Sneak Peak!

Sneak peak!!!

Safaree had been home for about a week and was told to stay on bed rest for an extra 3 weeks. Nicki was getting ready to enter her 6 month at the end of the week and was preparing to take her prenatal classes.

This spring afternoon was foggy and misty. It rained all week which left nicki’s muscles aching. To supress the aches and pains safaree still catered to his wife even though she begged him not to. Its was around 6 in the afternoon and nicki was propped up on pillows as she read the trilogy Fifty Shades Of Grey. She had on safaree’s old wanna minaj tee shirt which came to her knee’s with some pink plush socks. Safaree wasn’t to fond of the socks because it was a hazard, she could fall but he still dealt with them. She had one pillow under her knees, two on the sides of her and 3 behind her head. She had on her black square frame thick glasses because she got tired of her contact. The book laid on her chest as going up and down with her respirations everytime she breath in and out, she had fallen asleep.

As safaree watched tv beside her he heard slight snores and turned to pay attention to her. He loved watching his newly plumped wife sleep, enjoying her beauty. When he was in the coma that’s all he could think about was her face and what she looked like for the day, so he took every chance he could to stare at her. He moved a random strand of her out of her face to adore her cheek bones and carmel face.

3 day ago safaree sat on the computer and phone while nicki was in the shower and ordered her a bracelet and his daughter a necklace for when she is born; from tiffanys. The plan was to tell his daughter first what her name was while her mother was sleep, during his bed time stories. And then tell nicki what it was and present her with the bracelet.

Safaree got up on 1 elbow and scooted closer to nicki’s abdomen. He raised up the tee shirt just above her tummy revealing her super woman panties and her outtie belly button that just popped out not to long ago. Nicki hated her outtie but safaree loved it and played with it often just to make her mad. He ran his cool hand across nicki’s belly paying close attention for movement before he began to speak. When he saw their baby move he got a little closer to speak to her. Safaree tried to stay quiet as possible so he wouldn’t wake nicki, but the whole time she as awake playing sleep.

Safaree kissed the side of nicki’s belly where his daughter head was and spoke.

“hey daddy’s girl, I love you so much” he cooed.

“I got a surprise for you today, but your going to have to wait 3 more months to get it. Don’t try and come no earlier, if you do you will get a spanking.” Safaree giggled.

he sat up and and got out the bed to retrieve some vanilla bean oil that smelt so sweet, so he could rub it on nicki’s tummy and the jewlry he purchased his 2 favorite girls. He walked back to the bed and got in; he was just in some black polo boxers and hanes socks. He got back close to nicki’s belly and grabbed the remote to cut of the tv. then he did cut off the tv it was pure silence in the house except for the sound of their ceiling fan that was on medium.

He took some oil into his hands and slowly made circles on nicki’s belly glancing up at her every once in a while. He knew this relaxed her too, he knew she was in a deep sleep; well so he thought.

“hey little girl daddys back” safaree kept rubbing her tummy

“you are chillin in there, ima need for you to move more but not to much.” Safaree said, his lips close to her tummy

“ok so I have a name for you little girl, I want you to do something if you like it.”

“okay so here it goes…”

I hope you like the sneak peek!!!!! Muah! LOVE @TrebbleBarbie

Interlude

*Hey yall this is just an interlude and a late birthday present to my sister @Jessie_barbie *wink* I hope yall enjoy J p.s. for MATURE audiences ONLY… STEAMY Love @TrebbleBarbie Comment* 

Today, it was raining in Florida worst than most days in march so Jessie and martin decided to stay in. this was Jessie’s second birthday with martin every since they started going out so this was major for martin to get her the perfect gift. He went on for weeks going to jewelers trying to find the perfect gift of a life time until he graced Cartier and Tiffany’s. From there he found his two gifts which cost him 2,000$ all together. During those weeks Jessie was also at the store finding herself the perfect lingerie because she knew what she wanted. She wanted to dress her “Birthday Suit” up and give it to her man like she owes him something. She settled on this red piece by Victoria’s Secrets. She was excited as the days grew closer and the weather made it perfect for her plan to go thru. As for martin his so called “plans were ruined” that he had planned for her. Throughout the day Jessie tried to make him feel ok by saying “its ok baby we can go out tomorrow” and “its ok that’s fine” and “im alright let’s just chill”.

As the day left and night seemed to take over thru the cloudy sky, martin got up from his place on their bed and said that he would cook dinner. They always had frozen sea food in the fridge but he knew she wanted soul food. Jessie had became accustomed to his cooking after 1 night in October. He made her collard greens, mash potatoes, green peas, fried chicken (batter made from scratch with seasoning) and corn bread. Jessie was already thick but then she became a little more thicker over the months which hiked up her exercise routines.

“babe im going to cook for you since I can’t take you out”

“ok give it your best shot”

“and my best is what you shall get birthday girl” he leaned over and kissed Jessie on the cheek making her blush red.

As he left from the room Jessie found this the perfect opportunity to get out her big guns and change. Over the weekend Jessie had died her hair jet black which made it look healthier and made her hazel brow/green eyes pop. But before she reached under her side of the bed to pull the bag out martin walked back in and she popped up almost giving herself whiplash.

“yes babe she said with a quickness in her voice”

“what did you want to eat im making you soul food”

“whatever is on your heart to cook boo”

“ok well that fried cat fish, mash butter potatoes, corn, sting beans, sock-a-to-me cake, white wine spritzers to drink.” He smirk as he saw Jessie mouth open

“thank me later” he said running back to the kitchen with the Green beats by dre on his head bumpin 2pac.

“you’ll be thanked alright” Jessie said in her southern sultry voice and made her way to the bathroom.

After Jessie got out of the shower she smelled the catfish being cook which made her stomach do flips. She sat down on the bathroom floor for more room with her long legs with a towel underneath her to grease up. She baby oiled herself until she was shiny like the strippers. She then sat on the toilet and pulled out her fishnet stocking knee highs that were red and pulled them up 1 by 1. Her hair kept getting in the ay so she pulled her messy wet hair into a messy bun and continued. She put on her red G- string and her hip cover that clipped to the stockings. She clipped the sliver clips that were attached to these red bands to her stocking and then put on her red see thru lace wonder bra. She decided not to put on her Christian L’s before she did her make. She kept it simple with a slight hint brown eye shadow with black eye liner to make her eyes pop, a contoured face which made her features more prominent, and a red lip which looked amazing on her caramelized skin. she also blow dried her hair and curled her hair with the curling wand which made ringlet curls. She finger combed thru her black hair which made it bigger after she added volumizer. She looked like a high class stripper when she got done and that was her birthday suit. She was pleased.

-In the Kitchen

“how do you want it, mmmm how do ya feel” martin sang as he threw the catfish in the pan.

“ouch!!!” some grease had popped on him after placing a piece of fish in the hot grease

He didn’t hear Jessie heels hitting the marble pavement as she walked in the kitchen and sat on the stool by the island looking at his back side. Jessie bit the corner of her lip just thinking about the things he would do to her that night. She sat there as she watched him sway his hips to his favorite songs on shuffle. Every back muscle flex when he goes to pick something up or he reaches up of seasonings out the cabinets. Jessie giggled for a few seconds at how cute her man was, then decided she needed him at that moment.

As martin turned off the oil and pushed the hot skillet back he felt Jessie’s arms circle him which surprised him and he turned around. Jessie stood back with her hands on her hip with the most sexiest smile she could give him. He looked her up and down undressing her as he went and he thought

“damn I got my own personal stripper, and that corn bread I been feeding her is paying off with those squats”

Jessie looked at him in the eyes until his met hers.

“so are you going to stand there or are you going to give me my birthday present, cause from looking at your Polo’s ya zick says otherwise”

Martin was left speechless but walked up to her, still taller than her, and kissed her shoulder giving Jessie a tingling sensation in her woman hood area. He kissed up her right shoulder to her neck then her ear to whisper something.

“I want to give you your gifts alright, follow me. Oh and I feel like this is more of a present for me since you played dress up. You look so fuckin eatable right now” martin said in his husky lust voice. he grabbed her as he pulled her to the bed room and decided to let her walk in from of him

“naw you know what, walk in front of me” as Jessie walked passed him to get in front of him she cupped his dick and kissed the side of his neck leaving her lip print and began to walk slow. She figure she might as well give him a show since she playing the part. As she walked slow martin stared at her ass cheeks as they clapped on their own while she walked.

Jessie turned to the wall in the middle of the hall way and bent over exposing her cookie thru her G sting teasing him. All he did was smack her as cheek making it blush red. She turned and grabbed his hand and kept walking to the room. Once they got to the room martin grabbed her by her hips and pushed her to the bed making her land on her back and he landed between her legs. Jessie giggled

“stay right here let me go get my presents” he said. Jessie just nodded

Martin came out of the closet with his two gifts. One black bag with Cartier written on the bag, and one tiffany’s blue bag. He sat down in front of Jessie and spoke

“jess we’ve been together for a full year and a half now, and I know how much of a Spanish princess you are. I wanted you to have a piece that was very classy but classic that will remain with us forever. So open the tiffany’s bag first.”

“martin you really didn’t have to”

“oh but I did”

Jessie smiled and opened the tiffany’s blue box and revealed the platinum pearls, and her eyes watered.

“you got me pearls” she asked surprised

“yes you like them?”

“I love them baby thank you” she kissed him and then the kiss became deeper before.

Martin hopped in between Jessie’s legs as he kissed her, throwing her arms over her head. Her scent sends him thru the roof as he starts to kiss down her chest hitting her cleavage. He kisses each breast with in the bra as Jessie arches into his lips. Moans escape martins mouth as he starts to put love marks on her chest. He reached up and grabbed both her breast in his hands as he started to kiss down her tummy making Jessie squirm. He finally made it to her hipster things and undid the silver clamps. He unzip it from the back and threw it to the side exposing Jessie’s fresh Brazilian wax and G- string. He looked up at her with all lust in his eyes and pushed her legs back making her knees touch the bed. He moved her G- string to the side and started to tease her blowing on her woman hood.

“stop teasing me” she told him thru moans. He bit her left thigh leaving a red mark, Jessie jumped in pleasure.

“martin please”

With that martin went face deep into her pussy devouring it like it was pie. He tongue fucked her, licked her from her pussy to her ass crack multiple times causing her to thrust forward on his face in pleasure.

“damn baby you good” she screamed out

“mmmmhhmm” he said on her clit for vibration, sending Jessie in to over drive. He stayed in between Jessie’s legs for 20 minutes until she was on the verge of Cumming. He stopped before she did so he could make her. He stood up and pulled down his boxers exposing his erect dick and took of Jessie’s bra. He sat back against the head board and motioned for Jessie to come to him. She did as she was told

“so you want mama to come to you huh papi?” she said in her Spanish voice which she rarely used

“bring yo sexy ass here”

“what if I said no”

“then you’re in for it”

“well in that case no papi”

She got up and walked to the door, but before she could twist the knob he was behind her kissing down her spine rubbing her nipples. He went down to her ass and kissed it. All she had on right now was her black shiny red bottoms which made her leg muscles look amazing. Before he came up he had to taste the pussy again. Jessie pressed 1 of her hands to the door while holding his head with the other, looking down at him. After he did that for a second he stood behind her and whispered in her ear, pressing his man hood against her ass so she could feel him.

“you told me no”

“that I did”

“why?”

“the same reason why your behind me nicca!” she giggled

“is that so” he asked. And Jessie just shook her head yes but what came next is not what she expected. Martin put his hands right above hers on the wall and entered her raw from behind.

“ahhh shit!” Jessie screamed. Martin started off slow, his eyes rolled to the back of his head from the sensation of being inside Jessie without a condom. He didn’t realize it because he was distracted so he kept going.

“baby you so tight, you feel so good”

“ahhhh” Jessie moan

He grabbed some of Jessie’s hair as he pounded into her and turned her head to look at her face so he could see her pleasure. He kissed her as he kept going

“I love you” he said

“baby don’t stop”

“I won’t till you cum”

That sent chills down Jessie spine when he told her that. Her back glistened in sweat and his chest glistened in sweat. They totally forgot about the food, but she knew after this she wouldn’t want it.

“I need to see your face” he said out of breath. So he stopped, bent down and took off her heels and picked her up.

“what are you doing” Jessie said kind of mad he stopped

“don’t question me, you’ll see”

Martin placed her back against the wall and cupped her legs under her knees and slid into her. Jessie thru her head back as his dick spreaded her walls once again. He started to go faster upon her request. He looked at her in her as he pushed all of himself into her filling her up.

“you are so beautiful” he kissed her. He got tired and laid her on the bed still inside her and thruster hard into with all he had. She screamed louder. If they had really close neighbors she was sure they would be calling the police.

He kept his pace while rubbing all over her body and playing with her spot on her neck with his tongue. He sucked her breast adding more pleasure to their love making. Jessie decided she wanted to be in control so she flipped them over, but martin sat up.

“oh my god do that again”

“do what I only sat up”

“you just had a direct shot to my spot omg that feeling is unbelievable”

“guide me then”

Jessie took full control while martins legs hung off the bed. She wrapped her arms around his neck and began to bounce, swirl and jerk herself on to his dick. She spoke in his ear as she kept going

“omg omg omg I love you” she took a hard breath in

“sssssss ooooh shit, im almost there baby”

“ah! Me too keep going. I won’t cum till you cum”

Martin kissed her chest and gripped her breast as she bounced on his dick. He felt her walls pulsate and this was something new. Jessie started to shake uncontrollable and smile as if she was pleased. She started to slow down.

“baby I feel so good, I never had this before” she was twitching in his arms. He decided to take over and lay her on her back

He moved slowly in and out of her, taking deeper plunges every now and then making her scratch his back with her freshly manicured nails.

“baby move”

“what?”

“get off of me, don’t you feel me tightening around you”

“whets that mean?”

“I feel like im going to bust”

“oh” with that martin got off of her and sucked, kissed, and licked her body as she twitched from her orgasm that she didn’t know she was having. He eventually stuck two fingers inside her and played with her clit until she screamed

“ahh baby ahh!!! Ooo uuuuh!” she moaned what happened next surprised both of them. She squirted

“omg baby damn you squirt?”

“I didn’t know I can” she tried to say thru her uncontrollable shakes

“damn I hit that shit good”

“you did. Now get back over here so you can get your too”

He climbed back on top of Jessie and pumped her. By this time her legs were shaking it felt so good.

“I love you” he said

“ahh I love you too ooooh! Right there baby”

Martin kept going until he cummed filling her up with his warm white filling.

“mmmm that felt good… wait!”

“what!” he looked up at her after collapsing on her chest still inside her

“did you wear a condom martin?”

Martin looked down and saw his seed dripping from her opening, and looked up at her with a straight face

“nope”

“are you serious?”

“yep” he popped the “P”

“omg martin how could you forget” Jessie said pulling all he long black hair into her head. But she was surprisingly calm

“I mean who could I remember with a body like this” he said gripping her thighs

“we are going to just have to wait and see the outcome of this mess. But im happy! I was completely satisfied today. Thank you baby”

“you welcome happy birthday” he said kissing her then rolling off of her and they fell asleep like that.

*HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY JESSIE!!!!! Ok on that note. My real chapter will be up next week hoes! Duce duce! P.s. PINK FRIDAY ROMAN RELOADED IS IN STORES NOWINGTON GO BUY 5! THANKS FOR YOUR SUPPORT J Love @TrebbleBarbie Comment!*

Bumpy road to recovery Part 2

*Hey yall I would like to apologize for the 2 months I have not posted. I have no excuses but im sorry! But all that matters is that im back and im on break and I shall post! Be happy lolz! I missed yall crazy peoples and welcome new readers. Sorry for the wait… WARNING: long and emotional Kay! Bye! LOVE @TrebbleBarbie Comment*

The next day came and Nicki was so tired. She was ready for Safaree to wake up and was nervous about her doctor’s appointment alone. Today was her 5 month check up and the doctors suppose to check her vaginally today. She didn’t want to go through that pain alone but she had to. Nicki sat up in the bed and leaned over to open the curtain. The Miami sun shone brightly in the room as Nicki wiped her eyes and looked out the window at the Miami traffic. She hadn’t left Safaree side since the night it happened so today was really big for her. She sighed heavily as she turned her head to look at her motionless husband lay there with tubes and needles. She had to fight the nerve to blame herself for his actions but she always blamed their argument for the accident. Nicki stood up and stretched and walked over to Safaree until they were eye level with each other. She kissed his cheek and rubbed hers against his while closing her eyes. She stayed like that for 30 seconds listening to the machines pump air and the heart rate monitors beep, and then breathe out heavily. She kept her eyes closed as she began to speak to Safaree

“Good morning baby. Today is a new day and its 7 am. I know your awake in their because you would be up with me if you weren’t like this. Your daughter and I have a doctor’s appointment today and im scared out of my mind. She has to check my cervix to see if im dilating early, it’s just protocol. I just wish she didn’t have to stick her fingers up you know where. Im leaving you today with Lauren and your mom called and checked on you, she will be back very soon. Baby, can you give me a little good news today when I get back, just give me some hope that you will come back to be with me. I can’t do this alone. I love you, im about to go get ready”

Nicki kissed his cheek one more time before standing up straight wiping a loose tear that feel down her face.

Nicki got ready and threw on her shades. She didn’t want to wear makeup just because she was simply tired and drained. She was going to make this appoint me quick as possible so she could get back. Dr. Torres walked in and greeted Nicki to check on Safaree before Lauren got there.

“Hi, Mrs. Samuels”

“Hi Dr. Torres, how is he?” Nicki asked scrunching her face in all curiosity and anxiousness

“Well I have to check his vitals and EKG’s and his new MRI’s he took the other day”

“Okay”

“Yes, and I see you are doing a little better and heading outside for some air. You know! Moving around and walking is good for the baby”

“I know doctor, and yes I have an appointment today” Nicki said looking down at her tummy placing her hand over it protectively

“Very well then. I’ll have the results for you in an hour or so. But they will be ready when you come back” Dr. Torres said while making his way to the door every once in a while glancing back at Nicki over his shoulder

“Ok thank you doctor”

“My pleasure maam”

-

“Ok he’s in room 1208” Lauren thought to herself

When Lauren got to the room she knocks before she peeped her head around the door to see Nicki sitting in a chair next to Safaree sleep

“I swear this girl is gonna get a crook in her neck then she gonna screamin about that let me wake her up” Lauren thought to herself

She walked over to Nicki and placed her hand on nicki’s tummy and rubbed in slow motions.

“Hi auntie baby” Lauren cooed at nicki’s tummy

“Lauren you are so full of it” Nicki said yawning while getting up.

“Shut up! Me love her” Lauren said kissing nicki's belly and rubbing it

Nicki walked over to her bag and walked towards the door while Lauren sat down in the chair Nicki was just sleep in.

“Ok I will call you on my way back. But all me if anything even a flinch occurs with him got it”

“Yes girl now leave… me and Safaree need to have a conversation”

“Ha! Have fun with talking to yourself” Nicki walked out the door but left It cracked.

“Okay well how have you been Mr. BC? You need to wake yo ass up cause you got all our asses on high alert.” Lauren received beeps from the machines as she sat there in the eerie silence

“Safaree you know you’re my brother and I love you so much. You might already know this but Nicki cries herself to sleep, she barely eats, shit she barely leaves this room. Nope. I take that back too because she never left the room until today. She is miserable, and she’s putting your baby under so much stress. I feel so uneasy. We like need you to come back bro. so hurry your black ass u from out of la la land.”

Lauren sat there for 5 minutes just staring at the tubes, and medicine bags and listens to the machines. Until she let a tear slip.

“Look bro I know you blame candi for Monica because it’s her friend but I blame myself because you looked up to me to stay sober and I didn’t. I was selfish and I believe if I was sober I would have beat the fuckin breaks off Monica. That skinny muthafucka is crazy but she’s gonna be mad when those test come back negative. I believe everything happens for a reason. I believe God tested you and nick’s faith and your vows to see if you two would hang. And guess what? Yall surviving. That’s why I can’t wait till you wake up so we can celebrate life and God together again and just live!”

After Lauren told Safaree how she felt she scooted the chair away further from him and watched TV until she dosed off in the chair.

-At the Doctors office

“Mrs. Samuels”

“Im coming pauz” she giggled to herself as she pushed herself out of the chair

“Okay, Mrs. Samuels Dr. Smith is in the examination room waiting for you”

“Thank you” Nicki said showing the nurse a small grin

Nicki walked in to see Dr. Smith on the phone; she didn’t want to disturb her so she stayed quiet and sat on the examination table and listened.

“Oh hi Nicki, I didn’t see you right there”

“Yeah I see, you were too busy chewing your husband’s head off” Nicki said lying back on the examination table

“Yeah, it be like that. I know you understand”

“Trust me I do! And I wish I could take it all back”

“Whats wrong onika I see you look troubled”

“Well, my husband is in a coma, im at this doctors visit by myself, and I don’t know if he’s going to wake up in time” she said sarcastically

“Oh my god what happened! He was completely healthy the last time I saw him”

“Well he got into a motor cycle accident. I don’t want to talk about it.” In nicki’s mind she really didn’t want to talk about it because she knew she had to face reality when she left the doctor’s office. She wanted the happiness to last.

“Okay let’s just check on your little girl then, how have you been eating and sleeping” dr. smith asked as she took nicki’s blood pressure and measured her breathing

“Eating has been scarce and sleeping has been ok. The doctors at the other hospital had to give me drugs to sleep the 3 night I was there because I was stressing.”

“Onika you know that’s not good”

“I know and I apologized to my little girl” Nicki said looking down at her baby bump

“You can kill her if you don’t eat or sleep” dr. smith said looking Nicki straight in her eyes. Nicki eyes automatically began to water

“Im sorry, I just feel like all of this is my fault. Me and my husband’s problems. I hate that he’s in a life or death situation and it’s all because he was trying to blow steam from being mad” Nicki laid back and one tear slipped down the left side of her face

“Everything is going to be fine. Don’t ask me how I know, but I feel like everything will be okay with you and your husband. And from what I’ve seen he’s a pretty good fighter for what he wants. And im sure all he wants to do is to get back to you and your baby as quick as he can. He’ll wake up” dr. smith tapped nicki’s thigh twice and she raised her shirt up

“Doctor, you really think so” Nicki had a little hope in her mind now that she hasn’t had in a while.

“Yes I believe so” dr. smith said with a smile

“So today were just counting fingers and toes and making sure there is no defects right?” Nicki asked concerned

“Exactly” dr. smith added the cool blue gel to Nicki abdomen and turn on the machine. She moved the probe around until she founds nicki’s baby. The listened to the heartbeat first

“Well, Nicki her heart rate is normal”

“That fast?”

“Yes, babies heart rates is 2 times faster than or resting normal heart rate”

“Oh okay, is everything fine?”

“Nicki calm down everything is fine” she turned the monitor to Nicki so she could see her little girl

“here is 10 fingers, 10 toes, no extra so she’s still a girl, and here’s her big head” dr. smith giggled. The baby began to move around on the screen

“Hahaha! Don’t try to hide now little girl I see you. Mommy loves you. Daddy does too” Nicki said smiling

“Ok im going to print these out for you to take back to your people, let them know everything is fine”

“Ok thank you doctor” dr. smith handed Nicki paper towel to get the blue gel off of her tummy.

“No problem. Just make sure you make your appointment for next month up front, and when Mr. Samuels wake up. Send him my get well please”

“I sure will” Nicki said smiling.

This was the happiest Nicki had been since the accident, her little girl was ok and wasn’t stressed, that’s all that mattered. Nicki went to the front and picked up her ultra sound pictures and made an appointment then left.

-Back at the hospital

*Knock, knock, knock*

Lauren was awaken out of her sleep and sat up straight, wiping the slob from the corner of her mouth. Baby sitting Safaree wasn’t the best thing to do, so she was bored. Dr. Torres came in and greeted Lauren then checked safaree’s charts.

“Hello, you are?”

“Oh hi im Lauren, im safaree’s friend and Nicki’s friend” she said shaking his hand

“Oh hello, well im Dr. Torres and im Safaree main physician and im coming to check his progress. Now it’s confidential when I do these kinds of things and only his wife and mother are allowed in. so im going to ask you to step out and wait is that fine”

“Sure doc, just under 1 circumstance”

“And what is that Ms. Lauren?”

“Give us some good news please”

“I will if he gives me good news to relay maam”

“Thank you doc. I’ll be waiting outside. His wife should be here soon”

“Thank you”

Lauren stepped outside and sat on the floor as the Dr. Torres worked on Safaree and checked stats and numbers and pressures. Lauren prayed to god that Safaree would come out of this for her best friend. Because right now she knew Nicki will need him more than ever, and she would kill herself if anything happens to him. She came from out of her zone when she saw the door open swiftly and Dr. Torres called his team which consisted of 3 other male doctors from cardiology, Neurology, and general medicine. She stood up now panicking but to her surprise everything was fine.

“Dr. Torres what’s going on?”

“Something good maam but im just double checking” Dr. Torres said before dipping back in the room and closing the door.

Nicki was turning the corner seeing the rush of doctors going into the room. Nicki automatically panicked and began to run to Lauren.

“Lauren what’s going on” Nicki said almost in tears

“Everything is fine, from what I know. He said e can’t give me specific details unless you’re here”

“Well im here now where the hell are they? Why are they taking so long….” Nicki held the word ‘long’

“Nick just calm down im sure everything is fine like he said… how is my niece” Lauren said rubbing nicki’s tummy. Nicki looked down at Lauren’s hand

“She’s fine” Nicki said plain

“Why you say it like that”

“I just want to know what’s wrong with my husband” after Nicki said that the door opened and Nicki stepped forward into the room slowly looking directly at Safaree. , every now and then glancing at Dr. Torres

“Mrs. Samuels?”

“Yes, how is he?” Nicki began to rub safaree’s legs standing at the foot of his bed

“He’s more than excellent he has progress within 8 hours by 22 percent” Nicki smiled and looked down at the covers. Thanking the lord for all he’s done for her.

“Thank you for the good news”

“No problem, he should wake up in no time” Dr. Torres put a comforting hand on nick’s shoulders then left.

Nicki walked over to safaree’s bedside and ran her hands along his jaw line. She started to think back on how she use to be. How she use to say “fuck niggas get money” and “Fuck you pay me, this is how you made me.” Now she’s saying “This time wont you save me,” “your love” and “catch me, catch me, I think im gon’ fall.” She giggled to herself how in love she was. Lauren knocked on the door

“One minute laur! Ok”

“Okay im waiting outside the door Hun”

“Okay”

Nicki leaned down to safaree’s face and kissed his jaw line to his lips. She placed her right hand on his chest over his heart while she whispered in his ear

“I just came from the doctor, your daughter is fine, she got a big ass head… she gets that from you. And she’s healthy. Her heart rate and measurements are correct and our next appointment is in 2 weeks. We’re just waiting on you.” Nicki buried her face into his neck and smiled.

-The next day

*knock knock*

Nicki looked up from Safaree and looked at the door and gesture for the man who peeked his head in to come in. he came in but also brought red roses, 103 to be exact and placed them randomly around the room. Nicki kept a dumb found face because she was completely lost on who brought her husband these roses

“Excuse me sir do they have a sender name?”

“No maam!”

“Ok thank you”

Nicki went to the roses that sat on the floor by the door; being those were the first they had a card in them. At the same time Lauren came in and hugged her and stood beside her with her hands on her hips.

“Nicki who bought all of these damn flowers?”

“Hell if I know, that’s what im trying to see now”

“Awe ok”

Nicki took the white card out of the roses and read. “Roses are red, violets are blue, yo wife betta watch her back, cause this yo baby too” Nicki ripped the card up

“Who is it Nicki”

“Monica bitch ass”

“That bitch just keeps addin fire to the fuckin gas leak”

“Yep. Sure is. But watch this bitch get burnt”

Nicki turned around because she heard safaree’s heart monitor start to go up. She automatically went to his side and whispered calm things in his ear. Lauren left out to give them the room they needed.

-For the next couple of days

Nicki went outside only for a little while to safaree’sjewler. She met the man at a restaurant and paid him 5,000$ for safaree’s new watch. Once she got back with the watch she held it close and whispered in safaree’s ear.

“Baby guess what?” Nicki waited on a response she wasn’t going to get. She just wanted to be cute with it.

“I got you a brand new watch! It has the chocolate rare F1 stones your always talkin about. And yes I had your jewel do it. Just wake up babe.” Nicki say there rubbing his grown out curls

“Happy headed fro ha!” Nicki poked him in the chest with her nail

“Now I know you heard my ass say I got you a damn watch just to wake yo ass up. So what imam need for you to do is wake yo black ass up” Nicki couldn’t believe she was trying to bribe a man in a coma with a watch

“Its now fuckin use” Nicki threw her hands up and put her head in her hands and cried.

“All I want for you is to wake up. I can take everything from there just please wake up baby! This is driving me mad.” Nicki thru the watch in her purse and threw it on her bed across from his and slumped in her seat wiping her eyes pouting like a little girl.

-Saturday week 2 ½

“Hey mama Samuels, niqua and my nieces” they all exchanged hugs and kisses

“How’s my son doing onika?”

“He’s only made 22% progress and nothing more” Nicki looked down. Mama Samuels held Nicki head up

“Look at me Chile, aint no use of you sitting up here blaming yourself” Nicki look down but didn’t say a word

“I love you so much, and that baby you are carrying. My grand baby” mama Samuels said fixing her glasses

“I love you too, im sure she does too” Nicki said with a little smile pulling a strand of hair out of her face. Mama Samuels touch nicki’s tummy

“You look horrible Chile, go home and take a decent bath, his mommy is here now. I know you trust me with his right?”

“I trust you; I just don’t want to miss if he wakes up.”

“You will be the first to call if he does”

“Ok mama! Im about to go take a nice warm bath in my tub then be right back”

“Okay” Nicki gave mama Samuels a hug and grabbed her purse and most of her dirty clothes so they could be washed at home while she was in the tub.

-Nicki at home

Nicki walked thru the door and took in a deep breath of her vanilla smelling home from the candles she uses to light every day. She missed the smell and it was way better than the hospital medicine smell that smell made her cringe. She walked thru her home to make sure everything was still in place as they left it. And after her circle around the house she headed upstairs to take her long bath.

When she got to the door of her room, she closed her eyes before she opened the door and all f the fights that her and Safaree had in the house came back to her. Nicki shook her head slowly wishing she could rewind time and take back everything that happened.

“If only I would have let him stayed home tat weekend” she shook her head and slowly opened her door to her room that was made for a royal couple.

Nicki dug in the drawers for a white v neck that fit and her Barney purple juicy couture pants and some all white shell toe addias and socks. After she laid out her things she turned on her bath water and set it at the right temperature. She couldn’t have it scorchin hot like usual because of the baby. So she settled for medium warm. After the tub was full, she check her phone of any missed calls from her mother in law then climbed in.

“Ahhhh this feels so right, thank you faree for the tub” she laid her head back with her eyes closed listening to the nothingness, pure silence of her home. She went into something deeper than a sleep, more so of relaxation state or meditation. Her body was at peace of the beeping noise from safaree’s breathing machine and the TV she tried to se to drain it out. She was in peace for once. She placed her hands on her belly and rubbed softly underwater as her and her daughter relaxed, but she knew soon she would have to face reality yet again.

-At the hospital

“Ha ha ha you all are so funny reminding me of the good times we had as a full family” momma Samuels smiled. Safaree heart rate was slow and steady.

“Yeah momma, we were so crazy kids. How did you do it?” shanequa asked

“I kept god first, so I wouldn’t beat the black off yall”

“Real funny momma”

“Im serious” she looked towards Safaree and grabbed his hand

“Baby you need to wake up so you can make memories like this with your baby and wife, at least both of you will be around” she pulled his hand up and kissed it

“Yeah bro we waiting for you”

Safaree opened his eyes…

-Nicki house

Nicki took the bath sponge and washed herself, and took the long stick sponge and got her back. As soon as she steps out of the tub reaching for her towel the phone rang. She hurried and grabbed the hot pink towel and ran for the phone.

“Hello?”

“Nicki hunny get here now, don’t panic. But Safaree has awakened and is asking for you and he won’t settle.”

“Oh my god thank Jesus!!! Tell him im on my way”

“I will but hurry”

“Trust me im doing that as fast as I can”

“See u when you get here”

Nicki dried her feet then ran to the bed to quickly slip on her underwear and outfit. She brushed her hair into a messy bun applied lip gloss and stuck her big brown Chanel glasses on and left. As she drove she prayed.

“Dear god, I thank you, I don’t know how I will ever repay you. But I promise to be good this time. I love you. I put no man before, I worship you oh lord… once again Thank you for your mercy for sparing my husband’s life. Amen” Nicki wiped her tears from under the glasses

“Lord you heard my cry, I thank you” Nicki looked down to fix her tee shirt that was rising over her pregnant tummy as she drove entering the express way

“Here we come daddy” she giggled slightly

-Back at the hospital

“Hey baby its momma” Safaree looked at his mother with big eyes as if he did not know her. The truth was he didn’t know why he had a tube down his throat and his mother was in Florida. It must have been something bad.

“Hey bro calm down” shanequa said grabbing his hand. Safaree looked from left to right at his sister and his mother frantically and started to sweat. His mother pressed the red button on the side of the bed and stood back. Safaree looked down near his feet where they stood then threw his head back in the pillow gagging on the tube. As soon as he was about to yank the tube out the doctors rushed in?

“Dr. Torres he’s awake” momma Samuels said

“I see, hi Mr. Samuels im your doctor, Dr. Torres. I have been your doctor for the past month you been here” safaree’s heart rate started to rise as he started to gag on the tube more and shake his head while the nurses pinned him down.

“Safaree I going to need for you to stay still so we can get the tube out. We can’t take the IV out yet. That precaution but I will take the tube out. Understand your throat will be soar from the tube being in there for so long. You may be hoarse but you can still speak. Do you understand why you are in here?” Safaree shook his head no

“You were in a bad motorcycle accident. You flew pretty and landed full force. Surprisingly your helmet crack upon impact which let you in a coma for 4 ½ weeks. We had to put you in a deeper coma so he brain could heal. I hope you heard everything that was going n around you. Im pretty sure you did from you responding with your heart rate. That was genius. But two men saved you and 1 nurse and she just happens to be standing right next to you.” Safaree looked to Ariel with thankfulness in his eyes and then looked back to Dr.torres to finish

“You might be a little queasy after we lift you up so let us know ok. And im going to allow Ariel to take the tube out.” Safaree shook his head okay as he watched his mother and sister step out the room

He laid down flat as Ariel retrieved the tube from his throat moving at a slow rate so he wouldn’t throw up and another nurse held a bucket nearby. After she got it completely out, Safaree took a hard swallow and rubbed his hands across his bandages, then looked towards Ariel.

“Thank you kind spirit”

“Why do you say kind spirit? You just could have said my name”

“Because only god sends kind spirits to save other humans from leaving this earth. You were my angel; you were the only nurse so I know you took control.”

“Well in that case you’re welcome, and I should go. I will tell your family your are ok and they can come in.”

“If you ever need anything, don’t be ashamed to ask ok.”

“Thanks for the offer im good”

“I know there is something you need! How could my wife and I ever repay you for your knowledge and kinds heart to save me” Safaree coughed after every other word and taking hard swallows on his dry throat every now and then.

“Well… I would like to send my son to private school.”

“He will go to the best in Florida. And college also. I will cover that maam” Ariel stood there in shock as his mother and sister came in. he slowly held his hand up where his IV was dangling from and she shook his hand

“Deal?” he asked

“Deal” Ariel smiled thru tears. Before she left she gave a goodbye greeting to the family

“Good evening to you all”

“Same to you.” They all chimed in... Ariel walked out

“Hey son” his mother ran to his side

“You want water?”

“Yes please” he coughed some more

“It might burn baby” he drunk up the water and even gave a little belch

“Hey wire man, you hooked up to so much stuff don’t ever scare us like that again ok”

“Deal” he said weakly

He looked towards his mother’s way then around the room, and then it turned into a panic.

“Where’s my wife? Where’s onika? Where is she?” he yelled

“Calm down baby I sent her home. She didn’t want to leave you. She only left your bed side to go to the doctor when you were comatose. She was worried sick literally. But her and the baby are fine.”

“I need my wife, tell her to come ma”

“Okay okay let me call her. I told her to take a bath and freshen up cause she really needed it.”

“I just want her right now. I need her in my arms”

“Okay slow ya horses” his sister said to him eagerly

30 minutes later they heard a knock on the door…

-Nicki…

She parked the car after she got her ticket and sped walked towards the building that held her alive and awake husband. Walked down the hallway until she hit his room. She took a deep breath and knocked and opened the door. Safaree was sitting up looking angry but as soon as he saw his wife his face cleared of any worries. He smiled to see her face and she took off her glasses and dropped her purse on the floor. At that point in time she knew how much she loved him, how she longed to see his eyes look back at her with life in them. She finally understood what marriage was, what love stood for, why 2 hearts made 1, why the baby they were having meant so much being a symbol of their love for one another.

Nicki looked down and blushed as she pulled the slightly too little shirt down over her 5 month baby bump that showed very well and profound. She looked back up to a goofy grinning Safaree as his mother and sister sat their quietly thru their smile down. He scooted over and held his hands out

“Come to daddy”

“My pleasure” she winked at him on the sly. Nicki walked over to safaree’s bed. His mother and sister left out to give them more privacy Nicki looked towards the door. Safaree scooted back to the edge before Nicki got in and placed his hand with the IV in it on her tummy and laid his head on it taking in nick’s fresh dove bar smell. Nicki looked down a little surprised then smiled comfortable… they hadn’t said a word yet, only allowing the moment to speak for itself. Safaree began to plant kisses all over her tummy until he received a couple swift kicks from his daughter.

“I missed you baby. I know your name baby girl. I’ll tell you later though during story time ok.” He looked up at his wide eyed wife

“You figured out her name while in a coma?”

“Yep. I also heard everything that went down with you and Monica; I heard our 1 on 1’s. The nights you cried to sleep. You don’t know how much that hurt me. Even the nights you slept with me, you bathing me, hormone changes, and updates on our baby. Tweet the barbs tell them im woke” Nicki smiled content because he recognized all what she had done.

“Come on get in bed with me” Nicki kicked off her addias and thru her juicy jacket in the chair that has always been stationed by his bed and scooted in. Safaree faced himself towards her way he winced from the IV and Nicki automatically took action.

“You need a nurse baby?” Nicki asked with worry on her face. She looked down at his feeding tube which was on her side and she panicked and started to scoot out the bed

“Omg im hurting you let me get up”

“No stay here”

“Your feeding tube! I can’t accidentally pull that out by sitting on it. They stitched that in, I refuse to hurt you.” Nicki said trying to hurry and get out of bed

“Onika please! Im not hurting, you’re not hurting me. I just want you by me. I haven’t seen you in almost a full month I just want to hold you” Safaree said weakly and horse. Nicki threw her head back on the pillow defeated and started to cry

“Faree I thought I lost you! What in heaven’s name possessed you to get on that bike? I told you don’t get on that thing until after she was born. But yet you didn’t listen. You scared the shit out of me literally! I almost went in to shock and early labor”

“Im sorry”

“No im sorry because I know that I was the reason you got on that thing. I blamed myself every day about your condition. I blamed myself if you wouldn’t have made it. And I would have allowed our daughter to hate me if you wouldn’t have woken up” Nicki threw her hands up and covered her eyes. Safaree pulled them down and kissed her cheek allowing tears to roll down his face too

“Don’t ever blame yourself for something stupid I chose to do. I could have taken my car or your truck. I just needed a release and the bike gave me the adrenalin I needed for the moment. And don’t you ever think im not coming back for my 2 girls. I will fight my hardest to live for you 2 in the worst situation possible.” He placed his and on Nicki tummy looking into her watery eyes that didn’t stop running

“Promise we won’t have another big fight. Because I can’t take this shit no more”

“Ill try. I can’t promise because you already know how we are”

“True” Nicki giggled which cause Safaree to wipe her remaining tears and smile with her

“I missed you 2”

“We missed you too especially her” Nicki smiled

“What all did I miss?”

“Oh nothing. I have a DVD at home so you can catch right up”

“Really? I can’t wait to get to that place. I hate this damn hospital”

“Me too. That’s why you got to finish getting better”

“I will” Safaree looked into his wife’s eyes and they stared for what seemed like forever. But he could do it for eternity. He really understood what love was and so did she. Nicki rest her forehead against his and sighed. Safaree to in her inviting scent and nuzzled between her neck and breast. They laid like that for the rest of the night, in each other’s arms not wanting to let go.

*yay for Safaree he’s awake and im excited. It’s so much to do and so much to get done now that he’s back. Once again sorry for the wait. But I love yall… posting soon  Love @TrebbleBarbie Comment*

Bumpy road to recovery Part1

*Hey yall sorry for the wait. i just started back school and all that good stuff. its only 1 more part to this chapter and imma try and get it up asap. But still sorry for the wait! anyways hope yall like mi chapter!!! LOVE @TrebbleBarbie*

It had been 3 days since the accident. His mother and sisters came and some of their friends from the music world came to visit him. The Vaks and Nicki’s entire closest friend were already visiting because they came for the pre game sleep over for the Grammies. Those 3 nights were a struggle for Nicki, she couldn’t sleep and she definitely didn’t want to eat. But she force fed herself because if anything happened to her little girl she would hate herself. She talked to Safaree crying on his chest every night. Played him music and just had regular conversations with him since she knew that he heard her. But most of the time she would just sit there and rub his face and kiss him.

-

Today was the 4^th day Safaree was in his private room in a secluded area where nurses and a few physicians were. Nicki also had a bed in the room so that she could stretch out and go to sleep, but most nights she wasn’t sleep. Nicki looked horrible, Lauren bought 2 weeks plus some just in case clothing to her in the hospital and even packed the baby something just to be funny and cute. She also packed for Nicki, Safaree some underwear because she knew how he felt about being commando. Nicki had no makeup on, brown circles under her eyes from lack of sleep, and she was a little weak from exhaustion from worrying and stressing herself out. She tried so hard not to feel bad because she knew the baby would feel it but it didn’t work. Nicki held a grudge with her heart because she kicked him out; if she didn’t kick him out he wouldn’t have gotten on the motorcycle she begged him to stay off. She blamed herself for it all.

Nicki laid next to Safaree in bed as she turned on the TV. Their favorite show was on… Family Guy. Nicki laughed so hard she almost peed herself but it would have been funnier if her husband was awake with her.

“Safaree did you hear that?”

“Omg hahahahaha” she laughed at what Stewie did on the TV

“Baby you need to wake up, the doctor says it is all on you. They put you under the drug but you can force yourself up if your brain is healed.” She sat their rubbing his face tracing his lips with her thumb

“Wait. Where is your chap stick at? Let me get it outta my purse. I already know how you feel about those soup coolers of yours” the nurse had walked in just in time to tell Nicki something

“Hi Mrs. Samuels im nurse Ariel” she said closing the door behind her. When she turned around to face Nicki her eyes went straight to Nickis baby bump and her hands then her face. Nicki looked faint, she ran over to her

“Excuse me Mrs. Samuels do you feel ok? Do you have pains in you lower abdomen? Do you feel sick? Or are you dizzy any?”

“The last one”

“ok well come here to this bed, im going to get a doctor and get you hooked up to a machine for some hours and maybe some drugs.”

“Ok” was all Nicki said. When the nurse rushed out Nicki listen to the beep of Safaree’s breathing machine and heart rate as it slowly started to rise as if Safaree was anxious of what was wrong. She simple spoke.

“Safaree… im still a few feet away from you. Im just dizzy that’s all.” It didn’t change his slow rise in heart rate so she knew he wasn’t buying it.

The doctor and nurse walked back in.

“Oh nurse”

“Yes Mrs. Samuels?”

“What did you want to tell me about Safaree?”

“Oh today he gets a sponge bath”

“Oh, I didn’t trust anybody just give me the material and I’ll do it.”

“But Mrs. Samuels that’s a lot of lifting and you’re not in the state to lift over 10 pounds”

Nicki gave the nurse a look

“Just bring me the damn shot so I can do it, I don’t want these flimsy ass female nurse all up n my husband shit.” Nicki said in a low but semi nice attitude

“But Mrs. Samuels I…” Nicki cut her off

“But nothing”

“Do as she says nurse Ariel” Dr. Torres said

“Thank you Dr. Torres” Nicki said sounding relieved

“But how is my husband?” Nicki sounded worried as she was

“He hasn’t progressed today and that kind of worries me. We need for him to make at least 1% progress in order to wake him up ourselves as we told you before if his brain is healing he can probably wake himself up” he shifted where he stood because the atmosphere was uncomfortable

“I understand.” Nicki looked away as she started to cry

“Im sorry Mrs. Samuels”

“Its ok im fine, my hormones are all over the place” she waved him off still looking out the window

“Those are not hormones, those are you tears of worry, stress, and sadness for your husband. Now I need for you to stop because that’s why you feel dizzy, the other half is because you will not eat your proper amount of food, and you won’t sleep. You are the first pregnant woman I know who won’t sleep”

“Well im a Martian doctor” Nicki giggled thru some tears

“Well you can’t be a Martian with another life living and growing inside of you. That baby needs you to stay well and you’re being selfish right now.” Nicki had told Dr. Torres to keep everything 100% with her even if it hurt her so she wouldn’t be in the dark

“I know im sorry” she started to cry again

“Don’t apologize im just reminding you of your actions and the stress you are putting on your unborn. I understand you have a couple of friends coming today?”

“Yes I do.”

“Well let’s get you on a monitor, feed you, and give you some drugs to make you sleep a couple of hours”

“But what if something happens to him”

“I promise we will wake you up if his condition becomes unstable”

“Okay”

Dr. Torres went and retrieved the OB.GYN team and told them what was wrong. They hooked her up to a baby heart rate monitor and a blood pressure clip. Nicki had planned on changing out of her pink hello kitty sweatshirt and purple and pink hello kitty PJ’s, but she couldn’t until she was done being on the monitor. They had moved her bed as she requested closer to Safaree bed and let down the guard rail on his side so she could reach him if she wanted.

Now she laid in silence as she listened to her baby’s heart rate and Safaree’s. Their baby wasn’t as fast as she remembers so she called for a nurse just for clearance. Nurse Ariel walked back in

“Hi Nurse Ariel im sorry about earlier. But I still will like to bathe my own husband”

“Ok maam it’s my job to accept whatever you throw at me” Ariel laughed

“Oh. But im still sorry”

“It’s ok. Did you need anything else?”

“Yes, I was wondering why my baby’s heart rate is so slow”

Nicki turned on her back as Ariel checked her EKG stats.

“Mrs. Samuels”

“Call me Nicki”

“Ok Nicki, well your baby is fine, the heart is beating fine. But im guessing since they gave you the medicine that should put you to sleep in a few minutes, you two are relaxed.”

“Ok thank you. That’s all I needed”

“Ok and I will have you bathing stuff for Mr. Samuels when he wakes up”

“Thank you”

With that, Ariel walked out and dimmed the lights. Nicki turned back on her side and drifted into a well needed sleep. Throughout the night the doctors would come check on both of them and check them.

-Monica’s place

“Oh so you weren’t going to tell me that was not or probably can’t be my baby?”

“I was but I just wanted to make sure before I told you”

“Well you acting like you fuckin know for sure that it’s his, he’s been to doctor’s visits and all that shit and flying you to New York and shit to see a doctor. He was giving you hella cash and all that shit making me believe that you was working and coming home with fat checks and shit”

“Im sorry ok. I cheated. YES I cheated but still 60/ 40 chance this baby might be yours. Just forgive me”

“I don’t know if I can. You had me believe you were carrying my first born son. That hurts a nigga when they find out they not havin one, and you just snatched that from under my feet like the bitch you are”

“Baby please…” she started to cry

“Just stay the fuck away from me until you know that, that my son. You are filthy, and sluty for ruining what we had and what I thought was a happy fuckin home. You better be glad I didn’t kick yo ass out, but if that is my son I would feel bad so I aint gon do that. 1 mo thing. You KNEW he was married and you tried to ruin his shit at home. You one conniving as bitch” he went up stairs after he said what he had to say. Monica slid to the floor crying.

-Back at the hospital

Nicki woke up the next morning surrounded by nurses taking her off machines and IV’s. She felt kind of refreshed from the good night sleep she received but as soon as she woke up she looked towards her comatose husband still laying there still. It brought her back to reality after the good sleep she had. She still felt at an all time low, she promised herself when he woke up there will be no more stupid arguments. Once the nurses were done nurse Ariel walked back into the room and greeted Nicki with the wash pan and towel, Nicki had her own soap for Safaree.

“Good Morning Nicki, did you have a good sleep?”

“Yes I did thank you. Im still a little drowsy but I’ll be fine”

“I can tell, let me get you some ice cold water”

“I like room temperature water thanks”

Nurse Ariel laughed and informed Nicki why she was getting her ice cold water.

“Nicki have you felt your baby any while you been awake”

“No, I guess she still sleeps”

“Oh it’s a girl?”

“Yes” Nicki smiled rubbing her baby bump

“Ok well, the ice cold water will wake your baby and she should kick for you”

“Awe ok well hand it over”

“Ok one sec. I’ll be right back”

“Okay”

Nurse Ariel walked out the room and Nicki walked over to Safaree and grabbed his limp hand, kissed him and spoke to him.

“Good morning baby, im fine now. They gave me some drugs to put me to sleep, im going to eat in a second after I bathe you, I miss you so much, the barbs are praying for you and your friends are scared shitless. You have to wake up for us, for them. You’re still needed here obviously” Nicki laughed and kissed his lips again.

Nurse Ariel walked in while Nicki was having her small conversation with her husband and she stepped out until she was done to give them privacy. She knocked on the door which made Nicki turn her head from Safaree and stand up straight

“Here you go. I didn’t want to interrupt”

“That’s ok and thank you so much.”

“No problem. Now if you need help moving him while bathing him press the button”

“I sure will thank you”

“No prob”

Nurse Ariel walked out of the door closing the curtains to give Nicki and Safaree privacy while she bathes him. Nicki walked to the door and locked it for extra privacy to block walk-in. she went back over to her bed and pulled up their Louis V. duffle bag and pulled out the dove bar for men. She loved when Safaree used this back at home, he smelled fresh all the time. She also pulled out his shaving crème and Gillette razor to clean him up, Vaseline to oil him down. If she could brush his teeth she would but the breathing tube was blocking her from doing so. She also reached to the side and pulled out his navy blue polo boxers with the red horses printed on them. Nicki walked back to the bed with all of her supplies in her hands and dropped them in the chair she sits in next to his bed. She paused and took a sip of cold water

“Omg this shit is ice cold” she held her tummy as she drank the bottle down. After a minute or so she received kicks from their daughter

“Good morning little girl” Nicki giggled

“Sorry the nice nurse lady made me drink it to wake you up from all that medicine crap we had last night.” She spoke to her tummy

“Now we are going to give daddy a bath and then rest for the day” Nicki grabbed the wash pan and went to the bathroom in the room and filled it with warm/hot water and carried it back over to the bed.

She placed the grey wash pan on the side of Safaree and placed the soap and towel in it to soak while she removed his gown. She pulled down the sheets first and then she pulled of his blue hospital socks. She begin to speak to Safaree

“I swear this is for better or for worst because you know I don’t do this kinda stuff ha! But I love you baby so much. I really hope you can hear me”

After she took off his socks she ran her hand up his muscular right leg and thanked god for every limb to be still in place and function properly. She was so thankful to the lord for his survival, she didn’t think she could go thru another tragic lost, but she knew Safaree was strong and he was going to fight for his life. Nicki was surprised at how warm his legs were, when she got to the hem of his gown she raised it up and pulled it over his head making his body bare. She decided to put the dry towel over his lovely man hood and reached for the towel to begin washing him. First she stood back and examined his chest where he got small cuts everywhere from the glass that was broken, she sighed and began to wash and talk to him.

She took the melting dove bar out of the wash pan and smeared the soap over his whole neck, shoulders, arms and chest and part of his pelvic area. Nicki then took out the hot towel and rung it out and began to scrub and wash his upper torso raising his arms to get his armpits, and raising his head with ease to get the back of his neck. When she washed his chest she washed slowly and traced her fingers over her name Nicki on his left pectoral. She teared up but kept going making sure he was clean and no soap residue was left over to give him a rash.

“Safaree let me tell you something… I never stopped loving you, when we were in our biggest fight and didn’t see each other I too didn’t eat, sleep, or drink anything. I know that was bad for our child but I was miserable without you. Kinda like how I am now. I need yo black ass to wake the fuck up and smell the fuckin Foldgers like” she said shaking her head going over his abs.

“You know the next doctor’s appointment is tomorrow and it’s a 3d ultra sound so we can see who she resembles the most. I think she’s going to look like you because I just simply don’t like your ass. And you know what they say about that. If the wife hates you during their pregnancy then your baby will look just like you. Ha! Shout out to me little girl lookin like this crack head of a coon! Ha! I guess you have no come back, but I know you will once you wake up. But I know she will be beautiful, and if you were awake I know you would be drooling over me and loving me.” Nicki took a deep breath as she stuck her hand back in the now warm water and put the towel down to dry off his top half. Once she dried him off she moved to his bottom half, placing the dry towel on his chest.

“Ha! Now I gotta was ya man hood.” She said while gripping his man hood in her hands. She moved back to the wash pan and grabbed the soap. She figured she would go slowly on his bottom half 1, because his legs were long, and 2 cause she was a freak.

“I swear if you were woke you would get the cookies but naw, somebody not waking up. But seriously though baby heal quickly. Yesterday as you may have heard, the doctor told me you didn’t make progress. We have no time for setbacks babe, but want you to come out of this in one piece so…”

Nicki rubbed soap on his man hood area, as she did this she felt him slowly rise in her hands. What she didn’t know was that if a man is still a live and everything still works properly, he can surely get an errection from cold air, wet skin, or someone stimulating him.

“Safaree why are you doing this to me you freak. You the first nigga I know who dick get on hard in a fuckin coma. We need to address this later ha! You got this thing in front of me on brick and I can’t have it. I should stop washin yo ass. But im glad I got it and not the nurses; they would probably tried to rap you too. We already had a problem with that shit” Nicki shook her head as she finished up with that and moved down to his legs. She kept talking.

“Babe but seriously, I forgive you. This whole situation made me realize that life is too short to hold grudges on the one you love because you can lose them just like that. And I don’t want to lose you. You always tried to work out the situation and even made me forget about it, because life was so good with back at home, but I blew it off and got aggrivated and didn’t want to hear anything.”

“Why didn’t you just tell me you were paying her bitch ass? Now see if we had joined accounts I woulda saw the withdraw of a thousand every week and would have said something then.” She raised his leg to get to his butt crack and right cheek.

“But I love you for protecting me. That all you do. Our daughter is so blessed to have you as a strong father and I can’t wait till she meets you 4 months from now. She’s already daddy’s girl I don’t know what ima do” Nicki giggled placing his leg down starting on his foot.

“Ha! This brings up memories of when I gave you a pedicure and Teamminaj was pissin trying to see who I gave it too. We had fun that day, and painting your toes purple was even more fun. Hopefully our daughter gets you good like that. Im taking a lot of pictures. No moment will be lost. Dead! I sound like a soccer mom already

Nicki went on washing his other side and kept talking about things and confessing things to Safaree as he laid there. She put his boxers on him careful not to lift too much of his weight, then dumped the water out. She got a fresh batch of HOT water and bought it back to the bed. Once she put it on the bed, she went back to their duffle and pulled out a wife beater and his cologne because he couldn’t wear deodorant while he was in the hospital. She walked back and put her hand in the clear water with the towel and no soap. She pulled his razor up on the bed along with his shaving cream.

“Ok so im about to touch your face. Don’t freak out. You just look bad not groomed so im going to shave you. I have to learn one day, so I chose today. I know what you’re thinking, go get Vincent, but I rather do it on my won so hush up” she laughed at the last statement that she said, and placed the hot towel over his face softening the hair on his face and opening his pours. She put the shaving crème on him and began to shave as she saw him do at home.

“Baby I did a good job, you look sexy, and besides all the small cuts you look good bewp!”

Nicki cleaned up the area and put on his tank top and lay down next to him.

“I am getting big babe. It’s becoming hard to do shit now, like dead ass like last week I stop seeing my feet, that’s not cool. But im about to eat and wash myself so I will be back.”

*Hope yall like the first part. prepare yall selves for the second part lolz!! but hey didnt yall find it wierd that after i spoke of the motorcycle that SB wanted to get on his bike again in real life? WEIRD it freaked me out. anyways Comment or hit me up on Twitter Love @TrebbleBarbie*

Grammy's Part 2

*Sorry yall it took me so long to post. I love yall *runs and hides* anyway doe get ya tissues ready, but its good. I hope yall enjoy. Comment  LOVE @TrebbleBarbie*

As Nicki slid down the door Lauren and Jessie ran to her side to aide her.

“Boss what’s wrong?” Jessie asked very concerned.

“Nicki what’s wrong, what the fuck happened down there? Who was that calling Safaree’s name?” Lauren asked highly upset.

“It was her Lauren! It was her.” Nicki stretched her legs out in front of her because they were falling asleep bent to her chest and her baby bump was getting tight. But she didn’t cry anymore she was angry.

“It was who Nicki?” Lauren asked trying to fix her running black mascara.

“It was Monica!” Nicki said looking up.

“It was who?” Jessie got an attitude and started to pace the floor and think.

“I thought I handle this bitch a long ass fuckin time ago. Didn’t I tell that bitch don’t come this way and she better stay where the fuck she at. Stupid hoes don’t listen. I knew I should’ve got her ass or I should’ve let Candi really get her ass.”  Jessie thought while pacing.

“Come on lets get you off this floor in this 10,000$ dress.” Jessie said concerned.

“No just leave me here!” Nicki said upset.

“No come on baby, lets at least lay you down, but I want you to go to the Grammies baby this is your big day.” Lauren said taking one of Nickis arms into her hands and looking towards Jessie to grab the other.

“I know but I’m just not in the mood.” Nicki said in a whining voice.

“Come on Jess on 3 pull her up, 1..2..3.” they pulled her up on to her feet and  helped her on to her bed. They watch her slowly lay on her back and turn her head. The crème tulle spread across the bed as she laid in the middle and it laid loosely over her belly, she almost looked like the black Juliet the way her mascara ran down her face. She looked like a beautiful bad dream.

“I swear this could be a photo shoot for Vogue.” they giggled.

Lauren walked over to the bed and took Nickis foot stool to climb into the bed and sat on it, the way Nickis face was facing. She looked Nicki into her eyes.

“I know your tired of crying babe, you only had 4 weeks of rest, don’t allow yourself to fall in that jealousy pitt again. You know that’s your husband and that’s you all little creation. That little girl you carry means the world to him. And 9 times outta 10 that’s not even his baby, she just a gold diggin bitch like I saw her to be. Trust me if I would have stayed sober you to would probably be just fine. But that’s the past you gotta live for this baby girl, and you need to love your husband. He would die for you two and you know it. Even if he doesn’t go with you tonight to the Grammies and you need a day away that’s fine.” Nicki grabbed her tummy and turned completely towards the window and balled up into fetal position and cried, she knew her best friend was right. Nicki looked up to Lauren and was about to speak until Safaree started to bang on the door.

-Outside the door…

Safaree started to climb the stairs when he saw Nicki run. Monica went outside in her car and got on the phone but she didn’t leave.  Martin was trying to stop Safaree.

“Man look she don’t want you here right now.”

“Martin who the fuck do you sound like, this is my got damn house I’m not going no fuckin where until she talks to me.”

“Thats the problem dawg she don’t want to talk to you.”

“I’ma at least try. I’m not finna let my relationship slip man, I don’t wanna go back to that place where I was 4 weeks ago and I didn’t know where to turn. Look you ain’t never been so lost in love that you couldn’t breathe without the person. She’s my other half and its my responsibility to make sure she’s happy and I keep fuckin up, on top of that I have my daughter to think about and she keeps getting stressed out that’s not good for her man.” Safaree shook his head while talking.

“Well all I can say is try.” Martin said stepping out of Safaree’s way. Day and Terrence ran upstairs after him.

Safaree slowly approach the door hearing Nicki speak. He heard the anger in her voice when she said that it was Monica down stairs at the door. He didn’t want Nicki to meet her that way, let alone meet her at all. He put his ear to the door when he heard it get quiet and heard her soft crys after Lauren spoke to her. This is when he decided to speak up and knock on the door to try and speak to her. He knew she was stubborn and hardheaded so he knew he was in for it. Safaree begin to knock on the door and call her name.

“Nicki please open up.”

Nicki wiped her nose and face with her hands and wrist and wiped it on her pillow smearing make up everywhere and started to sit up but got assisted help from Lauren.

“Safaree didn’t I tell you to leave?” Nicki said looking towards the door with red eyes and practically screaming.

Safaree put both hands on the door and put his forehead to the door defeated. And spoke

“Nicki I’ll never leave you, stop saying that, stop sending me away, that’s only making things worst baby please just open up so we can have privacy!”

“No Safaree, that bitch knows where I live, she was in my place, the place where I lay my head, I should beat her ass. Then she finally knocked me back in my place because she gave me a fuckin reality check. This shit is real and cant be forgotten about. For 4 weeks I had let go and forget about everything. We were doing so good…” she flopped her hands back on the bed feeling defeated also by her emotions.

“And we can still do good, just forget it ever happened.”

“But Safaree your paying her I cant just forget about her, that’s selfish because if that baby is yours I will feel bad. I just need time away from you.”

“Nicki  don’t say that. You need me here baby, you need me.” Nicki started to cry again when she heard this. Jessie climbed in the bed and rubbed her back.

“Safaree go take care of her.”

When Safaree heard this he punched the wall cracking it, this caused all of the vaks to come out the room. They were oblivious to what was going on just minutes before but once they her the wall crack they were on their feet. Safaree looked back at Terrence and day and Day put her hand on his back and spoke.

“Try one more time.” Safaree had his head down between his shoulders almost crying. The guys walked over and didn’t say anything but looked at Terrence for answers. Terrence pointed to the door and they knew that’s where Nicki was and they all shook their heads and backed up a little to give Safaree room. Safaree started to get hot so he unbuttoned the top two  buttons of his shirt and leaned against the door 1 more time.

“Nicki please open this door.”

“Just leave.” Nicki said in a calm voice.

“Please.” he said in a desperate tone.

The Vaks started to leave back into the man room seeing that they friend needed his privacy more than their help. Nicki scooched to the side of the bed by the door and got down off the bed and walked to the door slowly. Nicki put her head to the door just like Safaree on the other side, she heard him breathing.

“Nicki.” he said lowly.

She lifted from the door with watery eyes and opened the door. She stepped back slowly and Jessie and Lauren walked passed. As Lauren walked past she put her hand on Nicki shoulder and she nodded as to say she was fine, all while not taking her eyes off of Safaree’s watery eyes. Nicki spoke before they could get any farther.

“Jessie tell Martin to put on a black suit with a crème tie. He’s escorting me to the Grammies.”

“OK boss lady.” Jessie closed the door slowly and walked down stairs with day and Terrence and Lauren.

Safaree hung his head and reached for his wife, Nicki straightened herself up being strong and trying to stop crying. He grabbed her by her hips and looked up into her eyes. Nicki folded her arms right above her tummy where it began to curve.

“Listen to me… I love you… I paid her to keep her mouth closed from the media an to feed her and to let her buy what she needed.”

Nicki touched his cheek and he turned his head to kiss her palm. Nicki knew she needed some time from him maybe a day or two because it irritated her just took look at him.

“Safaree, I’m trying to accept I really him but its hard for me to stomach literally. I hate her and I never say hate, but if she is carrying your child she has something of mine that she shouldn’t have. That was a reality check for me and it hurt.”

“Baby you got to understand we are married and we can make plenty of these.” he looked down to her tummy.

“But you don’t understand Safaree… I just need time from you right now… I hate you right now.”

“You don’t hate me… that’s your hormones talking.”

“It maybe my hormones but I need you away from me. Its just not healthy for us, me and the baby to be feeling this way. So just go somewhere for a couple of days or something.”

 Nicki took his hands off of her hips and turned to walk away, but she knew as always he would grab for her.

“I’m not leaving Nicki.” she turned her head and looked at him.

“Just go please, let me go.” she said calmly.

“No!” he said sternly.

“Well if you don’t leave I will.”

“No, I want you here… we shouldn’t have to separate from each other to calm down, but I’ll leave but I’m coming back.” He was furious inside blaming himself.

“Okay.” Nicki said bland.

Nicki began to walk away but Safaree stopped her again.

“Let me say bye to my baby.” Nicki put her arms to her sides, she knew her daughter was worked up to from her emotions because she kept moving changing positions but didn’t kick.

Safaree got on his knees and put his hands on Nicki belly and kissed it.

“I gotta leave but I’m going to be right back ok baby girl.” their daughter kick his hands and he kissed her belly. He stood up looking up at Nicki then started to look down at Nicki once he was fully standing.

“I promise we will get thru this.” Nicki walked away from him and stood by the window seeing the clouds coming in for the after noon showers. Safaree went into their closet and got his leather jacket and helmet. He was about go for a long ride on his motor cycle. Nicki begged for him not to drive the bike but tonight he needed an escape. Before he walked out the room door he turned and said.

“I love you, no one can make me stop breathing while still alive but you.”

Nicki stood at the window not even taking a second glance at him but she whispered as he closed the door behind himself.

“I love you more.” she rubbed her belly as her daughter kept up her movement. What Nicki was feeling inside she knew her daughter was feeling it also so she tried to calm herself and make herself happy buy finding her phone and tweeting the barbs.

-On Safaree’s way out…

Safaree stormed down the stairs swinging on his leather jacket zipping it up. And throwing on his helmet. Grabbing the door knob he looked back at worried faces of Day, Terrence and Lauren shaking her head no. she knew how much Nicki hated him on that thing especially now that she was pregnant. Safaree looked down to the ground fixing his helmet on right and opening the glass of it. He closed the door and was met by a crazy Monica.

“So…. Where is it? By the way you look sexy like this… oh and sorry about the wife thing.”

“Like I told you the first time get the fuck off my property, I will bring you your money, and keep my wife out your mouth you already caused enough problems.”

“It ain’t my fault.” Monica said with confidence. Safaree looked back at her and glared.

“Get the fuck off my damn property! Its all your fuckin fault. If you wasn’t so damn money hungry tryna get knocked up by me while I was completely gone, I wouldn’t be in this shit. But yo slutty ass had to come. I bet you ain’t even told that piece of shit boy friend you got that it might not be his. But I guess I ant got to tell him” Monica looked behind her to see her boyfriend had followed her to Nickis house. By the time she looked back she saw Safaree gone on his bike. Safaree had saw him earlier when he was coming out the house so he figured that he would let him know what was happening because he obviously looked lost.

-Nicki upstairs…

@Nickiminaj  hey barbs I’m on my way… you all are going to laugh at my date. I cant wait to see you all

@Nickiminaj oh barbs I’m trying something new with my hair! You all will spazz!

@Nickiminaj Leaving out CP time I know I know! Aren’t I always late LMFAO *scrying*

Nicki kept reading their tweets and replying, by this time she felt better and was ready to go. She heard someone running up the stairs and busting into her room. It was her team including a half dressed martin.

“Martin what the hell?” she laughed at him.

“Huh?” he said surprised by her laughter.

“Look at you! Come here so I can tie your tie.” the team including Jessie was giggling at him.

She tied Martins tie and stood back to look him over.

“Ok so my escort looks nice.” Nicki said smiling hiding her emotions.

“Thanks big dawg.” Martin said.

“Ok come on so I can fix this make up” day said pulling her arm and sitting her back down by the vanity.

“Yas hunny chile let me work on this hair too” Terrence said pulling ou the rose and rekindling her bun.

About 25 minutes later she was ready. Lauren bent down and slipped on her flats and stood her up.

“you look beautiful.” Lauren said.

“Thanks you guys for helping me I really appreciate it.”

“But you know you have to fix your problems later, but go and enjoy yourself bring me home so gold trophies.” Terrence said.

“I know Tee! Ok lets go.”

Everybody walked out the door and down the stairs to the car service. Nicki made it to the Grammies around an hour later and walked the red carpet along but martin knew where to meet up with her at. As she walked the red carpet she showed off her baby bump with the best smile she could give. Her and Safaree’s child as twice as famous as Blue Ivy, Jay and Beyonce’s child. Everybody was waiting to see who, and when she would get knocked up by. The paps yelled questions.

“So where’s your husband Scotty Billups?”

“So where’s Safaree?”

“What are you having Nicki.”

“congratulations Nicki could you turn to the side for us.”

“Is that your real hair?”

“When are you due? How many babies Nicki, you look beautiful Nicki.”

“What’s your real age Nicki.”

Nicki continued all the way to the end and then she did a couple of interviews. Then went inside because her feet were tired. And sat down with martin. As the show began Nicki looked at her timeline and tweeted the barbs.

@Nickiminaj I saw yall praying for me thank you Barbs love you.

@Nickiminaj aren’t I fetch barbs! Thanks babies. But wish me luck! Lets try to bring home all 5 barbs! LETS GO!

-Safaree on the road…

Safaree was on the road for about an hour for about and hour and 20 minutes just popping willies and swerving thru traffic clearing his head in the process. It was something about feeling the wind under his jacket and the control he had over his bike that he loved and soothe him. It was more control than he had over his real life. When he thought about it like that he took off faster hitting a hundred miles an hour then it started to pour in rain, the same clouds Nicki saw in the house before she left was the ones that were giving him the rain now.

Safaree let out a couple of tears as he thought about everything him and Nicki went thru. He prayed silently in his head about his relationship to god. He had because very faithful to God after him and Nicki split up the first time. He knew the relationship he had with god was over anybody or anything so the lord was the first person he called on. After he prayed he started to blame himself for the non sense that was taking place with this hood bunny Monica. He thought to himself how he knew he should have stayed instead of listening to Nicki and leaving for 2 weeks.

Nicki meant everything to him and now his child… his daughter. He thought about his daughter a little longer and it made him smile thinking of her arrival in 4 months. He knew once he get back to Nicki when he goes home that they needed to started doing things. That little girl meant the world to him, the lord had answered his prayers in every way. Just to think about that painful time in his life when he didn’t see his wife for 4 months had him choke up and to think that he could possibly go thru that again did not sit well with him.

Safaree had completely zoned out from thinking and forgotten he was driving his bike. On the express way he felt hit hump in the uneven road and he lost his balance with the bike. Since it was raining it was harder for him to gain control of his bike. The bike started to swivel and his handle brakes made it worst. By him slamming on the breaks in the rain the back tie of the bike flew up. Usually when he did this on dry ground he could control the 300 pound bike and balance it on one wheel. This time the bike threw him a good 80 feet across the road. The bike slammed back down about 100 yards from him and Safaree just closed his eyes as his life flashed before him in his mind. He prayed that the pain went  quick and that he would be alive in the end. He only had on a helmet and a jacket, no leg gear at all.

Safaree came down hard head first cracking the glass of his helmet, and the helmet on its own took the compact and cracked leaving Safaree life less on the ground. Thank god it was cars coming from both ways. They all slammed on their brakes as they watched Safaree’s life dangle in the air as he hit the ground. Some body who slammed on their brakes happened to be a nurse at the nearest hospital Ingalls. A lot of people dialed 911, this how some of the calls sounded.

“911 emergency.”

“High I’m a by passer on the express way.”

“Yes ma’am how may I help you? For important purposes this call is being recorded, and can I have your name or would you like to remain anonymous? “

“I would like to remain anonymous, I’m just a passer.”

“Ok ma’am what is going on and what’s the location?”

“Ok there was a man he crashed his own motor cycle, he flew in the air ill say around 100 feet and came don crashing head first, he’s either unconscious or dead on the road right now. Some body please come and help this man” the lady said panicking.

“Ok I’m sending some one right now but I need your location do you have a GPS?”

“Yes I do!”

“Please read me the coordinates since the highway doesn’t have addresses.”

“Ok hold on…. The coordinates are 75’ 45’ 30’”

“Ok ma’am a helicopter and land emergency is on its way.”

“Thank you ma’am.”

She hung up and stood outside her car as she saw two people run to him and try to help the lifeless man on the road. Her 4 year old child started to cry an she handed him a sippy cup and decided to pray for the man she didn’t know.

Back by the scene a nurse and two men ran over to Safaree as fast as they could in the rain. The lady had on her Minnie Mouse scrub and crocs, looking as though she just got off of work. One of the men spoke while running over.

“Are you a nurse?”

“Yes I am a RN, I cannot leave this man side or I will be sued so please help me when I ask you to step in.” both men shook their heads then spoke again.

“My name is Jonathan, and this is Mike.”

“I’m Alyssa, let me check his legs and see if they are broken. I cant move his head or back because he came down head first. Some nerves could be pinched and his spine could be broken. We don’t want to move him and kill him by pinching nerves harder or taking the spine out of place which is probably keeping him alive.” They shook their head and watched her feel up Safaree’s legs for abnormalities and broken bones.

“His legs are fine, could one of you check his pockets for a wallet as I check his pulse?”

“Sure.” mike said.

“Where was this man going in white suit pants?” Jonathan asked. Jonathan and mike had to be in their late 20’s early thirties, they looked pretty strong to assist in any lifting. they wanted to be good civilians as they saw Safaree also go up in the air.

Mike pulled out his wallet and noticed the stack he had in it.

“Man this dude is loaded.” mike said surprised but kept digging for his motorcycle license or regular license.  He ran across his black card and looked back at Jonathan looking confused.

“Is dude famous?” Jonathan asked.

“I don’t know man?” Mike said.

“Keep looking.” Jonathan said nervously looking too.

He ran across Safaree ID. It had his picture and his full name, also his height, weight, if he was an organ donor, and his blood type.

“His name is Safaree Samuels,” Mike yelled to Alyssa she looked up from Safaree’s wrist.

“Wait I remember his name from the TV with that lady who where’s the wigs. My daughter loves her.” Jonathan said.

“The rapper Nicki Minaj.” Mike said surprised but not to much. He usually ran into stars in Miami.

“Wait that’s her husband! I remember watching E news with my wife. Yes that’s him.” Jonathan said frantically while the rain pored a little harder than a few minutes before.

“No wonder why he’s so loaded.” Mike said looking back at Safaree’s lifeless body.

“Aye does he have a phone?” Jonathan asked mike.

“Let me check.” Mike looked in the same pocket to find his phone. The I phone 7 screen was cracked but it was still on.

“Here look for his wife number or an assistant or something.” Mike handed the phone to  Jonathan.

“Don’t these phones have the app called ICE?” Jonathan said while starting to search thru his most recent calls then apps.

“Yea that’s for emergency contacts and any dysfunctions they have.” mike yelled.

“Ok good.” Jonathan began to dig thru Safaree’s phone and found his ICE contacts. First was his mother than Nicki than his sister Shanequa.

“Yes he has an ICE.” Jonathan said a little relieved, but he thought about how recent the phone numbers was. And if Safaree updated his ICE. Luckily he did after the Monica incident.

“Call the first one for me sir.” Alyssa said while checking his pulse.

“How is his pulse.” Mike asked Alyssa as she had the look of worry and confusion written across her face.

“It’s very weak I need to perform CPR until they get here but I cant move him because I know the severity of his accident being that we saw him land head first.” She screamed with worry over the horns and sirens. They now heard help on the way. Alyssa looked  down at Safaree face thru the broken glass shield that was once there and spoke.

“Safaree look if you can hear me sir, I’m Alyssa a nurse at Ingalls hospital around 12 miles from here. That’s where you are going because I know it’s the closest. Can you please live for me. I cant perform CPR on you sir so hang in there. They are almost her.” She barely saw his features. Safaree was covered in blood in his helmet, his nose bled out, along with his ears, he had cuts from the broken glass, his pants were some what ripped from impact to the ground, and his jacket had a couple of rips. He looked beaten up pretty bad but her main concerned was his head.

Jonathan begin calling the first number which was his mother she picked up.

“Hello Mrs. Samuels?” he yelled thru his phone over the sirens and down pour of rain. He looked down at Safaree’s phone in his other hand to make sure he was saying the correct last name.

“Yes who is this and why are you yelling?” she asked sitting her oven mitt down. She just took some bake chicken out of the oven.

“Hi ma’am my name is Jonathan. I am a civilian of Miami and I witnessed your son get into his motor cycle accident. You were on his emergency contact are you in the state to get to him. They are taking him to Ingalls hospital ma’am.” He said very quickly with urgency.

“Omg is he ok, Omg no im in Brooklyn, New York, omg omg omg my baby.” Mrs. Samuels started to panic and Shanequea just happen to be there with her. She stood behind her mother until she saw her get weak  in the knees. She took the phone from her and her mother turned around and cried in her chest. As Shanequa held her with one arm she spoke in the phone with the other.

“Hello hi, I’m Shanequea! May I help you?” she said with an attitude.

“Oh ok! Well you were one of the emergency contacts to. I guess you cant come neither. “

“Emergency contact ? for who? And who is this.”

“Hi ma’am in Jonathan, your brother was in an motorcycle accident and he’s hurt pretty bad. They are taking him to Ingalls hospital. You all need to get here quick but im going to call his wife” Shanequa looked at the phone in tears and held it back to her ear just in enough time to hear him say that he was going to call Nicki. She knew she was at the Grammies and she didn’t want stress on her either.

“Omg does he have a pulse?”

“Yes he has a pulse and the helicopter is here and the ambulance are coming now.”

“Please don’t call his wife, call his assistant Martin. You should see it in his phone.”

“Thank you ma’am.”

“No thank you for helping us and my brother.”

Shanequea held her mother and called up her other sister and her baby sitter. While holding her sobbing mother.

“Come on momma we gotta go. We gotta get to the airport.”

“We will have to wait for a commercial flight.”

“No we don’t they keep a plane here for us momma, you should know your son takes every precaution.”

“But we gotta go thru security.”

“No we wont it’s a emergency they will just pull us thru and we are on a private flight lets go. Sarah is meeting us there.”

“Okay.”

Mrs. Samuels and Shanequa ran out of the door and drove to the airport doing 98 mph on the express way. While they ran thru the air port she called Jessie and informed her and she texted Lauren, Candice, and Terrence. She didn’t have day phone number.

-

The helicopter circled the area as the police and fire department followed on ground To where he was the ambulance was right behind them. It took around 10 to 15 minutes for them to find them and get to them. The blue and red fire trucks plummeted towards Safaree’s accident scene on the shoulders of the highway. Once they got there the fire department was there first followed behind as the police and the ambulance lagging just a mile behind.

The fire department got out and ran over to Safaree. Alyssa stood up drenched. She pulled out her Ingalls ID that had RN written really big with her name because she knew she would be questioned.

“How are you ma’am and are you related?” the fire fighter asked. 3 others tended to Safaree

“No I’m Alyssa Combs! I am an RN at Ingalls hospital, which is the closest he could be lifter to which should take around 3 minutes on helicopter 20 on land. As you know i…” the fire fighter cut her off finishing her line.

“You couldn’t leave his side. Ok ma’am you have to come with us and did you check his pulse?”

“Yes I know, and yes its very weak 40 over 160.”

“Thank you, you have did you duty also do you know his name? “

“Safaree Samuels, Nicki Minaj the rapper… her husband.”

“Have you all gotten in contact with his wife and family.” Jonathan stepped forward hanging up the phone on a whispering martin.

“Yes sir his wife is on her way from the Grammies and his mother and sister are on their way from New York.”

“Thank you sir. You two can get back in your cars and leave thank you for your service.”

“No problem.” both men said handing over his belonging to the fire fighter.

The fire fighter turned back to Alyssa and asked her one more question.

“Did you see the accident?”

“Yes I did, he flew about 100 feet in the air and landed on his helmet. I surprise he doesn’t have broken legs he’s pretty lucky but his head has damage I know. He’s bleeding from his nose and ears also he has small cuts from his shield that was glass on his helmet.”

As he questioned her. The got an IV started on Safaree but did not move him until ambulance got there. The fire fighter sawed thru the rest of the helmet having a steady hand not to move him. As soon as the helmet was cracked the place a white neck brace around his neck and lifted him by cuffing his knees and back and lowered him slowly on the gurney. They didn’t ventilate him just incase of neck injuries but kept strong oxygen on him. Alyssa climbed into the ambulance while the fire fighters took her car to the hospital . they took off to Ingalls to save Safarees life.

-At the Grammies…

“My ass hurts Martin and they haven’t called me yet.” Martin laughed.

Martins pants vibrated and he picked up the phone turning away from Nicki whispering. They were on best hip hop artist of the year and she was nominated for the 3 time her whole career.

“Hello, Martin speaking.”

“Hello Martin my name is Jonathan.”

“Who? Martin couldn’t hear him over the applause after every artist named called. They called Nicki’s name, he sat up straight and clapped as they put the camera on them. Then when that was done he leaned back over and talked.

“I’m Jonathan I got your number from Mr. Safaree Samuels phone. He has been in a motor cycle accident they are about to put him into the ambulance and take him to Ingalls hospital.”

“Thank you so much sir I and his wife are on our way.”

“No problem.”

Martin hung up startled as the announcer was about to say who won..

“And the winner is….” Martin leaned over and spoke in Nicki’s ear

“Nicki!”

“What? Wait.” she said while smiling while their faces was in the camera.

“Safaree was on a motor cycle accident we need to go.”

her eyes automatically watered. And she clutched her tummy and started to breathe deeply.

“Nicki Minaj!!!” a round of applause and standing ovation happened as she stood up from her seat, only to get quiet as she ran to the door as fast as she could.

Somebody whispered to the man on stage.

“Ok we have just been informed that Nicki has a family emergency. But congrats again Nicki Minaj.”

Lauren and the others had already made it to the hospital but could not receive information about Safaree. Soon it had spread across the news about Safaree and everybody was searching for Nicki. The nurse asked them if Nicki was on her way they all said yes but she couldn’t give them any in formation until she got there.

-In the car….

Martin kept his eye on her and her breathing. One thing that was for sure. Safaree told him to protect her and watch over her while he was gone when they were separate, he wasn’t going to fail his friend now in an even deeper time of need.

“Martin who told you.” Nicki said face full of tears but it was a silent cry.

“A man. I guess he was a passer by and got out to help Safaree.”

“Why didn’t he call me? I know I’m in his contacts and his momma too.”

“Lauren texted me too and everybody else including his sister. They are on their way. So I’m guessing Shanequa told them don’t call you  but call me.”

“Did they say how he was?”

“No.” Martin looked down. He wish he had more answers but they just had to wait.

Nicki looked out the window while saying a silent prayer.

“Lord, you are the only 1 I know to call on in this situation. You hold the keys to life. Lord, save my husband if he is in really bad shape. I’m preparing for the worst but hoping for the best. I know your able, lord I promise to fix my relationship, the one that  built off of you. I love that man, and my daughter that you gave us needs him lord. Please lord let his injuries cut to a minimum and spare his life. I know I have sinned so please forgive ne. bless all the doctors hands that are about to touch my husband and cover them with your blood. Lord I love you, and I know this is a test of my faith but I plan to pass the test and trial. Love you.  Amen, lord hear my cry.”

Nicki rubbed her belly, the baby began to move as she sense her mothers tension and anxiousness. But all she could do was wait

-10 minutes later…

Nicki bust thru the emergency room doors asking the front counter for Safaree’s Samuels room

“Where is Safaree Samuels room.”

“One second ma’am.”

“I don’t have a damn second let alone a fuckin mil-a-second now tell me where the fuck my husband is!”

“Ma’am if you don’t calm down I will have to get you escorted off the premises.”

Nicki stood back to show her she was pregnant.

“Now if they touch me its going the fuck down, now tell me where Safaree Samuels is.”

The girl looked up into Nicki’s eyes giving her the nastiest look she could give while Nickis eyes burned a hole into her face. The girl face soften as she recognized who she was.

“Nicki Minaj” she said very low.

“Bitch didn’t I say give me his fuckin room?”

“Sorry HB.” the girl felt stupid and she recognized what name she said. Nicki heard her say HB but she was to heated to react and in too much of a rush to stop for chat.

“He’s in room 1208.”

Her and the crew started to run behind her but they all got stopped in the process.

As Nicki ran all the bad thought started to go thru her mind as she ran. All she heard was her hard breathing and the bottom of her flat shoes click to the marble floor of the hospital. Everybody looked her way as she ran thru and moved out of her way making sure not to bump her. She looked left then right frantically looking for the number 1208. Tears streamed down her face as she decided to make a left. She had to stop mid way to catch her breath but she kept walking letting go of her flowing dress.

“Where is he?” she thought

She made it to the blue hallway where the 12’s were located and she gathered up her dress and ran towards the 12’s she knew it wouldn’t be long because he was only at 08. Stuff started to move slow for her as she slowed down and approached the door. The doctor opened the door and she got a look at Safaree’s face. then he closed the door.

“Open the door please.” Nicki begged.

“I need to see him.” the doctor looked at her weird then spoke.

“Who are you ma’am.”

“I am his wife, who the hell are you?”

“I’m doctor Torres ma’am I am your husband physician. As you can see he was bruised badly but out of the grace of god he was not injured to badly. He has a head concussion, a bad one. It swelled his brain which made him  bleed from his nose and ears. His helmet cracked from hard impact coming down head first from. He life was spared by that helmet I’m surprised his spine didn’t crack or sever from the impact. He’s a lucky guy. We put him in a induced coma so the selling can go down. He will be in a coma for 2 weeks then we will wake him up IF we see progression. He can hear you so talk to him.” The doctor stop giving her information because he recognized symptoms of faint coming from Nicki as she stared in the window at her husband.

“Ma’am?”

“Yes.”

“Are you ok do you feel as everything is moving slow?”

“Yes how do you know?” he looked down at her stomach.

“And are you with child?” he knew automatically she needed a chair.

“Get me a chair and oxygen stat!” he yelled to the team behind him.

“Yes I am doctor could I sit by him please.”

“Yes you can!”

He helped her walk into the room as the nurses scrambled to get her hooked up to oxygen and sat her down in the chair next to Safaree. Nicki didn’t recognize that she was out of breath she was just stuck on Safaree.

As she looked at him, he seemed so weak now. Her eyes traced up his legs slowly. The doctor took her pulse and told her it was high and that she needed to relax. So she focused on her breathing for a second. Safaree’s heart rate started to rise as she tried to calm down because he heard the doctor say she was not calm. She continued to examined him. His chocolate face as semi cleaned but still had dried blood on it, she looked to his ear to also see some dried blood left. She saw his breathing tube and his stomach inflate and deflate as it helped him breathe.

The doctor spoke again as he saw her breathing was controlled.

“Well Mrs. Samuels as your breathing is controlled now. Your husband is stable, as you can see its an extra bed in here for you to stay and your family members can come and visit him.”

“Um I have a question.”

“Yes ma’am?”

“Well you know I’m kinda…. Uh… famous and he is too. Can e get moved to a more private section of the hospital please?

“Sure ma’am… Nicki Minaj right?”

“Yes…” she said with a slight smile.

“We will make you as comfortable as possible. But I will need for you to rest and not stress. We don’t want you to experience preeclampsia, pre term labor, or killing the baby even.”

Safaree’s heart rate rose again as the doctor spoke.

“Also ma’am, we will have to get you set up to a heart rate monitor and a baby heart rate monitor just to make sure you to are ok.”

“Ok thank you doctor.”

“No problem, ill leave you time with your husband.”

The doctor walked out of the door and Nicki stood up over Safaree and rubbed his face. She fixed the oxygen tubes that are in her nose so they wouldn’t irritate her. She spoke.

“Hey baby, I hope you can hear me I love you. Your daughter loves you. Heal fast for me baby, heal fast for her, my worst nightmare is coming true. Losing you. I thought I would be losing you since you ere having a baby by some random bitch but this is bigger. You could lose your life, while I need you. You have to come out of this alright. At least when you wake up, remember me. She lifted his hand and kissed it then placed it on her belly. She held it there long enough until she felt her daughter move towards his hand.

“she knows your touch Faree, she knows who you are, you gotta come back to us.” She let go of his limp hand and cried on his chest. His heart rate sped up a little but not a lot. As Nicki sat down in her seat the door opened.

It was Monica…

Nicki sat up in her seat then stood up taking off her oxygen. Moinca looked up side Nickis head then ran to Safaree.

“Bitch you take one more step towards my husband your ass will end up in one of them hospital bed” Nicki said point at her.

“excuse me, last time I checked you kicked him out, you don’t want him. I do so just let me have him” Monica said upset.

“last time I checked he didn’t want you, he was fighting for me… oh ho quickly 1 forgets” Nicki said sarcastically.

“Bitch you ain’t gone do shit, and so the fuck what if he was fighting for you, he know he wasn’t to come with me and his son. He just gotta get over your light bright ass.”  Monica said while folding her arms over her belly giving Nicki the *bitch what* look.

Nickis crew and all the guys were allowed to come to the back but they didn’t step in because they saw the door was closed. But Lauren put her ear to the door to listen.

Monica walked over to Safaree’s bed enough to grab his hand. She stood there as tears ran down her face. Across from her Nicki was furious ready to pounce, she snatched his hand from Monica’s hand.

“I said bitch don’t touch him, you don’t hear good?” Nicki said while leaning over him.

Nicki didn’t know that every time something was wrong that he would respond by sending his heart rate up.

“bitch don’t touch me. I’m just as linked to him as you are that’s why they let me back here.” Monica took a step back.

“Hoe that probably not even his baby, you probably fucked so many niggas you probably don’t know who the daddy is, you only chose him cause he got money. Your ass was probably already pregnant before you got with him. No let me restate that… before you raped him. Yo sorry ass better be glad that I didn’t get you arrested. I’m being nice cause that might be his bastard of a child.” Nicki put her hands on her hips as she said this.

“Bitch no I wasn’t pregnant when I GOT with him. You just jealous because I got his son and you don’t, bitch don’t try to play me cause I got yo husband in the bag. Its nuffin.”

“Bitch you ain’t got shit in the bag, when it comes out that that’s not his baby, I don’t give a fuck! Pregnant or not pregnant I’m stomppin yo ass! Don’t fuck wit this one.” Nicki said while looking her straight in her eye.

“You ain’t gone do shit, you just a prissy ass Barbie doll who don’t want to chip a fuckin nail.” Monica twirled her finger at Nicki.

“Bitch I’ma show you a prissy Barbie doll, I ain’t had these wigs and glam team all my life bitch you betta ask about me! I will beat yo ass and not think twice about it. Been had blood on my hands fuck!”  Nicki jumped forward.

“What the fuck that suppose to mean?” Monica as lost by the last line * blood on my hands*

“Bitch keep tryin me and you’ll find out.” Nicki gave her a harsh look and rolled her neck and eyes.

Nicki turned to Safaree as his heart rate went up sky high. Nicki grabbed his hand and looked at him. Monica jumped from the beeping sounds. Lauren busted in the door running to Nicki hugging her then turned to Monica with the death glare.

“Fuck you here fuh?” Lauren said with an attitude.

“Who the fuck are you Lauren captain save a hoe?” Monica threw both her hands up.

“No bitch but I will kill yo ass on sight next time I see you. You know not to fuck wit me.” Lauren said giving her a look.

Monica got quiet as a mouse.

Nicki started to take off her flats she had in mind what she was about to do pregnant and all. The floors were slippery under her shoes so she threw them to the side. She looked around to see what she wanted to throw at Monica, she knew she couldn’t lift 10 pounds or more so she thought wisely. Nicki fled toward Monica but Lauren caught her and pulled her back.

“You will not, not while my niece is in there.” she said rubbing her belly.

“Lauren let me tag her ass, I don’t give a fuck.” Nicki tried to run again but Lauren wouldn’t avail.

The doctor walked in startled looking at Lauren holding back Nicki while Monica was in defense mode with her D’s up.

“What’s going on in here?” he looked from left to right to see if anybody was hurt.

“Get this bitch away from my husband! Now!” Nicki screamed.

“Whose the wife?” he said confused because they were both with child.

“Ding, Ding Ding that’s my buzzer, thank you for hitting it sir.” Nicki said holding her hand up.

“Ok well everybody else has to leave now.”

“Yeah bitch get the fuck out, and doctor can you please keep this lady away from my husband. No visit from her. But that’s ok I’m not going anywhere so I will make sure of it. Filthy ass piece of shit.” Nicki spat while giggling a little.

“Ok calm down Mrs. Samuels we will make sure of it.”

Monica looked back at Nicki and rolled her eyes and spoke.

“Yeah bitch me and this baby will be the talk of the media to.” Monica said all to confident.

At that point Nicki didn’t care no more.

“And watch how we tell the police you raped him, watch how you get ordered from the court a DNA test BEFORE the baby born! Yeah bitch you ain’t know? They can do that shit right now while yo ass still pregnant. Watch ya self hoe. Forgot I know people, I got the money and the power.” Nicki said

Monica didn’t say anything but walked out the door. The doctor checked Safaree the whole time and became suspicious of his heart rate. He thought to test it out so he went for it. And started to talk to Nicki, he also put Nicki on to the test and told her in her ear don’t say anything.

“Mrs. Samuels, are you ok?” the doctor asked with a sound of concern.

Nicki didn’t answer right away automatically Safaree heart rate raced.

“Ok I see, that’s how he is communicating to you threw his heart rate Nicki. I’m thinking he only does it when he think someone is harming you.”

“Oh I see, I’m ok Faree calm down.” Nicki ran to the bed and grabbed his hand.

“Ok Mrs. Samuels  your family is out here waiting.”

“Thank you doctor.”

The doctor walked out the door and closed the door behind him. Nicki looked back to Safaree and sat on his bed by his waist and spoke to him.

“Baby were fine were ok, even though I was about to beat that bitch ass! I’m sorry I was about to do that. I almost forgot I was pregnant, you know how I get. See look you want to feel her she’s just kicking my ass because I’ve been running and jumping and my heart rate has been up for the past hour.” Nicki placed his hand on her belly as their daughter constantly kicked until her blood pressure went normal. As if on cue Safaree’s heart rate went down to normal. Nicki leaned in and kissed his lips and placed her forehead on his.

“I cant wait till you get home, we got mod shit to do son. So wake yo black ass up” she said smiling and laughing.

“I love you Faree… wake up for me really soon for us. I’ma be here the whole time your sleep. Thru sickness and thru health right? Yeah you know the kid hold you down” she laughed to herself and laid her head on his chest and listened as she recognize again that her heart is in sync with his.

*Hey TM don’t beat my ass!!! I love y’all and I’m posting soon from no on cause the story is about to take off from here!! Thanks for reading and comment LOVE @TrebbleBarbie*