Surprise Birthday

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It had been over 12 weeks since safaree seen his wife in person. He missed her touch, her smell, the life she gives him. Safaree was emotionally drained, but he kept working in New York. Safaree had been blowing steam by working out a lot and he started back eating again, which resulted into muscle growth. His back was more muscular than before. His chest sat up without him poking it out, and he was more bulky. His V-cut was super deep and his abdominal muscles were amazing. He was spotted a couple of times without nicki and she was spotted a lot without him by the media. Of course they raised hell about them being separated for over a month. Even though it was true neither one of them nor the barbs paid attention to them. Nicki’s birthday was here and safaree had been making plans thru Martin. He didn’t want to get Jessie involved because he knew she would slip up and tell nicki. He was going to still surprise the love of his life even if they were in hot water and turmoil.

Martin had made arrangements for safaree to have the most fresh Gardenia flowers and Red and pink roses sent to her home. Safaree also went to his New York jeweler and got nicki some chocolate diamonds. The diamonds are very rare and very expensive. He got her small tennis bracelet made and a platinum chain made with the infinity sign as the charm made out of chocolate diamonds to put on it. He got her some custom Onezie’s made by Betsey Johnson with hearts and skulls as the design. He knew she would love them. He got corny and wrote her a letter and bought her a 5 dollar card and put 2 full out spa day’s gift cards in the card. He also ordered her a 4 layered Red velvet circle cake with vanilla bean frosting and sparkle candles. He wanted to do it big this year since they were home, but the bad thing about this birthday was he wasn’t there.

Safaree had beaten himself up for weeks about not having the guts to just go home and take control of his home. But he knew nicki was crazy and he had the craziest wife on earth. He prayed everyday that God would fix them and that he would be forgiven for all of his sins. He would call everyday to martin’s phone since nicki changed her whole phone company, and ask how she was doing and if she smiled any. This ate him alive and depression is the hardest thing to get out of. The only thing that could cure him on the spot is if nicki took the time out to listen to him and take him back. He called everyday just too show he wasn’t giving up, and he would never give up. He was ready to fix them but she was still hurt.

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*December 8! Nicki’s Birthday*

Nicki slept on her most comfortable side which was her left side. She had little tummy pains here and there but that was just from her womb growing. Today was her big day and she was going to smile today. Her mother and father went back home after thanksgiving, but would call on her periodically to see if she was doing better. Ms. Day had been keeping a close eye on her too, they would pray every night over the phone or if nicki needed guidance they would just talk. She had reevaluated everything and turned it over to God. She knew one day the problem would be solved and it was going to be up to her to step forward first. Nicki wasn’t ready for all of that yet and she still wasn’t ready to tell sb about their baby. When she’s ready she would call him; or Jessie rather.

Nicki had now gotten a little chubbier in the face and the barbs recognized every little thing. It bugged her how they knew her so well. She wouldn’t have been surprised if they knew what her body measurements were. She had been tweeting the barbs every day keeping them in the loop of all her appearances and radio interviews. Nicki also started a new line of shoes called Bankable Woman that the barbs could buy from out of the major department stores and online for the exclusives. Life was good with her Nicki Minaj life but Onika Samuels was not happy. She promised herself that she wouldn’t tell the barbs about the baby until she was back with safaree, but she was so tempted to tell them everything. She loved those barbs and they loved her back.

Nicki was sleep on her left side when she cracked her eyes at 7 am on her birthday. She was happy and stretched still with her eyes shut. She reopened her eyes when she spotted white Gardenias and red and pink roses in vases across her room. It just looked like a sea of beautiful flowers and the smell reeked of sweet nectar. She rubbed her hair and fixed her tank top. She pulled the covers from over her blanket and wiped her eye balls until she could see without blur.  She saw something sparkling out the corner of her eyes and it was her red velvet cake that said happy birthday to my queen. Right then and there she knew exactly who it was from. She blew out the candles and smiled at the fact that he was still going out of his way to please her. She knew he had been calling and leaving messages but she still was ready to face him. She spotted the two black boxes and white envelope that martin also set up while she was sleep and grabbed them. She scooted herself back into the bed and sat Indian style opening the first box which was her bracelet.

“OH. MY. GOD” she said putting her hand over her mouth as she ran her thumb across the VVS tennis bracelet made out of chocolate diamonds. She never seen something in it rare form like that. She opened the second box and gasped.

“He remembered” she said out loud as she took the necklace out of the box. She put it around her neck and looked at the symbolism.

“Infinity: forever, ongoing, never ending, endless love” she lowered her head and let out a tear and did a few sniffles.

Nicki sat down all the way putting her legs straight out in front of her and climbed out of the bed. She had to pee so she ran straight to the bath room and relieved herself and brushed her teeth. When she opened the door to walk out of the bathroom, Martin and nicki were there to greet her with breakfast in bed and her apple Mac book open to the Barbs videos and internet card.

“Good morning Birthday mommy” Jessie said cheesing.

“Good morning queen” martin said smiling holding her laptop

“Good morning yall, one question though how did all of this...” martin cut her off

“Don’t worry about all of that. Just know that sb took care of you today.”

Martin looked back at her cake and card then looked back at Nicki’s neck.

“I see you got your gift! Why didn’t you put the bracelet on?”

“I will later on today”

“Oh ok! And make sure you open up your card it’s something in there that safaree really wants you to read.”

“Okay I will, but that apple oatmeal looks fire and that orange juice with my pineapples and peanut butter on the side. Thank you guys” she hugged them

“No problem boss lady, feed that greedy baby” jess said smiling, nicki smiled back.

Nicki climbed into the bed and Jessie sat the breakfast over her. It was room on the platter for her laptop so martin put it on the platter in arms reach for her to tweet. She decided to tweet the barbs but she recognized the timeline was already going crazy because safaree tweeted.

@scaffbeezy: Today is my wife’s birthday! I love the best rapper in the world.

@scaffbeezy: I hope you love all the ignant jewels I bought you #VVS…

@scaffbeezy: RT @JadaPinkettSmith happy birthday to the lady that made my baby single goes platinum! Love your role model J

@scaffbeezy: aint nobody touchin my wife’s sexy! LADIES preserve the sexy!

Nicki giggled at the crazy stuff sb tweeted. But she decided to tweet!

@NICKIMINAJ: rise and grind my beautiful go getting barbs! The world awaits you and your knowledge. P.s. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! She took a picture with no makeup on and her real hair sprawled out taking a sip of orange juice with her square black Prada glasses on.

She loved all of the videos that the barbs sent her and she also loved the letters she received in DM. her team was there for her a full 100%, she didn’t mind giving them the time of day. She heard a knock on the door about an hour in a half later. It was Martin

“Hey beautiful! You caught up with everything, all of your birthday wishes? I like this birthday the best because we can’t drink ha-ha! But I gotta get you somewhere before 1pm”

“Hey martin! And where am I suppose to be going, I’ve been feeling drained lately.”

“You have a doctor’s appointment today, so chop chop outta the bed ok.”

“Grrrrr! Okay and why didn’t you let me know before?”

“Because I didn’t want you to cancel. I need for you to go to the doctor even if he isn’t here” martin was trying to talk about sb without saying his name

“Thank you for caring so much and besides today is my birthday, I wouldn’t mind seeing this little person I love” martin smiled at her smile even though it was weak and her face looked drained.

“No problem”

Martine left out of the room to allow herself to get dressed. She tweeted one more time before she started her process.

@NICKIMINAJ: finna put on my birthday suit barbs *get your minds outta the gutter* no pauz needed.

She laughed a little with all of the comments before she got dressed and headed to Dr. Smith’s office.

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Safaree lay in bed on his apple notebook looking at all of the tweets that were retweeting her. She had blocked him so that was the only way he could see what she was talking about. He had been to the doctor himself because his mother insisted on him going. The doctor told him that he was in a semi mild case of depression, and that whatever cause the depression comes back, he should be cured. Safaree was an exercise fanatic and he gained muscle mass fast, too fast for his mother’s eyes. She knew he was depressed but she knew there was nothing she could do about it but pray.

He had been making reservations for weeks for Nicki’s birthday and prayed that they went thru. Martin still hadn’t called him yet with the news so he waited patiently by his phone. Mean while he had been talking to Monica also keeping up with her. He knew that it was a possibility that, that could be his baby, but he was also knowledgeable that the baby probably wasn’t his neither. But he took all precautions, and took responsibility. If that was his baby he was going to be there for it. He set Monica up with a doctor his family knew that delivered his nieces. He felt so bad that he wasn’t doing this with nicki, and nicki wasn’t the one pregnant. That ate at his mind most of the time he worked out; because that was the most painful part he had to endure other than not seeing nicki in the flesh.

He planned to call Nicki and try and talk to her but he knows that the likely hood of him talking to her on her birthday was slim to none. He even thought about not calling her just so she wouldn’t think an=bout him and get upset and cry likes she’s been doing every day. Martin kept safaree in tuned with everything nicki did except for the pregnancy. But he waited on that phone call from martin.

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Safaree flew Monica on a commercial flight from Florida to New York and had her taken straight to the doctor. When they seen each other she held her head down and safaree didn’t say a word. She tried to hold conversation

“Safaree um thank you for this”

“Whatever, this is for my child if that’s my child”

“I hope it is”

“Hmph”

She got uncomfortable after his little statement and didn’t say anything else. She felt like shit at that point and didn’t look his way. The doctor walked in and was surprised to see a different woman on the table.

“Hey Mr. Samuels! I guess we ready for you! Your sister gave me a call and told me”

“Yeah I guess so” safaree said shaking the doctor’s hand. When the doctor shook his hand he gave safaree a look that made safaree be alert of what he was thinking.

“Long story doc” safaree held his hand down

“Ok then, well um may I ask this young lady her name?”

“Hi I’m Monica”

“Hi Monica, well I wasn’t expecting you here” the doctor thru low blows

“Well I’m here and we came to get a checkup” she said with an attitude

“Kind of feisty but that’s ok, it’s expected. Anyways how is Onika safaree?” this made safaree kind of mad being asked about his wife in the situation but he answered the question anyways. The doctor put on her gloves and got the heart Doppler and gel ready.

“She’s find I think”

“You think safaree?”

“I don’t know, we have been having some problems that I don’t want to talk about”

“That’s understandable. Well about this baby, let’s check on it” safaree sat back in his seat as the doctor did her procedure. She got all the test ran on her, an ultra sound, and etc. then they headed out.

“Ok well I guess I will see you the next check up safaree”

“Mmhhhmm” safaree put on his sunglasses and hoodie over his fitted Yankees cap before anybody saw him.

“Thanks for the flight”

“Yep” safaree got in his car and drove off while the driver took Monica back to the airport.

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Safaree wasn’t proud of himself but he knew he couldn’t be selfish because of his actions. He cried that night and held his pillow very tight. He kept thinking about what if that was nicki, and how happy they would have been. How if nothing never happened he could be at home with his wife celebrating her birthday and cracking jokes at everybody. Taking pictures that would save memories for a life time. His heart was just crushed, and his mind was out of whack.

-

“Hello Mrs. Samuels”

“Hey Doctor Smith, didn’t I tell you to just call me nicki like everyone else”

“Oh yeah. Well it has been 12 weeks since I last seen you. What took you so long missy?”

“Well I and my husband aren’t talking at the moment because he wanted to be stupid and fucked up completely. I was trying to see if we would…” nicki looked down holding back tears from thinking they would have made up by then.

“It’s ok. I understand. Couples fight, and out of respect you wanted to wait on him so you too could do this together. But Nicki babies can’t wait and we need to get you started on everything. First your weight, and you know you gotta draw blood. Ha-ha! I’m surprised you didn’t bring you assistant to torture her”

“No I let her stay. I wanted to do this on my own. I’m strong.”

“And that you are.” The doctor scooted over to nicki in her stool and made nicki lay back on the examination bed with her legs straight out. She raised up the bottom of the hospital gown nicki had on to examine her. Nicki felt weird alone but she knew she could get thru it.

“Ok I see you have gained a little weight which is expected at 12 weeks but not too much.”

“Good”

“Ok I’m about to get the gel and the heart Doppler so we can hear the heart beat. You ready”

“I guess I got to be” in nicki minds she was panicking and wishing safaree was there but she wasn’t ready to forgive him.

“Ok here we go” dr. smith squeezed some cold gel onto nickis tummy and placed the Doppler on her tummy. She swirled the Doppler around until she heard a very strong heart beat. Nicki closed her eyes and listened to the beat that soothe her heart.

“Good 160 beats per minute. Are you nervous?”

“How do you know?” nicki giggled and open her eyes

“Your baby. Your baby feels everything you do. That’s why you can’t stress yourself out. It messes with their personality once they are out.”

“Omg really?”

“Yes so you have to take good care of yourself”

“Okay I will”

“Now here comes the weird feeling part. We have to do ultra sound. I’m going to record it so your husband can see when you forgive him ok”

“Ok”

“I have to stick my fingers up there again and check your cervix. Then do the ultra sound.”

“Omg no! Ugh I hate this”

“It will be worth it in the end when you hold that little bundle of joy”

“I know. I know”

“Well let’s get started” dr. smith checked nickis cervix. Then she did the ultra sound.

“Dr.Smith does my baby have a huge head like that?”

“Because its body has to catch up. Your head and skull is the first distinguished things on a fetus, because it’s the first to develop. Think about it, the baby head has to grow first to hold the most vital organ. The brain”

“Oooooo okay” nicki giggle

“Ok, let me clean you up. I’m going have the nurse draw your blood and give you your prenatal pills and vitamins. They will make you feel nauseous but fruit juice takes the sensation away. I want you to drink a lot of milk and a lot of orange juice and a lot of fluids period. You have to stay hydrated; also 8 glasses of water a day, your skin will stay flawless. I’m going to have the nurse give you this paper of a healthy food diet I want you on. I’m going to take good care of you and that baby nicki; you just have to follow thru with everything. As for you being cold all the time from your anemia, I will give you a lower dosage of iron.” Nicki took all of this in and took a deep breath. She knew if safaree was there he would have loved everything.

“Doctor, one more question, well two. Can I sing and jump and do all that stiff as I grow and get bigger, and I have been constipated can I push when I’m trying to pass something?”

“Yes and yes but not too hard on the pushing. And you can even run while pregnant just don’t do hard jumping. But the embryonic sack protects the baby, and singing yes but you can hit really high notes which I’m not worried about. You’re a rapper” they both laughed

“Thank you so much doctor”

“No problem and by the way, happy birthday” dr. smith smiled and nicki smiled back and she handed nicki her ultra sound pictures and recording of the ultra sound.

“Thank you” they went their separate ways and nicki got everything finished and headed back home.

Meanwhile…

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“Mrs. Lauren is you here?”

“Yes Jessie, I’m in the car with Lawrence” the driver

“Ok good. I want you to get back before nicki gets here. You’re my present to her. She needs you right now, and I know this will make her smile”

“You are the sweetest jess”

“Ms. Lauren”

“Yes”

“Can you ask Lawrence how far you are all from here?”

“He said another 10 to 15 minutes”

“Ok cool”

“See you then”

“Likewise” Jessie said hanging up

-

“Yo yo”

“What’s up man” safaree said to martin

“Everything, first she woke up with the biggest smile on her face and she loved everything you got her. She loved my breakfast in bed present. And jess is going to surprise her with Lauren as her gift”

“Okay I see yall doing it all up”

“Yep. She talked to her parents and brothers and nieces this morning also. She got on twitter and tweeted, and …” martin caught himself before he said check up

“And what lil nigga” safaree said smiling from hearing that she had a good day

“And she loved the jewelry you bought her she has on the one piece. The necklace.”

“Yeah, I figured she would where that first because that bracelet is a bit much and she favorite symbol is on the necklace”

“Yeah, she has just been in a great mood today… so...um when you plan on coming back, we miss you on this side.”

“I don’t know man. Whenever she feels ready. She will call or text when she’s ready”

“I know. She’s just stubborn. But trust me she misses you as much as you miss her. All of those award shows and photo shoots, and appearances she’s doing without you hurt her too. But she has to find it in herself to forgive you and not hate you. Cause right now she hates you”

“Thanks for the kind words” safaree said sarcastically

“I’m just telling you the truth man”

“I know and thanks for everything son, like for real though. I couldn’t have gotten any of that done without your help my dude”

“No problem anytime. That’s me and Jessie job.”

“Oh yeah how is that going”

“We are great, shit more than great”

“Oh snaps, BC nothing got him some cookie? Proud of you son”

“Yeah, yeah… and we have been excellent every since then. But life is good. We are just trying to get yall in order.”

“We will be fixed son, I know we will. And I will wait”

“Alright. But I gotta go hit me up later if you want to try and talk to her”

“Naw man I been contemplating in my mind to call her all day, if I should or if I shouldn’t. She seems happy today and I want to leave it that way” safaree looked down to the ground

“Ok, talk to you later”

“Alright”

“Bye”

Safaree hung up the phone and rubbed his smooth face.  He laid back on the bed in deep thought about nicki. He looked up to the white ceiling picturing him and nicki together. It felt like his heart was squeezing and being ripped apart. He rubbed his hands down his face still facing the ceiling and sobbed into his hands.

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“Ok Lauren, she’s getting out the car” Jessie said while looking thru the clear glass window by the door

“Okay come on jess” Jessie ran over to Lauren and Lauren gave her confetti. Lauren held two spoons and a gallon of butter pecan ice cream; she changed into her pajamas, and made her hair all messy into a messy bun. Martin stood to the side to take pictures and post them on twitter and to capture the moment.

Lauren had planned on trying to talk some since into her best friend about forgiving and letting go. She knew she might get screamed at but she was going to play her best friend role. She wouldn’t have missed her bestfrineds birthday for nothing and she knew Candice would have been there too. Lauren had spoken with Candice and safaree on a weekly basis checking up on them. Candice was better than safaree but lonelier than ever, because she uses to tell nicki everything. And she knew about Monica going to the doctor and safaree took her. She also knew safaree was wallowing in depression and him and nicki needed to see each other fast. She planned on bringing up everything in their girls night, but also have fun for her birthday.

“Okay martin you ready?”

“Yep”

“Hear she comes” Lauren squealed.

Nicki opened the door looking down to take her key out the door smiling.

“SURPRISE”

Nicki jumped then cried. She was happy for the first time in a long time.

“OMG WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE LAUREN!!! HOW DID YOU KNW I NEEDED YOU” nicki said crying walking towards Lauren. Lauren ran towards her and hugged her

“Jessie got me here” nicki looked over Lauren shoulder and mouthed thank you to Jessie

Martin had gotten everything on camera and walked went the other way to the computer, Jessie went with him. Lauren reached over nicki and closed the door. Nicki wiped her tears and smiled when she saw that Lauren was in her onezie and had ice cream

“This is the best birthday ever laur! I love you.”

“I love you too babe”

“Oh! Is that ice cream for me?”

“Nope it’s for my niece” Lauren reached down and rubbed Nicki’s tummy

“Hey pooh pooh, tee tee loves you a lot. I got you ice cream; you’re going to love it ok.”

“Lauren you a fool”

“Shut up! Go get changed into your onezie so it can be like old times and we watch Love don’t cost a thing, waiting to exhale, belly, Friday the 13^th, and baby boy”

“Yay! Girls night in. and I get to eat as much as I want without worrying about weight”

“Not everything. I know you on some type of pregnancy diet”

Nicki gave Lauren the eye and Lauren knew she was right and started laughing. Nicki went up stairs and put on her new onezie safaree got her and kept her necklace on. She pulled her wig off and pulled up her natural curly hair into a crazy bun. She took off her make up and went back down stairs. Martin brought her a really big Dora blanket and they sat in the movie theater.

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“Nick not you crying because they shot snoop! Girl!”

“But I love snoop” nicki cried

“As many times as we saw dis shit you wanna cry today, your hormones is off the chain”

“I know right”

“So you know we have to have a talk”

“About what?” nicki blew her nose in to tissue

“You Candice and safaree”

“What about them” nicki looked away from her looking at the movie screen stick the spoon in her mouth

“You know Candice wants to be here with us right now, so yall can argue like old times. She misses you. She takes full blame even though she shouldn’t take blame at all. You know that girl has no say so over what that other bitch did.”

“Lauren… I just don’t want to talk to anyone that was involved right now” she ate some more ice cream

“Look at me… you have been crying for day upon days. Yes I call and talk to Jessie and check on your state of being. Yes I’m the best in the world but there are 2 other people that want to be here for you.”

“Mmhhhmm”

“Look nicki I know your being stubborn, but let Candice back into your life I know you miss her crazy ass too. Even tyesha has been calling me checking on you because you changed your number on her. You gotta text her.”

“I sure do. Thank you for reminding me”

“But if you don’t forgive Candice, at least forgive your husband. For the baby. He has the right to know about that baby, he wasn’t just a sperm donor nick” nicki sat there taking it all in but her leg started to shake and Lauren knew it wasn’t long for her outburst

“Well that’s what the fuck it feels like”

“That’s because you are blowing it out of portion baby. Your hormones are everywhere and yo are already stubborn.”

“Wait pauz. Let me go get some pineapples and peanut butter”

“Eww what? That shit sound fuckin sweet as hell and disgusting as fuck” nicki got up and went to the kitchen and came back for the rest of Laurens lecture.

“Anyways, I know that I am stubborn, but safaree lied, and he knows I hate liars. I and he had an agreement you all don’t know about and he broke it. I’m not even mad he got another bitch pregnant and all dat…” nicki sounded sarcastic but shut up and looked down in her lap.

“Nicki I’m sorry baby but you have to learn to forgive. You can’t be mad at that baby. And I’m not saying you have to accept it. But you’re in a marital bond with safaree, you can’t just belly up and leave the whole relationship or avoid him for months on in. you have to work for what is your. And besides it’s a 50 percent chance that baby is not his.”

“I know, but his decision making scares me. If he can’t be away from for 2 weeks without making a bad decision that’s a problem for me and that’s a problem for this person too. I’m responsible for this person and so is he but if he acts like that I can’t trust him. I believe that’s what’s wrong with me. Since he was violated, I can’t trust, for right now I can’t forgive, and I can’t forget the moment he told me. It just keeps playing in my mind. It’s like an ongoing cycle of hurt. My mind heart, my soul hurt, my body hurt, my spirit hurts, emotionally I’m beat, and I can’t be this way any longer because I have to take care of myself. I’m just ready to hand it over to god all the way. Maybe one day I will grow the guts to talk to him. But right now I can’t forgive him and I vomit every time I think of that ratchet hoe touching my Faree.”

“Oh one more thing, he took her to the doctors and the doctor was confused. He didn’t want to explain it so he just shut up.”

“Oh so he took that hoe to the doctor” nickis eyes swelled with tears

“Yes” Lauren knew she had to tell her everything.

“Lauren as much as I hate him I love him, I can’t see myself without him. These 2 and half months have been hell for me. He still calls martin everyday to talk to me but I decline, I miss his touch, the smell of his cologne, his body, his soul being mines.”

“And it’s still yours nicki. Do you know that grown ass man cries in his mother’s arms all the time now? He went to the doctor and he has depression and his only cure is to love you.” Nicki was now leaning up against Laurens chest as Lauren rubbed her hair talking to her.

“I wish I could see that, my mind tells me one thing and my heart tells me another. I never go with what my heart says anymore because I got hurt like that. FUCK LOVE. That’s the worst shit you can feel”

“Its not. You just have to forgive”

“Lauren… my husband supposes to know about this baby. He supposes to be at the doctor with me, not her… he doesn’t know because he told me what dumb shit he did and how he broke my heart. I can’t get over that… I just can’t”

“You will make it thru, sssshhhh stop all that crying”

Nicki sniffled and they continued to watch movies until nicki fell into a deep slumber. Martin carried her to the bed and Lauren climbed on the other side and drifted off into her sleep. Nicki woke back up at 2 am because she had to pee; she tweeted before dozing back off.

@NICKIMINAJ: Girls night in with Lovelace, it was completely amazing. I love my big sis and thank you all for my Birthday wishes! Dang I’m getting old lol GN/GM!

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