again”

“Oh hi”

“Well I was calling regards to your test that you took yesterday. My lab just got done with you results, and I have good news all around for you”

“Yes”

“Well everything came out negative” nicki smiled at the results

“Okay thank you Dr. Smith”

“No but there is more”

“Oh really” nicki stood at the end of her steps in her pajamas smiling holding the railing with one hand and the phone in the other

“Well congratulations your pregnant Mrs. Samuels” nicki eye balls got wide really quick and she started screaming and drop the phone. Jessie got scared and ran to nicki on the steps.

“What’s wrong, why are you crying and screaming? Don’t tell me we have to kill sb! He gave you something? Let me call up my Puerto Rican cousin they will handle him for cheating boss lady”

Nicki cried, screamed and laughed at Jessie and manage to get a few words out while she bent down to pick up her phone

“I’m. Preg.nant”

“You’re what?” Jessie smile grew ten miles wide as she grabbed nickis arms pulling her up off the stairs screaming and jumping around like lunatics.

“Omg I have to call everybody, but I don’t want to tell sb just yet. Hold on” nicki picked up the phone and recognized that the doctor was still on the line.

“I’m so sorry Dr. Smith I’m just so excited” nicki screamed

“Well congratulations. I will speak with your assistant again and make your first appointment. It was nice speaking to you and again congratulations”

“Thank you so much. Okay. Mmhmm. Bye bye”

Nicki hung up the phone and squat back down on the stairs to take in everything she just heard. She was pregnant. She carrying safaree’s child, they succeeded in what they worked hard for. She giggled to herself. She got up and went up stairs after she told Jessie she could go home after she did her radio interview, and called everybody in her family and told them to keep it from safaree because she wanted to surprise him.

-

Safaree had made it to the airport yesterday around 7pm. As soon as the plane landed the black navigator with tinted windows was waiting for him on the run way. The weather was pretty windy because it was in the end of October and a little more chilly than Florida. It was around 54 degrees Fahrenheit so safaree threw on his Yankees cap and navy blue and white Stall & Dean jacket and hopped into the car.

“What’s up safaree?” the driver said. This had been their same driver since nicki was doing the club scenes.

“nothing much man, how you?” safaree asked giving him a manly handshake while placing his black checkered LV duffle bag on the seat next to him

“I’m great where Mrs. Beautiful is?” the driver always called her that so safaree didn’t take offense to it.

“She stayed back in Florida, she’s relaxing”

“Aw ok I see what this is about”

“How you know man” safaree cracked a grin while looking down at his phone pulling up Vincent’s number

“Because woman need their space when they say they do, and they will do anything to get it.”

“Yeah, she kind of sent me out her for a week or 2”

“Yeah she was ready to get away from” the driver joked

“I miss her though I wonder if she misses me”

“She does but she won’t admit it because she the one who sent you out here. As they say “it was best for me and you” “

“Ha! You got her right on the point with that quote”

“All of them are like that, but enjoy it while you can. What you doing up here?”

“I guess imma hang with the guys and spend time with my family and go see my god son that’s about it”

“That’s what’s up”

“Yeah it is, but I think I’m headed home first I want to surprise my mother and sisters.”

Safaree leaned back in his seat and thought about what he just said and recognize that he didn’t have any flowers for them.

“Yo, can you swing me by the florist right quick I gotta go pick up some tulips and gardenias for my favorite women”

“No problem my mans!”

Before safaree could call nicki she called him. His phone rang with you the Boss ringtone and showed a picture of her in hot pink lace lingerie. He never got over you the boss even though it was 3 years old. He picked up excited to speak to his wife

“Hey sweetheart”

“Hey baby you miss me”

Safaree tapped the driver shoulder and mouthed to him that she just asked him did he miss her. Safaree and nicki knew each other like the back of their hands

“I do! And do you miss me?”

“I don’t know let me think about it. Just kidding I do miss you”

“I wish I can hold you, these 2 weeks are going to be hard baby”

“No they not go have fun”

“Oh I’m changing the subject, what did the doctor say”

Nicki face gleamed of joy as he asked her that question but she did not want to give up the surprise just that soon. So she told him the run around of what Dr. Smith said

“She told me I didn’t have any STD and she wants me to come in so she can give me ovulation advice on how to watch then and know the times that are high so I can get pregnant.” Nicki busted out laughing while running her fingers thru her hair. She lies back on the couch and put her feet up close to her chest.

“Of course you not gon have any STD, what you tryna say I gave you something son” safaree said in a sarcastic way while laughing

“Naw nigga I’m tryna say if you cheated on my ass I would have known son” nicki said putting on her tough little voice

“Naw son that’s a no go on this side, we only cheat on angry birds”

Nicki cried laughing at safaree’s sarcasm because it fitted her so well.

“Aw babe I miss you” safaree heard their door slam in the back but didn’t say anything

“Where are you going now safaree?”

“I’m picking the girls up some flowers and surprising them. I gotta find my keys in that duffle so I can open the door. Or should I do that shit like a soldier coming home and just ring the door bell and let them scream while opening the door?”

“You are a fuckin fool safaree” nicki laughed

“But you should ring the bell it’s more exciting”

“What are you doing tonight? I just heard the door close”

“I’m hanging with jess and martin and doing a Ustream for the barbs and catch up with my barbs and dm a few people that’s all”

“Tell them coons I said BC 1said WATS good and I love them all”

“Ok big daddy, jess and martin re walking in” nicki said with a seductive voice to make jess and martin think something was up

Safaree heard Jessie in the back ground screaming “eww boss lady stop having phone sex he has only been gone for a 2 and half hours” safaree chuckled

“Ok I will call you if I can tonight. I will text you in the morning and call during the day and Skype at 9 pm tomorrow LOVE YOU”

“Ok safaree LOVE YOU MORE have fun on vacay”

“Cant have fun without you but I will try and enjoy”

Nicki hung up and safaree called Vincent and told him to tell the hood he is in town and drinks on him if they go out. But they might just stay at Vincent’s and Laurens and play a couple of card games and backgammon.  Soon after safaree picked up their favorite flowers they pulled up at the house 25 minutes later.

Safaree‘s mom did not want to move from where she was. But instead she wanted to fix up the house so that’s what he did for her. He loved being back at home where he grew up. Brooklyn was loud and crazy but it was what he use was to. When he steps out the car, the polluted air hit his nose smelling like cold water and garbage mixed. The wind blew hard as he closed the door and told the driver he would call when he was ready. He pulled his brown LV luggage to the door and stood there cheesing from ear to ear. He rang the door bell and waited the excitement.

Shanequa ran to the door and opened it with his nieces on her tail. She opened the door and screamed at the site of her brother.

“Momma its safaree” she jumped him and hugged him tight

“Love you bug head where you been at long time no talk”

It was true that he didn’t talk to his sisters as much since him and nicki had been together on tour but they understood that they wouldn’t see him as much in that life style. His mother and his other sister ran to the door.

“Omg it’s my baby” safaree’s mom said walking up and putting both of her warm hands on safaree’s chocolate face. Safaree closed his eyes at the touch of his mothers loving hands. He turned his face to kiss her hand and handed her tulips. Her eyes got big with excitement and thankfulness. Anything that safaree gave her meant a lot.

He turned and gave both of his sisters their flowers as he hugged Sarah, his other sister.

“Momma I’m here for 2 weeks, you wanted me now you got me” he said while pulling in his luggage

“Omg my nieces got so big” he bent down and hugged all 3 of them

“Yeah we did Uncle Faree, and where’s tee nicki at?”

“Yeah where is Onika safaree” his mother asked concerned

“Ma she was the one who sent me out her to spend time with yall she said she needs her woman space and I need to catch up with my man side and hang with my friends”

“You say that like you didn’t want a break”

“I didn’t ma, I’m so use to being around her and that’s where my heart is”

“Yes son that’s good that you want to be around her all the time but yes us women do need our space and I’m glad she’s being a great wife and send you away. That shows that she trust you” safaree felt kind of better after his momma told him that

“Yeah, haven’t you heard the saying? What is absent from you makes the heart grow fonder?” Shanequa said”

“Yeah”

“Well that’s what she’s doing, keeping yall relationship strong. She wants you to miss each other say yall can never stay away from each other. It keeps things new in a relationship, almost like being in a long distance relationship and then you see the person and can’t keep your hands off of them”

“Yall women are so complicated” safaree took off his hat but they stood by the door.

“Are yall hungry?”

“Yes but momma was finna make dinner”

“No need to do that ma, somebody finna cook for you for once”

“Safaree we don’t have to go out”

“I want to take my family out”

“Okay baby only this time. Next time you are getting a home cooked meal.”

“Ok ma, just put your coat on”

Safaree dialed up the driver and he came around the corner 20 minutes later. They ate at a fine diner in New York, New York. They caught up on a lot of things, he asked his sisters for advice and his mother gave them all advice. He loved being with his family, he always felt secure around those people. He talked about him and nicki and the things that they saw and did while they were in England and overseas. The family laughed at Shanequa 7 thousand boyfriends and Sarah’s nerdy boyfriend. Safaree wanted to meet their boyfriends and give then the run down. They loved their brother back at home.

-

*Before they went to Nicki’s house….*

Jessie and Martin had been together for 7 months now and Jessie felt like she was ready to come out and say that they were together. She and martin laid in their king size bed in their apartment they bought as soon as they got back off tour. Nicki didn’t know anything about the apartment but she did know they were already together, but Jessie didn’t know. Their sheets were white and black silk, and the bed was a canopy bed made out of red cherry oak wood. They didn’t have anything hanging from the bed it was just made like that. Behind the bed were 3 black and white pictures of them going diagonally left, like a staircase? The bed was so tall Jessie had a wood step stool made to climb in.

Martin always laid on the left side by the wall and Jessie always slept by the window on the right. Jessie loved to smell the beach with the window crack when she was sleep. Martin had his head buried under the covers slightly snoring. Jessie propped herself up and push down the poufy cover to see her boyfriends breathing thru the covers. She knew where he was because his stomach would make the covers go up and down where he laid. Jessie giggled to herself...

“Bay” Jessie called out but no response

“Martin” she said a little louder but still no response. Jessie started to shake him and all he did was turn over

“Got dammit martin wake up baby” she snatched the covers from over his head letting the bright Florida sun shine on his face thru their white sheer curtains that matched their bed spread.

Martin covered his face with his hands rubbing them down his face.

“Yes bay” he said grumpy and tried to adjust his eyes to the sun filled room

“I was thinking… I’m ready to tell nicki so we can stop hiding”

Martin sat up while smiling a little

“Well there is something I need to tell you” Jessie looked at him strange

“What is it martin” she said looking down his chocolate flavored chest that jumped while he stretched.

“Well nicki kind of already knows” Jessie’s heart started to beat fast and martin knew that she was panicking. She turned tomato red.

“What, wait? when?, how?” she hopped from the bed which was very tall and hit the floor

“Ouch!” she said rubbing her dancer knee. She came down on it to hard

“Omg babe is you ok? I knew we shouldn’t have gotten this big old bed” he ran to Jessie.

“I’m okay, but how could you not tell me” he helped her stand straight and she began to pace the room working out the kinks in her knee.

“I don’t know, cause maybe I know you would start acting like this.” Martin pointed to her and made his point while sitting on the edge of the bed. She came and stood in front of him.

He admired Jessie’s curls as the cascaded down on shoulder a little past her breast. He loved when she had no makeup on because you could see the light brown circles under her eyes which made her hazel eyes stand out. She had on a white tank top with no bra and grey boy shorts that held her ass upright. Her long butter pecan legs, and thick thighs, and dainty feet turned him on also, she was a luminous in the sun light. He loved when she was mad, because he loved making up with her, with just kisses because she still hadn’t gave up her cookies.

“What do you mean you don’t know you could have given me a heads up or something? She probably thinks I’m a hoe, imma sneaky selfish bastard, a bitch, what if I lose my job”

“You’re not going to lose it if she already knows”

“Oh”

“Yeah”

“Ditz moment sorry babe”

“It’s ok. But she knew every since that night on the bus we were making out and she step on but then stepped right back off and I saw her”

“Oops”

“Yeah, so we can still tell her but she know we been trying to hide it and keep it a secret”

“Well has she said anything to you?” Jessie came and sat on his lap. He placed his hands on her warm thighs and squeezed slightly.

“No but she hints off a lot”

“Well I’m ready to tell her so I can get it off my chest and we don’t have to hide, because I love you and you love me. We shouldn’t have to hide this, and she should understand out of everybody”

“Yeah she would just go get dressed. We suppose to be over there for yall girl’s movie night while I go set up Ustream and do her other errands”

“Oh yeah right”

-later that day after her and martin went to go see family…

Jessie and martin arrived at nickis place and took the key from under the white lion sitting in the front. They unlock the door and help themselves in. nicki only told a few people in case of emergency of where the key was.

They began to walk towards the back and heard nicki on the phone talking to safaree obviously because she was saying I love you a lot as they got closer nicki heard them and nicki started to talk seductively. After that nicki and Jessie, sat down and talked for a while as martin ordered pizza for them and sat in the family room playing Xbox. He also ran and got the ice cream and Swedish fish and sour patch kids. Tonight was going to be a cheat night for both of them and they loved it.

Jessie was now ready to tell nicki what was going on.

“Martin could you come hear please?” Jessie asked. Martin came running to the movie theater of the house.

“Yes” he said outta breath. Jessie stood up and looked down at nicki. She walked over to martin and held his hand. He knew from then where this was going.

“Nicki, I have wanted to tell this but I have been scared shitless for the past few months because I was scared to lose my job. But I’m in love with martin and we go out.”

“What in the living hell” nicki was planning on putting on a show

“I thought you out of all people would understand”

“I can’t have two of my workers fuckin! Hell naw!” nicki said getting up folding her arms being dramatic

“Well I know you knew nicki cause you saw us on the bus” martin said frowning

“I did! And the fact that yall tried to hide the shit longer pisses me off” Jessie started to cry

“Well nick she wanted to be professional about this that’s why I didn’t just up and tell you because you know we don’t keep secrets”

“Exactly we don’t keep secrets in this house and in this work relationship, how could you not tell me” nicki said with a fake attitude which made jess cry more because she thought she was serious.

“Because I wanted to keep my job and if you don’t respect that then I should leave” nicki thought that was enough. Jessie felt like she wanted to explode and he nose was red.

“Girl shut up all that damn whining and stops crying and gives me a hug! I’m happy yall together I was playing the whole time. Yall are a cute couple have fun but don’t bring this in between work when shit happens. Just like yall seen me and safaree get mad but that didn’t affect shit on stage”

“We promise” they said in unison

They heard a knock on the door

“Well I guess that’s the pizza man, let me go get that” martin said smiling

He leaned over and kisses jess as nicki smiled and folded her arms.

“Eww yall so cute, I miss my Faree”

“Omg HB this is why I’m here so you don’t have to miss him, let’s turn the movie on”

“Whatever jess, you don’t understand. You will understand when you are with somebody for 10 years straight and yall never been away from each other for more than a week.”

“Aww ONIKAFAREE”

“Shut up jess” nicki hit her on the arm

“Ouch! Did you forget I’m still TM at heart even though I work for you?”

Nicki smiled and took a sip of her Pepsi out of the pink swirly straw.

-

Safaree and his family made it back to the house and played some music. They were dancing and singing on to their reggae and dancehall, whining and gyrating everywhere. Safaree even pulled his mother to the dance floor as they all enjoyed each other’s company. After they did that they sat down and cuddled under his nieces huge plush blankets with Dora and Winnie the pooh on them and watched a movie until everybody was sleep. Safaree was the last one awake and he text his wife

"safaree: I love you with all my soul sweetheart"

"Nicki: I love you more chocolate drop Faree"

"Safaree: the family is dozed off in my arm literally, i just wanted to tell you i love you and goodnight"

"Nicki: im glad yall had fun, love you more daddy"

"Safaree: goodnight"

"Nicki: goodnight"

Next day safaree was going to be with his homeboys. And SBZ would be back in full play. He dozed off after saying a silent praying and looking over his family once more.

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Over the course of the week nicki was on the computer. She was also planning how to tell safaree about the baby and calling everyone else who was left in her phone except for safaree’s family and Candi. She told Lauren and flipped but she knew Candi would run her mouth so she kept it closed. She started noticing little changes in her feet and hands; they would ache a little but not a lot. She stayed on Ustream with her barbs all week catching up with them, calling them, even texting a few when she asked them to post their numbers. She told them she had a surprise for them but wouldn’t say. They played trend topic games and spilt tea about the things she was conjuring up. She told them she was sending the books out soon and ran down the rules to the TM diaries. She told them about how the book should stay to only Nation of Pinkslam and if media got a hold to it she would never communicate with them again like she did now.

Nicki called into radio shows and listen to poems, songs made for her, even songs made for safaree. She did a lot of exiling of all the fake teamminaj she followed and even the ones she didn’t follow. She just wrote exiled to the ones who were fake.

She kept up with her Skype sessions with safaree and fell asleep every night with him on Skype. They told each other about each other’s das and how they went and what they do. Safaree caught up with old friends and he told her how everybody wanted to see her and hug her. She missed New York but she didn’t want to go up there no time soon.

Candi called nicki during the week and screamed at her for not coming with safaree because she really wanted to see him but she knew that in 2 months she would see her for Christmas. Candi told nicki all what safaree was doing even when nicki didn’t ask. Nicki knew Candi was a good friend looking out for her.

New York was relaxing to safaree the week he stayed… now he’s working on the second week then back home to his wife. He’s counting down….

*Hope yall liked this one, safaree and nicki are too cute and yay! She got the baby now next chapter is ….. Stay tuned to find out LOVE @TrebbleBarbie… I swear if I can get it finished tonight I will post it... comment*