Friday, October 21, 2011

Interlude

*just a little scoop of NEW YORK... LOVE @TrebbleBarbie*
-CANDICE HOUSE
Candice was cleaning up her house and things after she got the call from her brother Safaree that he was coming back in town. She was now conjuring up in her head what they going to be down and which clubs they were going to be VIPs at. Candice was said her sister Nicki was not coming since she hasn’t seen them in some months. She knew all the Vaks and shit was gon try and hang at her crib since they bitches won’t allow them to act up at theirs. She didn’t mind because all of those people she grew up with and knew them very well. Candice kept scrubbing and cleaning in her black velour BEBE jumpsuit and her all black shell toe pumas, long yellow gloves and a face mask. The phone rang…
“Hello”
“Hey Candice its Monica”
“OMG hey girly, what’s up! I’m getting all of these surprise calls and shit, I’m just cleaning up”
“Really? Oh well I wanted to let you know that I saved up enough money to come up there with you for a week how does that sound”
“You are lying, omg we will have so much fun! I can show you around New York and everything boo”
“I’m guessing that’s a yes I can stay with you?!!!”
“Of course!”
“Ok I need one more week to get all my shit together then I will be flying up there ok babe”
“Ok just keep me up to date because I got other visitors too”
“So where’s that boyfriend derrick at? the baller” Candice asked
“Oh he’s in the other room being annoying, he aint good for shit but money and dick”
“Ha! That’s all any regular nigga good for”
“I swear but, once I come up there imma find me a boo. I can’t wait to see how much New York has changed”
“Its changed a lot girl, but the best thing is the killings have slowed down”
“Thank god”
“Yes thank him, for he is good”
“Ok Candice well I have to go this nigga wants something to eat so imma hit your line later babe”
“Ok I will love you bubbles”
“Love ya butter cup”
“Bye”
Candice hung up the phone screaming and yelling because her friend was coming next week. Monica Randolph was her name and she was Candice best friend before she met nicki and Lauren in Brooklyn. Candice had moved away once it was time for college and headed south to Fortlauderdale, Florida. She was from the hood but she was also proper so people usually called her hood-burban. Nicki and Lauren had never met her before but heard of her a lot through Candice.
Monica was short just like Candice and nicki. She was around 5 foot 3 ½ and weighed like 120 pounds. She had gorgeous thick legs and eyes to die for with mocha skin. She was a hairstylist at home and nurse during the day. But having all of that to back her up didn’t take the hood and the party from the girl. She could party and dance and drink all night if you put her with the right people. She was attracted to the dope boys who had money and fancy cars which really didn’t get her anywhere. Yes, you could call her the gold digger type because she loved to work these niggas for what she wanted. She knew she was pretty, and she was confident but she moved in silence like a snake when it came to men. I guess you could call her the prime Madonna of bagging niggas and snatchin them money up. But she was waiting on that one dude who would sweep her off of her feet and have everything she ever dreamed of.
She was ready to see her sister Candice and couldn’t wait to tell her about her life and what she had built down in fortlauderdale, Florida.
They couldn’t wait till their BFF reunion, filled with moments for life and fun!

*Remember her! ok yall lolz! comment LOVE @TrebbleBarbie*

Monday, October 10, 2011

Missing You

*hey yall I’m back! I hope yall like this chapter because shit finna get interesting like NOW anyways enjoy! LOVE @TrebbleBarbie*
It’s been 2 and a half weeks since Safaree and Nicki been back. Nicki has spoken with her publisher to make the Tour diaries a hard cover book. Also her and safaree have been trying to get pregnant and doing things every day. Nicki has just been enjoying herself at home and doing extra things and catching up on twitter with all the stuff she missed. She also went thru all of her dm and told people happy birthday and I love you and things of that nature. Safaree has been trying to get his Jean line started since VSClarity tee shirt was doing fantastic.
Safaree had bought him a new toy his new cherry red bike customized and fitted to his tallness. He loved that his wife was home with him and that they could at like normal people for once. But they always get stopped by a barb when they go shopping so he didn’t mind that because he knew it was going to happen regardless. He really wanted nicki pregnant and having sex everyday with her was amazing. They tried all type of stuff. He even told nicki to stand on her head so she would get pregnant faster. She cussed him out so bad but he just took it as a funny time in their sex lives.
It was the beginning of November and nicki was use to snow. They both were use to the snow because they stayed in New York but now they have 70 degree weather. Everything was nice, just a lot of rain and very gloomy but nicki didn’t mind. She was in her dream home fit for her and her husband. Nicki called her mom and talked to her everyday around 6 pm and safaree did the same with his family. They were planning on flying out the whole family on one commercial flight and have like a big family reunion at the mansion. Nicki was even talking to her cousins and aunts in Trinidad about it.
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Nicki had been off her birth control for a while and she hadn’t had a peps mere neither in a while. She was ready for her doctor’s appointment so she could tell her doctor what she was trying to do and maybe get some tips. She called Jessie up and told her to come over.
“Boss lady I’m here” Jessie yelled to the top of the stairs
“What’s up light bright”
“Nothing much boss what’s up”
“Well I wanted to go to the obgynocologist today and get a check up and get tested and the whole 9 yards I haven’t did it in a year and I haven’t had my birth control shot”
“I thought you were trying to get pregnant hb?”
“There you go back into TM mode and yes I am jess. I’m just seeing what else I need to do. I’m not going to get a birth control shot”
“I was going to say, you would be really selfish if you would had done that behind safaree’s back”
“Shut up I wasn’t even thinking that. But can you make an appointment with Dr. Smith please and tell her that I want to do it as soon as possible. Please”
“Yes maam” Jessie said in her southern Florida accent nicki was still getting use to.
Jessie called the doctor and made Nicki’s appointment that same day since Nicki’s schedule was free and she didn’t have any interview until tomorrow with 103.5 in Miami.
Nicki started walking towards the living room where nicki was looking at some outtakes from her previous photo shoot.
“ok so boss lady Dr.Smith said she can take you within the next 3 hours so go get dressed and tell safaree we are about to leave”
“Okie dokee! Thank you sweetie pie”
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“Babe I got a doctor’s appointment today I’m finna go get checked out. You know the thing that women do when the doctor sticks plastic up your cooch and spread your vagina ten miles wide”
“What in thee fuck eww? You know what baby just go I don’t need any more description”
“Well I’m just letting you know what we go thru”
“Well thank god we got Jessie I would be able to take it.”
“Shit! I can barely take that shit myself. Those doctors are ratchet. Dr.Smith is the only one that has tried to do me right pauz”
“yeah pauz that shit”
“Shut up safaree”
Nicki still sat on the edge of the bed and looked thru the sky blue comforter at her husband who was under the sheets and cover. Safaree peeped his head over the covers again because he felt nicki still lurking.
“Yes baby”
“Well you know we have been together for a whole year and you haven’t hung with your boys in a while I think you should go back to New York and chill”
“Yeah, but them coons good without me. We just will fly them in when you fly Candi and her kids, and Lauren in because Vincent not gon leaves his fiancĂ©’”
“True but baby you have been cooped in this house and sleeping and working go take a 2 week vacation. Jessie and martin are here to watch me so don’t be scared and we can have dream move in for extra protection”
“You sure babe because I don’t trust every muthafuckin body with you”
“Yes I’m sure go have fun go blow a couple stack and show them nigga how it’s really done when young f1 come to town”
“Babe they been shootin niggas up I told them that I wasn’t comin back till that shit settle”
“Yeah and for some time now we aint heard shit so go home. Go see your nieces and your sisters, half brother, and god son and most importantly your mother. You know her knee’s been hurting her”
“Yeah it’s that arthritis. I hate that shit. Imma hire somebody to take care of my mother”
“She’s not cripple safaree”
“Shit she damn near is and plus I don’t want her to do shit else. But that woman doesn’t listen. She just want to do everything her way”
“Yep like somebody I know”
Safaree slapped nicki with a pillow and she fell down on the bed.
“Ouch you jerk”
“Come here”
Safaree reached out of his covers and grabbed nicki by her side and pulled her close to him.
“Eww you have morning breath”
“So you love this morning breath”
“Shut up” nicki giggled
“Anyway you sure you want me to go. I will only stay a week and that’s it”
“No stay 2 weeks, because that’s a lot of people to spend time with and have fun. You can always call me and Skype me.”
“I know but...”
“But what bay? We have our whole lives together. Go see your family”
“Do you have like some type of surprise or some shit?”
“No! I’m finna chill and I think we need our time apart. We’ve been together in each other’s presence to long. We gotta miss each other sometime”
“Yeah you right, I don’t want us getting into fights soon. I like this lovey dovey shit, even though you tried me on that Tour bus”
“Oh yeah our first fight as a couple. Terrence and day was cracking up at our asses. I was so heated I was ready to slice a bitch”
“Damn imam bitch now”
“At the time you was lolz”
“Oh ok I see how you are... phony”
“Phony... boy shut the hell up. How I’m gon be funny with my husband”
Safaree had fixed his lips to answer her question but she stopped him in advance
“Don’t even answer dat shit nigga! Yo ass is crazy boy”
He laughed.
“Well imma start packing and be ready to leave around the time you get home. I want you to drive me and pick me up from the airport ok. And I’m finna call the fam and friends and let them know I’m on my way. But what the hell! They gon be askin me about you, that’s gon make me miss you even more. I miss you right now”
“You cute!” nicki laid his head on her boobs that were exposed thru her fitted whit tee shirt”
“whateva, I’m just gon feel outta place”
“Why safaree?”
“Because you know I have a permanent position between yo legs”
Nicki started cracking up and hitting him on the arm
“Boy get away from me. I gotta take my shower and head to the doctor”
“Boss Lady is you getting dressed?”
“Yes jess.  See safaree imam be late already.”
“That aint my fault. You came a talked to me. My coon ass was sleep.”
Safaree sat up and got out the bed heading to the bathroom. He stretched to the ceiling when he got on his feet.
“Shout out to morning wood”
“Yeah shout out to it! You want it”
“Naw I’m good” nicki said while getting out of the bed grabbing a hold to his man hood kissing him
“That’s not fair” safaree said while she walked away and turned on the shower.
Safaree followed right behind her and relieved himself. And brushed his teeth. Nicki left out the bathroom to grab her underwear and came back in to a steaming shower. Safaree had got in, so she joined him.
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“Okay Jessie I’m ready is Lawrence outside? Yes he is he’s been ready to drop us off.”
“Awe ok.”
Nicki turned around to a bare chest safaree and kissed him.
“I will see you later Faree”
“Have fun with doctor smith”
“That just didn’t sound right” they laughed
“She’s a woman Faree”
“Well you know how Lewinski is… keep her under control”
“Well if she a bad bitch, booty big and tiny waist then I don’t know. I probably won’t keep my hands off of her”
Safaree pulled nicki into his arms. And grabbed her ass with both hands, and put his head in her neck and spoke while kissing it.
“Well I can’t keep my hands off you neither.”
“Mmmm don’t do that you jerk I have to go”
“You don’t have to reschedule”
“Sorry safaree I scheduled for today and she’s booked all the other days. So let her ass go literally” Jessie said looking up yelling at them smiling
“Cock blocker” safaree yelled at Jessie
“Whatever bum”
They all laughed.
“Well go have fun with the doctor I will be at the door waiting on you so you can take me to the airport”
“Ok hunny” nicki said while walking down the stairs
Nicki had on a linen black jumpsuit with gold accessories. The middle part of the jumpsuit was completely open exposing her cleavage. She had to wear tape instead of the bra so the bra wouldn’t show. She also had her black Marc Jacobs’s bag and YSL black heels on.
“Well aren’t you cute”
“Thanks boo”
They walked out the door. And safaree watch them leave.
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They made it to the private doctor’s office where Dr. Smith held her checkups. It looked like a brand new building made out of fresh brown bricks and two big palm trees on each side. Nicki loved that about Florida, it gave her a since that she was in the tropics but really only in Miami, it was relaxing for her. When she walked in it didn’t smell like a usual doctor’s office. It smelled like the candles they were burning which was cherry blossom, very sweet and intriguing.
Nicki sat down and filled out her paper work and waited for the medical assistant to call her name.
“Jessie you have to go in there with me I’m scared”
“Ok nicki I will”
“No like you don’t understand, I hate pepsmeres, they have to jab you with that damn white thing and open my pussy up that shit hurt. I want you to hold my hand while she does that shit”
Jessie looked terrified
“What in the hell did I sign myself up for, and ok I will hold your hand boss lady. This is going to be a ride”
“Sure in the fuck is, that shit hurt”
“Well I just had mines done. It took my doctor no time”
Well today is my day and I’m sensitive, so I need you”
“Ok”
“Onika Maraj” she heard the nurse call her
“Yes that me”
“Come this way”
Her and Jessie got up and went towards the back into this room that had white walls and all the doctors’ needs for checkups. On the right side held the cabinets which the nurse went into and the ear and mouth magnified glass with the light that’s always on the wall with caps.
“Mrs. Maraj, I mean Mrs. Samuels, sorry about that in the system we still have you as Onika Maraj and not Samuels. Congratulations my name is Hanna by the way”
“Thank you Hanna Banana and that’s ok, I haven’t made it around to change everything anyways.”
“Oh ok. Well take off all your clothes including underwear and put this on. Dr. Smith likes to do a full check on her patients, she’s great.” Hanna laughed
“Ok thank you. I will check on you in 10 minutes”
Jessie and the nurse walked out and laughed at what nick name nicki just gave her. After five minutes Jessie went back in and sat down on the extra roll chair that was in the room while nicki lay on the bed, Jessie could tell nicki was nervous. 5 minutes after that Hanna walked back in with nickis charts
“Ok so I have to asked you a few questions” nicki shook her head
“Okay so first off Mrs. Samuels do you have any allergies?”
“Nope”
“Any surgeries?”
“Yes two, Lasik for my eyes, and one when I was 4 to take out my appendix”
“Ok do you take medication?”
“I should”
They all laughed
“I’m taking that as a no and do you have any STD’s? Or have had any?”
“Nope, not in this camp” Jessie looked at nicki and laughed
“Are you pregnant?”
“I’m trying”
“Awww keep trying you and your husband will be bless with a little life soon I’m sure”
“Thank you”
“No problem and the doctor will be right in to see you”
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“You ready boss lady”
“Hell naw”
Dr. Smith walked in the door and nicki sat up to shake her hand. Jessie also stood up to greet her.
“Hi I’m Dr. Smith and I will be running your test Mrs. Samuels.”
“You’re hot Dr. Smith”
“Thank you Mrs. Samuels”
She laughed. Dr. Smith resembled Nia long. Her eyes were green and her hair was a #2 very honey brown. Her skin was mocha brown and no blemish in sight. She was small enough in the waist where you could see her shape. She was shaped like a coke bottle, and she had a nice shaped ass. She had on her white coat that had DR. Smith in purple with her pink steticscope around her neck. She had on a Gold guess watch that had 2 hands so she could check blood pressure and her wedding ring.
She sat down in her chair and scooted over to nick looking into her charts reading everything.
“So I see your trying to get pregnant’
“Yes for the past two weeks. I didn’t know this was such hard work, because last ti…” she cut her self off and looked away
“Onika you were speaking on a last time. Please tell me what happened so I can assist you”
She was hesitant because Jessie was in there and she never told TM what happened within her lives and barely her work partners. Only Terrence and day knew. She cleared her throat and looked down at Dr. Smith trying to avoid Jessie’s lost stare
“Well when I was pregnant before it just happened without me trying but I lost that pregnancy. He came too early. I was stressed out in the heat of the moment. My fiancĂ© had got shot and killed.”
“I’m sorry about that Onika. Well since I’m a new doctor to you I will know what I’m in for when I go down there ok”
“Ok” nicki said very low and then she looked over to Jessie who was now red in the face ready to cry
“Don’t do it Jessie I’m fine”
“But... but... hb”
“Its okay barb.” She took Jessie into her arms because she knew Jessie went back and thought about a whole bunch of songs and went back into her TM mode.
“It’s not fair...well we gotta get you preggo quick boss lady” Jessie wiped her tears and cheered back up and nicki wiped her one tear. They looked back to a smiling Dr. Smith.
“Well we will get this show on the road. And since you have been trying with your husband, I would like to perform a pregnancy test on you, draw blood, of course the peps mere so I can get your hpv test, hiv/aids test, clamida, herpes, and syphilis. All of these results will in by tomorrow with my lab. So I will just call you with the number you provided.”
“Okay. So let’s get the little thing out the way. I need for you to go pee in this cup”
Nicki took the cup and went to go pee in it. She came back and sat on the bed.
“Ok now let’s get this peps mere going so I can draw your blood after.”
“Omg I hate these”
“Its ok I will be gentle as possible like before. You were in such a rush last time I’m still practically new to you”
“I know and I’m sorry”
Nicki put her legs in the silver stirrups and lid down. Jessie scooted towards nicki on her side and grabbed her hand as Dr. Smith put on her gloves and grabbed her material. Dr. Smith spread Nicki’s legs getting a good view.
“Ok Mrs. Samuels I’m finna get started. Relax your booty and all the muscles in this area.”
Nicki did as she was told as Dr. Smith slid the plastic clamp in.
“Ok now I’m finna do the next part. You might get stinging, pressure or just plain period. I’m going to try and make this as fast as I can. I have 4 cotton swabs so this should be really quick.
“Ok doc this is what I have Jessie here with me for. She going to get all the pain”
“Oh lord” Jessie said a small prayer in Spanish and nicki laughed
“You so extra jess”
“Naw but I got this bad feeling you finna crush my fingers yo”
“Hahahaha okay I ready Dr. Smith”
Dr. Smith opens the clamp and nicki made a soft gasp and squeezed Jessie’s hand. It took her 3 minutes to swab nicki entirely and close the clamp.
“See it wasn’t that bad”
“Yeah it wasn’t, was it jess?”
Nicki looked over to Jessie smiling and laughing because she was red
“Naw boss lady” she said with a small attitude
“Ok I’m going to send you over for your blood drawn and I will talk to you tomorrow”
“Thank you doctor smith”
“Okay and one more thing. After we get your results back I will let you know some plans to get pregnant and ovulation techniques”
“Okay thank you so much Doctor”
“No problem”
Nicki put back on her clothes and headed for the blood bank. They took her blood and she left. She made it back at home in time to take safaree to the private jet.
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“Safaree where are you are you? I’m down stairs. And why do you have like 10 million suit cases. Most of the time yall niggas only pack draws and tee shirts and tank tops.”
“Ok, I just had to grab my cologne. But I’m ready” he said walking down the stairs and unzipping his carry on and putting the cologne in the bag. He lifted his head and kissed nicki who was looking at him like he was crazy
“What now nick?”
“Why the fuck you gotta smell good, I’m not there?” she said rolling her eyes and crossing her arms in a playful manner
“Because I don’t want to smell like whatever the fuck. That’s why”
“You are crazy!”
Safaree grabbed Nicki’s hips and pushed her against the glass door.
“Trust me. I is a married man now” he said mimicking Sealy off of color purple. Nicki cried laughing
“Yeah your are aren’t you.” She said holding up his hand with his wedding band. He kissed her.
“Damn you just can’t seem to keep your mouth and hands off of me” safaree was too busy kissing down her neck trailing to her chest, squeezing her breast. He made his way back to her ear
“Do you wanna try one more time before I leave babe?”
“Nope. You gotta flight to catch”
“You act like I can’t postpone the flight, that’s our jet you know!” he said in a sarcastic tone
“Whateva boy, just get ya bags in the car”
“That ass is mine when I get back”
Nicki started to walk away but then she felt safaree’s hands pulling on her thong
“Let go safaree!” she said laughing putting her head in his chest
“That’s hard when your wife is unresistable”
Nicki looked up at him and stuck her tongue out; safaree took it into his mouth and started another French kissing session. After they got done with that. They stop playing and loaded up Nicki’s porche truck and headed to the airport.
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“I’m going to miss you these 2 weeks”
“I’m going to miss you to, but I’m going to do these few interviews, relax and enjoy myself for a moment”
“We are going to meet on Skype at 9 pm everyday bay”
“Ok safaree”
“And relax and call me and tell me what the doctor tells you tomorrow”
“I will safaree. Dang you act like you leaving forever.”
“Shit it feels like it. We never been away from each other more than a week”
“I know but it’s worth it. Tell all of the Brooklyn family I said hello and I love them all”
“Okay”
Safaree kissed nicki one more time before stepping on the plane. She knew she was going to miss his presence but he can’t be under her all of the time, he has to live too. She knows that most of his time is surrounded by nicki minaj stuff so she wanted him to go have fun and get away with the people he know and love. Every man needs man times and conversations. So nicki walked away confident knowing her man will come back refreshed and more manly than before and tell her all about the trip. But one thing she didn’t know was that this flight and him being in new your will change their marriage for a while….
*OMG shit finna get real…. I fuckin love writing this story and aren’t they cute. Yall better suck this shit up! Like yo I love them. Anyway though if yall have any suggestions or anything for the story comment, also tell me what you liked and stuff. So Comment I hope yall like it LOVE @TrebbleBarbie*
p.s. go listen to Try songz Missing You

Saturday, October 8, 2011

You The Boss

*Hey Yall WARNING: STEAMY and LONG but enjoy its a TEAR JERKER too lolz Comment*

It was October 24 when nicki and safaree and the whole crew made it back home.
“I’m home” nicki scream as she walked thru the door with her Gucci bag on her shoulders. Safaree came soon after her dragging their LV luggage in.
Carol, Robert and maciah all ran to the door happy to see their daughter and sister
“I’m glad you made it home baby. We are all pack to go back to our place so we can get out of you alls way”
“You don’t have to leave so fast ma”
“Girl, I love your house but it’s nothing like being in your own house nika!”
“My baby girl looks good” Robert said
“Thanks dad” she gave him a hug and then went to maciah
“Hey baby bro”
“What’s up I missed your mouse face”
“I missed you too lamb chop”
“Nicki I’m 18 now you don’t have to do that”
“Well your still sisters baby no matter how grown you are boy”
“Well let me get the parental outta your way we going back to my place” nicki smiled and slightly hit ciah up side his head while laughing
“Get out my face boy, you funny”
Nicki’s family packed a few more of their belongings and headed back to their mansion in New York. She was kind of mad her mother and father didn’t stay an extra day just to catch up.
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“Ok so now were done un packing what to do now. Its only 5pm”
“Well let’s go in the movie theater. We haven’t gone in there since we got it together. I want to watch LoveDon’t Cost a Thing. Nick be cracking me the fuck up and Steve” safaree said cheesing
“Ok, let’s do it pauz” nicki said giggling
“No pauz needed babe” safaree said putting his head in the crook of her neck
“You so silly”
They headed down stairs still in the clothes that they arrived in to the movie room. Safaree went behind the screen and re connected everything so they could watch the movie. He slid the DVD in the black slot and the previews started. Nicki got up and popped some white cheddar pop corn and came back with a huge bowl and 2 Pepsi’s.
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As safaree sat there he thought about how he was ready to kick start their lives since they were married. They weren’t getting any younger and he wanted kids, but he was scared that nicki wasn’t going to remember what promise she made before they left. He had been talking with martin about it since martin was older than him. He felt like he could get some insight from him. But he was still nervous, because if she wasn’t ready he would have to wait longer and they don’t have forever.
Nicki was half asleep trying to keep her eyes open. She leaned on safaree’s elbow since he was slouched in his seat. He rubbed her hair and her side as they watched the movie together. But he remembered that they haven’t taken a bath, he knew a bath would wake nicki right up, and after they get out they would talk.
The movie went off and nicki stood up and stretched. She stretched towards the ceiling which mad her shirt rise and safaree ran his hands down her sides.
“Let’s go take a bath”
“Do we have too?” nicki said scooting past him trying to walk out, dragging her feet.
“Yes we haven’t taken a bath. We did all of that unpacking and your little ass was sweating bullets unpacking 6 suit cases full of couture stuff you got from London.”
“But bay”
“But bay my ass! We finna wash our asses before we get up in my red sheets”
“Fuck yo red sheets” nicki said under her breath but not low enough. Safaree heard her
“Say what?” safaree asked, twirling her around by her hips and pushing her back against the wall by the light switch. He held her arms over her head.
“I said fuck yo red sheets”
“Is that so?”
“Yep. I said it” nicki rolled her eyes playfully as she was held in the position safaree had her in
“Say dat shit again?” safaree said in his baritone voice in nicki ear, trying to play mad, but just talking shit to turn her own. He pushed his body up against hers. She loved his weight against her small frame, it turned her own.
“Why daddy?” nicki said adjusting herself. Safaree still held her arms over her head. She lifted one of her legs and wrapped it around his waist and then pulled the other one up after. Safaree bounced a little to make sure she was in place. They were now face to face
“Cause you know I love when you talk shit”
Nicki kissed her husband. He pulled away
“Who said I wanted you to kiss me?”
“Well I couldn’t help myself; your lips are practically touching mines you so damn close. My eyes are even going cross eyed to see you”
“Mmmhhmm. Don’t do it no more unless I tell you” he let her down to walk in the hall way up to their room
“Or what’s gon happen safaree? You aint gon do shit” she said turning around and posing. She stood there for a moment waiting on an answer and yawned. She turned around and continued walking.
Safaree cuffed her ass as soon as she turned around
“Ouch! Faree! That hurt daddy” nicki turned around giggling
“Say I won’t do shit again. Next time I’m leaving a mark”
“What mark?”
“You already know”
Nicki giggled and ran up the stair and safaree followed right behind her. Safaree got them steaming bath water ready and added bubble bath to it. Nicki laid out her tank top and boy shorts on the bed for when she got out the tub, and pulled out safaree’s white polo boxer briefs. She walked into the bathroom where he was and saw him getting undressed.
“Oh so you were going to get in without me?”
“No but I did want to take this stuff off because it’s steaming in here”
“Yes that’s what I love about this bath tub.”
Nicki watched as safaree’s chocolate body got into the tub and she took off her clothes quickly and followed him. He helped her in.  Nicki slid all the way down in the bubbles where her head rested on safaree’s chest and she could hear his heart beating.
Safaree wrapped his arms around his wife in the bubbles as they soaked and kissed the side of her face.
“I love you babe”
“I love you more sweetheart”
“I love it when you call me that, babe I had a question”
Safaree wondered what her question was since he had one too. But he was going to ask his later.
“What is it?”
“Why did you sign up for this bull shit with me? This fame? No privacy?”
“Because you were the one I love, I feel like I’m the only one who can protect you, and remind you of the real you when you have been nicki minaj too long”
He looked down and nicki and caught her smile as she closed her eyes and leaned her head back against his chest. He reaches for her hand under water and pulled it up to kiss it with bubble suds everywhere.
“Love is not selfish but selfless and if I have to give up privacy to be with you so be it.”
Nicki moved her curly hair out of her face and turned to kiss him.
“Thank you” was all she said
20 minutes later the water started to get cool.
“Babe were pruning”
“Hahahaha we are come on let’s get out”
They got out the tub and safaree handed nicki her pink towel and he grabbed his red one and wrapped it around his waist. Once they made it to their room it was ice cold. The October breeze filled the room. Nicki automatically got goose bumps from the cold air hitting her skin. Her skin felt like brail at this point and safaree could read her like a book.
He dried off and picked up his polo boxers that nick left out for him and put them on. He hurried and ran down stairs to the thermostat to turn on some heat.
Nicki walked to the dresser and grabbed her lotion and spray. She walked to the bed and laid her pink towel out over the section she would be sitting on and started to lotion herself up. She used Johnson and Johnson cocoa butter lotion and sprayed herself in Christian Dior perfume. She loved to smell sweet and those two scents fulfilled her desire.
Safaree walked back into the door and admired her butter pecan skin, her full breast, her full hips, and long locks under the dim light.
She looked up as she was rubbing the lotion in over her breast and stomach and saw safaree looking over her.
“You like what you see?”  Nicki said seductively giggling
“I love what I see and what I have” he said in his cocky voice
“Well come help me” nicki stood up and turned around. She hadn’t lotion her backside yet.
“Help me lotion my back and ass babe”
“Okay, give me the lotion” safaree said walking towards her
She handed him the white bottle and glanced over her shoulder looking at him smiling.
“What you looking at?” he asked
“Your crazy butt”
Safaree tapped her ass playfully. she jumped by surprise, she was so close to the bed that she fell over on her hands on the towel that she placed on the bed.
“Ha! Don’t try me and you in my favorite position” he said while squeezing her ass
Nicki stood back up and had her index finger in her mouth
“Now what you do that for nicki?”
“What?”
“Stand up” he said chuckling
“Oh, you want me back down Faree?” nicki said while taking the finger out of her mouth and began to trace his hard pecks
“Nope just turn around” nicki pouted her lips and he laughed
“You’re a mess nick you know dat?” he started squeezing out the lotion rubbing nicki back while she held her hair up.
He was ready to confront her about the promise she made so he began to express himself.
“Nicki”
“Yes”
“Well you know we had a talk before we left and…” nicki turned around and cut him off
“Yes I remember, and my answer is still the same. If you’re ready then I am too. I can’t be selfish no more with my body. I’m you and you are me.” Safaree hugged her. She loved being against his chiseled chest. She stood there naked; she was content with her body and safaree. She knew he loved every inch of her.
“I’m glad you said that because I’ve been thinking a lot lately and talking to martin to think it over. I mean I really thought this out, I even weighed out the pro’s and the cons about if I went broke and all dat. Nicki baby look at me” he lifted her chin. She knew what was coming and she prepared herself for this moment. Her eyes got glossy with tears, happy tears because deep down inside she was ready to. Shit the whole world was ready, but it’s up to her to say yes to start working on the plan. She thought about how safaree is her Best friend, her husband, and the man who she will have her first child with.
“Yes baby” she stared at him in his eyes smiling
He grabbed her bare hips and pulled her close.
“I’m ready. I’m ready for you to carry my child in your womb. I want a daughter so bad, so she can look just like you. I’m ready to be someone’s father. I’m ready for someone to look like me, and run to me when they have a boo boo, and daddy and make it feel all better. I’m just ready for my baby girl so she can be a daddy’s girl and put make up me while I’m sleep and play tea party when I wake up. I’m ready to be a father and I feel like I’m mature enough now and stable enough to take care of somebody else.”
Nicki let a tear roll down her face as he spoke to her. She let her arms hang limp to her side looking up at his face as he held on to her waist. She was surprised, amazed, and shocked at how safaree was acting about the subject. She also thought it was so cute that he asked for his child.
“Babe I’m ready when you are, and that seems like the time is now. Are you sure baby?”She needed reassurance that he was ready and will be there.
“More than I will ever be. I want to be there every step of the way. I want to see you get big, and cry at everything, hate me, then turn around and be under me all the time” nicki giggled
“You promise to stay with us and do whatever you can to make us happy?”
“I do that to you already, and to answer you… yes, and if God forbid, we don’t work out then I’m still going to be there for my daughter”
Nicki rubbed his face with her left hand that held her wedding ring. Safaree placed his on top of hers and moved to kiss it.
“Who said I wanted a girl?” nicki Barbie chuckled
“Well that’s what I want nicki but whatever God blesses us with I will be satisfied”
“You cute”
“I know, but I really went a girl because women are powerful beyond measure, and beauty runs in your family. My baby girl would be so pretty and Carmel colored with long hair just like I dreamed.”
“Wait? You dreamed of our child already and you aint tell me? You never tell me what’s going on in that head of yours”
Safaree smiled a little and looked away
“That’s embarrassing bay, dudes don’t have dreams like that. But I guess I wanted it so much that I had the dream. She was gorgeous, so I want a girl. It’s so C word”
“What’s? Corny? Oh my god shut up safaree. That’s cute you had a dream like that. I’m kind of jealous that you seen what she looks like and I didn’t”
“Yeah, yeah” safaree dragged
“Well, we can get started right now if you want to” nicki said pulling on his shoulders to pull him down into a deep tongue kiss
“Lay down on the bed”
Nicki did as she was told and took her hair out of the bun she had it in as she laid there.
Safaree straddled Nicki’s body putting his knees on each side. He looked down at nicki and went to her ear and whispered
“Who the boss?”
“Not yo ass” nicki held in her laugh
“We will see by the end of tonight”
“Show me what you got then big daddy, because I’m the only boss in this camp”
Safaree had been reading a couple of books on body stimulus and karma Sutra. He wanted to try a couple of moves on her so he began.
Safaree got to one side of nicki and placed his finger tips on her stomach. He barely touched her but touched her enough that her tummy muscles jumped when he ran his fingers across. He rubbed up and down slowly and nicki closed her eyes. He ran his finger tips over her breast and circled them making her nipples hard. After he traced them he went to her arms and rubbed up and down still only with his finger tips. The touch of his finger tips gave nicki a tickling sensation and she squirmed and giggles as he explored her body. Safaree smirked as he did the other arm and went back to the center of her body. Once he got to her stomach again he ran his fingers down each leg. He spread her legs and ran his fingers on her inner thighs which are the most sensitive parts.
After safaree got done stimulating her, he went back up to kiss her. He kissed down her neck but made it more like suction. He made it to her chest and took in her nipples that he loved so much. Nicki moaned at the different sensations he was giving her. He took his time with her, not only were they making love, but they were baby making. He kissed in circles around Nicki’s stomach; finally he trailed himself with his tongue from her navel to her center.
Safaree blew on her center which made Nicki’s toes curl. He hadn’t even touched her yet but he could see her pussy calling him. He took one swift lick which made nicki grabbed their red sheets. He continued to eat her pussy like it was a feast. He slurped, sucked, licked, vibrated and poked her with his tongue. Nicki called his tongue the pussy master because he knew what he was doing. He could make her cum 3 times in a row if he didn’t want to waste time.
Safaree finally came up for air after nicki gave him her juices. Her juices covered his top lip like he had just gotten done drinking water. He wiped his lips and took off his boxers exposing his 9 ½ inches of man hood. Nicki looked down as safaree was about to enter her. He grabbed her thighs and pulled her towards him, her hair spread out everywhere once she slid down. He looked down at her and said
“I love you”
“I love you more”
And with that nicki gasped as he entered her little by little. He felt so good to her in side of her. There was no condom blocking them from feeling each other and it felt amazing to her. Safaree want this moment to last as he held on to the back of her thighs and she laid down flat on her back. He pumped into her slowly and pulled himself all the way out driving nicki crazy.
“Oh baby please stop teasing me, give me the dick”
“Ssshh”
“Mmm aaaa oooooo baby aaahh it feels so good”
Nicki arched her back so much that she was damn near in a back bend. He had never done this move or went that slow before. He stimulated her and that was very new, she loved it.
Safaree sat down on the edge of the bed pulling nicki with him. Nicki straddled his lap and sat down on his dick taking him in. she threw her head back in pleasure and safaree kissed her neck. Nicki bounced up and down at her own rate and she had her way with him. In this position it felt like he was in her stomach. It was painful but pleasure filled. Pain is pleasure; she kept going because she couldn’t get enough.
Safaree held on to her waist as she bounced up and down. Safaree joined into her bounces thrusting forward as she came down meeting her every plunge. Nicki screamed in love as her husband filled her up with his 9 ½ of glory.
She looked down as she was bouncing and her hair fell forward in her face.
“Oh. Safaree. Baby.”
“Nicki, you so tight”
“You feel so good I love you”
Safaree picked up nicki and laid her down again. They never really done missionary position so today he wanted to try it.
Safaree got back on top of nicki and entered her again. Her tight center was making him reach his peak and he could tell nicki was almost there too. Her skin was warm to the touch and her pussy was warmer. This time he did only deep strokes, stroking until he couldn’t see any more of his man hood visible.
“Yes daddy deep”
Every stroke was stronger. His back and booty muscles contracted every time he stroked into her. They were powerful, love filled, and meaningful strokes. He had a mission and that mission was to love his wife, and make a baby.
“Baby faster now please I’m almost there.”
Safaree held up both of Nicki’s legs in the air as he only used his back to pump into her. He kissed her feet as stroked. He felt her starting to tighten and get wetter so he knew it would be in no time. He also felt himself starting to shake and get out of breath.
He picked nicki up and took her to the dresser. Both of them were out of breath but they kept going. Nicki placed her hands and part of her back on the dresser bracing herself as they watched each other in the mirror make love faces. Nicki’s legs hung off the dresser so he held them as he pumped. This position was a direct shot to Nicki’s G spot and she quivered and screams as he pumped faster and faster giving her wat she wanted.
Nicki soon came all over safaree. He carried her back to the bed one last time to finish up. It was on him to finish what they started for. He laid her back down and kissed her. Nicki wrapped her legs around his back as he pumped into her at a moderate speed
“Yes baby, you make me feel so good”
“Whose pussy is this?”
“Baby you know you own this shit”
Safaree kissed her muffling her moans. Nicki felt safaree’s back muscles jump and prepare herself to receive all of him. She stops kissing him to look at him in his eyes.
“Fill me”
“I love you” he said shaking still pumping into nicki
“I love you more, give me all of you”
And with that she watched safaree close his eyes real tight and mouth open into a big O as he released himself in her. She sat up on her elbows and kissed him while he was still inside her. It felt so natural that he was there, they were one.
“Now who the boss” safaree managed to get out of his mouth still heavily breathing
“You the Boss”
“I thought so” nicki giggled and laid his head on her chest until he pulled out and carried her to the shower.
They took their shower and changed their sheets to Nicki’s favorite 100 count Egyptian sheets, got in the bed, said their prayers and went to sleep.
*Steamy and lovable right??? I love them anyways COMMENT and tell me what you think, and this doesnt mean she will get pregnant just yet lolz. Love Yall @TrebbleBarbie*

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Tour Bus Diaries 3

*hey so I’m back again!!! Lolz this is the last of this series and then it’s on to the REAL GOOD GOOD oop! LOVE @TrebbleBarbie*

Nicki was all packed up and it was hot as ever. She didn’t take to many suit cases because she knew she will be coming back with twice as much. She only packed her best of the best outfits to head overseas. She knew she would be the talk of the town over in the UK. The whole crew was ready and excited but they were also sad to leave their families behind. Nicki said her goodbyes to her family once again and safaree visited his mom and sisters and called his father before they headed over to the UK red eye flight. It was a red eye because the UK is usually 6 to 7 hours ahead of the USA so when its night in the US it’s Day in the UK.
They boarded the plane and took of nicki tweeted

@Nickiminaj Red eye to UK… UK barbs I see you on my TL I can’t wait to hug you all. Just don’t bum rush me lolz Muah!

She sat her hot pink Barbie berry down and just looked out the window at the night skies. She would be in the UK within 10 to 14 hours on her jet.

“Safaree hunny”
“Yes sweetheart” he said getting up and walking over to her rubbing his fingers thru her flat iron natural hair

She looked up

“Can you pass me my diary I want to tell the barbs something?”
“I’m going to tweet them and tell them how dedicated you are, because u have been writing none stop. I wouldn’t be surprised if this mess was 300 to 400 pages long.”

Safaree reached over in their LV duffle bag and pulled out the latest Diary she started working on. She had run thru about 4 diaries already front and back on all pages.

“Here you go” he handed it to her with a pen also
“Thanks bay”
Nicki reclined the chair and stretched out. She put her ear plugs in to block any distractions and began to write the barbs.

Dear barbs June,
Right now I’m on that private thang headed to the UK. USA barbs yall are my life! I love all my barbs and it was so good seeing all of you. I enjoyed my presents and times that I got to spend with all of you. Safaree was also grateful barbs because you all supported him and his shirt line. He appreciates it a lot! VVs clarity clothing! *rolls eyes* anyway barbs, no I will not let him be great lolz. But the UK and overseas period should be amazing. Barbs I’m going to tell you all the secrets in this because you all won’t see it until after everything is done lolz I love dat. But I will bring Taylor swift with me on stage, rihanna because she’s on tour at the same time, kanye yes I said it kanye west, and of course Wayne. I love yall UK barbs so much! Yall show me unwavering support and yall see me the least. I’m going to make sure that I see all of you even if that’s the last thing I do. But today as been emotionally draining because I won’t see my family for months, that’s hard barbs. My brother is about to have another baby, my niece! And I won’t be able to hold her, but I’m doing this for them. I told my family that I will go out my way just to make sure we are comfortable. Barbs I want you to set goals like that so that your parents won’t have to work. They took care of you, now you take care of them, its only right. Also, I’ve been having a mild tummy ache but I think it’s from me not eating how I suppose to. Yes barbs, I struggle with weight just like every woman does. I fluctuate from 110 – 125 pounds all the time. Its hard barbs, but I’m confident in my body and yall should be to. Love the skin you’re in. remember God is Able and I’m about to embark on a new journey. I will see Paris, London, Scotland, Amsterdam, even Germany. I have barbs every fuckin where lolz and I will see you all. LOVE ONIKA!
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Nicki had been In the UK for over a month now and things were crazy everyday but nicki loved the attention. She had a new wig for everyday and a new fashionista outfit for every show. Even when she went out she was in character every day. There was no such thing as hiding out over there because they traced her every move. She loved them though and she did many interviews and TV shows. Nicki even picked up on her French and her Scottish accent. She loved the vibe over there and the temperature was just right. She knew it would be burning up in Miami right now but the UK was warm but not too hot, just right.

Dear Barbs July 8th,
It’s me and Safaree’s 1st year anniversary for our marriage! And we are so happy I love my baby. I told him I will get him something back in the states. Barbs I’ve been here for a month now and I love the UK couture. I am living, this is where I belong. I swear in my past life I was rich and English. But barbs the gifts the UK barbs are giving me are so much life. I even got a LV bag and it’s green and sexy! Lolz I love yall barbs yall bring the best out of me. Everybody here has been treating me so good. Oh! My USA barbs! Babies I miss you all so much. And I want to shout out Ibodyybitches Nicki Named as Mickey Mouse / ebony lolz I’m mad I named that entire girls name. She came and bought me this beautiful published book you all made for me. I love you all forever. You all show me that love is real. I read most of it and I see all my barbs I follow and the barbs who mention me regularly. Ha! Safaree told me to tell you all that yall are crazy traveling the world with me. But I told him that YOU are me and I AM you and I love yall for going out of your way. Tim Westwood crazy ass calls me every day! He’s so sweet. And barbs I got to met the royal family! I wore a navy blue dress and I was very conservative. They wanted to know who was making so much noise in their country lolz. I love the queen she is very humorous. I hat biscuits (cookies) and tea with her. That was a moment for life. Don’t yall know the British soldiers barbs? Who wear those tall black fury hats and red suits? Safaree ran up on one and played like he was going to punch him and he didn’t budge. I cried naw barbs more like wept laughing because safaree first of all is retarded then he cussed the man out! Then when we entered the castle the soldier said “back to ya” *weeps* but barbs I gotta go. I have to appear on the anniversary of x- factor tonight in London tune in! Love you always. LOVE Onika!
Nicki didn’t know that after that show had aired that night that she had boosted X-Factor’s views by 110% that night. That is the most recorded views in history like 22 million people watched.
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Dear barbs August,
I feel like my life is moving slow. I don’t know if I’m home sick or just out right pressed. I wish that every single one of you were here to take my mind into a journey and a world beyond. Just take me back to Nation of Pinkslam where I belong. Well today some family members from the states calls (safaree’s) and they told safaree that one of his closest friends got taken by reckless gun violence again. It’s as hard on me as a wife to see my husband mourn. I want him to go back but he refuses to leave me because he doesn’t trust anybody to protect me like he can. He’s so strong for me but I want to be strong for him *cries* barbs what should I do? What route should I take? Where should I lead him? All day I have just had him in my lap rubbing his head as he reminisced on all of the things he had done with that friend. At some points during our convos I don’t know what to say. I hate to say I’m sorry! That’s so irritating to me. But he knows that I can relate to losing people to useless gun violence. Barbs when I get back I’m going to start a foundation that will fight against gun violence in the horrible parts of each state. Its time stand and be the real American that I am, and get these crazed nigga of the street with guns. I wish we could just take all guns away in the United States but that wouldn’t be smart. Barbs I’m just sad, angry, frustrated and tired. Safaree is my other half and when he is gon and his mind isn’t here then mines isn’t neither. Thank God I don’t have a show tonight because I wouldn’t have performed to my best potential. Barbs I also told him it’s ok to cry. The only time he cries is with his mother, sisters, or me. He says it’s a pride thing, and that one of the soldiers of the NYC streets got taken, a good soldier that protected the kids when he knew danger was on the way. Barbs I will write you all tomorrow. This is my only entry for today. Remember to always tell somebody you love them. LOVE Onika
Nicki closed the diary and sat it on the side of her lap. One of her legs was out of the cover and the other one was under the cover while safaree lay on top of it on her lap. Nicki sat there and looked at her husband as he looked distraught. She rubbed his 3 60 waves, and leaned her had back. She opened her eyes to the ceiling and let tears slide down her face. She cried a silent cry.
In a ways she felt safaree’s emotions. The things he didn’t let out, she did it for him. She knew he wouldn’t cry over a friend, especially a friend who was in the hood. He tried to fight everything back. And he succeeded.
Nicki wanted to be strong for him so she wiped her tears before he could see her face and looked down at him.
She closed her eyes and lowered her head to kiss him on the top of his head. Safaree turned around on his stomach as they sat there in silent and wrapped his arms around her waist as his head still laid on her thigh. He looked towards the window of the bus.
“Babe, God don’t give us what we can’t bear right?”
“That’s right. A trial comes in everybody’s life. Tribulations too”
“But why does he take young lives?”
“I can’t answer that. You have to talk to God about his decisions. But don’t question god. Just know that he has a plan.”
Day knocked on the door.
“Yall okay?”
“Yes Day and you can open the door.”
“Well I just wanted to bring you both something to eat since you all haven’t eat anything all day”
“Thanks so much day, but I aint got no appetite” safaree said. He turned his head back around and nicki looked at day with a confused sad look, like she didn’t know what to do.
“You two should go walking, and talking.”
“Thanks day, but I think we will stay here. Were comfortable”
“Ok babies I love yall”
“Love you too” they said in unison. Day closed the door.
“I know God loves me and he has a plan for me. He wouldn’t have taken me out of that hell whole of Brooklyn”
“Yes babe”
“Niggas die every day, that’s why I won’t cry”
“You don’t have to put on this front like you don’t hurt safaree. You can cry”
“I won’t. I have too much pride”
“Okay baby. Well I love you. And I know you will find peace in a while”
“Love you too”
Nicki rubbed his head until he fell asleep. And then she fell asleep and fell to the side. That’s how they slept.
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Dear Barbs September,
It’s been 11 months into this whole tour! I have met so many face seen so many new places. I’m in Scotland right now and it is bananas. The cultural norms are Cray! Like dudes wear skirts called kilts. I bought safaree one and we had a card game. I bet him if I won speed that he would wear it. For some reason on that night I was on point with my cards and speed and I won. So barbs I will be doing an Ustream, which would be a surprise for and he will wear it on there lolz. He said he’s going to get me back, but I don’t know what he can do to get back at me. I’ve tried different food, and barbs when I tell you I had the muthafucken BUBBLE GUTS I tore this bus up I’m surprise I didn’t break this bitch down. I said never again will I eat foreign shit! My stomach hurt so badly. And we will not get on safaree stankin ass. He farted for 3 days straight and it would be at random times. Like we were doing did it on em and this nigga was jumpin and bent over in front of Sara the dancer face and farted on accident! I couldn’t hold the laughed and I couldn’t finish did it on em. That was said and safaree cheeks were red! I cried so badly! It was funny and Sara screamed! *weeps* he was so wrong for dat. I told his big ass don’t jump that day! He definitely cut the cheese lolz. I just wanted to tell yall some crazy shit that been going on. Love you. LOVE Onika!
“Hahahaha I just told the barbs what you did to Sara”
“Damn they gon be getting on me “
“I swear they are, you gon have a nick name out this world”
“Man that was so wrong though I just couldn’t hold it and it came from nowhere when I bent over”
“No babe but your face after you did it was priceless”
They laughed all night about that show. And nicki tweeted twice that night before they turned in for the night.
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“Babe we go home tomorrow!”
“I know I’m excited to be back in my own bed!”
“Me too” nicki kissed safaree
“Let me write one more entry before bed. The last entry!”
Everybody on the bus clapped.
“You stuck to it diva” Terrence said
“I know I’m proud of myself. But I really want my barbs to have this”
Nicki got up and went to the back of the bus in her room and put on her glasses and grabbed her diary.
Dear Barbs October,
I must say this journey has been amazing this past year has been amazing. I have met every single barb, and I know I have to meet my ladybugs still when they come of age. But so far I have met everybody. I’ve learned a lot of things on this tour like time management, priority time, better writing skills, self expression, communication, love, support, staying 20 steps ahead instead of 10. Life is good just to some up everything. I have missed a lot of family things but this break that I will take when I get back to the states will make up for it. I will now have time for twitter again, and this is unfortunately the last diary entry. And it’s weird to because this is the last page in diary and the last diary and we only bought 12 and this is the 12th one. I have built a tougher skin, and I have learned to not only care for myself personally but for my husband also. You all know my life journey has been hard and I’ve learned, but this experience has bought me great joy. Maybe I will settle down for a while, maybe I might just start my clothing line. We never know what life throws at us. It feels good to wake up to a different city every month and learn new things. I have matured even more than what I was. I have grown as an artist, and more as a person. Barbs you all will always be a part of my life. You are the people who made me, I’m your investment, and what you invest in me, makes me bigger. I love that yall saw something in me that I knew could be big. Yall made Nicki Minaj big. Thank you. I appreciate you all. I didn’t know when I decided to do this book that I was going to stick thru it. But I did and I’m happy. You all will know a closer and private side of me. Onika is who you have met in this book. I hope you all enjoyed every day of my life away from you in this book. Tears were shed, happiness was given, smiles rose from the dead, and anger came out also. I showed you all who the real me was. And I hope that you all keep this dear to your heart. LOVE Onika!
*Salutes Nation of Pinkslam and pours Pinkle juice*
*hey yall I cried the last 3 diary entries. Nicki is amazing and I hope one day on one of the tours she does this for us. Anyways comment! The good is about to begin! Lolz LOVE @TrebbleBarbie*